my brain cells have permanently died...

[ mood | sleepy ]

it seems ages since I blog, yet somehow, I don't feel the urge to blog so much anymore. Exams have been over for more than a week for me, but I don't feel like I'm really having a holiday but instead, everyday seems like a friday, where you go study and after that you go out and play. (fyi, my fridays normally ain't like that... i'm just referring to other people's normal friday =X)

Till now, I'm having driving lessons almost everyday, and I have proven my hypothesis to be true - I got no talent for driving. Quite a sad thing, especially so when lessons are so expensive. Can't help wondering if I should have took up my dad's offer anyway, but well, since i'm in it... it'll just hafta get my license anyway.

Well, I guess Yvonne's quite right, driving lessons are tiring. I don't understand how Merina could actually have four lessons in a row (scary!) but I guess she's a talented driver... since she only needs 18 lessons if my memory serves me right. It's quite a feat ain't it?

Have been wanting to plan my uni OG (well, actually my CPE friends)'s sem-ly outing... seems like I'm running out of ideas :S Erm, this time rounds there's only Star Wars exhibition (but sadly not many of us are star wars fans) or catch a movie - Chicken Little, seems like the only more possible choice around since I've watch Harry Potty =X (i guess not entirely as bad as everyone said... but think partly might be becuz i forgotten all the details in the story... *oops*). Or, like JH said, can go M'sia to shop n watch movie. lolx, M'sia again and Merina and gang just went there yesterday! I couldn't make it of cuz... :\ Hmmm, I don't know if the rest are fine with the idea... or should we go for another round of ice skating ? Hope can find everyone online to discuss. Well, MSN sure make discussion much easier i supposed... but imagine now you call / sms people to ask them come online... sounds.. weird right? It's seems like things went the other way round. *laffs*

right, hafta go for my driving lesson... tata

Maido maido~

It's Haro!!
http://www.hlj.com/product/BAN916653

it even talks back... too bad it's totally in jap and it doesn't bounce... lolx (n i juz realised that it no longer has any stock >.> )

frm lia's blog

feeling lazy to do other stuff.. so do this.. shyt, juz remembered i gotta burn stuff for TK n TY... :S

TEN FIRSTS

First Best Friend(s): hmmmm, should be Dyanne :p We're practically glued together during school... go recess also hold hands.. haa! And she's the first friend to give me a burfday prezzie! (if i don't count in my neighbours)

First Screen name: wat's that? R u referring to my internet nick? lolx

First Pet: the cute brown rabbit my sis bot!!! <3

First Piercing: wif audrey.. back in j2.... juz after our prelims... and that should be my last piercing... cuz things juz went kinda wrong in the process... :S

First School: If you count those kindergarden as one... then is the CC's kindergarden... at block 44smthing in amk =p

First CD: ehhh.... can't remember... should be the beach boys soundtrack (japanese drama).. eh or issit that spice world cd? :S

First Car: i've got toy cars since age of 3... but onli toy cars..

First Stuffed Animal: animal ar.... prolly the noisy squaking elephant my granny gav mi.. i stil hav it =p

First Hp: can never forget that dear 3310 that drowned in Sentosa... haha! wat a classic =X

First Crush: o_o i dun even noe if that constitutes as a crush... so nvm

NINE LASTS

Last Alchoholic Beverage: Hmmmm.... should be vodka mixed wif.. sprite.. wait or issit coke...? actualli both.. hahaa.. during Audrey's bdae bbq (actualli had red wine also.. but it was b4 the vodka =x)

Last Car Ride: That would be my by my driving instructor when he parked the car. haha

Last Movie Seen: Should be Kungfu Hustle... unless u count in movies from TV.. then it would be Cats & Dogs which just aired like last weekend?

Last Phone Call: from Joyce of Creativex =X cfming my briefing for WHS.. looks like i'm reallie gonna work from 9-11th dec =p

Last CD Played: My self-burned CD of TRC soundtrack compilations

Last Bubble Bath: erM...... that would be like YEARS back... in Bali's 5 star hotel.. during Pri 6.. hehe

Last Time I Cried: before exams... before study week even...

Last Online: now lor... dotx

Last Meal: a snack of biscuits n pong piah from msia =p

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS

1. Have you ever dated one of your best friends: wat constitutes as a date? if juz going out wif another person.. ya.... but if u're tokin abt r/p that kind.. Nope =x

2. Have you ever been arrested: naH...

3. Have you ever skinny dipped: no n never... i'll freeze to death..

4. Have you ever been on TV: erM... prolly, but as small as a pixel... hahaaa

5. Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it: i haven't kissed anyone other than my parents b4...

6. Have you ever cheated: ya.. cuz it's allowed.. some exams we can bring in cheat sheets =p

7. Have you ever spent more than 5 hours online: u shld try askin "have you ever not spent more than 5 hours online..." 5 hours onli.. who haven't?!?!?!

8. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep: ya... long time ago.. nowadays it's more like wake up crying..

SEVEN THINGS YOU’RE WEARING

1. T-shirt
2. Shorts
3. Specs
4. undergarments
5. rubber band to tie hair
6. plaster
7. -

SIX THINGS YOU’VE DONE TODAY

1. went driving
2. stalled the engin
3. eat
4. shopped and bought nothing
5. talked abit in jap
6. watch tv

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS

1. anime n manga
2. hanging out with friends
3. deserts (yum yum)
4. animals
5. singing n drawing

THREE CHOICES

1. Black or White: Black
2. Hot or Cold: Cold
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla (why no strawberry?)

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE

1. eRm... go try out those nice n exquisit deserts?
2. kiss everyone i loved goodbye =x

ONE THING YOU REGRET

small regrets i hav tons... big regrets i hav none.

weeee~ it's ov.. i mean.. settled!

exams that is =x

still exhausted cuz i'm still unable to catch my sleep back...

well no matter what, still hafta pray hard for my results! and driving lessons starts TML! ><~ wat do i hafta do? wat do i hafta do???

If you're feeling very happy today, or overly sad today.. dun read this

cause this is just another whining + depressing & demoralizing entry from me...

Sorry that I couldn't keep the word of the previous entry being the last one till end of exams... Have to rant or I'll go mad and I still need to keep my sanity till tues at least...

contemplates to ask for a casket as a birthday gift

Don't know who to blame aside from myself for this plight... the lousy lecturers? The yuckky paperS? my lousy luck? or just my lazy stupid brain?

I only wish for monday and tues to be smooth and nice... nice meaning I can do the papers.... nice meaning I hAve the TIME to do the papers... and nice meaning I can do better than others... well, that thought isn't very nice... to wish that people do worst than you... but isn't that what that stupid bell curve is promoting... everyone is wishing that they're not at the bottom and there's always someone worst than them? Wishing that the exams will be so hard that everyone dies together until don't even know what's happen? What kind of system is this.. crap.

Come to think of it... I think my blog's fonts are really too small... and it's kinda crammed.. so will change the layout again... and along wif my "wat-not-to-get" list as requested to make life of the AS gang easier? =x (somehow, I think it might not be the case but =p)

uh...... and pray for me............ I REALLY DON'T WANNA SEE ANYTHING BELOW A B-!!!!! i got enough to my collection.. enough is enough...

Sat is it!!

[mood | stressed ]

sat arriving!! i dunno if i shld add a "finally" or nt.. wanted more time to study... but i guess i also kinda giv up liao, juz feel like gettin it over n done wif...

haiz... dunno wat kind of results i'll get tis sem.. but i reallie wish i can stil push my CAP back to 2nd lower... *prays hard*

-last post until exams r over ._.

daily lamentables

[mood | sleepy ]

if only Zhou1 Gong1 wun summon me every now and then... totally disruptive n unproductive :(

as i'm praying fer exams to be over.. i'll think i'm courting death n i'll do the opposite... but either way it's sheer torture... becuz of lousy lecturers a also partly my fault...

realised that life isn't exactly that long either... approachin 21 at dec (not exactly hinting anything if u're thinking..) and i'm still studyin my life away wif one whole pi4 gu4 of debts yet to clear yet stil quite a no. of stuff i wanna do... and money seems to be inversely proportionate to time... u get more money means u hav less time cuz u use ur time to exchange fer cash... sheesh



after all these i'm feelin slpy again... Zhou1 Gong1!!! pls juz leave mi alone i'll go find u when i'm tired... :\

then again... 10 days to exams... and 14 days to jie3 tuo1?

today marks the end~

[mood | relieved ]

yup, the end of EE2001~! that huge 6mc project based module.

had a super rushed and sleepness night... and of cuz, we're following our tradition as the previous assessments :X

all i can say is... reallie owe it all to ty n jeff esp..

so after feastin n fattenin up ourselves wif Macs... its time we shld go on a diet... rest well and mug fer exams~ jiayou everyone!

New Background layout up!

Ahhh, i got tons of deadlines chasin after mi and i'm stil doing tis XD

Featuring, Saya from Blood+, a 3 episode ole anime... :X

Just thought the graphics nice and her drawing style is rather unique. Plot-wise i've mentioned.. so tata~

super duper extremely grateful!

[mood | grateful ]

as usual, work til v late in sch today for my 2001 proj... the progress was abit slower than i expected.. but at least the craft stil moves after ty droppin the rx and motor board o_o||| i nearli died of heart attack then (n prolly why i never giv him peace after tt.. sorry!!... :S)

ah.. then many other stuff happened.. i too tired to go into details...

main point: was rushin to the clementi mrt station.. dropped my wallet when going up escalator or smthin (obviously i'm oblivious abt it).. then at the platform..suddenli he juz handed mi my wallet.. leavin mi stumpped.. he prolly noticed tt n told mi i drop it below..

tink i onli said a couple of thx b4 he walked away... kinda regret i din thank him more... i wld hav prolly gone totally helpless n nuts if i lost it... all the cards n ic.. :S reallie thankiew thankiew.. tho i dun tink i can recognise him.. (but got abit of the same impression as that 'delicious' guy (name nt by mi) tt was/is workin at essential brew) i reallie wanna thank him again if got the chance

blood+

[mood | tired ]

it's a monday morning.. n i'm feelin exhausted alreadi... >
anyway, it seems like 2 out of 3 of the anime i'm watchin hav ended... leavin onli Suzuka? Yup.. so went to download Blood+ to watch (the one that took over GSD's timeslot).. tho reallie kinda gory.. but i tink its plot is quite interestin. and has quite gd graphics toO.. and somehow, i manage to find akazukin cha cha on the torrents.. so happily d/led them too...

