[ mood | exanimate 
]
user have offically declared brain-dead on the 10th of April and have joined the ranks of undead
frequently spotted lurking around Digital Electronics Lab of NUS
traits: carrys a purple julie biscuit box and a laptop around. have black eye rings and walks around dragging feet along.
if spotted, please call for the hearse. thank you.
[ mood | confused 
]
it simply won't talk!!! *bangs head against the wall*
if you're wondering what i'm talking about, i'm referring the supposedly can talk cash register i'm supposed to built for my module. to make things worse, the programming's not even done... hope i can get it all up by nxt week... gahhhh...
anyway, today was another round of debugging... all thanks to polar bear and zq... super duper appreciative towards their effort... really think i must thank them some way or another after this whole thing ends... was borrowing polar bear's chips to make sure that none of mine has spoilt... then during the afternn zq actually helped me find the prob for one whole hr.. thx thx thx... so glad they're taking this module.. else i think i'll cfm plus chop die liao.... well, at least, now can say is cfm hardware prob... n not chip spoil.. i.e. design problem or smthing.. hope can find it soon.... *faintx*
oh God please give me more more more more time.... T_T (still got 3 crammed together papers to study for... and 3 projects to be due.. and 3 reports... @_@)
8. Can handle kids well w/o spoiling them?
Haa ok, that's abt it... actually still got other criterias bah.. but it's the common few... (actualli is bcuz i lazy find pics for those criterias.. so used wat i hav. =X)
5. Kind and nice (deep inside) yet dun hang his kindness right out that kind bah...
6. Let me drag him around and out when i go out with frens =X
after that, we all went for a walk (heading towards raffles place mrt)... reached tis tunnel that looks like those time tunnel or what? kinda out of place... but rather interesting... (well, u shld hav seen wat's tk doing ... =S stil tink he's high fr the chocolates).. en reach raffles place v soon... so headed home.
surprisingly, this time i never feel much of the sugar high effect.. tink my body's alreadi reached the max limit to feel anymore energetic le... *yawn* i still feel like i can sleep for 2 days w/o waking
[ mood | amused (albeit tired) 
]
well, here's the original plan for today(more like yesterday to be precise).. to meet at 6pm at city hall mrt then go suntec's swensens to eat, in celebration of ahp's n js's bdae...
then end up tk smsin mi sayin he'll be later (1st time saying might.. 2nd time cfm late) cuz the poor chap fell asleep doing boring maths tutorials.. endin up late fer tution =S
but in the end.. i was the 2nd latest.. due to being held back by smses n also me taking a tad too long to pack up the mess i've made tis mornin due to attemption on projects..
ahp n xq waited fer mi then we headed dwn to swensens where lj n js (after tt xh) are there to chop the seats.. =X squeezed thru hoards of ppl...n as i expected... tk reached q soon after we did.
xq wanted to try the new "steak" set meal... which js commented that the beef patty looks like luncheon meat... (v true actualli) but the end product in reality isn't anywhere near that.. tho it IS still a beef patty... well done...(like rubber).. as fer the rest of us... xh had caeser salad... lj n js shared a bowl of baked rice.. ahp have chicken (big serving), en mi n tk both got sandwiches each.... js commented mine more worth it cuz mine got 2 American flag while tk's only have one. o.O and then on for a while... anything that happened to the sandwiches or the flags r related back to American incidents.
so dinner was a round of crapping + suaning + uZaps n Xandos.. =X then xh showed us the power of credit cards by gettin us a 10% discount on the cost... not alot but better than nuttin =p
after tt we went to shop abit (due to request of xq).. n xh n xq bot something from fox n topshop respectively... hee.. n well, i was pretty amazed by this packet of bra paddin that looks suspiciously like silicon =X mebbe i shld hav taken some pics.. hahahaa =X oh ya, it's found in U2.. n accordin to ** (identity to be kept safe) that i feels v real... well... i dun reallie noe how to compare tho. hahaa.. but i'm cldn't help wonderin if that's the silicon they put inside in cosmetic surgery =X
headed on to esplanade after tt.. 1st was a commentary abt going on tours while u stil can.. then tk went on to tis "zuo san nian, you san nian" song... =S oh, our reason to go chocolate bar is becuz xh got tis voucher... so we waited quite somewhile before managing to ge a seat... ordered 1 4pax choco fondue, 2 suckos (one white n one milk), one chocolate orange dunno what.. =X n one lemongrass n clover... mainly drinks are all out of curiosity.. esp lemongrass n clover.. which proved to taste much nicer than it's name is.. (cuz no one cld image how lemongrass lasted. =X
the sucko proved to become a mess if u're lack of experience wif it like me... milk overflowing is so common... food n drinks r great... hav 2 "price giving" ceremony... all went well.. n even took some videos. managed to get jsim to try on our clothes.. hope he wears it often.
then xh showed us the power of credit cards again... super.. anyway,.. too tired.. go slp le.. may continue or not.. fotos to be out after expams.. will update tis mebbe another day
juz another day spent in the lab...
saw xu wei at engin canteen today.. but din say hi since he's not lookin in my line of sight.
was having a conversation wif xh juz... n i recalled tis story i heard on the radio years ago...
there's this girl with guys that like her at the same time...
one always finds her when she's sad...
while the other is the one she always shares her happiness with...
in a sense she feels happier with the one who shares her happiness with...
but when the day comes for her to choose.. she chose the one that is always there for her when she's sad...
cuz 人生不如意之事十七八九...
it's hard to find someone who's willing to share ur unhappiness...
while u can share ur happiness easily wif anyone ard u...
well, since then, i always supported the girl's choice... cuz to share sadness is so much harder than to share happiness.. well, mebbe not for everyone.. but at least.. fer mi, it holds...
[ mood | depressed 
]
if i were to be living in the Harry Potter world... u can simply describe me as having bumped into a couple of dementors n hav all the happiness in me sucked out...
feels as if a large rock has juz landed ontop of my heart (no.. i'm not worried...)... the feeling is suffocating...
*cries*
(eventually, what that is meant to be an entry that's on a lighter mood turns out ot be like that....) T_T mebbe i'll write those stuff when i'm feeling less negative
[ mood | pensive 
]
i've been so tired recently (sry if u're hearin/readin tis the 100th time)... end up always dozing off on the mrt... sometimes i reallie wish got some shoulder to lean on cuz it's reallie terrible to juz hav ur head noddin off.. then gotta keep reminding urself not to hit anyone sitting beside u =X then also got so many stuff to carry... so always wish got extra hands to help...
guess... i really need a... robot.. (if only they're afforadable stuff.. but do i nid to pay mrt fare fer them if they were to take the mrt wif mi?) LOL
well, not gonna put any mood theme cuz i guess it'll be probably be tired or sleepy for sometime.. ya... (actually i'm juz being plain lazy =X)
well, tis mornin was dozing off on the train while trying to read some fna notes.. haiz.. luckily on the bus met shilei.. managed to chat wif her quite abit til reach nus n feeling more awake after that. then rushed to biz ad n to realised that one of my new rubber band is lost... (dropped it somewhere)... sobx... quite xin1 teng2... cuz i juz bot it yesterday... n it's in a pair one.. so now onli left one.. smmore it's green... (one of the nicer colours).. ya.. so super sian diaox for the whole of my tutorial...
en tutorial overshot time.. end up i late for my next lect (and he had gone through the tutorial?!.. so fast =( ) en also v tired... lunch settled at olive cove again... and it's waffle again.. haiz... their salad so ex.. else i wld hav ate that.. healthier...
en was waitin for lab to open.. saw yng yng so chatted wif her wrt her 2001 proj... seems like tis sem everyone's v jialat... hope it'll be over soon...
end up i skipped TTT's useless lect n cont readin the 80188 manual in the lab. i'm so right not to bring any hardware... haaaa
uh... tink that's abt it le.. end of another sleepy n boring day... (well, though i always find it so nostalgic to see other groups testing their vehicles.. i juz hafta stop n look at them test <3 )
[ mood | sleepy 
]
i still haven't caught back my lost of sleep ydae... eyes gonna close liao so juz quickly rush in an entry.. pardon spellin mistakes if any.
today is a horrible day from top to toe... mornin.. gotta force myself to wake up (when i only slept a miserable 3 hrs)... then was sleeping while standing on the mrt...terrible..
reach sch le.. was abit late for tutorial... then the lect theater was even more empty than usual (bet many like mi haven't finish report).. then wasn't listenin at all... tryin to do my report...
