Tuesday, February 28, 2006

flying chicken?!?!

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was in my room changing when i heard a racket caused by crows right outside my window... or was it not only just crows? oh well, who cares (i tot)

then as i was just about to step out of my house... i saw a pheasant like bird? or was it a pheasant even? sitting at the drain right infront of the door.. o_o it has a long tail... juz like pheasants... but is brown... wif some sort of pattern... i stared at it.. it stared back at mi (as it's so right of it to sit there o_O) uh... i wldn't be bothered if it's juz a normal bird.. but it freakin look like a chicken.. LOL

found out fr my mom that's the bird the crows n mynahs r fighting over (the reason for the racket) but hey! that bird's no smaller than a crow itself!!?!?! O_O i wonder how the crow manage to catch it n bring it up all the way here to the 8th storey... =S  

anyway, tink the bird/chicken finally decided that my prescence is disturbing n flew off... (banging it's left wing into the wall of my neighbours, before flying out...o_o||| ) n i was wonderin if i shld ask my mom if shld bring the bird/chicken in.. incase it's too injured to even move.. =X

but i ended up being late for lesson bcuz i fussed over the bird.. tee heee
come to tink of it.. i shld hav quickly snapped a pic of that bird/chicken... definately never seen one like that in s'pore b4...

Monday, February 27, 2006

�v���v��... can i give up?

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(an entry wif mixed characters... got english, chinese n some jap characters =X so for encoding pls dun ask me set to wat.. i not sure myself. whahaaa)
The whole world's chasing after me for assignments n projects... *runs away and hide*

I've been hiding under "Appear Offline" mode most of the time nowadays... so I'll have less questions to ans and more time to do my stuff hopefully... Not that i don't wanna help, but i'm in dire straits myself.. �D��萨过�]�u�g难��啊

been sitting so long infront of the comp, i keep wondering if i'll ever get all the sickness due to long hours of exposure to computers? perhaps i'll juz die infront of the comp one day. �ӂӂӂӂӂ�...

i juz wish my mom n dad will stop fussing over my lost of sleep... it's not like i don't wanna sleep u noe...

Saturday, February 25, 2006

title-less

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i survived today with a near 3 hours sleep last night! so so so tiring... so tired that even though i keep bumping into people today... my greetings are all half hearted... no mood, no energy...

went olive cove for lunch alone again... kinda find it nice eating alone there.. it doesn't feel weird.. unlike the canteen...but if i go there eat everytime i'll go pok faster... =s

today whole day lab lab lab... din have much progress actually cuz wire wrapping takes up too much time. haiz... then today's lab also that few usual ppl + zhiqian n polar bear... then fred like v eng also come dwn n kpo... he always seems so free.. can go ard sit in for lect.. lol

i'm laggin ar.... they all so way up ahead liao.. haiz...

left sch ard 540pm lidat.. then went dwn to SLT (sim lim towers) to find a cheap cheap multimeter (cuz that time saw zf got one for 10 bucks?!) but end up reach there all the shops gonna close le... n i ended up buying a better multimeter at 18bucks... pok gai liao... muz scrimp n save le..

oh ya... today saw many stuff that reminds me of brokeback mt.. =X erm... but i guess the most striking one will be my dinner... one of the dish is.. baked beans! =X

Friday, February 24, 2006

brokeback mt.

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finally(?) got my butt into the cinema to watch a movie that's rated R21... (mind you, this is not my 1st R21 movie. :p but it's the first to be watched in a cinema, with IC checked.)

met up wif the AS peeps (less Erik, who's working :\) at PS, wif lia n tk only joining us much later (near show starting time). A last min decision to buy popcorn and candy floss (urs sincerely here, loves candy floss =p) in, got our I.C.s checkd n settled down... uh.. just a note, their candy floss tho not exactly ex.. is not reallie nice.. so doubt i'll buy nxt time.. =X Then today's popcorn not really sweet also.

The show started after a long series of advertisements (some are rather stupid) and for the first few minutes, I thought the setting is going to be all on brokeback mountain and with sheeps n horses. Awfully lots of sheeps n very nice scenery. And well, I was taken aback by the speed of progress by the two guys. (If you didn't know, this movie has a gay theme... yaoi alert! +lemon... =s) Apparently the resistance is rather little... so my jaw dropped for that moment... the scene was slightly more explicit then what i thought, though you don't really see anything. But when tk says it's in the shadows.. i guess i really thought it will be totally shadows... teh.. wrongo! As for the rest of the story... though there's like no super peaks in the plot... but as usual, some scenes are simply jaw dropping. It's not all about smut... but still rather explicit... not much hidden meanings... haa... uh... ya... an ok movie if u're not really that off with the main theme... I got nothing against gays, but i'm probably still not very acquainted to seeing two guys doing so much stuff together. In anime, this kinda uneasy-ness never comes along (probably becuz one of the guys will look rather feminine...)