2nd nite stayover @ nus

[mood | working ]

tml,

or rather today, is another assessment for our vehicle before the grand

demo... like wat one of my teammates said, this project has really

"brighten up" NUS's night life.. wif sounds of engin turnin, smell of

solder and constant yakkin of either arguements or nonsensical sayings

due to crankiness.

seems like this whole week passed by just as

though it's all in a day.. pretty scary pace as it is really faster

than ever. As if i'm sittin on a shinkansen (though i haven't really

been on one b4...)

did wish quite alot that things wld slow down

abit for mi nxt week to catch up.. but i guess not.. datelines comes

nearer and i'm far from getting much done.

what else can i do 'cept those little escapes from work by switchin into "stone" mode?

I

can't wait for all these to be over... yet, i think i'm no longer

lookin fwd to the nxt sem, no longer yearnin to go to sch... guess i've

really reached the phase where i'm rather sick of NUS.... haiz... veri

sian

updates on life?

[mood | tired ]

felt so cut off from the rest of my world nowadays... (tho i've been going to bdae parties n so on) tink it's juz the busy-ness that's makin mi feel this way... seems like everyday is juz lab, proj, tutorials, more labs, more projects more tutorials and even more labs and projs and tutorials...

exams are nearing... 41 days lidat.. got ppl scoldin mi say i stressin them by countin dwn... but i reallie nid to inform myself to start studyin earli.. cuz my exams ends fast tis sem.. n starts earli too... haiZ

ydae stayed over in sch til today mornin to do 2001... tot wil make alot of progress but end up we found more mistakes to correct rather than progressin... =_=

then hq's grp also ended up stayin wif us.. haa.. quite interestin in a sense.. but reallie tirin to stay up lidat.. but i guess ty n jeff even more jialat then mi.. so i'm not reallie in a position to complain. :X

hope everything works by tues...

burfday bbq~

[mood | not yet drunk ]

went over to audrey's hse fer her 21st bdae celebration~

met up with mary, omy, von and cy @ mrt station then we walked there.. was expecting that she invite tons n tons of frens but it appears still quite alright leh =p i guess that no. of ppl is much more comfy n handle-able.. but stil too much food in the end

and as usual her father started askin us to eat whenever he sees us not eating. XD

many ppl described him as "funky" lol.. ya then audrey as expected fr the bdae girl is buzzin ard from frens to frens.. haa we all ate and chatted then took many fotos.. plenty of space afterall~ (we're at her hse downstairs... quite a nice place reallie)

ended up some of our class ppl, including mi, stayed till very late.. cuz got vodka... -_-
oh ya, i din mention rite.. we all were offered red wine... then i was offered vodka also (audrey's dad kip encouragin ppl to drink :x... and say we can juz stay over at her house.. ha) ok.. i tink is like half a cup of vodka or more mixed wif sprite... and after drinking i guess i felt kinda sleepy already.. tho my mind's still clear and i can still walk straight.. and took mi like abt one hour to snap out of that slpyness then now the guys wanna play zhong1 ji2 mi4 ma4...
my poor liver... haha. but i soon got out of the game.. (din drink much also... play cheat :X)

end up weijian drank the most i think... he tio 3 times in a row.. but think bernard n cp also drank quite abitz. then bernard felt unwell n KO-ed at audrey's hse.. end up onli mi, peiling, omy n sihui left after that.. by the time i reach home is like 2++am

*yawns*

retail therapy

[mood | full ]

acutually went to orchard to get wrappers fer fren's bdae prezzie... after gettin that end up splurging (i tink gt 30 bucks?!)... i dun believe it.. haiz...

ok, i muz never go shoppin when i'm stressed and hav extra money in my pocket...NEVER!

48 days to exams.. and i still got 2 projects and 2 lab reports not cleared... tutorials.. forget it, i lost count. how to go on like this??? *faintX*

tt's my eldest sis fer u... =_=

[mood | weird



ah... she finally popped the question.. "so u got a bf yet?"





dunno since when, i've become accountable to her in this kinda stuff.. my mom's not even worried.. XD ok... so comes another round of fussin and her conclusion is that i shld go widen my social circle by spendin money to go live in the hall (saying that "it's the easiest way to get a bf!") or that i shld wear more clothes like halter necks etc etc n go wear contacts fER GOOD and.. i shld put findin a bf as one of my top priority of life..

i reallie dunno wat to say. -_-

lia's bdae parTY~

[mood | blank ]

decided that i shld wear my contacts today... got it in easily (good) but dunno why the right eye one keep dropping out... o.O

met up wif erik n went dwn... then bump into lj on the lrt.. haa so qiao.. smmore juz mentionin abt her in the conversation... reallie shuo1 cao2 cao1, cao cao dao4!!!!
hmmm.. tho i was expectin js to be wif her.. haa

reached fajar in no time.. then started all the card writing biz... haiz... dunno why, i reallie lost all the skills to crap, to lame to... haiz... the onli skill i've left i guess is to suan1 ppl.. but i dun reallie enjoy doing that too much.. argh... took veri long to tink.. then i guess i ended up writin nonsense inside xq's card... X(

the party was juz as i expected.. crowded and all~ managed to see weishan tho~ reallie long time no c her le. :) oh ya.. then caihong n xinyi also got go.. then see tk n ch arguing juz reminds mi of the j1 yrs.. haha! and of cuz, xq's buzzin ard from flower of frens to flower of frens.. lol like a bz bz bee~
it's good that u can get all ur frens together at one shot.. but i wld prefer to meet up grp by grp... cuz onli these way then can reallie celebrate together mah. =p

i muz be havin serious writer's block today... i can't think of wat else to say le... hmm... a summery, after tt ah p left while erik, tk, zn & sm went to play mj... erik's too lucky... n we left xq's hse ard 11+ but stil manage to catch the train :)



wearin contacts reallie makes my eyes tired

holz = no holz lidat...

[mood | pleased ]



been going to school everyday... it's as though there's no holz... haiz... so sad... stil din slp enuff.. then din complete my other stuff also.. sadded...

y lidat? so veri glad i never take a 6th module... i can die die die die and die smmore if i did... (actualli now alreadi quite jialat..)



oh ya, i finally got my butt down to go enroll fer drivinG lessons~! n sch reallie veri fast lor... i cramp everything together from 23rd nov til ard mid december (for now.. haven't book all 25 lessons... )

each day average 2 lessons.. haa... life's gonna be so exciting then :X lessons wil b from 1030 - 1425.. quite a nice time.. then afternn stil can go gai gai... hahaa



hope nothing collides n i can save the trouble of changing...

hmmm.. will i be able to pass wif less than 25 lessons? i hope.. save $$! AHAA

i'm startin to hate mooncake fest n mooncakes

[mood | bloated ]

Your Brain's Pattern

Your brain is always looking for the connections in life. You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first. You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker. You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

eventful day?

[mood | thankful ]



today is a veri eventful day i muz say... earli in the morning for ee2001 lab is individual assessment... went well i hope. :X then skipped 2007 lect again! argH.. bad influence fr jeff, ndru n jinghow! XD

ya went fer lunch wif jeff then went back to lab.. blue shirt (erm.. the lab coordinator cum lab tech...) veri nice.. actualli drew the circuit fer jeff.

met up wif sf then went dwn fer 3206 lab... mi n sf muz be darn noisy :X haha.. but the lab GA quite nice.. veri approachable.. n he seems to take my crappy jokes pretty well.... :X but end up overshot time...

then... went to fotocopy abit of scores.. go buy cookies fr coop! then headed dwn to aj fer co.. today's attendance abit sad.. but end up alrite la.. tho sad that ole sheng stil lou feng one.. :(

then dunno wat i tripped over leh... while tryin to switch the aircon.. actualli fell dwn... it's not that painful actualli.. but so paiseh... hahaa XD

definately nice~

[mood | bouncy ]

it's always wonderful to escape from tutorials! XD went out fer a short while wif da AS gang~ yey! erm... tho we did no more substantial stuff than juz eatting, chatting n shoppin.. i was darn glad i didn't decide to giv it a miss.. afterall, it's been sometime we're all out together? 
tho i guess i laffed abit too much thru out... but that's what u get when u dun get much chances to laff out loud in one whole week or more (note: verbal LOLx are not counted :X)..

:)

gah! assembly X(

[mood | worried ]

to program in assembly code is pure nutx.. nutx nutx nutX! ><~

(smmore is almost like learn it all by yourself.. seniors are right that the lecture is almost of no help at all T_T)

*faintX*

lost it?

[mood | stressed ]

what is meant to be lost will be lost no matter what?

hmmm... in the morning.. suddenli realised that i cldn't find that clip anymore... o.O 1st reaction: fumble my bag to see if it dropped inside... (happened many times)... hmmm.. then concluded i've lost it most prolly...

then when i was going to the canteen to buy fruit... the ring hung to my chibi Edward hp accessory dropped... then 2 guys saw it n picked it up fer mi.... erm.. it's not a ring u wear on ur finger.. but i guess it looks kinda like it when they pass mi (cuz the hoop part broke off le... ) hope they aren't wondering why i have such a huge ring (it's too big to be worn!) *laffs*

and days ago my comb suddenli decided to break.. sadz... reallie sad man.. i din throw it away... not until i find a better one... it's a free gift fr matric fair.. but it lasted soooo long! haiz X(

i found the clip back on my desk... hmm guess quite lucky bah.. most of the time.. i can't find back what i've lost...

food n drink~

[mood | drunk... NOT!]

went holland V wif tk, xq & lj..  and had a brocolli chez'tato fer dinnER (@ brekos) den went dwn to essential brews fer apple crumble!!!! (but somehow.. it shrunk in size ;_; WHY???)

end up tk 'dumped' us after tt to go hm do tutorials?!!?!?! (haiz.. juz can't manage to psycho him to stay...) and we went to drink cocktail at.... the bar beside wala wala.. XD die... i forgot the name alreadi... i forgot the name of my drink too.. lime smthing... xq highly recommended while both she n lj tried smthin else..  well i guess it's better to go smwhere wif a wider range of cocktail bah... and i muz try ice wine someday!!!!! someone buy fer mi! hahahaha XD

after tt went xq's hse to twang... was quite slpy le.. (guess becuz of lack of slp + liquor) haa.. then somehow la.. managed to stay 70% awake watchin 50 first dates then playin bridge (tat time i guess i half dead liao).. then i K.O. fer a lil while then wake up n went home?

din catch any decent slp stil.. haiz :P

diet!!

