Sunday, May 29, 2005

cReatIve FesT~~ the lasT daYYYYY

today's quite an enjoyable day reallie... wanna thank lotsa of ppl fer makin tis whole creative fest soooooo enjoyable~~~

but before that.. lemme get on to the usual "what happened today" thingy...
1stly, was super duper glad that my fever subsided sometime durin earli mornin i tink..? ya.. but that's abt it... cldn't reallie stop my coughin n my legs r going rubbery from it.. :S

manage to get myself to creative anyway.. met wai yeung (erm.. actualli it's wei yang in chinese.. ya.. congrats to him.. he's the 4th weiyang i knew... but decide to remember him as wai yeung bah.. easier :X) but still headed to creative along since he's waitin fer fren..

so as usual.. reach there 10 mins earlier... hang ard the counter waitin fer ppl to appear.. the day juz started like almost any other...

well, the one thing to note is that today's crowd seems more consistant... and finally~~~ they didn't close my counter until much much later!!! (until ard 7+) well.. that means i worked harder today.. haha :S and again.. there was no dinner left fer me when i finally can go eat... *sadded*
thanks chun ta (dun reallie noe how to pronouce his name actuallli) fer being sympathetic. :X

hmmm, ya then sally finally came to find me today~ then took pic wif polar bear tooo~ haahaaa.. sally's pass so good.. it's like perm staff one.. got foto de... mine onli got one letter T... (ya but onli 3 days so wat u expect?)

yup yup.. after that slacked ard until debrief... then staff sale.. tis time.. nuttin i wanted to buy.... nuttin reallie that attractive also lar... tink becuz sales not so gd that's why :X

so watch ppl zoom ard buying... lend polar bear my card so he can help his fren buy too.. hahaz...

in the end i onli bot 25pc of 52x cd-r for $5!!! :D worth it lar.. hehee

yup... en went fer dinner wif polar bear n junxiong (also fr cpe~ n juz realised that he was in the same class as sf in yr1.. hahaa.. :P )

ok...~ so here's abt it~~

wanna start my thankiew list le..
1stly, wanna thank all the cashiers from the finance dept for being sooooooo nice to mi~~~!! (n helpin me kope the armbands.. hahaaz :X) oh ya.. n Rae~~~ for being sooo nice :D
2ndly, wanna thank all the scanners fer being such great company! esp serene, hsien fei, kim peng, waiyeung, qiu seng, and some others (din catch their name :X sorry~~~ :X)
3rdly, wanna thank wp n ct fer chattin wif mi when i'm bored (erm... my counter unlike others.. isn't as busy at times.. :X)
4thly, wanna thank polar bear~~~ hahaa... well.... juz nice to see someone u know ard~ oh ya.. and the adobe fotoshop :P n sally~~ fer visitin mi!!!! :D
last but not least, all others who've help me in one way or another but i juz din get to noe ur names :)

thats all~ xie xie~~ :p

Saturday, May 28, 2005

creative fest... day 2 (x 0.5)

hmmm... got to stop work @ 1600... *sobz* my $$$$$...

ahhh.. but it's good too.. my cough's gettin quite bad... (frequency increasin...) even though i manage to find my voice back this morning... guess too many herbal tea.... haa.. (i brot a bottle there... and their drink fer lunch is herbal tea again.. geez... how in time... ) so i spent my day eatin dequinlizers (sp??) and strepsils n drinkin herbal tea.. :S

anyway.. today is reallie nice to me... though i dun feel like forsakin the possible 4 more hours of pay.. sob sob...

may tml be fun~~ last day~~~ oh ya.. and accordin to the peeps in creative.. tis is the last time that the fest will be held at the warehouse... told us to take more pics... i wonder shld i bring my cam (like quite stupid.. n mafan cuz i'm bringing creative pdts in... :S)

oh ya... muz go ask fer some ppls' contacts n some their names.... tok to them so many times but didn't remember their name... (me so badx :X )

Friday, May 27, 2005

Creative Fest... day 1

only found out today wp is also workin there.. haa.. mp3 agent :P
today's also vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvVVVVVVVVVVv tiring.. esp for my legs n my throat... who sayz scanners no nid to tok? n who says scanners get to sit? most of the time no... i dun remember sittin much 'cept durin lunch time... *sadded*

i lost my voice... n my leg's still sore... tml dunno how to tahan.. how i hope it's the last day le....