Yup... that's about it? Dinner @ amk n went fer co after tt... was late... =s guess auntie's hokkien mee took abit long (muahaha shift all the blame to her hokkien mee.. =X)

oh ya, and I guess I'll give similar shows like brokeback mt a pass in future... =S

Monday, February 20, 2006

bashings n praises

here's a chance for you to give me a verbal bashing!
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Eriol



or if you want to praise mi and haven't done so...
http://kevan.org/johari?name=Eriol

thankiewS =X

Sunday, February 19, 2006

=9~

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got dragged to harvey norman @ north pt today by my parents to get a new dvd player... my dad wanted one that can do recording?! so bought one cheap one.. Aiko, made in China, cost $229... if only it can record from the computer.. haa. but can't :(

then there's far too many ppl at the foodcourt.. so went delifrance to eat lunch... had a rather full meal~ n ended it wif a nice dessert! creme brulee~ yummy =9~ it's cold, creamy yet not ni4... made wif custard i tink.. wif a layer of sugar ontop.. baked before chilling it in the fridge.. nicE!

Friday, February 17, 2006

My Pace - Sunshine Swish

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一つ数えて住めばイイ [hitotsu kazoete sumeba ii ]
Count to one, it’s okay to live

二つ数えて休めばイイ [futatsu kazoete yasumeba ii ]
Count to two, it’s okay to rest

三つ数えて考えばイイ [mittsu kazoete kangaeba ii ]
Count to three, it’s okay to think

My Pace で住めればイイ [My Pace de sumereba ii ]
It’s okay to live at My Pace

時の流れ、取り残され [toki no nagare, tori noko sare]
Left behind in the flow of time

焦る気持ちを忘れる流れ [aseru kimochi wo wasureru nagare]
In the flow where you forget what it feels like to rush

希望の直前超然だと [kibou no chokuzen chouzen da to]
Being told that I’m aloof right before the hope

言われて諦めることの中で [iwarete akirameru koto no naka de]
and ready to give up

All fails!

苦しい時にこそ恋を出して行こう [kurushii toki ni koso koi wo dashite ikou]
During the painful times, let’s bring out the love and go

All fails!

自分から座している方へ向かえ [jibun kara zashiteiru hou e mukae]
Heading in the direction that I’m facing,

聳えただ大きいな為に、[sobieta da-ookii na tame ni]
Rising up for the great purpose

恐れることは無い [osoreru koto wa nai]
There is nothing to fear

答えの無いこの人生を、[kotae no nai kono jinsei wo]
Going through this life that has no answers

迷いことなく [mayoi koto naku]
without any hesitation

Keep my pace.

Repeat **

resigned to fate...

can consider this post as being... inspired. =X
and some of you mite think it's depressing.. to mi, it's juz hard facts of life.. that i've resigned to..

no hope means no pain... cuz when ur heart stop wishing for it (when u dun see it coming true)... then u wun feel anything abt it... n u'll prolly feel more at peace... life is hard enuff alreadi... why shld i still bother? if this is how it should be, then let it be...

i came to this world alone
and when time comes
i have to leave this world alone
not taking anyone, anything...

Thursday, February 16, 2006

super tired

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tired... super duper tired... my body cannot take it liao... like gonna crumble le... aching all over... i wish i can slp for a year or so... old liao... haiz

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

hapPy singles awareness day to mi!

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today's vday again! somehow... dun feel like the previous v days.. like.. not re4 nao4... then dun see alot of ppl giving prezzies or flowers onli.. at most onli see girls carryin a small bouquet walking around... din even see anyone carry balloon... o.O

dun reallie hav he qi4 fen4... then walk past the engin bazaar stalls i feel a tad sad for them.. esp those selling bear-bears n flowers... like no biz leh... o.O

worse still.. after my lesson ended n was walkin to dilys wif annie... then tis guy from one stall selling roses came over keep askin us to buy flowers... -_- wat a total idiot!!! buy liao give who? ourselves? another guy? the logic's so wrong... shld go ask the guys to buy i tot... weird...

anyway, wanna thx omy for the chocos! so sweet of her! (and the chocs! lol)

Sunday, February 12, 2006

semi-conscious

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i've been stuck in a dream like state since yesterday... the feeling of being awake and being asleep didn't seem to make much a diff...