[mood | sick ]

i'm reallie gonna go on a diet... *looks wif horror fr the weighin scale* *coughs*

hafta try to excercise more... cuz now it seems like walking fast can be abit too much fer mi body?!?!?! becoming so weak is so unforgivable...

today's q. a bad day for mi... cuz end up reach sch le stil gotta rush the paper report (and i was tryin to make sure it din become last min work but it did.. :(  ) then the computer gav mi probs... ARGHHHHHHH all the way til i finally managed to print the right stuff out.... topped up 10 bucks into jeff's cashcard... (cuz now i no money... so i'll become quite giam...) i wonder will i get the money back... haaaaaa... well, gotta thx ty fer bringin mi moi wallet tho... i was reallie too tired to go back to the lab n back to the printing room again...

after that i guess i haven't been feeling well... 2007 lect was boring n mebbe i shld say lonely too... cuz my clique of ppl (actualli i dunno if i shld stil call it a clique cuz it seems pretty much splitted :S ) all din come.... n jeff went to join jh, ndru n his gang of frens fer lunch @ arts?!

sch's no fun when frens r not ard.. i rather b workin like tis...

no title... can't think of one...

[mood | indescribable]

guess i din reallie wake up on the right side of my bed.. or somehow... today juz doesn't seem right... but then again... nuttin was ever totally right... always gotta live wif the insecurity inside mi... juz that dunno why felt it more today bah... *sigh*

hmmm.... today's quite a nuttin to do day.... it's not like i got no tutorials to do or stuff to catch up on.. but i'm not in the mood.... regret eating the whole mac EVM cuz it juz caused another bloaty tummy for the rest of the day.... *curse*

well, a fren of mine (i shan't name) asked mi if i notice a change in another fren of mine (shall kip it confidentaial) over the holz... was quite shocked at the question... cuz i notice a change perhaps even before the holz bah... well.. changes are gradual afterall... but i realized that i cldn't be that bothered anymore... perhaps.. the change in that fren caused my reaction towards him/her to become more indifferent.... anyway.. that ain't reallie the crux.. haa... i was juz thinkin.. how will i react if someone tells mi that i've changed... (erm.. that is if anyone's gonna tell mi... -.-) can't tink of an ans to that

hmmm... was reading some spoilers of GSD ep 44.. and someone pointed out that dulindal's Destiny plan is similar to wat's happening in A Brave New World... so i managed to find the online copy.. and read a few chapters... n realised that i cldn't go on... the book's quite cheam... but the world.... is simply... i shld call it.. a meaningless world... cuz nutting is real... nuttin natural...

sick...

rainy day, sch, and a bdae party~

[mood | peaceful ]

haiz... went to sch fer project meetin today.. n it had to rain... :( the meeting... i tink stil not that productive.. but we lack time also.. n weather also no good..

rushed home... n prepared to go fer gunz's bdae celebration.. tot me n xi di fen arranged to meet at wdls at 5pm (that's what i tot..) then ended up i'll be late fer like 20 mins... but in the end found out that he tot it's 5pm at khatib.. so end up he even later then mi... ha. ha. i'm reallie not fated to b late! lolx

took bus 961 down... and was kinda earli.. so i went into the petshop there n saw many many cute puppies!!! X3 oh ya... and there's a husky too! lazin ard.. wanted to touch it but perish the tot cuz dunno who's its owner.. :X however, the shop has a veri veri strong smell of dogs... ya.. so din stay long..

gunz house nid quite a bit of effort to go... cuz it's at the top of the slope... haa.. n someone complained non stop >_>
and his hse is like 4 storeys.... :O  and 2 cute dogs!! erm.. hubby and ah-orh (as in orh = black).. but i onli interacted wif hubby... a rather tamed jack russell...

spend the rest of the time catching up wif frens... saw a few ppl i haven't seen since i left jc... tho i dun reallie noe them well.. they actualli remember mi? hahaha... well... and the least expected ppl to see there is shiqi... dun ask mi why she's there cuz i dunno....

onli 2 wks n i'm half paralysed... wat nxt?

[mood | exhausted ]

super duper tiring week... esp today... walked all over sim lim area wif ty n jeff... tryin to look fer parts to buy... searching for stuff is reallie super tiring.....

in the end i can't find a nice cheap solder to buy... the cheapest i saw was 3 bucks but the tip of the soldering tool is like so big... (smaller better so wun hav a big bolt of solder melted) ty n jeff sayz go sand it to make it sharp... =_=

i literally had to drag myself home... dunno if i was hungry or wat... but make myself eat an old chang kee springroll b4 going home... fear that my legs will grow too weak to even stand my way home (peak hour.. seats = dream on)

my leg stil veri suan.. n i'm damn slpy.. but i haben done my tutorials!!! HOW?!?!

tml... go sch again... sat leh.. sianz.... stupid paper design.. kns

- out of my mind -

[mood | blank ]

not meaning that i'm nuts.. but rather i'm spacing out.. (mebbe too much?)

was shoppin alone fer burfday prez @ orchard n bumped into jianshen, fukang, qiling n chris outside heeren... o_o
and i was like in the midst of spacing out.. so after sayin hi i dunno how to react.. lol...
after qiling went on abt recallin my name (n how many weilin/weiling-s he knew) then i dunno wat to say.... then fukang started headin for taka.. so said bye to them
tink i heard chris askin if i was too shocked or smthin.. lol

haiz.. i always space out when i go shoppin alone... :X

yet again..

[mood | bored ]

happi burfday to S'pore! but i guess for almost all the yrs i'm alive... S'pore's burfday's always a boring day fer mi.. cuz smhow.. i'll juz be rottin off at home n not in a mood to even play... i yearn to do the tutorials but it's mad to do them cuz i dun understand a bit...

ydae's da 1st day of sch.. the feeling's totally different i shld say... i dun feel light-hearted.. prolly tt's bcuz i got 6 hrs of lect str8... quite yuckky.. n exhausting... haa.. then 2ndly.. no one is excited abt sch.. everyone's tired n exhausted (oi oi.. 1st day onli.. but oops.. mi too) or juz simply sian... *sighz*

i hope the whole sem wun be as dead as that...

hmm.. tis sem i got 4 day week it seems.. wed's my free day.. so gotta excersize lotsa self ctrl on stuff else i'll juz stone my time away.. ya not play.. stone... i'm stil gd at stoning...

broke-ness

[mood | tired ]

it's a sunday morning n i felt (at least my eyes felt) as if i din slp the whole nite at all~  z_z

haha.. finally decided i shld come n complain how broke i am... uh... actualli not like it's gonna help in anyway.. bleh. :X ok... my fault for not working longer during the holz... ;_; so... my new resolution for the semester aside from raising up my CAP will be to scrimp n save.. even if it means i eat less! (dunno how much i can save tho... cuz tis yr's full of 21st burfday fer many frens... *shrugX*)

still... must save.

haiz.. so tired... and it's onli like 10:10 in the morning.. Zzzzzzz

juz bored?

[mood | restless ]

feeling kinda bored... so here i am~~

well... sch's startin nxt week... n i guess i'm starting to feel more serious n less playful... (even lookin at maple story fer long bores me.. :S but then again... i guess it mite apply to my notes too XD)

can roughly imagine how the nxt sem wil be like bah... and perhaps... at the end of my final year.. i'll be slightly more glad to leave the uni and start working... another apprehensive phrase of life... but then again... i guess i shldn't worry too much...

i realise these few days i've been reminding myself that i'm alreadi 20 (infact wil go 21 tis yr..) haa... i guess i'm still not used to tinkin that i'll be an adult soon... being a kid's nice la... 'cept that u dun get as much freedom frm parents....

things kip changing becuz time exist...

i wonder how will the world and everyone change to be like in future... wat about me..?

oh kill me...

[mood drained ]

went back to NUS tis mornin fer a half n hour + briefing for EE2001... and they wanted us to make an amphibious vehicle tis time.. a combi of last 2 yr's proj?! (the yr before was car.. last yr was boat) *lost fer words*

and due to the earli unexpected ending time.. went to slack in the engin canteen (that i realise i'm pretty sick @ the sight of it despite havin more aromatic smell n nicer lookin stalls ard :X) waited fer jeff to come... then we juz joined hq's grp n chatted bits... mainly ty n them discussing stuff.. i'm more of an audience there.

and it rained.... decided it's abt time to leave fer orchard n ty n jeff also wanted to leave (ey going m'sia) and ended up we brought up the plan fer the proj n started discussin... so end up leaving sch ard 12+ and i missed the train n waited like 8 - 9 mins.... but.. I wasn't late.. lolx

oh.. was meetin jh n &dru fer lunch @ wheelock's Sakae.. since it's &dru's burfday tml (tho it's jh's suggestion that we meet up fer lunch.. guess since the ktv session is shelved... abit glad cuz i stil got no songs to sing.. haha but jh like abit sad.. cuz it's alreadi shelved fer mths..)

after that seemingly long lunch? (tot we took quite some time to even order the food n after that stil stayed on...) jh went to mit his gf, while i went to find my niece's burfday prezzie while &dru headed off to do his own shoppin...

shldn't hav went to that toy 'r us in paragon.. so little stuff.. then din notice taka's basement got toy fair until the last moment... my leg was juz abt to cramp any min... (guess walkin ard in heels is still abit too much fer mi..)

*is tired*
suddenli... the apprehensive feeling abt the new sem is back again.. oh i hate that feeling...

equivalent exchange...

[mood | contemplative ]

when u gain smthin u lose smthin???
hmm.. dunno..  ha!

crashin NTU

[mood | irate ]

went to crash NTU today... met up wif js at adm to go dwn and bumped into ll at adm mrt statn... haa.. n concluded that our batch co guys like onli got cm go nus... (found out later fr xq stil got wz i tink..? )

ya... NTU not bad.... but i guess i too used to NUS le... cuz it's quite different so go there also not veri xi guan... the ppl there seem different... (as if like everyone got a NTU chop on them LOL.. no NUS-sy look???) yup.. bumped into quite a no. of ppl in the end.. saw Daryl and Zhenwei... then later saw gunz.. and also saw my former colleague fr Creativex (a fellow scanner~ lolx) then saw Wang qiong and tis girl also from AJ one.. but i can't remember her name... oh ya!! juz remembered! she's from cm's class one... (not ruth.. lol) ya.. then wq also takin comp engin.. lol.. but not surprisin...

so in the end xq never come find mi n ahp... so we juz continued waitin for tk n js... then headed for amk for dinner.. end up eatin at this sumo house (that mi n my mom's supposed to go n try out smday... ) ate the cheap katsu don set for 2.90 lidat... ya... then veri full le.. actualli their chicken veri little... (well u look at the price..) but stil ok la... alot of rice -_-

ya.. then went dwn fer prac... hs actualli tell us go out prac.. n we become chased from place to place.. sadness....

went home.. found out that my father's driving license is invalid n nids to be returned... but accordin to previous letters which ask him to go for eyesight test.. they onli mention class 4 and class 5 license... they never mention class 2 and 3.... idiotic rite??? now they say the whole license invalid... wth... damn pissed...