*diex again*

may tml be nice to me... *cough cough*

Thursday, May 26, 2005

creative fest... the prelude

today is supposed to be briefing... end up i guess i can count myself as really working le...

seems like among the scan-ners... i'm the onli one who worked there before (well, actualli a one day experience of sittin @ redemption ctr wun help much...)
and i'm about to find out that tis is the worst position ever!! ( i rather they make me carry speakers n so on.... zZzz )

how i envy polar bear... selling cams... reallie so shuangx... *sobz*

today.. actualli worked till 8pm... hungry n tired.... tho i reallie feel that they quite chamz n nid help.. but was grateful when R told me i can leave....

oh ya, it's damn creepy to take that short cut... 1stly, risk fallin into the big drain (unless u're damn good at plank walkin)... 2ndly, it's pitch dark... 3rdly... it rained and there's tons of frogs amongst the grass n mud.. 4thly.. muddy... ugh.... lucky i din (dun tink i did) step on any frogs or watsoevers.....

uuuuuh how to survive tml~?~?~!! *sobz*


gonna die tml.. i can smell it..

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

omg~ another good news? of attachment

haa... ok... juz realised today, via moi dearest sec sch fren's (yj) blog tt she got attached!!! LOLs
and her name is so near to lj's that my mom always get confused when i mention..

so now i can tell my mom both lj n yj are attached... tho i dunno who yj's bf is...
wei.. if u're readin tis.. better tell mi worZ~

eh.. come to think of it... both their burfdays fall on the same day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! different year tho. :P omgS hahaaaz
how qiaoz~ mebbe i shld go ask all my frens born on that day if ey're attached :P nah.. juz kiddin

probably the 2nd best news tis week

yey~ i'll be working at Creative WHS! (erm... 90% cfm liao...)

and Polar bear's workin there too~~ so fun~ got someone i noe workin wif me :D 1st time worx

gahz.. but lidat tml's schedule dunno how liao :S

had a lil arguement wif my mom.. ok it isn't that little... but she kip sayin i play comp so much yadda yadda nxt time i go blind... and ended up i ended the whole thing saying.. go blind then go blind lor... -_- ok.... i definately.. dun wanna go blind... tho i tink that going blind isn't as bad as not able to hear and say anything
stilll~~ gah...

Monday, May 23, 2005

muahahahaa~ finallY~~~

took tis out cuz i tink i shld tone down wif the publicising..
but very happy fer them~ and i hope the 2 of them remain happY too~~

keke jiayouz n all the beST~ :P:P:P

Sunday, May 22, 2005

not my day...

actually, i've kind of ran out of things to blog... aside from venting my anger or sharing my happiness (which is droppin i suppose...) dun reallie feel like blogging much...

perhaps it's becuz my life have been reduced to almost the same routine everyday... perhaps i'm just tired... like today... my head was heavy through out... cuz i caught a cold last nite... was sneezing non stop this morning and subsequently, hav a bad runny nose thru the whole day...

i.e. not in a very good mood also... gah.. ya...

blogging brings about self awareness bah... actually, i hate that... i sometimes wish that i'm juz a person that is very chi2 dun4 abt tis kinda stuff.. mebbe i'll be happier...

ya... then again heard ppl complaining abt me havin lotsa blogs.... well... i'm onli posting stuff here n perhaps multiply (occasionally where i think those stuff can be shared to a more general public? haf a different set of audience there i tink.. hahaaz).. yup.. so OD is out.. i'm sick of it's format.... veri sian le... at least i still can change the looks of my blog when i got sick of it...

some things went unsaid... but well, i supposed it need not be said afterall :X

anyway, nid abit of feedback, is my blog hard to read? is the font too small or smthin?

