back to the past & chalet!

ok.. basically, my nephew's bdae chalet was quite alrite.. tho there's quite abit of dull moments here n there cuz there's no entertainment ard that interest me n i'm worried about school work (hell yeah..!) well, but i managed to go into the jackpot room :D but... jackpot is actualli boring n waste money... dun understand the machine.. i wonder if ey're juz out to cheat :X

played bowling until my fingers nearly died..... sorta found out the best condition for me to play wif.. but.. i still suck... then also played a lil mahjong but stopped when i realised that it's boring.... cuz my sister they always juz take alot of hua1s and juz anyhow hu2... sux

left that place.. onli stayed one nite which i tink is veri much enuff.. anyway, i stayed in Aranda... sux lar.. their place altho big.. but is dirty... n it's damn ex... rather stay in a hotel lo!

anyway, at the chalet, i was reallie worried for my schwk... suddenli got that feelin of worryin for my schwk.. which i guess i've lost it ever since i entered NUS... and i started dreamin of ppl n stuff i wld in the past... is tis good or bad?

but hope i'll be more kanjiong abt schoolwork n score better tis sem... i reallie dun wan a third deg honours.. :(

jap tutorials :&

for my TA and TB class, I've tio the 2 full time tutors. Kakiyama sensei to Okada sensei.

Well, full time tutors supposed to be better i supposed. But very stressful wor! especially Okada sensei's class... He'll make sure u can speak it at the end.. keep asking u for demostrations infront of the class. Makes you all jittery and tongue tied.

Demo sa, Okada sensei's always smiling, dunno to say if he's kind? or like the chinese saying, the smiling tiger =_=
His expectation veri high.. tink next time dun prepare for his tutorial will die an ugly sight... :x

i wonder who my TC tutor will be? Another full time tutor? Well, i'm left wif Otsuka sensei. I doubt the lecturer got teach any class.

something... lame? :X

let's see:
your name
do you smoke?	YesNoOccasionally
do you drink?	YesNoOccasionally
stronger drugs?	YesNoOccasionally
your favourite activity
you are	Lazy
you wish you were	Nostradamus
you hope	It's not too late
people think you are	A Lazy Dog
intelligent people though, think you are	>/font>Exceptional
but, really, you're just	A good hearted thing
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out of my mind...

guess i'm going nutx.. i keep coming here, yet everytime i came here i dunno what to type... :
school started, tis sem gives me a new feeling too... definately not like last sem, and i hope it's for the better :)

alumni co's gettin active again... tho i still got that kind of go there dunno wat to do feeling.. it's nice to spend some time catchin up wif frens.. supper time's the best.. :P but am i eatin too much? :S

i hope tis sem i wun be veri bz *hear voices sayin "Dream ON!"* :\ oh well, i've gotten used to the stress free holz.. reallie find it hard to settle down... tink muz use the method of peer pressure liao. haiz

tutorials gonna start nxt week, reallie gonna get a taste of the hectic lifestyle... muz reallie jiayouZ! mebbe tis sem i can slim down abit.. haha.. not that much time to eat lunch liao.. :X

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argh... feeling downright sianz... dunno issit becuz i'm sick or what... haiz... super sianz.. my mind's in a whirl... keep thinkin of things which i told myself to stop thinkin of... tinkin abt depressing thoughts n start to doubt my existence again...

i dun even hav the mood to go practice my hiragana now... juz wish that i can drop dead immediately...

smtimes i tink i very lan4 lar... live w/o motivation lidat.. no plans for the future.. dunno what i wan.. then i tink i've become veri weak too.. mentally n physically... suddenli tink that i'm not independent enuff.. sianz

come to tink of it.. it's juz become i'm not feelin well thats why.. haiz.. hope my runny yet blocked nose will clear n my cough cum sorethroat may go off..

super sianz...

flashbacks... n a sudden feeling...

was packing the scores for the rabobank concert for alumni today.. dunno why.. suddenli remembered the ole times when i was still back in ajco, back in aj... then i realised i missed my frens alot (ok.. it's weird becuz i juz saw them recently... but.. perhaps it's the feeling back then bah...)

going back to ajco as an alumni is a totally different feeling.. i never reallie knew what the current batch of jnrs tink abt us... is like lotsa missing links btwn us.. haa.. u can call it dai4 gou1 if u wan... dunno lar.. then i dun like to entertain the thought that once i show up i gotta keep showing up (cuz i believe in consistency in attendence.. so dun go means dun go.. once u go u must keep going..) so till now, til today, i refused to go back... and besides, i bet they haven't fix the poor sheng... tis time i can't help them fix.. definately no.. ha.. sianz.. can't they take care of the instrument better? my poor sheng1... *sobz*

hmmm.. lectures gonna start soon! feel kinda excited actualli. but hav a bit of dreadful feelin cuz i haven't pack anything. everything from last sem is still there n i dun feel like touchin them abit.. :X better get down to packing soon...
i reallie wonder how next sem will be like?? i finally got my jap module!! wanna thank all those ppl who listened to me complainin abt my worries n so on.. haha thankiew! I GOT IT!!! YEYEYEYEY!!! *prance ard*
each semester gav me a different feeling.. i wonder how the nxt one will be like? it's like in nus tho every sem is in a sense rather repetitive... i tink it's more ever changing compare to studies in the past... haa.. every sem different subject... sometimes, i was wonderin if tis constant need to adapt to stuff is reallie not for me n i'd prefer a routined life? haa.. i got a weak heart mebbe.. can't take changes that well smtimes.. :S

ahhhhhh~~!!! i'm growing up!!! noooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :X

thankiEWs

there's too many things to recap for year 2004... 2004 has its good and its bad...but when i look back, i realised that my life has changed so much.... i feel like i'm stuck in the middle of nowhere?