'_'

[mood indescribable ]

don't know why, today feeling so sian.... esp when it comes to mapling... mebbe becuz i din get any drops or is ossy also quite boring for me but yeah... i think it's abt time i shld stop playin le... mebbe not 100% stop but shld play much much much less.

the new semester is arriving reeeeeeeel soon. still feel abit apprehensive abt it cuz i noe nxt sem's gonna be tough.. but den again.. i suddenli got the chong1 dong2 to pia pia and pia...

gratefulness~

[mood | grateful ]

feeling very grateful now~ hahaa.. dunno why? juz suddenli felt that i'm veri hapi wif my life :S but guess i'm growing a tad too lazy fer it...

going on a diet... i reallie shld

[mood | full ]

gahz.. who won't be full?!?!! after eatin @ cafe cartel on fri... havin a buffet @ my sis's hse fer baby warming on sat.. then went fer another sinful lunch + tea + snackin @ essential brews on sun...
feels quite sick actualli.. to suddenli eat tis much... tho all of them is reallie nice n delicious food!~~ :D but... haha. i better let my tummy rest
essential brews @ holland V~ quite a nice place wif nice ambience.. food abit ex but their desserts r veri worth it fer the portion! everything there gotta do wif tea i tink... even the apple crumble's sauce is green tea.. but yey! i love apple crumble!!~~!!!~!!~!! :9~ *burP* oopz :X

20/01 class outing~

quite succesful~~~ really hafta thank audrey n cp :P

many came~ and zw reallie hav a real change in image! so hip suddenli LOL XD
the rest din change that much bah... then i found out something.. hehehe.. shan't say :X

that cafe cartel reallie quite good cuz so ulu... alot of ppl din noe it existed... but then.. it serves pretty slowly Zzz :X

after tt went esplanade slacked abit b4 going home :)

nice seeing everyone!

yeyS~!

[mood accomplished ]

finally stop procrasinating n made a webby!.. but i got no content fer it.. so it's juz the main page n the menu bars~ general layout wil stay that way..

if u wanna go take a look then go http://www.geocities.com/edo_meow
stil dun hav anythin to put inside tho :(
and shut that annoyin yahoo add then it'll look nicer... haiz if onli i got my own server (dream on man! no money)

feel free to leave comments :P

har?

[mood weird ]

had a veri weird dream last nite.... so the rest of the day kip feelin weird weird one

the routine of everyday hafta be waken up by the doorbell at 8am then mi going back to slp for another hour is startin to irk me.... wonder when i'll finally snap.. hope not :X

for once, i'm not lookin fwd to the start of a new semester... totally absolutely not lookin fwd to it...

haiz.. den dunno wat i wanna say liao... kip feelin like givin tis place another revamp... but i guess i shld go try makin a webpage.. budden no ling2 gan3.... so sianx.....

reallie the mind is willing but flesh is weak....

treat

[mood apathetic ]

hmmm~ went fer ktv wif zx, cm, ll n merv~ sang tons of songs :X tho i can't find much songs on my own... (end up ppl dian3 den i juz sing if i noe) so guess i reallie shldn't go ktv-in liao
after tt went to swensens fer dinner but we had our "appetizers" 1st~ apple crumble n banana crumble!!!!~~!! :D~ i stil prefer apple for crumbles :P
then by then already too full.. so end up when erik arrive... shared a bake rice wif ll and shared fried mushroomies wif everyone...
tok abt quite weird topics over dinner i guess... i never expect those stuff? hmmm
ya.. we treated cm to the ktv n the meal fer mafanin him so much fer the chalet bah.. (if i'm not wrong he had to move back the furnitures n so on.. :X)
after that.. ended up play pool.... cm too zai liao.. unbeatable =.=
yup.. went home after tt~

erm... sry if i never jio anyone else... tink most ppl are busy n shld juz kip it small bah~ :x sry sry

Long time no c freNS :P

[mood chipper ]

finally met up wif xi di fen, gunz & shupei today~ it's bcuz xi di fen's bdae is tml and he offered to treat us to lunch! so nice hor! (condition: to bring a gift :X)

met xi di fen @ orchard mrt today durin noon.. was abit shocked wif his dress style cuz i never saw him dress tis way (funkier?) and smmore he died his hair n styled it :P then met gunz outside tangs
originally planned to go to tis magicwok @ far east but cfmed that it closed down :X... so ended up at the indonesian restaurant @ paragon... sp onli joined us after we started eatin (infact.. halfway down to it)
gunz din change much bah.. haha but found out that he cut his own hair? quite good skill really~ cuz it's very even! (see some potential here?)
learn that sp's going for exchange nxt sem @ perth! so good.. haiya.. her results quite zai one.. so not surprising
after tt sp went back to work.. then we juz walked ard orchard chattin~ haha it's nice to get together and catch up again :)

hope to see them again soon :P

oh ya.. reallie hafta thank gunz for pei-in mi walk all o'er orchard juz to find gifts for my sisters.. so mafan to get gifts fer them~ thx thx gunz!

back from "chalet"

[mood | sleepy ]

went cm's house (one of his hse) for alumnico chalet on fri... juz realise that place is very close to amk :p quite a good location bah..
was kinda worried that i'll lose my way.. luckily i din o.o... reach liao and found out ll's the onli girl there? haha.. mebbe it's a gd thing i went on fri instead of sat... they were tokin abt tis guy that kept lurkin ard the house n wanted to make frens wif them :X i din see that guy tho.. lol
hmm... ppl there got cm, sy, bh, fk, ql, js(not jsim), ll, erik... so played mj for a while... (started 2 tables.. den ql neber play) but our table stopped becuz everyone din reallie hav luck and we liu2 ju2 like dunno for how many rounds... so went over to the other room n i found interest in the e-keyboard there :X then started playin the beat mania game on that keyboard ya.. then juz tok cok n so on.. (initially wanted to play card game.... budden becuz of the keyboard haha XD)
after tt merv came.. ya... so meddled on wif the keyboard n guitar (tt's in that room too) then played asshole while those play mj starts playin bridge.. went out to eat prata at like dunno wat time (near 3am???) after that.. everyone came back n some of us went to slp.. esp ll who's so slpy :P en i tried to slp... then merv n cm also... then the rest came later (and they hafta take the floor :X oops) well, the aircon's kinda cold.. so din reallie slp also... hear some ppl snore a while here n there haha.. then smtimes chatted abit... en got drag out of bed by ll :X
en we went back to that mj room to slack.. and play keyboard (again?) then cm woke up.. so 3 of us juz stayed there n meddle wif the keyboard... after tt i kept sayin i hungry :X so went out buy food..
after that, went back and spend almost the rest of the afternn in that room.. zl, xh n kc came.. so did je, zy n his gf... then near evenin.. mi went to play ps wif ll n ql.. then yl, rj n amelia came also.. but they all never stay for the nite bah... at nite went ktv after jsim n lj arrive.. by then gy n sw also came liao..
gy treated us to icecream~ (those veri ex one. haha so nice of him :P) ya.. den i din sing much cuz i got no voice left (all thx to ql's cold jokes on fri nite :X)
well.. then sing finish le went back play ps awhile.. then was slackin ard... n merv drag mi go watch Final Destination 2... yuckky movie.. :S n i didn't watch most of the scene of the freaky gory deaths.. sick.
din slp in the end.. watch them play uno stako, heart attack then play 2 rounds of asshole.. played game of life (by then everyone esle went to Zzz le).. then played carrom wif rj.. then dozed until 8am :S... cuz so slpy.. so din stay on.. had breakfast wif jsim n lj.. then went home n KO all the way til 6pm

arghx

[mood | tired ]

1st n foremost, congrats to lj fer passin her driving tesT~ *applauds*

today is a veri tiring day... hand pain leg pain head also pain...

dun wanna go into the details... but today's not a good day fer mi...

tink i'll juz grow to become more n more apathetic... -_-

yeys~

[mood | content ]

okies.. copied lj for tis.. tot quite nice to hav a set of mood everytime :P
yupyup~ i'm actualli now bloggin direct from photobucket.. quite gd :D

oh ya.. the set of mood theme is actualli from FMA.. came across it tot quite cute so d/led... :p
but livejournal nid to be paid account then can use.. so i use it here~ freE~ muahaha

funZ

teehee i'm just tryin this out

[mood | accomplished ]

hope it works :P

thx fer all da luck~

to all who wished mi luck fer my FTT thx!~~~!!~~!

to tk n js who lend mi the book n the tys.. veri veri thx~~!!

the tys sure come in quite handy.. tho not 100% qns r from there... but stil see some familiar ones... save time

i finished checkin every question in 28 mins... n left the classroom

it's good to noe the results immediately

tink today i'm quite lucky too~ (how i noe? in maple.. i juz picked up a brown jester n another mithril pole arm!)

maple is in a sense a good indicator of luck.. well.. no panlids tho :X lol

tml is FTT!!!

ok, guess i'm all jittery whenever it comes to theory test fer driving... esp learning that it's computerised isn't gonna help much..

hope they don't change the questions... :S

have been studying (rather diligently the past couple of days..) today supposed to revise but i end up findin FMA comic scans online n kept myself busy reading them~~!!

ughs i'm so bad

computerised... geez :S

big can's 21st burfday... eh.. or issit 521st burfday?

all in all onli 5 ppl help him celebrate since he wans it small...

xq n lj came to my hse in late afternn to rot ard :X
left fer yishun via mrt (and xq initially tot we're walking.. we'll be darn late if we do.)
end up tk n js are earlier then us~ lol

went to crystal jade to eat n eat until veri full~~ the food's nice~ and so is the auntie! (not ref. to xq here...)

i barely cldn't stand up after tt.. yup.. then drag tk down for contacts :P
not bad la.. he didn't take too long before he put them in~ *applauds*

then we kip takin fotos of him as if he's some celebrity :S

went home awhile after tt~ tho to mi it suddenli seems to mi that time has reversed n we're back in j2

hahaa~

ii tenki desu ne... -_- totemo atsui...

hmmm dunno what to post here these few days... guess i'm losing my bloggin habit again :X

k.. reallie lost all my words for these entry. shall end here.

sadly sweet melody...

gahz.. i HAD to find the vocal version of the Russian song in FMA... Brat'ya (or Bratja..) anyway, it's Russian.. my blog is currently playin the non vocal one...

