Monday, July 24, 2006

getting emo

probably due to the mixture of feelings i get everyday... got kind of depressed with stuff, yet i'm still capable of feeling happy~ but when the happiness slowly drains off... emptiness seeps in...
just... so empty...

my heart and my brain contradict each other, to follow my heart or to stay rational... daily debates never ending...
the past is not something i can keep holding on to, yet when i look forward to see nothing i feel like just stopping and continue to look back forever...
perhaps, life is juz like a shackle tying me down... but perhaps death wun free me anyway

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Pirates of the Carribean~!!

well, was left practically hungry the whole morning cuz i din had breakfast~ n had lunch wif some alumni peeps over @ kfc...

after a (long) while, mi n lj headed dwn to cathay cineplex to get tix for the 7pm show of Dead Man's Chest... reallie a v long queue... then we walked ard... to bugis... n end up getting a ping2 an1 fu2..... o_o erm... now i dun q. noe wat to do wif it.... advice anyone?

after that tk joined us n we went for food "testing" but decision was fast n final anyway~ then tis uncle who can write shu1 fa3 in any sorts of manner (he noes yoga fyi)... then came to tok to us abt stuff... how he plans to link his expertise up wif chinese orchestra as performance etc.. then he headed off to find a place to perform... which we went to watch after tt~ he's v li hai... so hope he can get recognised somehow bah...

then we went back to cathay to catch the show... the food there is darn darn ex... but the cinema is like so super comfy... the amt of leg space is like.. woah~! there's even couple seats for couples.. cuz the middle handle can be pushed up.. haaa.. so interestin... anyway, kinda like bot lotsa food.. so was feastin thru the show n laffing at the same time... end up gettin the cheese from the nachos all over my hand... n butter from the corn on my shirt.. =
show's great! for a sequal... plot wise i tink they've done their best.. cuz connecting sequals r always not so "plotty" hahaa alrite... that's aLL maTiEs~

Sunday, July 16, 2006

the end of everything?!

sad, only down to 2 more weeks before end of intern... 3 more weeks to concert... ard 4 more weeks to end of holz, start of fyp... sian sian sian... then house stil under reno. double sianness...

spend fri nite n sat nite at pitstop.. 1st night there with the gals from cpe... 2nd nite wif the gals from 20/01.. played a similar game to snorta for the 1st nite... honestly speakin i din quite like it... n i dun like snorta either.. but that game is better in a sense that i juz nid to snatch the thing in da middle... n i won anyway.. ha... then we played another game which requires us to plant beans... it's kinda short.. n guess we're too frendly.. but the rules seems abit too restricting. then the last game we played was swap!... closely related to uno... but u swap ur hand most of the time.. so it's always too earli to say u're gonna lose.. who noes? =p
2nd nite played this game that's also test reaction one.. then gotta press bell -_-||| ya.. i reallie tink i dun q like tis kinda games so nvm.. then we played another game.. albama i tink.. or smthin.. then is do trading n buy houses one... q. ok... then after that played swap again. lol
i guess they nid to improve on the chicken lagsana abit.. tho i din reallie feedback to them.. =s

that's all for now

Monday, July 03, 2006

ahoy redang!~~! (29/6 - 2/7)

happenings during the 3D4N trip to pulau redang!~!

**1st nite.. =p**

end up today everyone in the office left earli T_T so after waiting for the bus wif linli (was chattin to her all the while she waited for her (took-eons-to-come) bus... =S)... mi walked all the way down to raffles city... sat down n stoned awhile until tk msged that he's on his way to golden mile complex then i went dwn to meet him...
followed him to make the final payment for the trip @ five stars travel agency... got the tix n details etc... then headed back midway to the mrt station n waited for js, lj n ahp to come... we then went to the market place where some of us had dinner, went toilet... then got our white cards filled up...
after tt we headed back to golden mile n boarded the bus....then js alighted to go toilet... n end up the bus started off (w/o even checkin who's onboarD!) >_> managed to get them to turn back up (one big round) to pick him up... tink he got v sian diao... =X but who wldn't be? but then again... come to tink of it... the lot that js picked @ the temple is q true.. lol
uhm.. then the bus ride is like super duper long.. we went via the 2nd linkway @ tuas... then stopped for toilet break after like near 1hr + of ride at that infamous stoppin place for tourbuses... saw tis super black gigantic fish in their pool.. which is a tad shallow for the fish cuz the top part of its body its out of the water alreadi.... by then.. ahp's alreadi Zzzin.. so she din come down the bus.. lol.. tink the rest somehow din reallie Zzz also.. then after that.. is reallie a super long trip on the highway... the bright lights from oncoming vehicles are reallie too dazzling for my eyes.. so end up i tried to slp sideways,, (an awful position on the bus reallie... but the bus trip on the highway is like super exciting.. cuz the driver reallie went v fast.. cuttin every single vehicle infront... n the road gets more n more foggy... =S until one point i guess the few of us ('cept ahp still deep in slp n i'm not sure abt lj tho keke) cldn't take the "excitement" n stayed awake for q. awhile...
hmmm... guess the remaining of the bus ride is juz mi waking up at intervals n Zzin abit here n there... oh and also saw pretty stars along one of the v dark roads too... and the sun rises!!!! (not that suddenli of cuz)... then i cld't slp anymore... n i tot it'll reach soon.. but end up it's like still a long way off T_T


