resign to fate..

it seems like i'm always land myself up in a position where i'm waiting or wishing for something impossible to happen... is my whole life juz gonna be like tis?

when you seem to have nothing to look foward to, even death seems welcoming for a min or so

resign to fate liao... smtimes, feel so sian of making decisions n so on... i juz wanna live, be happy if not try n act happy and then die...

i'll not hold on to anything that's impossible... well at least i'll try my very best not to.... also i wun pray for anything to happen liao cuz wat's meant not to happen i die a million times also wun happen...

i'll juz get on wif life... n witness other ppls' life... n juz disappear from the face of the earth someday in future... as for what happened after that, obviously no one lived to tell... :
the world, a beautiful yet ugly place... beautiful when i'm happy, ugly when i'm sad...