Probably it's becuz i learn of the meaning of the song that's why I'm so sad... this song is veri veri nice.. but so nicely sad... and it's written juz fer FMA if i'm not wrong...

so nice.. yet so sad... *weeps*

the sadness beats i guess almost all the anime's i've watch before tis...

FMA mood

hmm, finally finished watching the FMA js lend mi last sunday...
yup, so i'm totally in FMA mood now.. smmore now d/ling their OSTs... 2 and 3.. can't find the 1st one tho :\ Does anyone have it?

thou the ending's abit lame, but i'm still sad that Ed & Al are seperated by the gate...
Don't get to see anime which are so focus on brotherly love often so i guess that is what really made FMA so special... well, not to mention that it's pretty much a dark plot too.... even tho they planted jokes ard the anime... half the time reallie can't laff it out loud too... o_o


hmmm... guess my mom's kinda hinting that i'm wastin my time rotting and not doing anything productive... she nags when i watch FMA (as thou it doesn't finish.. -_-) ya.. and creative offered me another one week job lobang but it had to be on the week i hav my FTT so will clash... gahz.. so forget it... :(

i shld continue on wif my plan.... n cut down on mapling le... (getting abit sian also... actualli, there's nuttin much interestin abt the game)
uhm... yup

move forward yourself... you got legs, you can walk...

CPE bbq @ ECP~~

ya... in a weeks time and i found myself back in ECP again!~

well, went to Bedok to meet up wif them.. but everyone that i know was late.. hq's fren's there but i din tok to him..

so glad that hq came with serene (his gf) and she's actually very friendly and nice to tok to? (I never really interacted with her when i 1st met her)
ya.... then later yvonne n yng came... then followed them n serene dwn to the hawker center so they can get food

and finally after awhile the ppl we're supposd to meet there came (namely, merina, christina, annie, chui har, kiat an, hq and his 2 frens, polar bear) yup...

so bot the stuff... then went to take bus 31... and that time, fredrik n another guy (both in polar bear's clique one) also joined us...

reached there.. n a few of us chiong across the express way instead of takin underpass (which means walkin longer distance.. but i was pulled across the expressway by chris anyway :S ) ya... then went to collected some of the food we ordered n headed to the bbq finding an uncle peeling vege's there... -_-
he's... like quite determined not to leave until he finish peeling.. but he left later anyway :X

then i went to tandem wif chris.. lol really, tandem reallie nids lotsa mo qi.... XD wobbled our way quite abit when we start.. and the right brake keep screechin like nuts.. ew
and seat is waYYYYY toooo uncomfy... like chris say... sit liao pi gu kai hua....
it's fun biking wif her tho my butt is wayyy to painful.. she's crappy lar.. lol

we went back to the pit ard 710pm... the guys r startin fire.. (so sorry i din help.... but in the end i guess it's a job well done :) )
ya.. then ppl subsequently started comin in....
poor sf got lost (actualli i'll get lost too if i come at that time.... :( )
ya... so i decided to go out n fetch her... (and i tot that since &dru's also on his way.. then shun bian wait fer him)
nice nice ch accompanied me~~ and we found sf.. but found out that &dru's lost lol!
but end up we dilly dally n still waited fer him. yup
quite nice standin on the highway actualli.. but ydae quite hot...

oh ya.. lemme mention who else came.... gibson, tianyao, jeff n gf (i juz remembered! her name is xinhui!!! LOL.. had a temp memory loss last nite :X), andy, sally (came wif gibson! then merina they all are going like andy will be so sad... haha.. jokers man they all) uh..i guess that's abt it le~~

budden lotsa ppl left earli.. polar bear also :\ quite glad he went~ he's a great company on the trip there

yupyup~ well, that's abt it bah... after that the rest of juz stay on..
andy droved... so yvonne n yng took his car back~ mi n sf decided to juz take mrt
near missin the last train from pasir ris down to city.. then annie they all ditched us (namely me, sf, ch n &dru) and ran to catch bus to bedok :(
we were quite shocked cuz everyone disappeared! LOL ya.. so 3 of us took taxi down to raffles city (since i tot that we most prob miss the train at bedok alreadi... and found out later that annie they all missed it too..) then ch took bus 31 back home

luckily, we manage to catch the last train from city hall~

alumni co bbq @ ECP~~

yeys~ bbQ~~ n i can't eAT!
diaoz :X

uhm ya.. cuz my cough haven't recovered fully.. so had dinner @ home before going dwn... hmmm.. took a tad too long thinkin of which bus to take at home... so ended up reachin there late... (uhm.. tot i'll reach @ 7pm... but end up later cuz the pit's so far from macs.. :X )

help abit here n there~ saw wenzhang n even samuel!!!! yes! my batch's samuel.. goodness.. i haven't seen him since.. since... since i grad from AJ! LOL

whoever who manage to get him back is reallie zai~

ya~ bbq~ not bad.. the jnrz quite nice too! finally noe who's Chris (to my realization.. he ask mi to guess his name n i cldn't.. arghx... shi bai.... cuz i actualli knew him in maple.. but never noe how he looked like :X ) ya.. n noe jianshen (ok.. his name quite cutex.. he's a veri interestin jnr too!)

ya.. then fk's the official food tester.. he tested everything at least :X lol quite funny~

in the end i dunno wat is cm n wz doing to the chicken pieces also... playin n "bbqin" blahhz

wz's still veri him lar... din change abit... :S quite cok... and said many lame stuff which i dun wanna mention...

anywayz... after a journey to macs n back.. realised the jnrs are havin some shuan4 ming4 stuff... i muz learn~~ ok.. type a bit abt it here so i wun forget... the guy is the k of spade n the girl is the Q of hearts... then the Ace of spade is the guys' feelings while the Ace of hearts is the girl's feelings...~~
ya... then the alumni peeps hav wz tis time and started another round of discussion (supposedly informal... :X )

and suddenli after that.. everything sorta ended.. everyone wanna go home.. the jnrs went 1st... then after that... was stumped that actualli aside from js n lj.. no one else wanna stay @ ECP till mornin... :S was wonderin if i shld go hm..... but reallie dun wanna take cab esp @ midnite charges.... (save $$$!!!) haha.. diaox... so sorta ying zhe tou pi stay bahs... :S hope din cause much inconvienience to lj n js :X then 3 ppl.. can't play bridge.. so play dai dee...
went back n forth from macs too... then also kip eatin beehoon whenever hungry :x

yaa.... then when both of them KO (i'm surprising awake... din yawn even... uhmm.. guess i rested plenty @ home le LOL) ya.. so sat there n uhmm.. stoned? reallie stone bah.. looked ard see stars see ships.. see ppl.... my mind was blank.. got nuttin to tink abt... but luckily time pass pretty fast... but i guess becuz i din slp hai4 lj din slp also :S

hope she reallie din catch a cold from all the sea breeze.. pretty windy

yupperZ that's abt it.. went home in the mornin~ now i tink reallie takin bus from city area to ecp is so much faster?
hmm.. nxt week is @ ecp againX!!

moi results...

4 words to describe....

ku1 xiao4 bu4 de2...

veri veri nearly dabao the whole module... hope no nid to retake...

searchin fer these!

pls send mi tis songs if u hav them :)

can use http://www.yousendit.com/

and paste the link in the comments!! hehe

and i'm lookin fer

> Bon Jovi - it's my life
> Natalie Imbruglia - wishing i was there
> Garbage - special
> Beautiful South - Perfect 10
> Chumbawamba - tubthumping
> N'sycn - bringing da noise (lol.. ajcians shld noe tis song pretty well)
> Third eye blind - semi charmed life

thx~

cReatIve FesT~~ the lasT daYYYYY

today's quite an enjoyable day reallie... wanna thank lotsa of ppl fer makin tis whole creative fest soooooo enjoyable~~~

but before that.. lemme get on to the usual "what happened today" thingy...
1stly, was super duper glad that my fever subsided sometime durin earli mornin i tink..? ya.. but that's abt it... cldn't reallie stop my coughin n my legs r going rubbery from it.. :S

manage to get myself to creative anyway.. met wai yeung (erm.. actualli it's wei yang in chinese.. ya.. congrats to him.. he's the 4th weiyang i knew... but decide to remember him as wai yeung bah.. easier :X) but still headed to creative along since he's waitin fer fren..

so as usual.. reach there 10 mins earlier... hang ard the counter waitin fer ppl to appear.. the day juz started like almost any other...

well, the one thing to note is that today's crowd seems more consistant... and finally~~~ they didn't close my counter until much much later!!! (until ard 7+) well.. that means i worked harder today.. haha :S and again.. there was no dinner left fer me when i finally can go eat... *sadded*
thanks chun ta (dun reallie noe how to pronouce his name actuallli) fer being sympathetic. :X

hmmm, ya then sally finally came to find me today~ then took pic wif polar bear tooo~ haahaaa.. sally's pass so good.. it's like perm staff one.. got foto de... mine onli got one letter T... (ya but onli 3 days so wat u expect?)

yup yup.. after that slacked ard until debrief... then staff sale.. tis time.. nuttin i wanted to buy.... nuttin reallie that attractive also lar... tink becuz sales not so gd that's why :X

so watch ppl zoom ard buying... lend polar bear my card so he can help his fren buy too.. hahaz...