watched I'm Not Stupid Too with zn, sm, js, lj, tk, erik n tf (aka ping-pong but that nick is onli for someone else to call him! wahahahaa) ydae or the day before?(midnite show...) but anyway... the show's plot isn't smthing exactly new... but again, i dun like it.. cuz it shows mi all the ugly sight of society or life or watever (even tho exaggerated) and it makes mi sad... or even more sad to remind mi that this is where i exist... i never like the world alot actually... but to make life easier is to always look at the good side of it... tt's why this kinda show juz simply make mi wanna tear.. (ya i did... n "thx" to tf for being so aware but it din help by tellin mi tt u almost tear too...*sulks*)

haiz... now i realised that i actually got THAT many assignments to do... i'm so dead.

Friday, February 10, 2006

new link for survey...

cuz the previous one become invalid due to changes.... please help do (again, if you've done before) thanks a million!!! n sorry for the trouble

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.asp?u=807681763587

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

a bad note

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a bad note... that's how things ended... then again, i didn't start with a very good mood from the start. mite be due to the dream.. or i'm juz pmsing...

so time to go for a round of bashing just to make myself cool dwn... sry abt tt...
was not pleased that fna tutorial started late and ended late today... the tutor's good but she clearly dun hav a good sense of time...

then i hafta strain my legs n walk all the way (climbing all the flights of stair) from biz to engin for 4212 lect.... end up realised that he updated the notes and cuz i downloaded the notes earlier from his site.. many slides were left out... fine.. then he happily went to go thru tutorials after 1 hr of lect.. and asked for more make up tutorials (see.. got cheated again... 3mc module.. workload the same as 4mc one...)

lunch time was happier for me... i'm eating alone... but food is nice... now i will recommend everyone the indonesian food stall at engin canteen.. :9~

after tt is the ee3208 lect.. as usual.. total crap... until near the end he v last min decided on the part 2 topics... n i tot he wanna take some time to contemplate.. wonderin why topic not out.. end up he juz decided lidat on the spot... nice huh... :\

uh... then stuck on the bus fer v long... wif  ___ behind mi whining away abt sch life n modules etc... not that can't complain la.. but juz can't stand it.. i tink it's totally overdone... so endured like near 20mins of that.. then kenna pack like sardines on the mrt.... reach ajc... then everything stil ok until my mom sabo me say she dunno (more like forgot) that i not eatin dinner... so i dropped the idea of going fer supper wif the rest... then end up left one pack of scores which i discovered last min din keep.. en end up leaving my FNA txtbook there... laff at me if u wan.. say i paranoid also can.. i juz dun like leaving my stuff at somewhere relatively accessible to ppl... esp when the book is sooooo new n cost mi like S$30+ hafta pray no one touch it all the while til thurs when i'll get to see it.. T_T

i hate my life now...

the last of my ad on msn

please help do: http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.asp?u=638571715922

Monday, February 06, 2006

feel the rush...

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is sem 2 really that short? such that lecturers are rushing, tutorials are rushing (and adding more tutorial slots), everything seems to be in a rushing frenzy. @@

eventually, I only come to feel cheated... 3mc modules workload + difficulty not less than a 4mc one... the only difference is less one hour of official lect... (but if they throw in make ups, isn't it the same already?) Can only be thankful that 3mcs won't affect my results as much as a 4mc one.. tho i guess the difference isn't alot in the 1st place... sian

this week is gonna be v busy, due to the fact that got extra prac and even rabobank perf for thurs n fri... but since it's just for this week so suan le...

hope the prof won't mind that i don't go for the meeting. who ask him(or his secretary..) to set the time without consulting us? haiz...

Friday, February 03, 2006

压力- 这次绝对不是自己给的 (chinese entry!)

就如大石头一般压住我的胸口,让我好想吐。 胸口闷闷的,心情更是欠佳,然而眼前的作业依然做不好也做不完,却又不断地增加。不知如何是好,也似乎没有任何求救资源。怎么办?除了拼命咒自己立刻死掉以外,好像没什么我能做的了。

看来我对压力的忍耐限制越来越低了。 *崩溃*

一些"毫无相关"的事:
-今天去华乐时碰到达冠,然后又在学校门口碰到陈老师,还说我变白了。嘻。
-发现学校的食堂多了一间摊位,但是地方还挺怪的。
-大家都好热心地帮忙!真令人感动!尤其多谢达冠、健雄、Teresa及美女。
-不知是我的幻觉吗,总觉得健雄似乎长高了些。还是是我一向来都没发现原来他跟达冠的身高没差想象中的那么多?

