wat to do..? wat to dO???? ><

argh, all the mid term tests coming... n i'm lagging for all my mods... even jap... and veri veri lag for 2012...

reallie contemplating abt s/uing jap.. not that i tink i wun score for that.. but i'm worried that my other core modules will die... *touchwood*

how? tho i reallie dun wanna s/u.. now so many things falling on me.. projects, tests n tons of undone tutorial = lotsa catch up.. n smmore in lecture i alreadi lost the lecturers (be it they're good lecturers or not..)

the whole sem still like veri hazy now.. dunno wat to do.. shld i s/u?? shld i shld i?

*faintx*

dream dream dream

was reading my notes on the bed (bad idea!) and i fell asleep (expected.. :\)

it's a weird dream, a dream where i'm the only one talking. the person beside me (shan't name.. n i hope i din get the wrong person :S) didn't even say one word... juz keep standing beside me.. accompany me all the way.. but never muttered a word...
come to think of it now, it's kinda creepy huh....

i got a weird feeling abt that too in the dream.. but tok more or less the person doesn't seem to speak (after all my futile efforts at throwing questions..)

oh ya, then i keep spotting this particular pattern of clock.. it's counted as a new design i supposed.. quite trendy..
erm.. and that design's used on telephone (wif clocks) also -_-

well, at least i never dream of things like the whole world turning into vampires or so on :X

the BaT experimenT :X

hmmm... went back to NUS today for Eg1415 project.
progress wise still alright i guess.. though the project's reallie gonna challenge my crapping skills n english TT__TT

well, i guess the funniest thing of the day is that Sy actuallie brought up about one of the design experiments for physics for A-lvls... which i did before as a mock paper if my memory serves me well enough...
it's to do wif testing the sound of the bat or measuring the soundwave that the bat emits... smthing lidat lar.. :X

the funniest thing is the ways people would go about designing the procedure to do this experiment... all sorts of things like whacking the poor bat.. or even electrocuting it.. then whack it harder or increase the voltage across?? hee.. reallie, it's a good laff. i remember my teacher told me about the funny ways people go about this expt too.. it's reallie hilarious! XD

alrite.. now the more i think of it the more i feel like laffing... *runs off to laff*

How to "kill" blog readers [crap entry, dun read if you dun wanna get "killed"]

it is very easy to kill readers off when they read your blog as you can subject them to torture by putting in important information that will arouse their curiosity yet force them to read it in the most unreadable manner so as you're reading this i'm letting you experience how bad it can get by subjecting you through hell itself for a short while tho the first way is ofcuz not to put any punctuation as you will just send readers into a sea of agony having to figure out your sentence structure next you cannot use any paragraphing which will force your readers to digest the whole large chunk of words in one shot and ofcuz no punctuation definately makes it ten times worse three you can use an incredibly illegible font that might be so cursive beyond recognition or a font so small that requires ten times zoom to even make out a word and lastly use a super duper bright colour that blinds readers or simply blend into the background there is no need to resort to violence if you want to stop people from reading your blog

:)

happiE v-day/friendship-day/lecturer's day?!

if u're wondering why i add the lecturer's day.. cuz something interesting happened during my EE2010 lecture..
someone actualli gave flowers to my lecturer.. haa.. and the row of guys behind me started wolf whistling.. hee.. it's reallie interesting, cuz it's the 1st time i see ppl give flowers to lecturers.

the whole lecture grp was generally amused

hmmm... i almost reach the LT late today.. cuz was dloadin songs (gundam seed one.. wat else :P) and was reluctant to stop.. :X
well, to my surprise, sf n ndru was alreadi there n ndru's busy making balloon flowers. end up he cldn't conc on the lecture so that he cld finish making a flower for all the girls (he knew) in the LT. haa.. so poor thing... :X

and audrey gave me a slice of the brownie she baked! hee.. she's so good at cookies n brownies.. :P someone sure got a jing4 de2 liao3 kitchen de4 gf :X

omy also gav me 2 chocolate kisses after tat! nice :9~

other than that, as sf described, u suddenli see alot more chiobus ard in engin... i commented that probably come find bf one.. and she gav that kind of look.. haa! oops.. hope no engin guys readin this.. dun come find me :X

ya.. then i tink when we're going for our lab.. the school's like empty again... juz like cNY eve!! believe it or not man.. haa... reallie exaggeratin

yup... spent the rest of the days in the lab.. wif chinmay n shenghwee poppin over now and then... i donated some of my wires to shenghwee.. :P hope i got enuff left.. cuz some of my frens say cannot ask for more :(
then i borrowed his wire cutter.. cuz i din bring... :
my breadboard looks disgusting.. guess nxt time muz plan better before wiring... but tis time i tink can heck it lar.. haha

HapPie CNY!

hmmm.. tink my CNY celebration finally came to an end? (seems so for now...)
was darn busy going all o'ver the place since chu1 er2...