then i pontang my fna lect to continue wif the report in the afternn also...sian.. so thurs i gotta go chap in fer lect le...
well, then end up helpin merina n yng to print their report n hand up together.. deadline is 5pm... but the stupid internet of nus's like crawling (going at the d/l speed i hav at home!)... took freaking long... n i was all ups n downs.... anxious abt not being able to hand up.. it's not juz my report smmore... luckily made it in time... i ran all the way there.. then found out the paper stack too thick n i forgot to bring the larger stapler.... so anyhow stapler le. then hand up...
if everyday tis kinda stuff happen.. i bet i will die within half a year. buay tahan liao. i go slp le
[ mood | frustrated 
]
seriously, how can anyone still remain sane doing this kind of lab reportS?!?!!! I've stared at it for 2 whole days making no progress at all. The code I got is slow like hell and it doesn't work. *bangs head against the wall* and the image dun get filtered correctly... it always look the same!!!!
my whole weekends's screwed up becus of this stupid lab that's worth 15%.... i really want to give it up... last time can give up cuz i tot the lab's only 10%... but now 15%... actually grades doesn't matter.... n since by doing this i'm prolly sacrificing other grades also.... #$%&#$^*
i hate sch life which is like that... i hate it when i hafta rush this stupid reports overnight and giving up my sleep.... yes.. studying may be fun... may be important... but i dun see why i muz sacrifise my sleep n health for tis kinda stupid thing.... wat's the point even? why do professors always think you're only taking THEIR module by giving work of this kinda workload (n totally brain n health damanging).. it's really easier to study in a more relax mood rite? screw them! screw NUS! screw the education system!
sux....
[ mood cranky 
]
so much so for waking up on the wrong side of the bed everyday... my mood is like s***...
dread going to sch n i dun really wanna come face to face wif anyone in
such sian mood... cuz it feels v taxing to try remain normal...
i've been passing sacarstic remarks (in my mind) at watever i'm not
happy wif also... i hate it... but i can't stop... i feel so unkind...
><~
dunno when tis unkind side of mi will disappear... hopefully soon... else i'll juz hate myself more as time passes...
tis morning cldn't reallie conc on studying... was half worried abt my uncle... en worried abt the schedule for the rest of the weekend... en wonderin if i shld back out fr the outing...
end up din study much.. can't get much into my brain... on the train also cannot... reach buona vista that time tot i feel abit sleepy... can't tink much le.. so took a bet and bot a can of coffee.. since the weather's so hot also... well, a wrong bet for sure... my brain died. o_o total shut dwn.. luckily i reach sch at ard 2.35.. so i sat there like a zombie wif notes infront n my brain blank... en felt the coffee taste + dry throat v yucks so i went to buy candy to eat... luckily my brain woke up after tt...
thruout the whole test.. i guess i juz sat there wif a dead pan look n doing the paper as tho it's juz a prac.. no it's not easy... but i dun feel any kanjiongness or worry... too tired le bah.. finished most of the questions within one hr.. then took another half n hour to tikam those that i am totally clueless n go thru everythin... then wanted to juz sit there n stone till times up... but too cold so left earli... waited for peiling to pass mi thing then left nus together... went to take 198 instead cuz too many ppl at 95 bus stop... but end up still wait v long.. -_-
oh wells, nvm tho.. cuz end up i earliest (again...) then ahp reached... (always i 1st she 2nd.. =S) then tk... (so standard... the pattern) en erik, merv, bh, qiling, wif 3 more jnrs whom i've never seen before (michelle, debra n.. i forgot liao o_o ying smthing =X) ya... en we headed to settler's cafe... took a rather long path.. dunno why.... chatted along the way.. tho i dun tink my brain's functionin much actualli.. then reach there i juz sit dwn n let the rest do the decision making.. aiyah many things.. oh, xq n jm came also after we juz settled dwn.... en finally got dwn to the food.. soup 1st. nice.... cuz it's cream of mushroom!!! my fav.. then the fish n chip not bad.. rather the fish is good but the chip not good.. en we played brain game!!!! cranium i tink... good thing is i din kill my brain in the process... then after that played tis guesstures? super fast leh the timer.. damn stressful game... ack..
ya.. so play so long end up never go drink... n poor xq's so disappointed... lol.. but i tot in the 1st place is erik initiate? nvm.. so go 7-11 wif her.. n she got 2 cans (tho is tk pay one.. haa) of red wine.. one merlot the other shiraz.. no u din read wrongly.. is CANS... one can 7.90... dunno how come red wine can be stored in cans.. dun ask mi... i din try cuz i dun wan subject my brain to deadness again... i dun quite like red wine anyway (unless ey r sweet)... yup... so went home... reach home dead.... went to bathe n regenerated myself bit... OTed till 2am.. then K.O.ed
[ mood | worried 
]
reach home to find out that my forth uncle got involved in an car (or shld i say motorcycle) accident.. kenna knocked by a bus?!!??!
hope he can recover fast fast!!!!!!! ><
[ mood | working 
]
it sometimes work wonders... but probably wun work all the time... =X
now sitting in school waiting for the lab to open... it has become my
camping ground liao... go there whenever i got no lessons... =S u muz
be wondering wat's happening to the rest of my modules... i'm probably
neglecting them ><
hope can get the speaker workin asap... then can wire everything up n
go do my software n many other projects... to tink now my life is lidat
when i see frens on exchange smwhere in another side of the world n
probably enjoyin themselves... *grunts* haaa
nvm... holz wil b here... (but i gotta do intern unless nus dun wanna
approve my intern... den i'll be happi that i can slack but i'll be sad
that i gotta clear more modules in year 4... =S)
but before even goin to the holz.. there's... the exams O_O gawd... *faintx*
[ mood | contemplative 
]
woke up fr in a fright... cuz i tot i heard my mom sayz she forgot wat time she's supposed to wake me up... n for a split sec i tot i'm gonna be late for tutorial (the thing is, my grp is presenting the tutorial ans today =S) luckily not... woke up juz nice... n met pl on the mrt by coincidence =p
tutorial is a breeze... n i guess my other 2 mysterious teammate (aside fr pl.. grp of 4..) which onli to reveal today their looks.. hahaaa... ya... i never reallie noe how they look like til now... previous discussions r all held online... sh's looks exactly like he is... serious... tho not the extend of dead serious... but u can see the word serious scrawled across his face XD... yw... hmmm quite a stark contrast fr sh... tho in person he doesn't seem like the kind that tok that way as he did on msn... haaa.. nvm... anaylsing of mysterious teammates over... one interestin to note... both of them major in chem (juz like gav..) issit alot of ppl majorin in chem? it seems like whenever i got module in biz i always bump into ppl majorin in chem..
hmmm.. then once again i fly back to engin fer comp vision lect again... den met up wif lj n xh.. n xh cut her hair!~ looks so much refreshin! ya.. then xh went back to work le o_o after comin all the way to engin.. hahaa... =X en went eat lunch at olive cove... (lj had eaten alreadi tho) n we sat there n chatted for quite some time... =p en popped dwn over to arts forum... onli to see xiao ming... in a pink shirt... n obviously fatten up quite abit (which i'm surprised that lj didn't hesistate abt pointin out the fact to him. wahahaa.. ) n he stamps his feet.... o_o ok.. case closed...
so i went to the "company" PEM.. actually it's under NUS venture... to be greated by a Ivan (younger than i imagined) n infact it's a small startup wif little ppl... then they went on abt wat they're doing n so on n so forth... hmmmm... which til the end they keep stressin that i muz be v hardworkin n willing to learn... (ya.. but when i tink of the dist to go there it's kinda sian... n it's under NUS =S) they're nice ppl i guess but i shld be going for PBM instead bah... hope no issues after that liao...
now i gonna get my hands on 3D max studio n start learning how to use.. somehow.. maya's stil not widely used... n i nid a better graphics card.... much better one... =p
[ mood | moody 
]
felt kinda snappy today... esp towards added stress wif appearance of sudden datelines n realization of many undone work... feel like giving up... if only i can just drop everything n run away...
give up give up give up.... i dunno mention tis how many times in a week liao... tink i reallie lost the will or the strength or the spur to fight for anything liao... if anyone sayz i accept things real well, i guess it's more of becuz i've already given up hope le...
sry if it sounds v negative... but i'm currently drowned in negative aura... *changes into a hollow bit by bit*
a list of to do-s juz for that five modules of mine...
- fna financial part presentation (the whole part is i do.. on coming thurs...)