Friday, May 20, 2005

becuz of that

ok.. was complainin a whole long post here.. but fer that "thankiew"... i take back my words....

too much comp!

hmmm... mom's complaining that i'm facing the comp too much.... probably mapling too much and watching too many anime (erm.. ole ones... XD)

eh... ya... so actualli i got a veri nice deal... that i use less comp.. n my dad wil sponser me $$$ fer driving WORz! XD
ok.. i really find that deal very funny... very bo hua fer him also... cuz i noe it's a matter of time i get sick of maple... (as i alreadi am... sianz..)
and those ole anime will watch finish one mahz

amusing.. ya... so sign up for FTT but will be in late 24th june.. dottables... so late.. ya.. so i'm sure my driving lesons pte or sch, will eat into sem time... mebbe nxt sem shld take 5 mod (ya like i can.. )

driving aside.. and i'm not havin some comp sickness.. i'm pretty bored of the comp also... but there's nothing more entertainin at home than the comp.. tv's simply out of touch fer me...

erm.. ya i'm broke.. duhz... it's a matter of time of cuz... i hope those creative ppl wil call mi.. that polar bear everyday see me online will keep naggin sayin why they never call... he's makin me lose hope.. tho not that i enjoy that much workin wif them.. i cld reallie do wif some money to make ends mit for these whole holz!!!!~!!!!

anyone got ad-hoc job lobangs? brainless mindless jobs i dun mind also.. juz want some pay... some money.. hahaaz

oh ya... i stop havin exam dreams liao bah (i hope)... last nite dreamt that the new semester start!!! (ain't i progressing fast?)

Monday, May 16, 2005

Exploring...

The interesting about living things is they respond. (Eck! Who doesn't know that?)

Ok, I've found a sudden interest in trying to get different responses from my friends (though I haven't really went about doing it... hesistant as I may be pushing my luck too far) by "irritating" them. Well, since I haven't been that an irritating person all along (I suppose... :X)...

So should I give it a go? XD

Sunday, May 15, 2005

bungled...

well, today's supposed to be an alumnico outing... but thanks to my Mom (not that I really wanna blame her, but still, i'm not very happy that she just made the decision without consulting...) the day didn't turn out to be that an happy one afterall...

ya... so at 1st, the schedule is to go ktv wif the alumnico peeps (klunch to be exact) from 11-2pm.. after that, no plans but it's our usual routine to probably go do smthin or walk around then mebbe hav dinner
and my mom decided that me, and her and my dad go bowling.

well, not that i hate bowling.. but i suck at it... cuz i'm always to rash and i'll land the ball up in the gutter anywayz... well, nevermind that.. but the primary reason they need me there is because they don't know how to operate the machine (of cuz, that is becuz their english isn't proficient at all) ya... so in a sense... i'm juz there to help them operate the machine... ya nm, i'm fine wif that.... aiyah.. ok.. i juz bu shuang my mom mess my schedule up..
so end up i left kbox (mind u, it's at cine) after finishin my tasty-but-fries-not-enuff-blackpepper chicken chop @ like 1330... and it seems as if i haven't even warmed my seats... haven't heard all the Eason songs i wanna hear ;_;
ya... went all the way back to Grassroot @ yck.. then realised that my nephew's taggin along cuz my sister n sister in law going shopping.. argh... i smtimes reallie dunno if it's a blessing to hav ur grandson tieing u down or not...

anywayz, almost end up can't bowl cuz at 1st the person told us that no more alleys.. then later say can play till 3... then after that that nephew kip sayin wanna play the arcade games?! erm... note.. he's onli 4...

ya.. so dily dallied... then was tryin to see if those co peeps still up to anything.. end up like no plans so i went yishun alone, tryin to look fer smthin.. can't find in the end... then saw this PapaRoti (pavaroti? :X) in cold storage... haiz... and they also selling the roti @ 1.20... and long queue smmore... i see another similar pork floss case or bubble tea case~

ya... then was too tired to reallie walk on... so even after js called mi, i dun feel like going all the way dwn to suntec le.. so suan le.. went home n rot... the weather's hot n makes it deterrin to even move another inch....

shld hav AS outing soon...

Friday, May 13, 2005

that's me...