**1st day~**

ya.. then end up... we reach the jetty for laguna redang at like 830+... when most of us charged for the toilet while tk get us the tix for the ferry ride =X the tics look like the ticket we use for the game "ticket to ride".. then tk keep confusing it sayin it's train tix.. =x.
we then stoned n crapped at the jetty there all the way til 930+ n we boarded the ferry!! yey!.. but somehow.. kenna stopped by the marine police o_o n he randomly checked some of our ic/passports... n delayed us for like almost another half n hr o_o the ferry ride's kinda boring (when u're like stuck wif ppl slping ard u.. yesh... everyone's slpin 'cept mi.. .arghhhh) but reached redang anyway.. tho i wondered.. isn't the water supposed to be cleaR? or rather.. i tot it will be (reason to be explained later. =P) so we headed down the boat... went for tis briefin.. to find out we can onli check in at 1pm! it's like near 11am at that time... so... we queued to settle admin stuff for hotel... en rotted ard wif our bags.. n went for lunch at ard noon wif our luggage... tink everyone din expect the late check in time bah... like one mornin wasted =S..

after lunch, we went to find our rooms... and discovered that.. all the rooms there are catered for up to 4 pax per room!!! o_o so it seems as if we're living in an oversized hotel room.. but that's nice too.. so many bed to choose from LOL!.. so we unpacked....en went to rent life vest n the snorkeling goggles wif breathing tube...was q worried that sea water will seep in n get my contacts... luckily din =P.. oh ya.. for a cleaner alternative.. we apply shampoo on the goggles for anti fog.. works wor... but i guess the rest of them occasionally got their eyes stung fr the shampoo.. cuz they used my pantene one.. like lj said.. nxt time shld get the johnson&johnson's no more tears shampoo.. lol

so 1st snorkelin trip in the open sea is 25 mins of u-zapping boat ride from redang.. why u-zap? cuz we sit so near to the engin that we tremble along wif the engin's vibration... it's a full body uzap wor..! muz hav zapped some fats off my bum then. =p then our boat broke dwn or smthin for a few mins before it got running again.. o_o n amazingly.. to swim wif life vest is not as hard as i imagined... but got tons of ppl... so keep colliding wif others... =X then some of the corels grow till v high... so hafta keep avoid kicking them or smthin... tink ahp's q scared cuz she can't swim then her goggles got loose... luckily, a lifeguard? (one of the guides) helped to adjust... then i went to swim ard myself abit.. but was q freaked out wif the jellyfish-like-unicell looking thingy that's all over the place in the water... cuz if they're jellyfish.. then will sting... so i'm always tryin to avoid the crowd of them... =S there's simply toooooo many!!!!! as for the water... uber salty la... ><~
so went up the boat after tk to drink water.. then went dwn (he went dwn after tt w/o his life vest then i dunno he swim til where liao)... i din wanna go far cuz previously havin a hard time swimmin back to the boat wif sooooo many ppl ard u... so stayed near the boat... then saw js comin dwn the sea w/o the vest also... but it seems to mi he's struggling... so i debated if he nids a hand or not.. but lj caught him anyway. lol.
the trip's fun =) less the jelly fish like thingy i wld be happier... however, tk din get to find the cameraman tho. until when we boarded the boat.. then he came up the same boat as us o_o... which i recognised is that boy boy looking guide that demo-ed for the briefing.. n he took a pic for us... (but we are all nt prepared.. so u noe how it turns out la =s)