- study for fna test (on 11march)
- 4213 expt 2 (due on 13th march)
- 3208 (supposed to start programming le but my hardware isn't even done n tested)
- 4212 ca assignment (due on apr...)
- fna project (which i haven't even printed out the accounts to read)
[ mood worried ]
"one, one, one, one, one, one, one..." that's what i heard tis morning once i step into my 3208 lab... that zq... (it's funny the lab aunties at 1st tot he's chi1 qian2 haha).. can he dun do so fast?!?!!? stressing everyone out lidat... n ydae during lab he's alreadi tuning in to alien frequency le... my LED's not even done.. keypad not done also... *faintx*
hmmm... anyway, has been a rather tiring week for me... keep sleeping at 2+am then waking up at 7+am... o_o guess i'm gonna reach my limit probably... my mom said she tried waking me up at 7 tis morning n i opened my eyes? best part is... i have totally no recollection abt it.. woke up at ard 730am later.. -_-
during lunch.... was eating alone.. but suddenli tot the world went abit wobbly... would be terrible if i fell asleep while eating =S
oh ya.. yesterday met up wif xh to go aj... but.... end up i dropped off the wrong stop (as i feared...)... i'm juz nt good wif buses... hahaaa.. =X uh... then the liang2 zhu4 darn stressful. cuz the pai1 zi3 all v fast n messy... so lousy me scrambled my way thru...
reallie cmi... then the sheng also becoming cmi liao... if sheng is cheaper i'll reallie rather go invest in one...
hmmmmm went fer dinner/supper after tt~ =D
wld be nice if reallie can go for a trip together wif the AS peeps... hehee...
[ mood | exanimate ]
was in my room changing when i heard a racket caused by crows right outside my window... or was it not only just crows? oh well, who cares (i tot)
then as i was just about to step out of my house... i saw a pheasant like bird? or was it a pheasant even? sitting at the drain right infront of the door.. o_o it has a long tail... juz like pheasants... but is brown... wif some sort of pattern... i stared at it.. it stared back at mi (as it's so right of it to sit there o_O) uh... i wldn't be bothered if it's juz a normal bird.. but it freakin look like a chicken.. LOL
found out fr my mom that's the bird the crows n mynahs r fighting over (the reason for the racket) but hey! that bird's no smaller than a crow itself!!?!?! O_O i wonder how the crow manage to catch it n bring it up all the way here to the 8th storey... =S
anyway, tink the bird/chicken finally decided that my prescence is disturbing n flew off... (banging it's left wing into the wall of my neighbours, before flying out...o_o||| ) n i was wonderin if i shld ask my mom if shld bring the bird/chicken in.. incase it's too injured to even move.. =X
but i ended up being late for lesson bcuz i fussed over the bird.. tee heee
come to tink of it.. i shld hav quickly snapped a pic of that bird/chicken... definately never seen one like that in s'pore b4...
[ mood | numb 
]
(an entry wif mixed characters... got english, chinese n some jap characters =X so for encoding pls dun ask me set to wat.. i not sure myself. whahaaa)
The whole world's chasing after me for assignments n projects... *runs away and hide*
I've been hiding under "Appear Offline" mode most of the time nowadays... so I'll have less questions to ans and more time to do my stuff hopefully... Not that i don't wanna help, but i'm in dire straits myself.. �D��萨过�]�u�g难��啊
been sitting so long infront of the comp, i keep wondering if i'll ever get all the sickness due to long hours of exposure to computers? perhaps i'll juz die infront of the comp one day. �ӂӂӂӂӂ�...
i juz wish my mom n dad will stop fussing over my lost of sleep... it's not like i don't wanna sleep u noe...
[ mood | sleepy ]
i survived today with a near 3 hours sleep last night! so so so tiring... so tired that even though i keep bumping into people today... my greetings are all half hearted... no mood, no energy...
went olive cove for lunch alone again... kinda find it nice eating alone there.. it doesn't feel weird.. unlike the canteen...but if i go there eat everytime i'll go pok faster... =s
today whole day lab lab lab... din have much progress actually cuz wire wrapping takes up too much time. haiz... then today's lab also that few usual ppl + zhiqian n polar bear... then fred like v eng also come dwn n kpo... he always seems so free.. can go ard sit in for lect.. lol
i'm laggin ar.... they all so way up ahead liao.. haiz...
left sch ard 540pm lidat.. then went dwn to SLT (sim lim towers) to find a cheap cheap multimeter (cuz that time saw zf got one for 10 bucks?!) but end up reach there all the shops gonna close le... n i ended up buying a better multimeter at 18bucks... pok gai liao... muz scrimp n save le..
oh ya... today saw many stuff that reminds me of brokeback mt.. =X erm... but i guess the most striking one will be my dinner... one of the dish is.. baked beans! =X
[ mood | indescribable 
]
finally(?) got my butt into the cinema to watch a movie that's rated R21... (mind you, this is not my 1st R21 movie. :p but it's the first to be watched in a cinema, with IC checked.)
met up wif the AS peeps (less Erik, who's working :\) at PS, wif lia n tk only joining us much later (near show starting time). A last min decision to buy popcorn and candy floss (urs sincerely here, loves candy floss =p) in, got our I.C.s checkd n settled down... uh.. just a note, their candy floss tho not exactly ex.. is not reallie nice.. so doubt i'll buy nxt time.. =X Then today's popcorn not really sweet also.
The show started after a long series of advertisements (some are rather stupid) and for the first few minutes, I thought the setting is going to be all on brokeback mountain and with sheeps n horses. Awfully lots of sheeps n very nice scenery. And well, I was taken aback by the speed of progress by the two guys. (If you didn't know, this movie has a gay theme... yaoi alert! +lemon... =s) Apparently the resistance is rather little... so my jaw dropped for that moment... the scene was slightly more explicit then what i thought, though you don't really see anything. But when tk says it's in the shadows.. i guess i really thought it will be totally shadows... teh.. wrongo! As for the rest of the story... though there's like no super peaks in the plot... but as usual, some scenes are simply jaw dropping. It's not all about smut... but still rather explicit... not much hidden meanings... haa... uh... ya... an ok movie if u're not really that off with the main theme... I got nothing against gays, but i'm probably still not very acquainted to seeing two guys doing so much stuff together. In anime, this kinda uneasy-ness never comes along (probably becuz one of the guys will look rather feminine...)
Yup... that's about it? Dinner @ amk n went fer co after tt... was late... =s guess auntie's hokkien mee took abit long (muahaha shift all the blame to her hokkien mee.. =X)
oh ya, and I guess I'll give similar shows like brokeback mt a pass in future... =S
here's a chance for you to give me a verbal bashing!
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Eriol
or if you want to praise mi and haven't done so...
http://kevan.org/johari?name=Eriol
thankiewS =X
[ mood | full 
]
got dragged to harvey norman @ north pt today by my parents to get a new dvd player... my dad wanted one that can do recording?! so bought one cheap one.. Aiko, made in China, cost $229... if only it can record from the computer.. haa. but can't :(
then there's far too many ppl at the foodcourt.. so went delifrance to eat lunch... had a rather full meal~ n ended it wif a nice dessert! creme brulee~ yummy =9~ it's cold, creamy yet not ni4... made wif custard i tink.. wif a layer of sugar ontop.. baked before chilling it in the fridge.. nicE!
can consider this post as being... inspired. =X
and some of you mite think it's depressing.. to mi, it's juz hard facts of life.. that i've resigned to..
no hope means no pain... cuz when ur heart stop wishing for it (when u dun see it coming true)... then u wun feel anything abt it... n u'll prolly feel more at peace... life is hard enuff alreadi... why shld i still bother? if this is how it should be, then let it be...
i came to this world alone
and when time comes
i have to leave this world alone
not taking anyone, anything...