Thursday, February 02, 2006

a meme again... (doing tis due to a sense of obligation as a fellow blogger)

lia... pls ask ur fren to not to tag u for each n every meme... =X

4 jobs you've had in your life:

1. Liquer salesgirl + cashier for DFS
2. Cashier for Creativex (during WHS tt is...)
3. Admin staff
4. Staff in a travel agency

4 movies you could watch over and over:

1. 101 Dalmations (erm... the disney version i.e. cartoon movie... my family insisted tt i've alreadi watched it more than a hundred times when i was a kid =X)
2. Grease (only the original one by John Travolta s)
3. Stephen Chow's movies... (juz to laff at him.. hahahaa..)
4. o_0 i dunno wat to add here le... anime movies bah. =x!

4 TV shows you love(d) to watch:

1. are Animes counted?? =X if not then mebbe some Taiwan variety shows. haa
2. Sabrina the teenage witch (when it 1st came out. hahaa)
3. Just for Laughs (not the Gag version.. those on stage one)
4. Whose Line is it Anyway?

4 places you've been to vacation to:

1. Shanghai
2. Bali
3. Malaysia
4. Singapore =X

4 places you would rather be in: (temporary? or forever? i assume the former hor)

1. Touring Japan =p
2. Somewhere in a farm wif lotsa animals!
3. Survival course (mebbe juz OBS) wif the AS peeps (you muz be tinkin i'm mad. wahahaa)
4. Soul society! wahahaa... nah.. juz dreamland will do =X

4 of your favourite foods: (food hor? not drinks =X)

1. desserts of all sorts (cuz there's so many.. i can't simply list one by one)
2. cheese
3. portugese(sp?) egg tart
4. salted vege (wahahaa!)

4 websites you visit daily:

1. Livejournal (to read all the news on the numerous communities i've joined)
2. This blog of mine
3. Exchange nus.. i.e. my nus mail... will die if i dun check it... cuz i'll prolly miss smthing
4. WangYou =X

shan't tag tis time round.... juz do it if u wan to =p

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

CNY CNY

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well, this cny is quite ok for me.. tho at the start i was v sian.. then from cny eve's eve till cny eve... i've been staring at my 4212 tutorial n still clueless on how to do it. :( thus, i super sian diao alreadi...

1st day's abt the same bah.. relatives come over.. etc etc.. some gamble, some fuss over kids, some juz chat n some juz stone n watch tv... nuttin new tho it seems that tis year less ppl.. and they left earlier too... (mebbe hands itching to go play mj. lol)

2nd day went to m'sia.. this time to Kluang instead of Pontian... visited my other cousins' hse... which i guess i haven't been to for near a decade le... en up playin black jack there... then ah kun won the most cuz he's the dealer all the time... play black jack like be dealer will win most of the time.. hmmm.. my dad lost quite abit.. but miao feng lost the most... he v she de leh.. he shld learn to save his money more i tink... anyway, ah kun's v nice n drove us back to johor custom there... saved us return tix for express bus. =p i really think it's v exciting to drive at msia's highway.. go at the speed of 110 =p

3rd day afternn went to xq's hse.. met up wif tk n erik @ yishun then went together... :) end up we earliest.. lol.... so watched bewitched... then i tried to go kajiao the 2 new hammies tt xq got... but they so fierce one.. u touch them on their back they snap at u o_o one even attempted to chew my finger.. but lucky i got tough meat LOL... decided we shld titch xq mj 1st b4 the rest come.. lol... then lj came... then zn n sm, then ah p... so erik let lj play then go titch xq.. then when ahp came, lj let ahp learn also then wif zn titchin her... suddenli all the gao shou's become advisors.. i stress...

tis time round like my beginnin hand not as bad le.. mebbe i'm slightly luckier tis year.. lol.. played a few rnds... then js came.. then play abit more then mi n tk left liao... we parted ways at cck... wif tk headin towards douby ghaut there n mi to clementi there... going dwn to city hall to meet jc classmates fer class outing... end up i wasn't reallie late cuz stil got ppl later than me.. had dinner at swensens in suntec.. then we go take some fotos. en monica, sh n jq left... en we go chun dao he pan there squeeze wif ppl..smell the chou4 tou fu... which i tot isn't as smelly la... tink if as mi eat i stil can one.. lol... saw some fireworks :D then went see the yun4 cheng1 for the mouse but they there everythin is like xiong1 xiong1 one... so i wun believe them.. lol.. then we waited for some time fer the God of Fortune statue to sprinkle no.s but din... haa... en left liao n went starbucks drink coffee... had ice blended mocha frapponicno wif whip cream.. smooth n nice.. hahaha~ en went home.