after reachin... we all dumped our stuff at the swimmin pool bench... showered.. n went to soak at the swimming pool... or rather.. mi n ahp soakin while the rest swam.. i stil got my contacts on.. so can't wear goggles or wat also... did all sorts of stupid stuff.. end up havin a competition to see who can hold their breath for the longest =P i held my breath for a min plus.. haa.. but that's w/o any big action or wat.. if not i dun tink it's possible bah...
near dinner time.. we went back to bath (n untangle our hair.. ugh...) then dinner!!! which... *ahem* some stupid stuff happen due to some unreasonable idiots... ya but otherwise food was great!~ en we went shop ard in the mo mo teahouse(fake) then headed to find blue sand but we cldn't pin point exactly where they shld be due to vague directions given by the receptionist of the hotel.. en can't see any also... so headed back... took some fotos.. played abit of asshole.. n turned in at 10+pm!!! omg so earli.. haa


**2nd day**

hmm.. guess mi n lj reallie can't get used to slpin in a room wif lights.. en she scared she kick us cuz we 3 gals was sharin a king size bed. so we popped over to the other room (supposedly the guys' cuz that's where the rest left their stuff.. but they all move over to slp in our super messy place anyway).. then woke up at ard 6+ 7 lidat... washed up.. n went to eat breakfast~ their breakfast q alot of nice stuff to eat! tt's one thing i always like abt living in hotels.. their breakfast r so sumptous.. unlike at home.. 2 pc of bread.. =x then we head back..prepared ourselves for the marine park snorkling trip, went to borrow towel again, then we saw this couple of squirrels... n tk started trying to communicate wif them o_O js say we tokin niao3 hua4... but isn't it more like squirrel tok? =X .. headed dwn to the jetty.. hav the same person doing the briefing... n still the same guide helpin to demo also.. well, the person doing the briefing also helpin take fotos.. then he say if we nid to catch their attention can throw stones at them.. (but not rocks he added as a disclaimer lol) so tk's all set to find the cameraman i tink.. n we all cldn't wait to get there.. cuz there'll be more fishES~~~!!! n we'll get to feed the fish! (managed to stuff the leftover bread i got into a plastic bottle.. haha)
this time.. the trip is onli 15 mins =D n we went to sit at the back deck of the boat... still quite u-zappy.. but much more stuff to see~ n i saw the guide that helped ahp adjust her goggles ydae.. he looked so diff wif his glasses on. lol. so while he stared at us (probably tryin to recognise us) while mi n ahp stared back at him, tryin to figure out if he's the same guide =X it's really hard to recognise ppl when u wear those black snorkel goggles...
the marine park is near the shores.. so we actually go into the water via the shore... we like practically ran from the jetty to get our stuff kept n quickly get into the water.. i wan see the fishes... will be so cool to swim wif them duncha tink?? well, the shore's littered wif shards of dead corels tho.. so i floated my way in once the there's more water... n i started feedin the fish! they took sometime to realised u've got bread.. but after that i tink they'll keep payin attention to u for more... some fishes come peck my hands tinkin its bread also. LOL~ so fun! then interestingly.. the guide also came to help ahp, bringing a float wif him... haa.. so he brot us ard to see garupas? (erm how u spell ar)... eels... n many other fishes... wif mi still feedin fishes all over the place.. (then i wondered will the garupa wan the bread... wldn't be great if it comes up.. =S) ya... then after that we left ahp wif him while we snorkel ard smwhere near... then i caught sight of the cameraman ydae (aka the boy boy guide... u'll get to noe his name if u read on. muahaha) so we started take fotos.... then some NG shots cuz the fish swim pass n dunno wat else la.. hahaa.. q. funny.. then the guide helpin ahp also help push us down to take fotos since we still hav our life vest on~ oh.. n he also dived in to pick up a sea cucumber... but i dun feel like touchin it.. later i injure it.. haha =X (tot they're supposed to be soft n so on.. ya.. n to tink js gave it a shake =S) i also found my own life vest coming loose.. arghh.. so kept adjusting... drank lotsa sea water in the process ack~ eventually i swam ard.. got alot alot of stuff to see.. but got current so din go far.. stayed ard then sometimes lompang other ppl to drag mi back against current.. keke.. =p then after tk took out his life vest i was draggin it along... then js took out... en lj.. (n i found myself hands full wif life vests =X but passed the load to js after he wore his back.. lol)time was nearly up then so swam up shore shortly after tt.. rushed to the toilet cuz i din get to go before i go snorkel (too crowded =( )... then after tt took the boat back.. n tis time, we sat at the front of the boat! so fun.. the sea water keep splashin.. then that cameraman came to join us... learnt that his name is william? n he's 22 also (same age as us wor.. but he looked.. younger.. he ask us to guess his age and so everyone guess from a range of 16 all the way to 23 =X ) en he help us took fotos again.. hee.. then told us abt this nu3 ren2 island.. that's in the shape of a women's body.. from face till stomach..