[ mood | drained 
]
tired... super duper tired... my body cannot take it liao... like gonna crumble le... aching all over... i wish i can slp for a year or so... old liao... haiz
[ mood | weird 
]
today's vday again! somehow... dun feel like the previous v days.. like.. not re4 nao4... then dun see alot of ppl giving prezzies or flowers onli.. at most onli see girls carryin a small bouquet walking around... din even see anyone carry balloon... o.O
dun reallie hav he qi4 fen4... then walk past the engin bazaar stalls i feel a tad sad for them.. esp those selling bear-bears n flowers... like no biz leh... o.O
worse still.. after my lesson ended n was walkin to dilys wif annie... then tis guy from one stall selling roses came over keep askin us to buy flowers... -_- wat a total idiot!!! buy liao give who? ourselves? another guy? the logic's so wrong... shld go ask the guys to buy i tot... weird...
anyway, wanna thx omy for the chocos! so sweet of her! (and the chocs! lol)
[ mood | working ]
i've been stuck in a dream like state since yesterday... the feeling of being awake and being asleep didn't seem to make much a diff...
watched I'm Not Stupid Too with zn, sm, js, lj, tk, erik n tf (aka ping-pong but that nick is onli for someone else to call him! wahahahaa) ydae or the day before?(midnite show...) but anyway... the show's plot isn't smthing exactly new... but again, i dun like it.. cuz it shows mi all the ugly sight of society or life or watever (even tho exaggerated) and it makes mi sad... or even more sad to remind mi that this is where i exist... i never like the world alot actually... but to make life easier is to always look at the good side of it... tt's why this kinda show juz simply make mi wanna tear.. (ya i did... n "thx" to tf for being so aware but it din help by tellin mi tt u almost tear too...*sulks*)
haiz... now i realised that i actually got THAT many assignments to do... i'm so dead.
cuz the previous one become invalid due to changes.... please help do (again, if you've done before) thanks a million!!! n sorry for the trouble
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[ mood | cranky ]
a bad note... that's how things ended... then again, i didn't start with a very good mood from the start. mite be due to the dream.. or i'm juz pmsing...
so time to go for a round of bashing just to make myself cool dwn... sry abt tt...
was not pleased that fna tutorial started late and ended late today... the tutor's good but she clearly dun hav a good sense of time...
then i hafta strain my legs n walk all the way (climbing all the flights of stair) from biz to engin for 4212 lect.... end up realised that he updated the notes and cuz i downloaded the notes earlier from his site.. many slides were left out... fine.. then he happily went to go thru tutorials after 1 hr of lect.. and asked for more make up tutorials (see.. got cheated again... 3mc module.. workload the same as 4mc one...)
lunch time was happier for me... i'm eating alone... but food is nice... now i will recommend everyone the indonesian food stall at engin canteen.. :9~
after tt is the ee3208 lect.. as usual.. total crap... until near the end he v last min decided on the part 2 topics... n i tot he wanna take some time to contemplate.. wonderin why topic not out.. end up he juz decided lidat on the spot... nice huh... :\
uh... then stuck on the bus fer v long... wif ___ behind mi whining away abt sch life n modules etc... not that can't complain la.. but juz can't stand it.. i tink it's totally overdone... so endured like near 20mins of that.. then kenna pack like sardines on the mrt.... reach ajc... then everything stil ok until my mom sabo me say she dunno (more like forgot) that i not eatin dinner... so i dropped the idea of going fer supper wif the rest... then end up left one pack of scores which i discovered last min din keep.. en end up leaving my FNA txtbook there... laff at me if u wan.. say i paranoid also can.. i juz dun like leaving my stuff at somewhere relatively accessible to ppl... esp when the book is sooooo new n cost mi like S$30+ hafta pray no one touch it all the while til thurs when i'll get to see it.. T_T
i hate my life now...
[ mood | tired 
]
is sem 2 really that short? such that lecturers are rushing, tutorials are rushing (and adding more tutorial slots), everything seems to be in a rushing frenzy. @@
eventually, I only come to feel cheated... 3mc modules workload + difficulty not less than a 4mc one... the only difference is less one hour of official lect... (but if they throw in make ups, isn't it the same already?) Can only be thankful that 3mcs won't affect my results as much as a 4mc one.. tho i guess the difference isn't alot in the 1st place... sian
this week is gonna be v busy, due to the fact that got extra prac and even rabobank perf for thurs n fri... but since it's just for this week so suan le...
hope the prof won't mind that i don't go for the meeting. who ask him(or his secretary..) to set the time without consulting us? haiz...
就如大石头一般压住我的胸口，让我好想吐。 胸口闷闷的，心情更是欠佳，然而眼前的作业依然做不好也做不完，却又不断地增加。不知如何是好，也似乎没有任何求救资源。怎么办？除了拼命咒自己立刻死掉以外，好像没什么我能做的了。
看来我对压力的忍耐限制越来越低了。 *崩溃*
一些"毫无相关"的事：
-今天去华乐时碰到达冠，然后又在学校门口碰到陈老师，还说我变白了。嘻。
-发现学校的食堂多了一间摊位，但是地方还挺怪的。
-大家都好热心地帮忙！真令人感动！尤其多谢达冠、健雄、Teresa及美女。
-不知是我的幻觉吗，总觉得健雄似乎长高了些。还是是我一向来都没发现原来他跟达冠的身高没差想象中的那么多？
lia... pls ask ur fren to not to tag u for each n every meme... =X
4 jobs you've had in your life:
1. Liquer salesgirl + cashier for DFS
2. Cashier for Creativex (during WHS tt is...)
3. Admin staff
4. Staff in a travel agency
4 movies you could watch over and over:
1. 101 Dalmations (erm... the disney version i.e. cartoon movie... my family insisted tt i've alreadi watched it more than a hundred times when i was a kid =X)
2. Grease (only the original one by John Travolta s)
3. Stephen Chow's movies... (juz to laff at him.. hahahaa..)
4. o_0 i dunno wat to add here le... anime movies bah. =x!
4 TV shows you love(d) to watch:
1. are Animes counted?? =X if not then mebbe some Taiwan variety shows. haa
2. Sabrina the teenage witch (when it 1st came out. hahaa)
3. Just for Laughs (not the Gag version.. those on stage one)
4. Whose Line is it Anyway?
4 places you've been to vacation to:
1. Shanghai
2. Bali
3. Malaysia
4. Singapore =X
4 places you would rather be in: (temporary? or forever? i assume the former hor)
1. Touring Japan =p
2. Somewhere in a farm wif lotsa animals!
3. Survival course (mebbe juz OBS) wif the AS peeps (you muz be tinkin i'm mad. wahahaa)
4. Soul society! wahahaa... nah.. juz dreamland will do =X
4 of your favourite foods: (food hor? not drinks =X)
1. desserts of all sorts (cuz there's so many.. i can't simply list one by one)
2. cheese
3. portugese(sp?) egg tart
4. salted vege (wahahaa!)
4 websites you visit daily:
1. Livejournal (to read all the news on the numerous communities i've joined)
2. This blog of mine
3. Exchange nus.. i.e. my nus mail... will die if i dun check it... cuz i'll prolly miss smthing
4. WangYou =X
shan't tag tis time round.... juz do it if u wan to =p
[ mood | full ]
well, this cny is quite ok for me.. tho at the start i was v sian.. then from cny eve's eve till cny eve... i've been staring at my 4212 tutorial n still clueless on how to do it. :( thus, i super sian diao alreadi...
1st day's abt the same bah.. relatives come over.. etc etc.. some gamble, some fuss over kids, some juz chat n some juz stone n watch tv... nuttin new tho it seems that tis year less ppl.. and they left earlier too... (mebbe hands itching to go play mj. lol)
2nd day went to m'sia.. this time to Kluang instead of Pontian... visited my other cousins' hse... which i guess i haven't been to for near a decade le... en up playin black jack there... then ah kun won the most cuz he's the dealer all the time... play black jack like be dealer will win most of the time.. hmmm.. my dad lost quite abit.. but miao feng lost the most... he v she de leh.. he shld learn to save his money more i tink... anyway, ah kun's v nice n drove us back to johor custom there... saved us return tix for express bus. =p i really think it's v exciting to drive at msia's highway.. go at the speed of 110 =p
3rd day afternn went to xq's hse.. met up wif tk n erik @ yishun then went together... :) end up we earliest.. lol.... so watched bewitched... then i tried to go kajiao the 2 new hammies tt xq got... but they so fierce one.. u touch them on their back they snap at u o_o one even attempted to chew my finger.. but lucky i got tough meat LOL... decided we shld titch xq mj 1st b4 the rest come.. lol... then lj came... then zn n sm, then ah p... so erik let lj play then go titch xq.. then when ahp came, lj let ahp learn also then wif zn titchin her... suddenli all the gao shou's become advisors.. i stress...
tis time round like my beginnin hand not as bad le.. mebbe i'm slightly luckier tis year.. lol.. played a few rnds... then js came.. then play abit more then mi n tk left liao... we parted ways at cck... wif tk headin towards douby ghaut there n mi to clementi there... going dwn to city hall to meet jc classmates fer class outing... end up i wasn't reallie late cuz stil got ppl later than me.. had dinner at swensens in suntec.. then we go take some fotos. en monica, sh n jq left... en we go chun dao he pan there squeeze wif ppl..smell the chou4 tou fu... which i tot isn't as smelly la... tink if as mi eat i stil can one.. lol... saw some fireworks :D then went see the yun4 cheng1 for the mouse but they there everythin is like xiong1 xiong1 one... so i wun believe them.. lol.. then we waited for some time fer the God of Fortune statue to sprinkle no.s but din... haa... en left liao n went starbucks drink coffee... had ice blended mocha frapponicno wif whip cream.. smooth n nice.. hahaha~ en went home.