I guess all these while... I was quite confused over my own personality. Like can't really pin point some stuff down... and it's not very stable... haa.. internal struggle?

well... so mebbe i shld write smthin abt myself.. hope i see the right light (regardless of watever personality test i took... and mebbe u guys wun find it right... i dun dare to say i understand myself the most... :P)

hmmm...
ok.. i'm definately no extrovert... or even if i am one.. i'm definately those slower to warm up kind... unless i'm workin or havin circumstances that i have to approach ppl.. i reallie dun hav the habit to...

i'm the kind that will shoot my mouth off, but since i'm aware... so no worries if u kept ur secrets wif me... juz lemme noe it's a secret.. it will be well kept (and probably forgotten by myself XD)
but i'm pretty blunt i guess... esp if i figured that the person wun get hurt by my words.. but well, who noes that i'm juz not sensitive enuff to detect how much the person can actualli take it.
i'm talkative... yet quiet.. ok.. not tryin to contradict.. but i'm more like quiet when discussin important matters and noisy when tokin abt smthin that interests me.. shld be the other way rite (as in better?) but.. cuz i dun like conflict.. so i wun go conflictin other ppl's views unless i reallie cannot accept it... but if it's juz informal stuff.. who noes.. if i feel game for an arguement.. i'll juz argue head on (smtimes.. even tho my arguement is not strong.. haa.. reckless me..)
still, most of the time i'm quite agreeable :P

well, i have a active brain and heart.. so whether i act by my feeling or by my head it all depends... but i always thought i shld use my brain more when i acted wif my feelings and i shld juz follow my feelings when i used my brain.. XD ok.. basically.. i'm always findin problems wif myself. geez

also, i'm a super lazy person... reallie lazy.... but i'm not doing anything abt it.. bad rite... got some frens... always never reallie contact them... partly is becuz i feel awkward... dunno why... then for some is got try to contact but tot that they also not veri keen to keep in contact lidat.. guess everyone is juz lazy and feeling awkward.. or juz simply too bz XD

well, i hate to say tis.. but i'm actualli quite a sensitive person... not to say i'll get paranoid... but issit reallie i paranoid or ppl keepin smthin from me but lan lan dun wanna say it's not smthin i'll noe... but i'm quite sensitive to how ppl treat me(esp)... or rather.. if there's a change in it... i'll most prob sense it bah... but most of the time... i'll juz keep quiet... if it is tahanable

not forgetting that i'm forgetful and tend to miss out details in certain matters... like calling ppl out for outing... tendency to miss someone out... mebbe assume too much also... but haiz... was wonderin.. if call then end up call everyone also become too big a matter... i dunno how to draw a line and i find it pretty tormenting (hate drawing clear lines.. ) soo.. spare me bah

oh ya... did i mentioned that i got a short fuse? erm... for things/ppl that irritates me... (like my niece n nephew n my dad n Hugo (who's no longer ard).. XD) I won't hesistate to shout... guess that's a lil bit of me that's like my eldest sis (as i hate to admit... argh..) ya... i can be veri fierce... and i'm not those kind of no violence person... but i guess most of my frens (or mebbe all) wun get to see tis side of me.... ya... so they always say i veri nice and kind yadda yadda... i am.. cuz there's no irritating elements ard.. XD

Thursday, May 12, 2005

slacker's life...

hmmm.. well, basically juz slacked all day long.....
went bras basah wif lj on tues,
went out wif merina n cx juz now

both times ended up in bugis. so i guess i had enuff of bugis for a while...

well, dun reallie hav much stuff to shop for.. so the agony of having no money isn't really affecting me yet - though when i start thinking of future possible activities... i do feel abit ugh.. but.. haa.. worry later bah... n pray hard i get my creative job... even if it means that i hafta miss my CO chalet.. ok.. if i miss it.. it'll be the 1st time i miss one... definately upset over that... but there's nuttin i can do... (unless God decides to make me poor by letting me not gettin the job (sorry not blaming anyone) :X)

ya, i'm slacking... and feeling lethargic all day long... don't want to do anything.. let alone even plan outings though i really wanna go out with my frens... dunno what to do.. movie is definately out with the increase in price... OUT!
mebbe someone can inspire me wif possible outing activities...

i can't believe it la.. it's the holz yet the deadness is sticking to me... aside from tots which i believe i shldn't dwell on that comes... i onli spend time numbing myself by playing maple... yah.. boring ole maple.. damn boring.. i dunno why i'm playing it still when no one is playing it wif me... i'm juz playing... alrite.. everything sounds veri bad.... i dunno why... perhaps it's just pms or mood swings or juz suddenli emptiness... can wake up in the morning and feel like crying (even if i din hav a nightmare)... think i'm juz running away...

