detestable, scary, annoying or juz plain weird?
dunno which word i should use to describe myself. Mebbe all of them, since it's quite hard to describe anyone wif juz one word. :X
well, i haven't been in the best of moods lately for sure.... my inner me is buggin me wif some irritating tots and i wish i can just shut it up... perhaps i shld reallie go for some selective memory washin so that my inner me will find nuttin to bug me wif n leave me alone in peace.... well, that kinda reminds me of a show, issit called "Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind" or smthing??? dunno, din watch it... but now i feel like watching it... i wonder how it feels like to hav memory erased... :x
perhaps, i can learn to seal some memories up myself.. psychologically.. puttin them into my subconciousness... hah.. if i so zai.. i wun be sitting here tokin rubbish liao.
haiz.. i reallie missed all the times in Year 1 sem 2...where ppl stil got time to sit dwn n crap.. i smhow feel distant away from my NUS frens liao (referring to those that i hang around most of the time wif.. cuz now i'm spendin more time wif other NUS frens.. complicatin? nah...) somehow.. i wonder... has the group like unoffically disbanded or smthin???
well, always hear ppl saying that the frens we make in uni are never as close as those make in jc or sec etc... was pretty upset abt it before i entered uni... but after that i tot i cld proof that theory wrong... but is there the possibility... i'm wrong myself? :(
i always seem to prefer things either going at a constant rate... or increasing, but never decrease...(doesn't apply to schoolwork :X)
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how come so depressed lately? cheer up wor ^__^ it's the CNY season~! hehe.. take care, and haf fun!!!
andra
ps: come LJ la~ haha..
huh?!!? scary?!!? detestable?! No lar~! why you keep bian3-ing yourself?!?! you're a nice person larH~!~! so must keep that in mind~!~ (coz what you say about yourself cannot be taken into account..) =b anyway.. it's new year liaox.. mustn't think negative stuff about yourself!!!
anyway.. i really dun understand the part about the nus frens and other nus frens.. *queStion MarKs*
yoyoz... uni frenz ain't that close cuz u dun meet up that often in school? back in JC and stuff the whole class goes arnd for classes 2gether? rite now u'd be lucky if u can get a couple of modules wif the same time slots 2gether... yeah... then u muz take the initiative, jiO them go out during the weekends also mah, once in a while shld be ok? nm lah... cheeriO!~! :P
*ALpHaBiTz*
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