hmmm then we reach shortly after tt... headed to the pool to wash off the sand.. then went back to room to wash up, took q. abit of fotos in the room, n headed for lunch... but b4 tt, ahp juz declared that she lost her watch.. n we found that the gals' room has been cleared... =s yup.... so prolly messed up wif the stuff to be cleared n gone after we all searched high n low (thinking it's so ridiculous cuz dun tink they stole it cuz it's like the rest of our stuff r still there n the watch ain't new. then the watch was never brot out of the room either)
lunch was q alrite =p.. then we went to walk along the shore.. takin fotos... wif tk lookin for seashells... then we all also tryin to make funny footprints... did alot of stupid stuff n taking stupid fotos.. hahaa.. after that.. we went to the recre center to see if we can rent kayaks later... but... end up can't.. cuz the sea condition nt good.. =( sob sob... then we also missed the last snorkelin trip.. so end up we played at the rough waves.. reallie v rough.. but i guess never see ppl play lidat before.. esp when the waves in spore are always so gentle... yup... not bad bah.... then went to swimming pool again... tink i mite be able to master swimming frog style wif head up one day.. i hope. keke...

then... again.. went back to bathe for the 2nd time.. before we go for dinner.. and this time they got tang yuan for desert!! i had like 3 bowls! yummy =9~~~~~ en we went to return our equipments, played pool... played mahjong.. then after tt went find blue sand... (at a 'wrong' location) and found none... so headed back.. but when we passed by the recre centre.. we caught sight of william.. so asked him abt it.. n he actually offered to bring us there!
so the place we went is correct at 1st... it's after the bridge... n we learnt that the "blue sand" is actually planktons in the sea that's washed up by the waves... n they'll die shortly once exposed to air... so we started scrapin the sand like mad... for dunno how long we were there.. then william stayed n watch also.. n that guide who helped ahp many times... (tink his name is chee yao? &/ andrew? ) came by also.. haa... so tink we found like 5 - 6... then after that we chatted wif william... he reallie noes alot abt the sea, the weather etc etc.. i supposed he learn it thru his job... but i guess it's nothing like wat we learn in sch (screw sch.. =x) then we wanted to take a foto wif him.. so headed down to the resort there.. hee.. n stayed there n chatted v long.. i tink he's supposed to go watch the football match =x anyway, he said that the weather these days are getting kinda weird cuz normally during this season, it's not supposed to rain n supposed to be sunny all day round.. the sky shld be clear... then the waves shld be calm n not so choppu... so the water shld be clear also? sigh.. so we all said that nxt time hope we'll be luckier to go there at the right time.. else there'll b nothing to play... so we decided to return back to the resort after the match ended... he actually offered to bring us up to the top of the stone cliff... but we figured it's too dark n kinda dangerous.. so we headed back.. went back to wash up n Zzz... or rather, i tot the original plan is to not Zzz but most of them got back n plop dwn on the bed n went to the Z-land alreadi. ahahaa


**3rd day**

we all woke up somehow.... haa to watch sunrise... tis time ahp 1st to wake up cuz she most enthu... and the sun onli came out after we decide to go eat our breakfast... =s so delay our time abit... breakfast turns out to be rushed... and we all checked out at 830am... leavin the place ard 930am... sobz.. reallie can't bear to leave it... haiz... guess all of us haven't had enuff of redang!!! muz go back one day... the trip back seems (and is) so much longer than how we come... everyone slept thru out.. 'cept mi.. cuz i kept havin the urge to go toilet.. i had to bear wif it for like 3-4 hrs...=S i tried slpin but before i fell 100% asleep.. i wld hav woken up wif my tots turnin to toilet.. =s then after that.. all my dreams will turn to be weird.. so i can't slp also... zzz... so nvm.. din slp much.... then got delayed becuz of our super slow lunner? (lunch cum dinner) then a small accident on the road.... which lead to like almost an hr of debate btwn our bus drivers n the other party... onli reached s'pore at like ard 10+pm... tiring sia