i dunno what to anticipate in the future... but i hope everyday wld juz be as nice and i'll be much more luckier :P

:::::::: a thankiew note :::::::::

== CO ==

wanna thankiew my bestest buddz... i dunno what to thank you for... there's too many... so i can onli say a reeeel BIG thankiEW!!! u're soooo nice, a great suppoRT, and someone gd to rely on! dunch strezZ! ORD lo! :X oh ya.... pls always remember to collect money lar... i tink now i noe why all ur unknown source where ur money went to liao :X

wanna thankiew dA 500++ yrs coW spiriT... for being soooo helpful in many wayZ :D tho u always soooo lazy to travel abit more... :X it's always nice to hav u arD! i noe u veri rich now lar... so when's a treat coming? heheheheee :X

wanna thankieW dA aUnT-TEE wiF a hammIe called Xiaobai... for so givin me face n stayin over :P i'm sorry like the whole entire last sem like never paid much attention to u... too bz... i tink i neglected alot of stufF!! sorRY!~!~~!!~!~~ tho i can't seem to catch up wif the RVCO tok of urs.... hee.. it's never-the-less great to hav u arD! so now u can play mj liao hor?

wanna thankiEW dA lil' girl who's always losing slp n not eatin dinner... thankiew for all ur letters n encouragement n yadda yadda.... pls lar..... slp more n eat more...... it's no wonder ppl say the wind can blow u off ur feet le... :P muz take good care of urself!!!!!!!!

wanNa thankIew dA mAtA :P who's been a great company at times and well... givin all the insights on law eh? :X a jnr to be proud of! cuz he's so active in alumni.. muahahahaa :P jia you jia you!!

== CPE ==

wanna thankiew my study buddy (or issit arbitrary buddy?)... thanks for all the stress u giv me... :S hahaa.. and being so nice n encouraging alwayZ, toleratin all my crap n so on :X hope i haven't troubled u too much. :p and beiNG so onZ for dA outingS!!! GREAt to hav u arD! fun!!! :P

wanna thankiew polar bear!!!! u've been a reallllll great fren despite half the time not being psychically near me since u're in grp B n i'm in A... u've given me so much advice! so much help! n encouragement too!!! ahhh! if i were to weigh wat i owe u in terms of cans of tuna.. i tink i owe u alot alot! :p thankiew thankiEW!

wanna thankiEw cinDeraLLA!!! aka fake malay girl's shifu :X u've been a greaT companY during exam period studyin man... tho i tink we shld avoid to destress ourselves by startin a conversation cuz waste lotsa time.. haha.. neverthelesS! u've been a great company to study in school! thankiEW!!!

wanna thankIEw fake malay girl! ur "heLLO!" tho reallie kinda too loud and imagin that the dist away we can hear it before even spottin u... but it does add a cheery note to the daY hehe :) u've been a great company.. n well.. at least did make me think sometimes that st nix isn't tHat bad huh??? hehee.. oh ya... a great pal at games.. hahaha... thx for introin all the fun games :P

wanna thAnkiEw gorgonitZ aka well oyster? (in terms of chinese interpretation)... haha.. ur lame jokes reallie crack us up man... diaoZ!!!! n u're still soooo good at ur studies despite missin quite a no. of lectureS?! wat are u?! :X

wanna thankiEW wee-boi (oops.. dis isn't wat i shld use but neber mind.. i dun tink u read tis :X) er... thanks for not coming to the lecture? so i dun hafta save so much seatS? wat the.. haha... erm... do... wake up... n remember ur exam dates n time k? i noe u're lucky but dun risk it :P

wanna thankiew OMY!!!! u've been a great pal man!! so glad i'm in the same class wif u! thankiew thankiew for all the help n sorry for all the trouble i gav u for the projecT! all da besT nxt yr n may naruto be as excitin as evA! wahahahaA!

== all FrenS not mentioned aboVE ==

yUP! wanna thankiew you all of u who've helped me in one way or another, encouraged me anyway... joked wif me, laff wif me sing wif me etc etc done anything wif me.. THANKIEW THANKIEW!! cuz too many ppl.. so can't afford to write out one by one..and due to the limited space in my "CPU" up there.... so i onli write those that i faced more everyday or recently.. thankiew thankiEW!! to all NUS frens, all CO frens all 20/01 class maties! hav a gREATER YEAR AHEAD!!! i luv u all, u all hav been part of my life n will always bE!!! greatly appreciateD!!

new yeaR stayoVA for AS!

venue: at js's house..

well, if i'm not wrong, it a swap from last year (or rather.. last last year... 2003 that is.. where x'mas is at his house n new year at moi house)

we ate good food.. all thanks to his mom... had fun... playin all the games.. and finally mj... glad his sis karine joined in.. haa... she's quite fun to hav... tho i'm amazed that she din learn anything abt mj or even bridge from her bro... :X

wanna thx js and his parents for lettin us hav the place n being such gooooooood hosts!! tho this new year is bound wif a tad of sadness (from both the tsunami incident n the closing down of mediaworks...)
well, still hope that this new year will be much much better one.

had a meeting for the committee members after that.. found out somethings... made me quite glad.. but in a sense, there's still many worryin factors... oh well, hope can sort it out... n i hope huangshen reallie is not gonna kill us like this... or i'll not let him off!!!

oh well.. HappiE new yeaR!