muz stop, wake up, face it.... and... outings ppl???? :P

Thursday, May 05, 2005

skate skate time for ice skatE~

another "cpe OG" outing brought to you courtesy of weilin :X

this time, it's different! no exhibitions and plain walking around, we're sliding on the cold cold ice~

why sliding and not skating? this is because skating is a subset of sliding and falling down and literally slide is also a subset of sliding.

ok... think readers will get lost here. :X so here's my account... (and one hell-long entry which I foresee)

Ok, it all started with giving sf a morning call at 10am.... she sounded very sleepy... so i predicted that she'll possibly not be able to meet me. got it right! :X but din expect her to be That late :X

well, then I was early (again...) so went to recce the rink (to see if it's crowded)... then headed back and slacked around popular... until 1132 lidat (we supposed to meet at 1130) then i went out of popular, with my still very hot char siew pau i bot earlier and &dru appeared out nowhere... and he said something like "this seems very familiar" (refers back to the previous outing at planet games)
yup... and jh appeared not long after~ (so now you know who are the ones that are always on time) yeah.. then the guys talked about palm tops and pocket pcs.. wif me gettin lost here and there... and after what seems a very long while... cm, cw, sh&yc came... then sf came... jeff.. said he meetin us there.. so we went to the rink n jeff arrived... cm treated us some Denmark.. erm.. candies? i dunno how to classify that.. it's taste is really so unique.. I had my face scrunched up for quite a while... and it's quite big... too sticky to be bitten... so ya.. :S
was damn glad that we can go in at a rate of $8.40 (skate rentals included) and unlimited hours in groups of 3?! (exactly when is such a promotion!?) but wells.. went in... got my skate wore it.. took fotos (can't take when i go in anywayz) then the person who gave us the skates (apparently he can't seem to talk) offered to help.. but i forgot to off the timer :X so the pic screwed up ><~

ya... so stepped onto the rink.. well, then it's kinda confusin.. I'm a bad teacher.. cuz i can't reallie say things out in theory.. :S and i can't do any stunts or what... then jh simply zoomed off (cuz he noes roller bladin so somehow it helps) and has been ranked as reckless skater by me... cuz he goes fast yet he can't brake... and multiple cases of him crashin into people and falling and sliding flat on the ice has happened. but then, he's quite reliable if u need to grab someone when you fall~ erm.. if he's standing around that is.
the funniest part i guess is when he also got cramp... as for why.. see below

well, aside from him.. and me who went ice skatin 2 times before.. the rest are really new at it...
yup... so the usual routine is to hold on to the barrier of the rink and skate.. and i guess the 1st person who I saw really lettin go n skate is &dru.. so thus give him the fastest learner... though he fell many times.. but he learn really fast! can't brake well still.. but is capable of doing nice spins (by accident i guess) and is very stable when skatin... sometimes.. i tot he looks more like the one that has been to ice skatin 2 times instead of me...
he's currently at learning how to do the hockey brake.. haa.. dun tink i'm up to that even ><
ya... another stable skater that u can grab if he's standin ard.... :X but sometimes, he'll juz fall if he stones too much
(ok.. since it's lidat.. i'll do an account for everyone? :X)

ok, then i guess the next one should be sh... who hold a think a record of "totally never successfully fell before".. hehe... seen around most of the time with yc and sometimes cm n cw... seen him ran (trippin n "runnin") but never really fell.. perhaps, he's the unfallable one :X

yc... she seems very enthu about reentering the rink everytime.. hehe.. but guess she's still scared of falling... more relianted on people to hold and so on.. but still quite alright i guess??