in the end i onli bot 25pc of 52x cd-r for $5!!! :D worth it lar.. hehee

yup... en went fer dinner wif polar bear n junxiong (also fr cpe~ n juz realised that he was in the same class as sf in yr1.. hahaa.. :P )

ok...~ so here's abt it~~

wanna start my thankiew list le..
1stly, wanna thank all the cashiers from the finance dept for being sooooooo nice to mi~~~!! (n helpin me kope the armbands.. hahaaz :X) oh ya.. n Rae~~~ for being sooo nice :D
2ndly, wanna thank all the scanners fer being such great company! esp serene, hsien fei, kim peng, waiyeung, qiu seng, and some others (din catch their name :X sorry~~~ :X)
3rdly, wanna thank wp n ct fer chattin wif mi when i'm bored (erm... my counter unlike others.. isn't as busy at times.. :X)
4thly, wanna thank polar bear~~~ hahaa... well.... juz nice to see someone u know ard~ oh ya.. and the adobe fotoshop :P n sally~~ fer visitin mi!!!! :D
last but not least, all others who've help me in one way or another but i juz din get to noe ur names :)

thats all~ xie xie~~ :p

creative fest... day 2 (x 0.5)

hmmm... got to stop work @ 1600... *sobz* my $$$$$...

ahhh.. but it's good too.. my cough's gettin quite bad... (frequency increasin...) even though i manage to find my voice back this morning... guess too many herbal tea.... haa.. (i brot a bottle there... and their drink fer lunch is herbal tea again.. geez... how in time... ) so i spent my day eatin dequinlizers (sp??) and strepsils n drinkin herbal tea.. :S

anyway.. today is reallie nice to me... though i dun feel like forsakin the possible 4 more hours of pay.. sob sob...

may tml be fun~~ last day~~~ oh ya.. and accordin to the peeps in creative.. tis is the last time that the fest will be held at the warehouse... told us to take more pics... i wonder shld i bring my cam (like quite stupid.. n mafan cuz i'm bringing creative pdts in... :S)

oh ya... muz go ask fer some ppls' contacts n some their names.... tok to them so many times but didn't remember their name... (me so badx :X )

Creative Fest... day 1

only found out today wp is also workin there.. haa.. mp3 agent :P
today's also vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvVVVVVVVVVVv tiring.. esp for my legs n my throat... who sayz scanners no nid to tok? n who says scanners get to sit? most of the time no... i dun remember sittin much 'cept durin lunch time... *sadded*

i lost my voice... n my leg's still sore... tml dunno how to tahan.. how i hope it's the last day le....

*diex again*

may tml be nice to me... *cough cough*

creative fest... the prelude

today is supposed to be briefing... end up i guess i can count myself as really working le...

seems like among the scan-ners... i'm the onli one who worked there before (well, actualli a one day experience of sittin @ redemption ctr wun help much...)
and i'm about to find out that tis is the worst position ever!! ( i rather they make me carry speakers n so on.... zZzz )

how i envy polar bear... selling cams... reallie so shuangx... *sobz*

today.. actualli worked till 8pm... hungry n tired.... tho i reallie feel that they quite chamz n nid help.. but was grateful when R told me i can leave....

oh ya, it's damn creepy to take that short cut... 1stly, risk fallin into the big drain (unless u're damn good at plank walkin)... 2ndly, it's pitch dark... 3rdly... it rained and there's tons of frogs amongst the grass n mud.. 4thly.. muddy... ugh.... lucky i din (dun tink i did) step on any frogs or watsoevers.....

uuuuuh how to survive tml~?~?~!! *sobz*


gonna die tml.. i can smell it..

omg~ another good news? of attachment

haa... ok... juz realised today, via moi dearest sec sch fren's (yj) blog tt she got attached!!! LOLs
and her name is so near to lj's that my mom always get confused when i mention..

so now i can tell my mom both lj n yj are attached... tho i dunno who yj's bf is...
wei.. if u're readin tis.. better tell mi worZ~

eh.. come to think of it... both their burfdays fall on the same day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! different year tho. :P omgS hahaaaz
how qiaoz~ mebbe i shld go ask all my frens born on that day if ey're attached :P nah.. juz kiddin

probably the 2nd best news tis week

yey~ i'll be working at Creative WHS! (erm... 90% cfm liao...)

and Polar bear's workin there too~~ so fun~ got someone i noe workin wif me :D 1st time worx

gahz.. but lidat tml's schedule dunno how liao :S

had a lil arguement wif my mom.. ok it isn't that little... but she kip sayin i play comp so much yadda yadda nxt time i go blind... and ended up i ended the whole thing saying.. go blind then go blind lor... -_- ok.... i definately.. dun wanna go blind... tho i tink that going blind isn't as bad as not able to hear and say anything
stilll~~ gah...

muahahahaa~ finallY~~~

took tis out cuz i tink i shld tone down wif the publicising..
but very happy fer them~ and i hope the 2 of them remain happY too~~

keke jiayouz n all the beST~ :P:P:P

not my day...

actually, i've kind of ran out of things to blog... aside from venting my anger or sharing my happiness (which is droppin i suppose...) dun reallie feel like blogging much...

perhaps it's becuz my life have been reduced to almost the same routine everyday... perhaps i'm just tired... like today... my head was heavy through out... cuz i caught a cold last nite... was sneezing non stop this morning and subsequently, hav a bad runny nose thru the whole day...

i.e. not in a very good mood also... gah.. ya...

blogging brings about self awareness bah... actually, i hate that... i sometimes wish that i'm juz a person that is very chi2 dun4 abt tis kinda stuff.. mebbe i'll be happier...

ya... then again heard ppl complaining abt me havin lotsa blogs.... well... i'm onli posting stuff here n perhaps multiply (occasionally where i think those stuff can be shared to a more general public? haf a different set of audience there i tink.. hahaaz).. yup.. so OD is out.. i'm sick of it's format.... veri sian le... at least i still can change the looks of my blog when i got sick of it...

some things went unsaid... but well, i supposed it need not be said afterall :X

anyway, nid abit of feedback, is my blog hard to read? is the font too small or smthin?

becuz of that

ok.. was complainin a whole long post here.. but fer that "thankiew"... i take back my words....

too much comp!

hmmm... mom's complaining that i'm facing the comp too much.... probably mapling too much and watching too many anime (erm.. ole ones... XD)

eh... ya... so actualli i got a veri nice deal... that i use less comp.. n my dad wil sponser me $$$ fer driving WORz! XD
ok.. i really find that deal very funny... very bo hua fer him also... cuz i noe it's a matter of time i get sick of maple... (as i alreadi am... sianz..)
and those ole anime will watch finish one mahz

amusing.. ya... so sign up for FTT but will be in late 24th june.. dottables... so late.. ya.. so i'm sure my driving lesons pte or sch, will eat into sem time... mebbe nxt sem shld take 5 mod (ya like i can.. )

driving aside.. and i'm not havin some comp sickness.. i'm pretty bored of the comp also... but there's nothing more entertainin at home than the comp.. tv's simply out of touch fer me...

erm.. ya i'm broke.. duhz... it's a matter of time of cuz... i hope those creative ppl wil call mi.. that polar bear everyday see me online will keep naggin sayin why they never call... he's makin me lose hope.. tho not that i enjoy that much workin wif them.. i cld reallie do wif some money to make ends mit for these whole holz!!!!~!!!!

anyone got ad-hoc job lobangs? brainless mindless jobs i dun mind also.. juz want some pay... some money.. hahaaz

oh ya... i stop havin exam dreams liao bah (i hope)... last nite dreamt that the new semester start!!! (ain't i progressing fast?)

Exploring...

The interesting about living things is they respond. (Eck! Who doesn't know that?)

Ok, I've found a sudden interest in trying to get different responses from my friends (though I haven't really went about doing it... hesistant as I may be pushing my luck too far) by "irritating" them. Well, since I haven't been that an irritating person all along (I suppose... :X)...

So should I give it a go? XD

bungled...

well, today's supposed to be an alumnico outing... but thanks to my Mom (not that I really wanna blame her, but still, i'm not very happy that she just made the decision without consulting...) the day didn't turn out to be that an happy one afterall...

ya... so at 1st, the schedule is to go ktv wif the alumnico peeps (klunch to be exact) from 11-2pm.. after that, no plans but it's our usual routine to probably go do smthin or walk around then mebbe hav dinner
and my mom decided that me, and her and my dad go bowling.

well, not that i hate bowling.. but i suck at it... cuz i'm always to rash and i'll land the ball up in the gutter anywayz... well, nevermind that.. but the primary reason they need me there is because they don't know how to operate the machine (of cuz, that is becuz their english isn't proficient at all) ya... so in a sense... i'm juz there to help them operate the machine... ya nm, i'm fine wif that.... aiyah.. ok.. i juz bu shuang my mom mess my schedule up..
so end up i left kbox (mind u, it's at cine) after finishin my tasty-but-fries-not-enuff-blackpepper chicken chop @ like 1330... and it seems as if i haven't even warmed my seats... haven't heard all the Eason songs i wanna hear ;_;
ya... went all the way back to Grassroot @ yck.. then realised that my nephew's taggin along cuz my sister n sister in law going shopping.. argh... i smtimes reallie dunno if it's a blessing to hav ur grandson tieing u down or not...

anywayz, almost end up can't bowl cuz at 1st the person told us that no more alleys.. then later say can play till 3... then after that that nephew kip sayin wanna play the arcade games?! erm... note.. he's onli 4...

ya.. so dily dallied... then was tryin to see if those co peeps still up to anything.. end up like no plans so i went yishun alone, tryin to look fer smthin.. can't find in the end... then saw this PapaRoti (pavaroti? :X) in cold storage... haiz... and they also selling the roti @ 1.20... and long queue smmore... i see another similar pork floss case or bubble tea case~

ya... then was too tired to reallie walk on... so even after js called mi, i dun feel like going all the way dwn to suntec le.. so suan le.. went home n rot... the weather's hot n makes it deterrin to even move another inch....

shld hav AS outing soon...

that's me...