[ mood | relaxed 
]
Woke up from a rather serene dream (if you disregard all the walking around) this morning. Couldn't remember much of it except that the AS peeps are there. Not all of them but more of like the process of meeting up?
Went for my 3208 lab late (deliberately) today since I could afford to miss out on the video which I've watched on Monday. Wasn't a wasted trip at all, and managed to learn about other stuff, say the hexbin2 program and the hyperterminal which are to be used instead of vterm.
After the lab, I went to get food from Dily's again since I'm alone. Maybe I should try bringing a lunchbox. Then again, I've already brought one (for the pcb board! lol, well that's what they called it). :X Yup, so I sat down at the super windy area as the wind threatened to blow everything away (yes, even my laptop). Always wonder why is that area just particularly windy. Did some research for 3001 and waved to friends who've passed by. Then jh and his 2001 grp members (wx n lw less yx) stopped over and asked for advice. Which I think by then, it really occured to me that the designs for the amphibious vehicle are rather limited. Maybe might see some interesting breakthroughs =p Then Chinmay came over and I showed him my PCB board (super glad that I've finished soldering!) and soon ndru appeared too, after informing the rest that he's going to DTU for SEP. (Actually, wx and lw r both ndru's frens to begin wif). Infact, he's flying off on Sun. As for the reason(s) for why all these last min things, well, he just keep saying he'd been foolish, tho I thought it's more of a matter of indecisiveness. Oh well, all ends well... somehow. Hope cw and his grp will survive as a 3 man team... but hey, it's cw afterall, he can do it i'm sure :p
~
saw many stuff today... saw people parachuting (though I thought NDP is still rather far...), saw this fashion show on the mobile tv which I have to force myself not to laugh at it (the models' expression are simply too funny. And not to mention the way the match the models with the clothes). And also a couple of kids, which have rather interesting characters... they give me abit of kampong feeling... and it seems like the are not local... or at least not born locally... :x
I’ve been tagged by Lia!
Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true, add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people.
I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (at least i wish it's applied throughout the world =X)
I curse sometimes. (oopz)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (i dun think i did...?)
I’m TOTALLY smart. (wanted to wish for this.. but then again, i dun tink i wanna be too smart too)
I’ve broken someone’s bones. (had an urge to wish fer tis too.. hehee... but i'm nt totally evil yet)
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain. (not sure.. smtimes i like sometimes i dun)
I’m paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. (during presentation i guess)
I have fresh breath in the morning. (uh, no one complained abt bad breath i guess)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S. (fei4 hua4)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look. (i don't really detest the way i look la.. juz not up to expectation.. but i guess those things r kinda beyond mi to do anythin abt it)
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I have a hidden talent. (wish la... since it's hidden. tt's means i dunno rite?)
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends. (not really a lot yet)
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (would simply means i hav the money)
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal WordPress blog.
I don’t hate anyone. (wanted to put this as true cuz i can't think of anyone.. budden that seems so unrealistic)
I dislike them. (er, who's the them?)
I’m a pretty good dancer. (dunno abt this)
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in (a) God. (actually think there are many Gods, for each different religion <- same fer mi) I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I’ve rejected someone before. I currently like someone. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (how true..)
I want to have children in the future. (not that sure yet LOL)
I have changed a diaper before. (come on.. i changed diaper fer my cousin b4!)
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything. (if i haven't taken that stupid blood test.. i cld hav bold this :( )
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex. (abit bit bah)
I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played “the birds and the bees” with a neighbour or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I’m obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend’s ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment. (i'm not sad... but not feeling exactly happy either.. tired bah)
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (uh...shld be la.. haha)
I study for tests most of the time. (no longer can tell if it is true)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I can work on a car. (how abt mrt? =X )
I love my job. (wish it will be true in future)
I am comfortable with who I am right now. (let's just say, i'm 90% comfy hehe)
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge. (if there's no height limits, of cuz!)
I love sea turtles. (i kinda like them.. but somehow, the love here seems v strong)
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (ain't the price of makeup mostly ridiculous in the 1st place? =X)
I believe in prophetic dreams. (if i can remember that is)
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (how abt enjoyin life more?)
I’m proficient on a musical instrument. (will recorder do? =X)
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs. (dun like them but not exactly hATe)
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses. (will depends on who i guess... lol)
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome. (is kinda a passe)
I think pigtails serve a purpose. (wot? fly swatter?)
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I don’t like multi-textured ice cream. (sounds weird)
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes. (who can't?)
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse. (those horses in the Zoo counted?)
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. (hell like how wld i noe?)
I’ve often thought that I was born in the wrong century. (abit.. lol)
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren’t family.
I wear a toe ring. (uhm.. i do hav one.. but nowadays din reallie wear it.. kinda get in the way lol)
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I’m not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I’m an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid. (more like juz idolise bah lol)
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products. (not true.. cuz my time spent on anime n manga is also the time i spend on comps =X)
I only clean my room when neccesary. (it's not dirty wot)
Weight is my enemy! (it's more like fats...)
One true thing about me: i'm real! lol
5 people to be tagged : oh no.. uh.... Erik, TK, Omy, LL, uh.... everyone! bwahahahaa
[ mood | accomplished 
]
finally back home~ juz had another eventful sat =p
1stly, early in the morning 830am got make up lect for 4212... woke up to my noisy alarm clock at 615am... n decided to go lie on my bed a while more... who noes? i feel asleep straight away until my mom woke mi up at 7am o_o|||
so i rushed abit... but tio stuck at choosing clothes to wear.. lol... the problem abt no sch uniforms.. gotta tink... so end up wearin one of my fav long sleeve fr Fox (thin material v comfy~~ <3 ) and the skirt omy they all got mi fer bdae~ skipped my breakfast.. n headed off to sch.. in sports shoes (i noe it's a lil weird.. hee).. somehow.. my instinct told mi not to wear heels... n darn glad i am tt i din afterwards..
was checking abt the lect fr sf (who reached on time) n learnt fr her that the lecturer got arrange webcast... so i went like heng fer a min cuz i noe i'm gonna miss at least half n hr of it (esp when i juz tio a rather bad tummy ache then n wanted to rush to the ladies str8 after i alighted the bus)... budden end up the webcast technician din come :S haiz (accordin to sf he mite hav overslept LOL)
lect was eventually short... (erm since i did miss like half n hr fr it).. after that, went to E2's comp lab n slacked... well i tried to do my tutorials.. but they're simply beyond my powers.... sigh..
eventually due to many well, unecc stuff.. i was kinda late durin meetin up... tho not that late since everyone is late too...
met up wif erik n lj at 1st.. en went mos burger to eat.. then xq came.. then we went stadium.. n tk joined us shortly.
today's mission: to help erik fine shoes n shirt n help xq find shoes too...
so after messin ard taka fer q a while.. went to far east n had delicious gelato on the way lol...spend lotsa time in far east... walked alot... then after at ard 5 plus le then took bus to heeren.. cuz raining.... then walked smmore.. until js showed up.. then gradually headed fer killiney street to find dinner... 5 bucks. v worth :)
sat there chat long long.. then after that left n went OG for 2nd round! lol... left 4 home after tt~ and end up onli xq din get her shoes... erik got a nice pair of puma shoes that has shoelace at the side instead... similar to annie's but colour diff of cuz! n he got a scuba diving t-shirt lol... js also got a shirt.
all is well~ yey! hahaa worn out fr all the walkin
[ mood | lethargic 
]
skipped my jap lect n went to send ty n jeff off after the 3208 lect wif annie, &dru, jh n cw~ then realised that hq's there too... n also one of ty's fren whom i spoked to b4 but i actualli forgotten his name =X
haa... quite interesting la overall... and quite surprised that jeff's gf din go... mebbe scared of seein him leave then feel upset? .. well wun be seein them fer one whole year... mebbe can see them thru webcam bah.. but i dun hav one myself.. lol... jeff told mi i shld invest in one... haa... let's see if there's any cheap cheap ones ard...