then cm... hmmm, he's always falling on that same spot (tink it's jinxed) and fell twice, once really very painful. he has many theories when it comes to ice skatin tho.. haha :p

then... jeff.. the poor fellow who ended up gettin blisters and also having trouble braking... not that stable but still learn at quite a managable pace :) interestin to see him skate... but too bad he left earli.. with blisters :x hope his gf wun do anythin to him abt the blisters :X

sf, was scared at 1st, but I thought her progess is quite good too~ but I don't dare to really hold her hands to skate.. scared I pull her down :X anywayz, she substained blue blacks to both her knees.. and eventually had to retreat becuz one knee was swollen

cw.. and ALWays falling on his butt haha.. :X it's interestin to see him skate.. though at times worryin :p

as fer me... ha... i'm not good lar.. aside from skatin at not a veri fast pace... and knowin how to do the inverted V brake.. everythin else i can't do.. can't turn.. can't spin... fell down quite alot of times... either i'm doing something stupid... or juz fell.. for no good reason... then.. leg cramp like one after the other.. very bad~ (thanks for the concern guys... and to jh.. sorry.. din noe it's contagious :X)

we skated like 4long hours... the longest session i've ever been to.. but i really tot that figure skatin is cool (i noe i dun reallie hav a figure.. but.... ) ya, then see all the very pro kids very envy.. one of them (veri small sized) but very cute.. then the rest very pro.. they can dance and play games on the ice.. -_- *inferiority complex sets in*

oh ya, then got some ppl on the ice skatin ring.. 1stly got tis couple at the veri beginning wearin hockey skates.. erm.. though pro, the guy especially jeoperdized safty of learners... makin a fool out of themselves and AA... then later got another guy come in... well, he goes quite fast but still alrite.. and accordin to sf, he actually helped the kids and is not those dao type.. haa.. ok

the person who allocated the skates to us also joined in the skatin later... always signallin us to continue skatin, hav fun and not to be afraid of fallin etc etc.. he's very nice actually, if only he can talk... cuz hand signs are not always understandable...

ya... was in a sense quite reluctant to leave... but was super duper hungry (din reallie eat lunch) so went to delifrance to eat~ had *beep* :X wun say.. cuz it's a prohibited food for me... :X k lar.. it's potato gratin.. end up jh, sf, cw n me all eatin the same stuff.. haha...
and our table includin &dru is all eatin kentang! :X

after eatin and long chats.. cm, sh, yc and cw left...
we headed to the arcade.. played bishi bashi... sf's reallie the champ.. can't beat her.. ok.. my reflex sux... my brain lags severely...
then &dru left for his church service... leavin the 3 of us.. so i anyhow rid myself off the extra token and went to play an hour of pool wif jh... well, i definately not as pro as him... and i most of the time is dai ko one... :X and the striped balls are jinxed... (alot of times.. our game ended prematurely with the black 8 gettin shot in.. :X )

yup~ fun fun day~~ :D let's have more outings~! muahaha... tink i can juz sit at home immobile tml.. shld get a bad muscleache.. and i substained a blue black too... :\

sucker @ fps games

fps = first person shooting

it's not a new discovery actually... but felt like writing abt it after readin sf's blog... after the last hellish paper... went to shop ard @ PS wif her...

got hungry (i didn't finish my lunch.. guess i stil dun reallie like mee siam) and tired.. so snacked @ foodcourt.. then arrived at comics connection (i wanted to go in n take a peek).. end up stuck at the xbox machine outside the shop....

played some fps game.. that is supposed to be lan type one.. u noe.. like CS or Wolfenstien (suddenli i remembered i hav tis game.. :X)

ya.. but i reallie suck at tis kinda games. 1stly i can't aim... then i can't coordinate my movements (head n body).. and worse stil.. it's xbox.. i.e. consoled...

guess the onli thing i'm proud of is i'm good at finding things to pickup ><~

well, sf always miss the stuff on the floor... but her aiming's better... (though she cast herself off the cliff or architecture tons of times but well, u can always juz respawn :X)

the onli time we came to a draw is she shot me (i ran out of ammo) and i threw (out of desperation) a grenade at her.. both of us died.. :X nice huh :P
well, the best part is.. we're supposed to be on the same team... never realised that until she killed me for the 1st time.. XD

but anywayZ... i always tot tis kinda game r quite fun.. (if i can navigate.. or they let me camp?)
oh ya, the sniper's a damn good weapon.. but i also like those plasma weapons.. kewl!

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

owarimashita~!~!

yey?

ydae's paper's hell.. total hell... -_-

*looks fwd to tml*