I guess all these while... I was quite confused over my own personality. Like can't really pin point some stuff down... and it's not very stable... haa.. internal struggle?

well... so mebbe i shld write smthin abt myself.. hope i see the right light (regardless of watever personality test i took... and mebbe u guys wun find it right... i dun dare to say i understand myself the most... :P)

hmmm...
ok.. i'm definately no extrovert... or even if i am one.. i'm definately those slower to warm up kind... unless i'm workin or havin circumstances that i have to approach ppl.. i reallie dun hav the habit to...

i'm the kind that will shoot my mouth off, but since i'm aware... so no worries if u kept ur secrets wif me... juz lemme noe it's a secret.. it will be well kept (and probably forgotten by myself XD)
but i'm pretty blunt i guess... esp if i figured that the person wun get hurt by my words.. but well, who noes that i'm juz not sensitive enuff to detect how much the person can actualli take it.
i'm talkative... yet quiet.. ok.. not tryin to contradict.. but i'm more like quiet when discussin important matters and noisy when tokin abt smthin that interests me.. shld be the other way rite (as in better?) but.. cuz i dun like conflict.. so i wun go conflictin other ppl's views unless i reallie cannot accept it... but if it's juz informal stuff.. who noes.. if i feel game for an arguement.. i'll juz argue head on (smtimes.. even tho my arguement is not strong.. haa.. reckless me..)
still, most of the time i'm quite agreeable :P

well, i have a active brain and heart.. so whether i act by my feeling or by my head it all depends... but i always thought i shld use my brain more when i acted wif my feelings and i shld juz follow my feelings when i used my brain.. XD ok.. basically.. i'm always findin problems wif myself. geez

also, i'm a super lazy person... reallie lazy.... but i'm not doing anything abt it.. bad rite... got some frens... always never reallie contact them... partly is becuz i feel awkward... dunno why... then for some is got try to contact but tot that they also not veri keen to keep in contact lidat.. guess everyone is juz lazy and feeling awkward.. or juz simply too bz XD

well, i hate to say tis.. but i'm actualli quite a sensitive person... not to say i'll get paranoid... but issit reallie i paranoid or ppl keepin smthin from me but lan lan dun wanna say it's not smthin i'll noe... but i'm quite sensitive to how ppl treat me(esp)... or rather.. if there's a change in it... i'll most prob sense it bah... but most of the time... i'll juz keep quiet... if it is tahanable

not forgetting that i'm forgetful and tend to miss out details in certain matters... like calling ppl out for outing... tendency to miss someone out... mebbe assume too much also... but haiz... was wonderin.. if call then end up call everyone also become too big a matter... i dunno how to draw a line and i find it pretty tormenting (hate drawing clear lines.. ) soo.. spare me bah

oh ya... did i mentioned that i got a short fuse? erm... for things/ppl that irritates me... (like my niece n nephew n my dad n Hugo (who's no longer ard).. XD) I won't hesistate to shout... guess that's a lil bit of me that's like my eldest sis (as i hate to admit... argh..) ya... i can be veri fierce... and i'm not those kind of no violence person... but i guess most of my frens (or mebbe all) wun get to see tis side of me.... ya... so they always say i veri nice and kind yadda yadda... i am.. cuz there's no irritating elements ard.. XD

slacker's life...

hmmm.. well, basically juz slacked all day long.....
went bras basah wif lj on tues,
went out wif merina n cx juz now

both times ended up in bugis. so i guess i had enuff of bugis for a while...

well, dun reallie hav much stuff to shop for.. so the agony of having no money isn't really affecting me yet - though when i start thinking of future possible activities... i do feel abit ugh.. but.. haa.. worry later bah... n pray hard i get my creative job... even if it means that i hafta miss my CO chalet.. ok.. if i miss it.. it'll be the 1st time i miss one... definately upset over that... but there's nuttin i can do... (unless God decides to make me poor by letting me not gettin the job (sorry not blaming anyone) :X)

ya, i'm slacking... and feeling lethargic all day long... don't want to do anything.. let alone even plan outings though i really wanna go out with my frens... dunno what to do.. movie is definately out with the increase in price... OUT!
mebbe someone can inspire me wif possible outing activities...

i can't believe it la.. it's the holz yet the deadness is sticking to me... aside from tots which i believe i shldn't dwell on that comes... i onli spend time numbing myself by playing maple... yah.. boring ole maple.. damn boring.. i dunno why i'm playing it still when no one is playing it wif me... i'm juz playing... alrite.. everything sounds veri bad.... i dunno why... perhaps it's just pms or mood swings or juz suddenli emptiness... can wake up in the morning and feel like crying (even if i din hav a nightmare)... think i'm juz running away...

muz stop, wake up, face it.... and... outings ppl???? :P

skate skate time for ice skatE~

another "cpe OG" outing brought to you courtesy of weilin :X

this time, it's different! no exhibitions and plain walking around, we're sliding on the cold cold ice~

why sliding and not skating? this is because skating is a subset of sliding and falling down and literally slide is also a subset of sliding.

ok... think readers will get lost here. :X so here's my account... (and one hell-long entry which I foresee)

Ok, it all started with giving sf a morning call at 10am.... she sounded very sleepy... so i predicted that she'll possibly not be able to meet me. got it right! :X but din expect her to be That late :X

well, then I was early (again...) so went to recce the rink (to see if it's crowded)... then headed back and slacked around popular... until 1132 lidat (we supposed to meet at 1130) then i went out of popular, with my still very hot char siew pau i bot earlier and &dru appeared out nowhere... and he said something like "this seems very familiar" (refers back to the previous outing at planet games)
yup... and jh appeared not long after~ (so now you know who are the ones that are always on time) yeah.. then the guys talked about palm tops and pocket pcs.. wif me gettin lost here and there... and after what seems a very long while... cm, cw, sh&yc came... then sf came... jeff.. said he meetin us there.. so we went to the rink n jeff arrived... cm treated us some Denmark.. erm.. candies? i dunno how to classify that.. it's taste is really so unique.. I had my face scrunched up for quite a while... and it's quite big... too sticky to be bitten... so ya.. :S
was damn glad that we can go in at a rate of $8.40 (skate rentals included) and unlimited hours in groups of 3?! (exactly when is such a promotion!?) but wells.. went in... got my skate wore it.. took fotos (can't take when i go in anywayz) then the person who gave us the skates (apparently he can't seem to talk) offered to help.. but i forgot to off the timer :X so the pic screwed up ><~

ya... so stepped onto the rink.. well, then it's kinda confusin.. I'm a bad teacher.. cuz i can't reallie say things out in theory.. :S and i can't do any stunts or what... then jh simply zoomed off (cuz he noes roller bladin so somehow it helps) and has been ranked as reckless skater by me... cuz he goes fast yet he can't brake... and multiple cases of him crashin into people and falling and sliding flat on the ice has happened. but then, he's quite reliable if u need to grab someone when you fall~ erm.. if he's standing around that is.
the funniest part i guess is when he also got cramp... as for why.. see below

well, aside from him.. and me who went ice skatin 2 times before.. the rest are really new at it...
yup... so the usual routine is to hold on to the barrier of the rink and skate.. and i guess the 1st person who I saw really lettin go n skate is &dru.. so thus give him the fastest learner... though he fell many times.. but he learn really fast! can't brake well still.. but is capable of doing nice spins (by accident i guess) and is very stable when skatin... sometimes.. i tot he looks more like the one that has been to ice skatin 2 times instead of me...
he's currently at learning how to do the hockey brake.. haa.. dun tink i'm up to that even ><
ya... another stable skater that u can grab if he's standin ard.... :X but sometimes, he'll juz fall if he stones too much
(ok.. since it's lidat.. i'll do an account for everyone? :X)

ok, then i guess the next one should be sh... who hold a think a record of "totally never successfully fell before".. hehe... seen around most of the time with yc and sometimes cm n cw... seen him ran (trippin n "runnin") but never really fell.. perhaps, he's the unfallable one :X

yc... she seems very enthu about reentering the rink everytime.. hehe.. but guess she's still scared of falling... more relianted on people to hold and so on.. but still quite alright i guess??

then cm... hmmm, he's always falling on that same spot (tink it's jinxed) and fell twice, once really very painful. he has many theories when it comes to ice skatin tho.. haha :p

then... jeff.. the poor fellow who ended up gettin blisters and also having trouble braking... not that stable but still learn at quite a managable pace :) interestin to see him skate... but too bad he left earli.. with blisters :x hope his gf wun do anythin to him abt the blisters :X

sf, was scared at 1st, but I thought her progess is quite good too~ but I don't dare to really hold her hands to skate.. scared I pull her down :X anywayz, she substained blue blacks to both her knees.. and eventually had to retreat becuz one knee was swollen

cw.. and ALWays falling on his butt haha.. :X it's interestin to see him skate.. though at times worryin :p

as fer me... ha... i'm not good lar.. aside from skatin at not a veri fast pace... and knowin how to do the inverted V brake.. everythin else i can't do.. can't turn.. can't spin... fell down quite alot of times... either i'm doing something stupid... or juz fell.. for no good reason... then.. leg cramp like one after the other.. very bad~ (thanks for the concern guys... and to jh.. sorry.. din noe it's contagious :X)

we skated like 4long hours... the longest session i've ever been to.. but i really tot that figure skatin is cool (i noe i dun reallie hav a figure.. but.... ) ya, then see all the very pro kids very envy.. one of them (veri small sized) but very cute.. then the rest very pro.. they can dance and play games on the ice.. -_- *inferiority complex sets in*

oh ya, then got some ppl on the ice skatin ring.. 1stly got tis couple at the veri beginning wearin hockey skates.. erm.. though pro, the guy especially jeoperdized safty of learners... makin a fool out of themselves and AA... then later got another guy come in... well, he goes quite fast but still alrite.. and accordin to sf, he actually helped the kids and is not those dao type.. haa.. ok

the person who allocated the skates to us also joined in the skatin later... always signallin us to continue skatin, hav fun and not to be afraid of fallin etc etc.. he's very nice actually, if only he can talk... cuz hand signs are not always understandable...

ya... was in a sense quite reluctant to leave... but was super duper hungry (din reallie eat lunch) so went to delifrance to eat~ had *beep* :X wun say.. cuz it's a prohibited food for me... :X k lar.. it's potato gratin.. end up jh, sf, cw n me all eatin the same stuff.. haha...
and our table includin &dru is all eatin kentang! :X

after eatin and long chats.. cm, sh, yc and cw left...
we headed to the arcade.. played bishi bashi... sf's reallie the champ.. can't beat her.. ok.. my reflex sux... my brain lags severely...
then &dru left for his church service... leavin the 3 of us.. so i anyhow rid myself off the extra token and went to play an hour of pool wif jh... well, i definately not as pro as him... and i most of the time is dai ko one... :X and the striped balls are jinxed... (alot of times.. our game ended prematurely with the black 8 gettin shot in.. :X )

yup~ fun fun day~~ :D let's have more outings~! muahaha... tink i can juz sit at home immobile tml.. shld get a bad muscleache.. and i substained a blue black too... :\

sucker @ fps games

fps = first person shooting

it's not a new discovery actually... but felt like writing abt it after readin sf's blog... after the last hellish paper... went to shop ard @ PS wif her...

got hungry (i didn't finish my lunch.. guess i stil dun reallie like mee siam) and tired.. so snacked @ foodcourt.. then arrived at comics connection (i wanted to go in n take a peek).. end up stuck at the xbox machine outside the shop....

played some fps game.. that is supposed to be lan type one.. u noe.. like CS or Wolfenstien (suddenli i remembered i hav tis game.. :X)

ya.. but i reallie suck at tis kinda games. 1stly i can't aim... then i can't coordinate my movements (head n body).. and worse stil.. it's xbox.. i.e. consoled...

guess the onli thing i'm proud of is i'm good at finding things to pickup ><~

well, sf always miss the stuff on the floor... but her aiming's better... (though she cast herself off the cliff or architecture tons of times but well, u can always juz respawn :X)

the onli time we came to a draw is she shot me (i ran out of ammo) and i threw (out of desperation) a grenade at her.. both of us died.. :X nice huh :P
well, the best part is.. we're supposed to be on the same team... never realised that until she killed me for the 1st time.. XD

but anywayZ... i always tot tis kinda game r quite fun.. (if i can navigate.. or they let me camp?)
oh ya, the sniper's a damn good weapon.. but i also like those plasma weapons.. kewl!

owarimashita~!~!

yey?

ydae's paper's hell.. total hell... -_-

*looks fwd to tml*

one more!~! jUST ONE morE!~!!!