Thursday, June 22, 2006

hisashiburi~

seems like it's been a while since i came here to blog anything...
well, basically my life's been q. enjoyable now... work @ peach blossom is really interesting~

weekends are q. fun too! so aside from having not enuff marnie to spend n perhaps the lack of time for co pracs n stuff (cuz always nid to rush).. i guess i got nothing much to complain?

jin sen wa tanoshikatta!

oh ya, finally got back my slam dunk box 1 vcd fr ndru.. n sent my fna txtbk to denmark wif him. lol...! hope my book will enjoy the 1mth stay there.. keke

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Rest in Peace

In memory of a pri/sec classmate of mine, Lena Cheo

Hmmm, ok, my memories of pri sch n sec sch in st nicks aren't quite clear (infact quite fuzzy), so i'm not sure how many years of classmate I've been with Lena from primary to sec school, but i'm sure everyone noes her well.

She's a very capable and talented (in sports n leadership)... Really a pity that she left the world at this age... i'm sure there's so much more ahead of her... sigh... ok, i'm not really close to her... so, there's nothing much i could comment on also...

Hope she'll be well somewhere, afterlife... or with God (i'm a freethinker so it kinda feels weird to say this actually) but ya, will always remember her~

For the probably hundred-th time you people have heard tis... life can be tough, yet can be fragile... we don't know when we'll lose it.. we don't know where will be the end either... so live life the way you won't have regrets if possible.. well, i hope she did...

stonyhearted

sometimes, i really think i lack the necessary or politically right feelings towards certain situations..

even the voice at the back of my mind noticed tis... tink either it's becuz i'm gonna hav some character split again (me vs the voice at the back of my head, which didn't used to comment much until recently) or i'm juz gettin back the AS feeling n shuttin myself back in again

i shld really go press the reset button.......

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

over the hedge, it's pitstop again~

haa.. went yishun gv to watch over the hedge wif lj, js, ahp, tk n lia~ we 1st met at macs... then watch js tryin v hard to stuff the fantastic burger into his stomach (yet he had that sour look on his face) haa.. poor thing... then after tt.. got in the cinema.. n the ads still went on n on n on n on n on... ZZzzz

oh and the show started.. n ended reel soon? was quite an exaggerated show... but reallie not bad for laughs. =p but i guess its smthin u wun find it funny if u watch it the 2nd time... unlike some others.
then... we went shopped ard yishun while waitin for zn n sm (they go watch davinci code) and we headed down to.... pitstop again.. haa

this time, we played tis... Snorta! which hafta make sounds.. is like the animal game... well.. dun quite like it actualli.. cuz i'm slower at this than the animal game.. hehehe =S then the next is imagintiff. well... the point is.. it doesn't help when u understand the topic person... u muz be good at guessin what everyone thinks generally of that topic person.. so end up.. tink ahp got the best grasp at that le. =S

after tt went merina sq (again =S juz went last week.. wif almost the same grp of ppl (at least.. lj, js n tk) ) ended up at carl's jnr but no space.. so headed to suntec's one.. guess everyone's bloated after tt... =p headed home then~

Monday, June 05, 2006

pipe goes pom and waterfall + fountain! [backdated]

Thursday, June 01, 2006

byebye nick and OTs

Monday, May 29, 2006

the mind no more. it's pitstop?

a weekend is too wasted if i were to rot at home sooo... end up havin a v last min plan to go either the mind cafe &/or the ming2 ge1 can1 ting1
so met up at dhoby ghaut at 3 (i was late.. but anyway erik's stil abit later.. hahaa.. met up wif him at khatib then went dwn together.. )... n to tk's own horror that he's on time.. =S and to my horror that js's darn earli n accordin to lj he din bring his hp... pengz. (the rest of the guys all said how can anyone in this era stil forget their hps.. )

so we met up wif lj at the busstop near the mind cafe but there's events going on.. so no space.. and we ended up at pitstop cafe after tryin to get the fone no. fr zl for settlers as tis place is opened by his fren.. like wat erik's OD said.. its a v cozy place.. tho a bit small.. but cuz no ppl.. we hav the whole place to ourselves.. n thus of cuz better service too =p

the food's great there.. collection of games r quite comprehensive too.. but end up we onli played 2 long games.. ticket to ride and shadows of camelot... the former played before wif erik n lj. but tis time end up is js win... =s then the shados of camelot's a rather more tedious game... nid tok n discuss alot.. but we end up discussin too much (abit like cheatin u noe? hahaa) ya.. but was in a rush to finish the game anyway..

