no title... can't think of one...
[mood | indescribable
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guess i din reallie wake up on the right side of my bed.. or somehow... today juz doesn't seem right... but then again... nuttin was ever totally right... always gotta live wif the insecurity inside mi... juz that dunno why felt it more today bah... *sigh*
hmmm.... today's quite a nuttin to do day.... it's not like i got no tutorials to do or stuff to catch up on.. but i'm not in the mood.... regret eating the whole mac EVM cuz it juz caused another bloaty tummy for the rest of the day.... *curse*
well, a fren of mine (i shan't name) asked mi if i notice a change in another fren of mine (shall kip it confidentaial) over the holz... was quite shocked at the question... cuz i notice a change perhaps even before the holz bah... well.. changes are gradual afterall... but i realized that i cldn't be that bothered anymore... perhaps.. the change in that fren caused my reaction towards him/her to become more indifferent.... anyway.. that ain't reallie the crux.. haa... i was juz thinkin.. how will i react if someone tells mi that i've changed... (erm.. that is if anyone's gonna tell mi... -.-) can't tink of an ans to that
hmmm... was reading some spoilers of GSD ep 44.. and someone pointed out that dulindal's Destiny plan is similar to wat's happening in A Brave New World... so i managed to find the online copy.. and read a few chapters... n realised that i cldn't go on... the book's quite cheam... but the world.... is simply... i shld call it.. a meaningless world... cuz nutting is real... nuttin natural...
sick...
2 comments:
but we all change over time...if we become worse and it's a reversible process then it'd be good if a friend points it out. but then some stuff, like the overall personality and how you look at things, can't be changed. in my view la.
it takes a really good friend to tell you where you've gone wrong. and a better friend to emphatise and understand why the change...
-xiuqin
hm.. i suppose everyone's always changing? guess it's the process of growing up... suddenly realize that this world is really.. not a nice world.. and somehow i guess people's attitudes towards others also changes (affected by what happened to them i guess)
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