[mood | blah 
]
din step out of my house one bit thruout the whole weekend... onli did abit of revision then spend the rest of my time watching the 1st 16 eps of bleach.
wif tis shut in thruout the weekend... i reallie tot of some stuff, which i can't help feeling a tad angry abt... but then again, i guess the world works this way and should be glad abt it if i look at it another way.
perhaps i shld be less ke4 qi4 also. hah.
[ mood | sore 
]
i predict an arrival of sore throat... but i just can't stop throwing stuff into my stomach... my mouth is bored... and prolly the coldness makes mi feel like eating more than usual? (storing up of adipose tissues to keep myself warm. lol)
ok.. i need to stop eating so much.
as i've mentioned, the rain has been going on almost continuously for days... not that i hate cold weather but the hassle of having to bring umbrella and getting your feet wet and cold... enough about the weather... back to my life...
i've already reach an all year down (at least for now for year 2006)... utterly sian... sian of almost everything... except eating... and wif sianess comes many other bad things la... but i can't seem to perk up fer much now.. not exactly excited abt the new sem... n nuttin much to look fwd to... and bringing up abt alumni matters juz makes mi more vexed... those scores... arGH...
ok... whine enuff le... anyway, had nice ramen at kobayashi? at cine wif omy, pl n mq~ hee.. v funny la.. omy's so cartoon! can't agree wif her more on if every day is juz filled wif laughters... but then again.. mebbe we can't appreciate laughters so much if everyday is...
[ mood | okay 
]
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1) Weilin
2) Eriol
3) You
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1) Eriol
2) heeroyuy
3) y_wolfy
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) my eyes
2) my mouth! (it can whistle, can eat yadda yadda)
3) my hands
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON�T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) my skin (eczema eczema...)
2) belly
3) broad hips
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1) fat thighs
2) height
3) thick hair
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1) no one loves mi
2) death of loved ones (choy choy *touchwood*
3) become blind / & deaf
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1) water
2) food
3) toilet
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1) tweety bird tshirt
2) blue shorts
3) specs
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1)
2)
3)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1) Every Morning - Sugar Ray
2) Rhythm Emotion - Two-Mix
3) not yet filled
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1) happiness~
2) love
3) trust
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1) i dun mind spiders
2) i dun mind snakes
3) i want a pet
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1) Nice eyes (can't exactly pin point~ lol)
2) Lean muscles
3) Nose?
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1) watch/read anime/manga
2) eating desserts!
3) hanging out wif frens
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1) polish my jap
2) go to the bank
3) finish this freaking entry (i'm retyping here.. GAHH)
THREE CAREERS YOU�RE CONSIDERING/YOU�VE CONSIDERED:
1) seiyuu
2) animator
3) some IT personal
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1) Japan
2) Taiwan
3) haven't decide
THREE KID NAMES YOU LIKE:
1) lemme go think sia... n it'll take lotsa time =X
2)
3)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1) Get Married
2) Visit the places listed above
3) Taste all delicious desserts ard!
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1) dun go shopping unless there's smthing to buy
2) wear pants (haa dotx)
3) dun understand girls at times (:S)
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1) long hair
2) wear skirt
3) physically i am a girl -_-
[ mood | amused ]
after hearing my sisters' account on how bad my parents' temper (or in a nicer way, how strict they were.. wif them...) all i can say is my temper towards my niece n nephew is accounted fer.. hahaaa...oopz
[mood happy 
]
and happy bdae to annie too =D
not a bad start for a new year i guess... tho i realised that i haven't gotten my luck back.. shucks.. where did my luck go?
hmmm, i din managed to slp enuff bah... so was feelin rather sian in the mornin... so the plan fer late morning til afternn is to go klunch @ lot 1 n go lia's hse after tt. spe to meet up wif erik to go.. but end up he cldn't wake up on time (lol, kinda expected. hehee) yup, so met up wif ahp (no.1 who reach there 1st) n lia (who came shortly after tt) to go kbox 1st.. got room 28, but found out their klunch time is 1030 to 1330... weirdz... and tk wil b late too (perhaps even later than erik?)... but well, better than he din come bah.. lol.. he stil insist on wearin his contacts even tho he wil b awfully late le.. hahaaa...
lunch menu: sushi or chicken culet.... little choice ne...
so we 3 gals.. keep choosin lotsa songs... and as usual, my start of is sun yanzi's ben1... a.. very wrong song fer warm up i tink... but cuz it's always the 1st on the list... hmmm.. hope sun yanzi comes up wif another one word song soon.. lol
then sang many other songs... too many le la... then erik came... tis time he sang lotsa andy lau's songs... tk came later... then by then i guess i sang finish almost everything i feel like singing liao.. so let them choose then sing here n there.. hahaa.. lia choosed a v funny song.. by lara of nan2 quan2 ma1 ma1... super act cute song.. can teh the wang xin ling's ai ni liao... :X
overall not bad... quite enjoyable n found out that ahp sings well too... lia also.. (tho last time go sing wif her once b4.. but can't actualli remember le )*claps* hahaa..
we extended the hrs also.. ordered 3 more drinks... hmmm.. mebbe like erik say not that worth it.. but nvm la.. haaaa.. hmm then after sing finish le lj n js joined us... was supposed to go lia's hse i guess.. but cuz i tink no point i go there warm my seat then leave... so end up everyone sits at macs cuz can't make up mind? oopz... sry sry.. shld hav urged u all to go her hse bah.. then found out many not stayin fer dinner... dotx... (but i also not la.. hahaha :X)
hmmmmmm... so i stoned abit here n there when they were chattin... not that i can't catch.. but nt v interested at that pt of time.. n i was still mullin over if i shld lompang andy's car to annie's chalet... so i left at ard 1630.. end up erik n tk left wif mi also.. oopz.. haaa.. but i see erik buay tahan liao.. he was dozin off like every few seconds in mac.. or zonin out lol
so went home... prepared... n lompang andy's car there.. quite glad i did.. cuz like wat yvonne said.. that place is reallie v ulu.... will possibly die if i walk (n i always walk one.. at least to downtown east...) and we sorta missed the chalet blk cuz was tinkin if there's a diff btwn pool terrace n terrace ? erm.. ha nvm... reach le.. en went to join the rest... ppl there got jeff, ty, xiu cheng, hq n gf(suddenli can't rmb her name :X), sally, christina, merina, yvonne, yng and andy... then junyong n his gf came later.... we stayed in the room there eat.. then end up i playin bridge wif yng, von n ty.... well, as i said again, i haven't regain my luck.. totally din regain.. haiz... suan le... en ty accuse that i pass my bad luck to him :(
after that then annie cut cake liao... her cake is nice.. candles too but i guess those candles not nai4.. which is nt suitable cuz 21st bdae cake always gotta take lotsa foto before singing n cuttin lol.. then we stood by the window.. a veri good spot actualli if not fer the puddle of water infront of my feet n drippin water from the roof due to rain.. but stil good la.. haa.. then we cram there take foto wif annie also hehee..
after that then got some discussion abt modules (again.. unavoidable topic reallie. ha) then went back to the room... not long after tt xc, ty, jeff, hq n gf left... n we also proceeded to vacate the room n started standing ard outside.. lol.. annie stuffed us some chocs n cookies fr denmark.. i tink the cookies r nice =P got cinnamon.. then taste abit like gingerbread man also.. so we chatted n eat cookies.. while merina stuff herself fer one round lol... i reallie mean literally stuffed it into her mouth.. hahaa
en we went to say bye to annie... but end up havin a chat wif her b4 leaving also hehe.. en lompang andy's car back again tis time wif von n sally. hahaa
overally, not a bad new year afterall~ =D but i reallie nid my luck back!!!