1st day of CNY again, my relatives came.. nothing new. Everyone aside from the kids growin up reel quick n the boys all overshootin my height.. nuttin that new either :p

2nd day, went to m'sia and i finally can offer incense to my grandma after sooo long... my mom stil haven't gotten over it.. well, it's hard i guess when u go there n u dun see the person u see always...n yup... again, sat there n watch tv.. nuttin new.. juz less my grandma.. haiz.. missed her too

3rd day, went to school in the morninG (got lecture leh.. n tutorial too) and i'm soooo shocked to see jeff.. cuz even andrew din come... :X:X and jinghow too! ahaha.. wat's the world comin to? then at evenin.. went to zhuofeng's hse wif merina, chui har, chris n sally... erm, christina got lect til 6.. so sally pei her n both of them were late.. :\ so the 3 of us sat at the couch watching kung fu hustle.. which jsim called (askin me when i'll go over to Erik's hse for stayover) and sayz i'm mad... -_- well, at least i caught back wat i missed at the theatres :P
after chris n sally came.. we started playin heart attack.. (i always got it. hehe.. ) then eat some dishes zf's mom cooked... it's veri fun to see zf's parents n chris all tokin in cantonese.. and i'm pretty happy that i understand quite abit of their conversation :D
zf's parents are like veri nice.. hee.. n did i mention that zf's sec sch frens where there too? ya.. after the long dinner (consisting more of conversations) went to can1 guan1 zf's room.. he showed us the whole album of fotos he took wif his gf... (n i was tinkin he dun even nid to take jie2 hun1 fotos alreadi)
then after that they played blackjack while i watched.. :P

[fotos will be up in fotopages]

yup.. arnd 2230 we left n i headed for Erik's hse... reach there at i tink 2300+ then watched lj, erik, js n edwin(erik's bro) play mj... lia rottin at the couch.. hahaa :X the game somehow ended n we watched Shutter.. some thai ghost film... quite creepy in the sense they used it to link it up wif foto takin n so on... ~_~||| erm... ya.. but ok lar.. cuz i'm so sleepy.. the effect isn't that bad... but i still dun reallie like recallin that show.. oh ya, then there's a part where erik's light fused at a climax scene... gave everyone a shock.. timing is good.. erm... hope it's juz pure coincidence... xie2 men2... :S
after that watched a world without thieves... erm.. boring.... but the endin is kinda sad. but overall show still boring.. lia wanna watch one n she fell asleep =_=... haiz.. so we started playin bridge till mornin after the show ended n left lia "snoring" off on the couch.. haha

----------- nxt day ----------------

ya morning then we woke up lia.. en juz dragged time.. poh ard.. took some silly fotos.. haa then went to hav breakfast.. and lia had to go cuz her dad's here.. haiz..
went home after breakfast.. bathed.. slept for a couple of hrs.. then supposely hafta go bowlin wif my parents.. but they had to help my sis queue for 4D n wasted one hr.. then reach amk then i found out (or sorta remembered) that the bowling alley's gone liao.. sadded...
haiz.. so rotted ard in amk lib... then i went off to audrey's hse..
went to j8 for awhile cuz i dunno who's at her hse.. dun wanna go play gooseberry.. but found out that i haf to.. but was darn glad that zhenwei's there alreadi. :X
ya.. then see them rip music... then played mj while the rest came (sihui, mingkwan) then change ppl... then after that mary n chuanyang came.. then juz keep rotatin ppl for mj while the rest of us feast on the junk food... (argh..growin faT! :( )
ya.. then juz watched them play mj, watch tv.. then when meiyee came.. we played big2 for awhile... then stopped (i still tink bridge more interestin :X but they dunno how to play :\)
then juz watch them play mj.. mingkwan losing it all n chuanyang winnin alot... (lucky i din play wif them..)
then went home at ard 2300 while some of them stil went to watch midnite show.. onz sia.. haha

nerd test

hee got tis fr ruijie's blog

me, master super computer n andrew! go to fotopages for morE! :P 

detestable, scary, annoying or juz plain weird?