after that we headed to safra town club to onli found out the ark isn't open (another ming2 ge1 cafe) so went marina sq... but decided it was not worth it cuz it's quite late liao (like sit for not more than 1 hr then muz leave le)... so that place will probably be the nxt outin place bah.. i tink? after tt went bk to get drinks n rot b4 going home~

who's the most jiao3 hua2 person of the day? ---> lj! cuz.. she was literally slippin once almost every 1 hr.. hahaa... lucky she can hold on to js.. but was tinkin wld be quite funny if both of them slipped together.. (i tink i snd abit bad.. hahaa.. whoops =X)

Sunday, May 28, 2006

definition

sometimes, i always wonder why things are defined this way, that way... and sometimes, i wonder how do i actually define them myself...

and.. how do i define myself?

anyway, with the exposure to more ppl in recent times... i think i probably found out more abt myself as i found out abt others... which i guess is a good thing.. n probably made mi even more thankful about certain matters.

then again, how do others define me? how do they define things?

probably what i hold of great importance is worthless in their eyes... just because everyone's definitions can be so different... tink it kinda creeps mi to tink abt it too...

so how do u define happiness? (as i asked u this, i asked myself, currently tho still not sure of the answer.. or shld i say... i'm not as sure of the ans as i was before.. =s)

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Protected: mad hatters

[entry is work related]
yes... in order to have protected entries so that frens can read (so no nid to necc b OD peeps then can read =p) so i've started another acct at wordpress jus for teh sake of tis function.. i wun be moving everything to wordpress cuz wordpress cannot customize as i wish =(

anyway, here's the link for the protected entry... pls ask mi for the password else u can't read =p
>>click here<<

Sunday, May 21, 2006

bbQ~

a last round of informing on the venue and timing for those whose supposed to turn up. really had to apologise for the last min informing... argh... sry sry!

hmmm.. end up meeting polar bear at white sands at ard 145pm and went to have lunch at cavana... (he say lemme choose cuz he dun wan choose.. but end up he say he prefer swensens. -_-)... that's why i always wan to leave decision making to guys.. else it'll just turn out this way! =S but it's true.. cavana's food nt reallie great.. anyway, polar bear's coughing like mad... really think he shld go drink some herbal tea or wat... haiz.

after lunch went ntuc to buy food... dun reallie noe wat to buy and how many to buy... he keep saying take watever i wan... but i'm not the only one eating wor!
so end up somehow we keep suaning each other but it was not for long then huishan joined us making it 2 vs 1... wahahaa.. =x (was thinkin now if we overdid it cuz he seemed to cough even more...) he keep saying next time cannot ask 2 of us to pei him shop, haha...

so shoppin is done after a while n we headed dwn to downtown east by cab... but the cabbie dropped us at amara there... so end up walkin abit... (n only now i realised polar bear's nt v good at navigation... n hence more suaning =x keke) then they were saying if fred got straight As for his results then he haf to treat everyone there to US trip.. (haaa poor fred... he always kenna tis kind of stuff it seems.. but i reallie wonder if he will get straight As tis time =p)

we headed to the pit..(ended up i leading the way. haha) but the sky decided to drizzle n we brot everything back.. to downtown east there. so instead we went to collect the rest of the food from the caterer who parked at the carpark opp side of downtown east. so qiao! actually saw peixuan there.. hahaa.. learnt tt she havin bbq wif her sec sch frens or perhaps, even a chalet bah.. seems like they ain't carrying much. eh? then shldn't meiyee be there?