[ mood | hot 
]
today is already the 30th liao...2 more days and can say bye bye to yr 2005~ time sure flies eh... at a scary speed too... my mind fer one thing dun feel as ole as my body is.. hahaa wat to do?
resolutions fer year 2006? hmmm actually i can't even remember if i had a resolution for year 2005... *goes check* seems like dun hav.... so mebbe shld reallie hav some resolutions ar or shld i say.. wishes fer the new year =p... but whether if they come true or not... erm.. dunno... anyway, i guess i wld juz wanna again, pull my CAP back to second lower lvl n keep it there forever... then..... pray that my skin problem will reallie stop haunting mi... not that i hate wearing long sleeves but i can't possibly fill my whole wardrobe wif it.. smmore i'm living in s'pore leh. so inconvienient... hmmm wat else... be more fit? hmmm n less broke... en of cuz my family n frens be safe n happi~ haaa.. like alot liao =X
anyway, ydae went shoppin wif ahp~ heee.. bugis reallie got lotsa stuff.. n food too :9~ okonomiyaki~~!!!!!!!!!!! *waves frantically* haiz... if onli i wun grow fat fr eating... :( then again, i'll probably over eat all the time if it's so. hahaa (for more details of ydae go read ahp's blog. whahahaaa )
[ mood | bored 
]
glad that there's no driving lessons today... cuz it gets freaky when u start to even drive in dreams... overdose of driving?
but kinda bored at home with nutting to do... tho i had to admit that i'm not feeling energetic enuff to go shop or what, but sitting there staring at the blank screen of the computer, is as tho as i'm awaiting for the arrival of the next sem... :S
then, my brain hurts again (i.e. headache)
think i'm not making any sense also... haaa and i guess i've forgotten what i really wanted to type here... so... i shall end it =x dot fer all u wan =p
[mood | tired ]
ydae is XmAs n plan is to go js's hse to stayover! but... wasn't feeling excited abt it actually... was quite sian... n feeling not v well... end up late (supposed to meet js ey all @ sengkang to go buy food fer dinner @ 3pm.. but i tink i reach at ard 330pm :X)
hmm, when i reach there liao only got js, lj and ahp. tk's late (tot i'll be latest but he outdone me liao :x) ya... so we went to cold storage to get our stuff... and took rather long since we couldn't make up our mind or having probs finding stuff.. xq n tk came later n joined us fer the shoppin... tk brot the log cake along, which i wonder why he can resist not eating it fer days since he's the one who haven't eaten b4 n wans to try it. keke
in the end brot up to like 60+ bucks worth of stuff... from drinks to titbits, finger food, preprepared oven stuff, ingredients fer desserts n spaghetti and carried them back to js's hse. his house... quite small... but other then that.. it's v nice... i guess i'd prefer a more spacious living room afterall. hahaa
en started wif the food prep, at 1st gotta trouble js's mom in finding the pots... i wonder if she's worried that we'll burn up her kitchen =X yup.. then ahp started wif her konyakuu jelly, js wif his cocktail and xq n lj peelin potatos... since the spaghetti not preparing yet.. so i juz help ard... tink the whole food prep was quite nuts... from accusations of food stealing and we eventually ended up bullying tk (well, who ask him to say that he's the xi3 wan3 gong1 --> dish washing guy) and he eventually becomes Bali... erm... dunno why he choose such a name.. :S yup... so everyone eventualli gotten rather high... Bali singing his songs (esp long2 shu4 xia4) and erm... gettin all confused over other ppls' gender n pronounciations.. js gettin scolded fer stealing food n wit mi fussin over the way how they cut the ham lol... not forgetting ahp's constant orderin of Bali fer pot washin lol and xq's yelps n screech whenever something small happens.. oh ya, n lj going ard snappin fotos? haaa... darn noisy.. n darn earli to get high... but well, it was sure fun =P laffed ourselves until we peng... at least i tink ahp n mi did... Bali's juz too funny =X
after that when things to be prepared boils down to those finger food.. everyone ('cept mi i guess) jumps at the "ding!" sound of the oven n rushed towards it o_O it was amusing to see so many ppl fussing over the oven. haaa XD
zn n sm arrived ard 7+, erik later... and we started wif the food~ not bad... but i wld love to hav more campbell soup.. ahh it's my fav.. =9~ too bad v little.. then spaghetti shld hav cooked like 1 and a half packs then enuff le... jm came nt too late after that also n joined in... the chicken was nice (black pepper one!) n so is ahp's potato salad :) yum.. filled my tummy up in no time...and after a long while we cleared up... helped Bali wif the washin... tho i tink he's rather pek cek that he din find the plastic forks earlier n he was throwin them when he soap them =_=
hmmm then after that was tv + desserts + more tv then polar bear game.. played wif slightly more enthusiasm tis time.. wif kailin (js's sis) n cousins also. not bad bah... wif tk as the no.1 hottest kill... to be killed at the 1st stage. other then that.. ok la... i guess i'm not so enthu abt tis game le... en... stopped n chit chatted all the way... of cuz eating here n there also... ahp's gettin hungry easily lol!
yup, left js's place ard 7+
[ mood | sore ]
went msia today wif sf, jerry, ndru & jh~
end up jh waited at the wrong place! lol~ so played ard wif my fone abit.
went over to msia pretty fast, no jam. then headed to city square! see soooo many pirated CD shops... but so? we can't buy lol =X
then headed straight to watch narnia at 11am!!! tix at 5RM!! hahaaa.. worth it la... the show.. ending abit kok... other then that not bad.
then continued to shop... n took cab dwn to pelangi leisure mall.. nuttin there one.. haa.. i tink jh messed it up wif plaza pelangi =X oopz.. erm, then kenna chopped fer the taxi fare also, but i lazy argue wif the driver... so suan4 le... then went there n ey started eatin chicken rice n chatted abt.. modules n results.. :S ya... then walk ard..... then bot bubblegum n started blowin. haa. ndru headed back to s'pore then we went to scout fer taman sri tebrau hawker center, managed to find it after some walk.. n finally gave up n took cab. lol.. but it was cheap cheap. so nvm. the walk is also quite fruitful in a sense.. but i can't say. =X
had nice nice seafood... tho we only order 4 stuff... it's filling sia... nicey~!
then went back to city square fer a while to eat sunflower seeds n wait fer the jam to simmer down. lol!
got take some fotos wif my fone... silly fotos.. upload them later.. when i get my bluetooth
[mood | worried ]
Suddenly felt like there is nothing to do at all today... and I feel rather weird about it. (Obviously there had to be stuff to do but I just can't seem to recall...or should I say, don't want to recall?) Definitely tomorrow's causing me lots of apprehension... yes, the release of results... and I'm still wondering if I should just heck it and lie to myself (which won't work actually) that there's no such thing until the letter appears in my mailbox.
*sighs*
been reading Bleach lately, and I guess it kinda falls below my expectation (afterall, many people are singing praises of it). It's not that catchy but I'm surprised that after coming to so many episodes / chapters it's plot has only progressed that far yet without letting the readers finding it overly draggy. Still, feel like i should stop bleach-ing for now...
I'm broke, the holz are nearing the end, but not activities... This whole holz, i guess i learned nothing but driving, which is turning my temper from bad to worse cuz i think many ppl who got their license dun give that much a hoot about signalling or so much more of giving way... talking about courtesy on the road... but i guess that's how a city is.. many are too bugged down with their own stuff or unhappiness (whereever the source is) to try to be giving to others. My sister wondered why I don't like driving lessons, and I wonder why i should? As a driver... isn't it better to drive whereever u like instead of having the instructor sitting beside u happily askin u to change lane go here n turn right go there making the whole process so un-smooth n weird... (bet other drivers on the road muz be thinking why i keep changing lanes back n forth..) oopz.. rant too much
Haiz... can the next sem don't come so soon? :(
[mood | pleased 
]
Cost me $25 bucks (ouch!) but I love it. Been wanting to get one since years ago, and finally found it not too long ago @ Poisson =D
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
from http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
[ mood | uncomfortable 
]
ok, it's not really that blue.. mebbe juz a light shade of blue? crap.
i guess this age still doesn't fit me and i have already decided long time ago that i didn't wanna grow up. I guess in the list of stuff an adult gets to enjoy, the only thing i would want is freedom, other than that, i guess there's nothing I really wanted (at least I can't think of anything else at the moment).
these past few days I always wake up to my subconciousness reminding me that I'm 21... live goes on... so stop harping on it! and to Gabriel (my nephew) pls stop askin me to acknowledge over and over again that I'm an adult. *rolls eye*
nothing prolly fits...
Currently I still can't make up my mind about what new hp model i shld get... any suggestions?
anyway, nowadays i'm just watching this ȫ����ƹ�, it's really quite funny sometimes... esp ����Ǭ acting as Zhang Guo Zhi (some economy analyser i tink) then always saying �õ���ʦ���������ã����õ���ʦ����ס�� and also throwing his pens (but recent ep he's throwing keys =X) really a good crack.