dunno which word i should use to describe myself. Mebbe all of them, since it's quite hard to describe anyone wif juz one word. :X

well, i haven't been in the best of moods lately for sure.... my inner me is buggin me wif some irritating tots and i wish i can just shut it up... perhaps i shld reallie go for some selective memory washin so that my inner me will find nuttin to bug me wif n leave me alone in peace.... well, that kinda reminds me of a show, issit called "Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind" or smthing??? dunno, din watch it... but now i feel like watching it... i wonder how it feels like to hav memory erased... :x

perhaps, i can learn to seal some memories up myself.. psychologically.. puttin them into my subconciousness... hah.. if i so zai.. i wun be sitting here tokin rubbish liao.

haiz.. i reallie missed all the times in Year 1 sem 2...where ppl stil got time to sit dwn n crap.. i smhow feel distant away from my NUS frens liao (referring to those that i hang around most of the time wif.. cuz now i'm spendin more time wif other NUS frens.. complicatin? nah...) somehow.. i wonder... has the group like unoffically disbanded or smthin???

well, always hear ppl saying that the frens we make in uni are never as close as those make in jc or sec etc... was pretty upset abt it before i entered uni... but after that i tot i cld proof that theory wrong... but is there the possibility... i'm wrong myself? :(

i always seem to prefer things either going at a constant rate... or increasing, but never decrease...(doesn't apply to schoolwork :X)

fridaY~

sleepy friday... rushing fri... slacking fri :P

haiz... the 8am make up lect is reallie too much for me.. smmore it had to be EE2012... Zzzzzz
mebbe i shld juz give it a miss.. since i'm not listening.. :X

i tried my best to be attentive... tho i tink i failed terribly in the end due to my sleepiness.. but hey.. i tried my besT! :X
haiz... must go have a long meeting wif zhou gong then can... :(
talking abt meetings... well, end up the Eg1415 tutorial we still hafta attend everyone.. juz that no nid to present every single session... :( oh well, shldn't be greedy huh.. but lidat i tink will make meeting up for project harder... cuz my timetable is juz so damn pack.. :X i wan a pair of wings..

jap tutorial went pretty well today, fumbled a lil for the kaiwa... juz not used to ending things wif de gozaimasu instead of desu
as for listening quiz.. reallie veri easy :X

after school, got an urge to chiong dwn to orchard rd kino to see if got any nice jap books to buy n read.. but come to tink of it.. i no money.. no time... n i'm not zai enuff.. so scraped the tot and went home...

slacked until now.. sad.. tink i go try n do some tutorials

active here again!

dunno why, suddenli have the blogging mood nowadays.

I feel like using the lifejournal one... mebbe shld ask everyone from opendiary to go there.. it's not bad actuallie.. and can create committees. haa nm

guess i'll stick to here.. lazy go post all o'er the place

one month pass very fast, like dunno what happen and it's already over o_o

this sem timetable pretty pack, like not much time to go think of other things.. (but i still got think of other things.. which explains why my tutorials are always half done. :X)

ok.. found out i got too many stuff to attend to... so i'll juz leave this entry as it is..

well, found out abt some rather interesting stuffs today..

bikerfei.. :X haaa :X hope can know more.. they got my curiousity..

resign to fate..

it seems like i'm always land myself up in a position where i'm waiting or wishing for something impossible to happen... is my whole life juz gonna be like tis?

when you seem to have nothing to look foward to, even death seems welcoming for a min or so

resign to fate liao... smtimes, feel so sian of making decisions n so on... i juz wanna live, be happy if not try n act happy and then die...

i'll not hold on to anything that's impossible... well at least i'll try my very best not to.... also i wun pray for anything to happen liao cuz wat's meant not to happen i die a million times also wun happen...

i'll juz get on wif life... n witness other ppls' life... n juz disappear from the face of the earth someday in future... as for what happened after that, obviously no one lived to tell... :
the world, a beautiful yet ugly place... beautiful when i'm happy, ugly when i'm sad...