Me: I can't believe it!

Inner me: believe it...

:x oops.. sorry, my lameness caught up with me these few days (courtesy of Signals...) and I couldn't help feeling even more lame when I saw that lame lecturer of mine. Thinking about his lame jokes I just can't help grinning XD

lame jokes aside and signals aside!

comes lunch time.. a very enjoyable lunch time really! It's been soooo long when everyone sit together and have lunch together! As our timetables become more and more different, it's really hard to have lunch together (erm, not forgetting someone who doesn't even appear for lectures :X) Mebbe jeff's right, I'm touched.

Inner me: just got a sore eye....

*ahem* ya... had a fun lunch, discussed many fun matters (occasional gory matters aside *ewww*) and cw actually asked if there's any outing! Wahahaa... i'm suprised really! Anyway, gonna have one on 5th of May! :X hope I don't fall... hee...

Inner me: ice skating... sure fall.

yup, then &dru's tokin abt setting up a chateh club? jeff's surely 100% approve of it! How come their batch they play chateh.. yet I never heard of any guys from my batch or junior batch toking about chateh before? Or issit just their batch exclusively? o.O Erm, guys? any ans?

Then jh says to set a fishing club XD he sure luvs fishes.. hee... ya, and of cuz the ideas are like soooo big.. hahaa.. and u just can't stop!

Explored lotsa holiday possibilities like going to visit cw in penang (which jh insisted that he lives on the mountain when cw says it's nearby) and yadda yadda~ hehe... guess should hav some more plans soon~!! plaY~!!~!

inner me: EE2012.... on tues

okok.. me should go bath and back to studies! one more to go!~!

bloggin dead?

haiz... ever since i move here (to blogspot)
like no one's readin my blog..

mebbe the blogging fad died down... and no one reallie stil goes ard readin blogs (esp when ey're so "far away" from opendiary huh?)

Or i juz hav a bunch of quiet audience... or simply my life is so boring that no one has anythin to comment abt it...

Zzz

anyway, bad weather... makes me feel drowsy 24 hrs.... how to study like this?

what really hurts...

tore my skin accidentally while bathing... bled again (as usual...) and of cuz.. my skin would sting under the water... feels like thousands of needles pricking or a knife jabbing in...

very pain? i'm used to it actually... (somehow.. having the soap on the skin still feels better than running it under water -_-)

well, no matter what... external pain is always more tahanable than internal pain (of all kinds)....

why...

brain weighs a kg... heart sank to my stomach... mouth is seal shut

dun feel like opening my mouth to even tok anymore...

my stomach feels weird.... my heart's not at it's usual position.. and my brain feels as if someone left weights on it...

can't wait for holz to come...

really really can't wait...
study until pek cek... *sobz*

It's such a torture to hafta coop urself up at home staring at notes every single day... think I finally agree that chang2 tong4 bu4 ru2 duan3 tong4...... i'm going nuts le... the only time now i open my mouth is when I tok to my mom (most of the time is her...) else i'm singing...

all my frens too busy to tok lidat... perhaps they're reallie reallie muggin off... which i have failed to do... have i really given up?

totemo ureshii!!!~!!!

so happY!~~! Gundam Seed Destiny OST 2 is finally out and I got it! :D *grinZ like mad*
Got all the songs I want! Really nothing to ask for liao (well for now that is.. :X)

I also found the song Ride On Time which is the theme for the jap show (quite interestin show though i have no particular interest in that Kimura ta.. (sorry forgot his name..) the male lead actor lar..

hehe~ yey~ GSD OST II!!! Stellar's image song!!! then that very nice piano piece!! :D

*jumps for joy*

Suffocated...

no one is coming after my life for sure...

dunno why... recently keep feeling veri suffocated...
mebbe it's juz stress...

juz feel like screaming my lung's out...
i guess jh said that when u sit roller coaster or such stuff muz scream, else will feel veri uncomfy... so i'll note that.. n i'll scream in future if i do take such rides

mebbe not..

not my last post before exams that is...

can't agree more with xq... it's hard not to type anything when there's loads of stuff on the mind...

so here i go again.. on my senseless grumblings *tries to shoo the fly off the screen as the screen is the only light source ard my living room now*

hate the weather recently.. a moment hot a moment cold.. i rather it keep staying cold.. hmm weird rite? i'm so afraid of coldness yet i wan it to be cold.. ya.. but that's the way i am...

lessons are finally over... i'm quite glad... cuz tis sem's been busy and i can't wait to get a break... n of cuz, being the last week of school sure got quite abit of stuff happened...

not gonna name them tho.. too bad Xp

the thought of exams no longer stir anything in me.. not that i'm prepared.. hell i'm totally not.. ya but.. i'm juz so numb to it... or mebbe i'm juz stressed till saturation point that my brain goes into denial mode... tink i'll be those 1st few to die once i step into society... cuz i've totally lost my fighting spirit... probably i'll be better off as a hermit somewhere...

crapz... k.. continue wif my usual 'stare at the notes n stone' routine...

oh ya, Seed destiny got new opening n ending songs... i dunno what they're tryin to hint viewers.. but i find it quite disturbin.. (mainly becuz it seems like my fav pairing, AsuCaga.. seems abit.. ok not abit... but rather shaky) and i reallie hope they dun go off killing those ppl who survived Seed (1st series) enuff has died...

and i can't wait for the 2nd seed destiny OST to be out!

possibly the last entry until exams

ya... possibly the last entry til my exams start.... the countdown is making me all stressed up n helpless <<---- i.e. i'm feeling so helpless i can't do anything.. ><

hmmm..

yesterday helped Jsim celebrated his burfday.. the celebration is belated tho... and it kinda struck me that we barely celebrated it for him on the actual day in these years... er.. rite? that's what's registered in my memory.. but my memory's kinda faulty these days.. shucks

when i was abt to write in his card... it juz struck me that i've stopped crappin for so long that i dunno what to write.. reallie clueless... ya.. so guess the whole chunk of stuff i wrote may be quite incoherent (esp at the front) cuz i'm juz writin watever that hits my mind.... (while some actuallie hit n slipped my mind immediately before i even pen it down.. :\)

as for the rest of the stuff tt happen at ding tai fung.. juz go see my fotoblog lar.. lazy to repeat :X

end up we went js's house to rot... ok lar.. i din rot.. the rest did.. haa.. well, i guess that could be the very last time i visit that house of his (cuz he'll be moving)... and i can't imagine that his new room is gonna be smaller (it's small as it is.. for 2 ppl)

hmm.. then as js is tryin to connect to dota for erik.. i was listen to auntie n lj tokin abt marriage stuff as they flip the bride magazine (smthin lydat)... tk chipped in his tot's too.. quite interestin too... but i reallie wonder, will ppl in future change their wedding style?

erm.. ok.. out of the topic.. but anyway.. reallie luv lazin ard wif frens even if there's nuttin to do...

i'm lookin forward for a fun filled holz! (but my exam's not near over at all -_-)

i wan more fotos pls! :X

hmmm, was looking at the fotos i took and realised that the no. of pics i took are declining...

i.e. i'm beginning to underuse my cam! cannoT! muz take more pictures!!

I always felt that since I have a digicam, I should bring it along with me so I can take whatever I wan whenever I can or feel like it. But, one more digicam means one more gadget to look after... -_- and i dun feel like doing that cuz now i already got one xtra stuff to take care off.. the tungstun T... k.. i noe it's old(probably no one wans it anyway)... still i dun like the idea of losing it.

still... will try to take as much fotos as i can now.. and videos too! they're fun to watch :D

actually wanted to type something else.. but when i reach here i found out that i could no longer type it out into words... haiz.. so end up i crapped abt other stuff... paiseh

food for tot: does being polite creates a barrier??? Chinese always say li3 duo1 ren2 bu4 guai4.. which is true.. but they never mention the side effects? what u guys think?

alternate dimensions

if there are alternate dimensions to our world... what do you think you'll be like in other dimensions?

Sometimes, can't help feeling that dreams seems to show you what you may be in another dimension... the world seems the same but yet it's not... the people around you are the same yet, do not behave like themselves in reality... even you is different...

how true...

a senior of mine fwded this... found it very true.. for me at least.

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"Quarter-life Crisis."
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realising that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realising that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.

What you don't recognise is that they are realising that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job, and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realising that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realise that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't.

One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realise that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself, and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender! What you may not realise is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

april fools'! "erm... ur _____ got a hole..."

april fool day trick courtesy of my mom. :X
Well, the tricked worked well on my friends though it didn't seem to work on me.. haa.. think my mom's just bad at lying.

Victims this year(in order w.r.t time the joke is cracked):
- omy
- ndru
- sally
- audrey??? (erm, not sure if she caught the joke actually)
- yvonne (is sally who cracked the joke... but it's my.. i mean my mom's joke.. haha)

arhz lame.

oh well... forgot to mention some funny stuff that happened these few days...
yesterday: ndru's hotdog bounced out of the bun when ndru opened the box... :X ya.. wasted... the whole hotdog...
and since then... SY's saying that he's clumsy... haa (and even more so after he tried opening a bottle of badly shaked coke)

and well, I tink i can understand why KF says SY's a cok'ster (he really can crap.. and is damn funny... XD )