[ mood | groggy 
]
went roller blading with omy at ECP in da mornin~!~! quite heng to get new blades reallie.. hmmm 10 bucks fer 2 hrs (1+1 hr free) ok bah... but end up i never wear any protective gear.. so quite sian cuz i brot them (n realised that they dun fit cuz my sis's bot larger size fer herself...) n eventually it become too hot wif them on. i wobbled quite abit here n there but eventually sorta got back the flow bah.... then omy's experiencin wat all beginners do... bouts of unbalancin... n she kept lookin at her feet.. haa.. but i had to say her overall performance is better than mi when i 1st started. =p quite fun! so hope can go again smday!!
went to gelare cafe becuz of it's waffle halfprice fer every tues.. quite lucky eh.. but the person sorta got a wrong order.. so things went abit more costly :\ dotz ya nvm... still quite nice but i stil prefer A&W's waffle... ahhhh alas, they've all shut down! :( really wonder if msia stil hav...)
after that headed home n prepare myself to go out at nite wif some of the AS peeps =p but since i'm early, i had dinner at home.. oopX =X sry, gotta save money.. cuz the whole ecp thing is so cor... :S hmmm, initially wanted to wear the halter top n black dress that they gav mi fer bdae a couple of years ago... but due to skin conditions... i changed the top to the one i juz bot at Fox quite recently... 1st time i wore it.. n it's soooooo comfy!!!! <3 nice thin material even tho it's long sleeved... nice nice.... <3 ok... enuff wif the ad... so went to orchard n reached ard 1905? erik, js and lj r there liao.... then ahp arrived shortly! ahhh~ she caME!!!! so long neber see her le :D yup so we eventually ended up at food republic to eat... tho i din get to really try their food.. (the desert reallie not nice.. shan't buy in future) but seems like got a nice wide variety.. even got yum cha there! lol... well, had lotsa difficulty gettin seats (esp wif the 3 buay zi dong women.. haiz...) ya nvm... :\
oh well, eventually left lj n js there to devour their nasi brani n dry mutabuk (sp??) since they started later while we accompanied erik to sony shop to check out the price fer his hp batt... 68 bucks.. ex sia... really it's sony man, they sure live up to their name =X well, then watched erik fingered the PSP tryin out the driving game... ok, shan't comment more.. whahahaa! =X
then went taka walk ard... n met up wif js n lj later.. i guess it's good i brot the brolly... it sure comes into good use in terms of a threat weapon =X ya... then we continued shoppin... n sat dwn at macs fer a while, while js tried to get xq to come dwn n join us instead of waitin fer us at the mrt stop... hmmmm but eventually managed to tell her that we're jokin. ha. =X en went to shop ard at the toy fair o_o saw this rather big cookie monster n elmo! veri nice to hug wor XD took a couple of fotos wif 'em =p
then later juz looked at the board games... well, eventualli headed back. haa... managed to find xq on the platform... n was quite shocked that she's wearing green.. cuz someone's wearing green too... hahaaa =X her bag's green too, but it's a nice shade of green, quite nice... but dunno why when we found her she abit pek cek.. mebbe she almost fell fer js's joke?
the ride on the train's reallie... how to say.. dotz? cuz end up taking fotos on the train! ARGHHHHHHH~! we're not tourist... super paiseh la... then xq stil keep using flash... i never like flash reallie.... yucks...
then left the train at khatib... ahp n erik headed home, erik will be comin down later tho... then we went shop n save bot some stuff.. n waited fer tk's arrival... surprisingly, tk can't remember where my house is.. lolx.. (n later on, i also found out that erik can't remember... =X)
reach home liao... then we sat in the room n chatted... after my mom started watching the quan2 ming2 da4 men1 guo1... we came out to watch. it's darn funny la that show, altho it's all taiwan's politics n i don't know alot, but it's enuff to make mi laff.. esp lao shi!!!! he really make me laff till i peng... XD so lucky that ydae hav.. hahahaa
then later i was shooed off to my room while they do smthin to the cake... i keep wonder wat big stuff issit :S ya.. but turn out is 1 big candle n 11 small candles LOLx, no wonder tk (he bot the cake) was paiseh abt it.. hahahaaa can image the cake seller's expression when he ask fer it. anyway.... went thru all the stuff of cake cuttin.. as fer the candles... i dunno wat's js's plan in puttin so many candles.... but it's easy la... after the 19 trick candles that year.. =X but i tot the candles look nice lidat. :D the cake's nt bad.. tho the side chocolates like abit melted.. quite nice... abit creamy tho.. sinful! haha
en we proceed to opening the red wine... and my worst experience happened again!! the toopid cork broke!!! -_-||| ya... wat a hassle... end up we push the remainin cork in... lucky not alot of cork residues... else like yuckky... the red wine's sour... v sour... but all in all not bad... tho i still prefer smthin sweet.. so din drink much...
after wine we shifted to vodka.... n played cai1 quan2... tho everyone's rather distracted by conversations n the tv... play a few rounds liao then everyone went abit high.... i tink i went more abit like tipsy.... cuz things goes wobbly tho i'm veri sian... so i tried moving ard n jumpin abit to wear off that feeling... tink it sorta worked? haiz.. i reallie can't take much alchohol sia.. mebbe muz prac abit.. :S
then after a round of toilet break.. shifted to my room... then started playing guo2 wang2... quite stupid la smtimes... :S ya but overall quite fun =p en everyone at near morning all dao3 liao... then some of them slept... en mi tk n lj (poor lj cldn't go slp becuz of tk =X) tok abt the script! then tk left ard 1030... and the rest left ard noon...
prezzie's a starhub voucher cuz they think i shld go change a hp... o_o muz be the crack... haa... then got the caRd! thx fer da prezzie!!!!! n thx sf fer the windchime!
oh ya, i managed to get samentha(my niece) to call the AS peeps uncles n aunties =X muahahaa =X
[ mood | thankful 
]
featuring chibi chars fr gundam seed / seed destiny! by teletha from livejournal :D
cute aren't they?
A good thing it wasn't really boring.. else i would have hated myself for choosing to miss the chalet and work instead. =X
Today's the end of the 3 days long WHS from Creative, my 1st time since it moved down to the showroom at first floor... really don't look like warehouse anymore... the place is quite nice... but rather disappointed that no one else i noe from the previous whs i worked for, seemed to be workin fer tis one... :
hmmm... at first tot i was quite suay to tio the 1st counter.. cuz 1st counter's always the busiest, latest to close.. but luckily the cashier (mike =X) knows how to scan, speed things up alot faster! n he's rather welfare (of cuz for his own sake but i benefit =X) so things ain't that tough bah =p at least i managed to go for lunch n tea break. wahaha.. =X
n the front 4 counters r always crowded... so make things less boring i guess.. cuz we got 2 mp3 runners wif us, alvin(the one who likes to dance alot.. :S) and qy(the super duper tall guy =X) then of cuz the rest of the cashiers n scanners (since not 100% permanent veri hard to name).. then also got erm... those perm staff / part time-perm incharge of the goods/warehouse dunno wat la.. dennis n gang (always chattin wif mike) then also sometimes got ppl fron info counter.. ok... i tink all messed up liao.
anyway, i guess my counter always change cashier (cuz mike always disappear halfway.. due to other work.. or.. =X) funny thing is those non cashier can become cashier too.. for e.g. dennis.. haa.. quite zai hor lidat... and ofcuz today changed the most... change until i luan4.... haaa
even tho i supposed the intended audience wun get tis, i still wanna thank everyone who've worked wif mi, helped mi, thx thx...
n to the camera man on the 1st day... no funny ideas for ur camera shots.. no thx =P
n to those customers who've been veri kind, thx Q~!
let's see who's readin tis blog normally... tis mite save u all some braincells... but pls read on!!
http://www.buy-model.com/itemdetail.php?Id=783&ClassId=i
guess it's not 100% out of stock! =x budden lemme STRESS tis...
NOT a muz that i muz get tis... (don't think i can really use it since it's all in jap n my jap's nowhere there)... n i realised it's even more ex than the previous one.... so if budget not enuff pls dun mian3 qiang2... everyone's pocket has suffered.. n i hav no intention of enlarging the hole (whether u're willing or not...)
i'll still prefer the film more anyway =p wahahaa~
nuttin to do, so come here n crap.. mebbe i'm feeling too used to being busy n going out =X
want to go out, but no money... however, my main reason is i lazy organise la... haiz... the tot of havin to crack my head n wonder wat's there to do in S'pore is rather... :S
yet at home, there's nuttin much to do... i finished harry potter - half blood prince long time ago... =x then maplestory's becoming bored for me yet again... en no games to play lidat... :S
boring boring... (and driving lessons ain't gettin anywhere interesting i suppose.. onli more stress.. but i muz try to enjoy it bah.. i tink)
n dun ask mi to plan my modules! RAR~