then we waited for mingwei to come, he drove there, but the car was kinda rendered useless when polar bear's tinkin of using it to transport the food cuz the car can't go any much further in then where we were waiting anyway... but anyway, 2 extra hands~ better than nothing. so as we wait... the weather threatened to pour.. but so glad it din.. the wind scattered n blew away the black clouds =) mingwei arrived after a while and we carried everything back there... drinks r reallie heavy sia.. then i got scratched by the lousy wire gauss after it poked mw and i took it from him. now it looks like cat scratch. haha
then cuz polarbear n mw went back to buy more charcoal.. while mi n hs chatted abit n gettin bitten by the whole lots of ants there.. reallie alot.. the whole colony... then i started taking out the charcoal to put it into formation... then once they reach, i started the fire... those charcoal r reallie much better! easier to start actually.. dunno last time who say harder. haa

those that went got...
Han Qiang n Serene, their fren zhiwan n allen, Yng Yng, Qian Yi, Merina, Christina, Sally and Annie; Desmond, Roner, Shan jun, mervin; Zhiqian, Huishan, Mingwei, Junxiong, Weiting and his friend, Fred, + polar bear n mi of cuz..

after the 4 of us there, the next grp who came is fred they all, those who went back help the 'open hse' for nus.. then they processed the corn (funny thing is sj ask mi wat to do wif the "embedded corn" cuz it is nt peeled.. -_-) and wrapped it up wif aluminium foil then stare at it... which i concluded they're tryin to cook it lidat..... esp sia...

after that think the nxt who came is desmond i tink.. then hq they all... junxiong came later.. then annie they all n last is chris n merina (2 of them went for like 5 hrs of ktv together.. 2 of them.. they sang shan hu hai like dunno how many times n so on.. siao le. haha)

so.. dunno why end up i'm the "bbq expert" there? it's weird cuz i dun go bbq often.. juz that it's easier to start fire tis time round i tot? then tink bcuz i noe most ppl there so was quite fun~ (n hot also.. ahhh the pit's so hot! i fan myself more than i fan the charcoal... hahaa) so glad for those who came to help out.. n thx mw for entertaining wif his lame suggestions... =_= the food was not bad too.. tho end up still abit too much.. n we gav them to those at the nxt pit.. then charcoal the good ones we shld buy one more box well, water nt enuff =x (always as it seems) and we forgot abt satay sticks. =s and next time never order fried rice fr them le.. so dry..

yup.. so the whole thing went on till ard 1020 lidat.. then we cleared up n left... most of the stuff got polar bear or mw to bring home (since he drove =X)... and mi n annie took mw's car to tampines while zq n roner took it to his hse.. onli realised that roner live like the opp blk fr mw o_o so close. haa (n he also onli found out ydae -_-) ... but the amusing thing is... mw forgot the way back fr costa sands to tampines =x end up making one round before we got there and mi n annie reallie end up bumping into desmond who also went tampines to take 969 but he left wif fred they all who walked to pasir ris station. like annie said.. he even got time to go buy bread before catchin the bus! haa =S

tt's it for now. hahaa.. i wonder if nxt time polar bear stil wanna org or not.. mw say "next time not go restaurant le meh?" haa

Saturday, May 20, 2006

stayover~~

an impromptu suggestion by lj on thurs (cuz the poor girl have no place to slp at her hse on fri to due to the big crowd that will be at her house) quite timely though, i juz got my hands on the Hoodwinked! dvd and was feeling rather keen at sharing with someone =p

it was a nice day at work on fri. was so free that i decided to express to kh so that he'll arrange something else for me to do~ haa (you must be thinking i'm nuts, but i'm worried i got nothing to write for the internship report.) had an nice lunch... more like fun lunch with some of my colleagues and a fren of theirs... well, was joking through lunch with some rather interesting happenings... as for the topics over lunch... mostly surrounded around that foreign fren's country vs spore, da vinci code movie etc.. and some rather cenesored ones... *ahem* i contributed nothing to those topics except some sniggers and i was labeled malicious... =s
after that was more slacking.. and got chased off to the other side of the office cuz my boss's having a fone conference (else i wld hav heard it all! lol)

headed home ard 645pm. found smelly toufu at the pasar malam (yeah at khatib again...) the stall's right beside the durian stall somemore! but one thing i realised, i can't smell any smelly toufu infront of the durian stall! so is the durian supposedly "smellier"?
smelly toufu is smelly of cuz... but it's true that when u eat it's quite nice... (of cuz if u sniff too long it's still smelly. hahaa.. takes abit of endurance wif the smell to get it to reach ur mouth. keke)

supposed to meet up wif lj at ard 1030pm at macs near fajar lrt but she came ard near 11? (was the bus's fault) anyway, reach xq's hse n ended up watchin the remaining last ep of amazing race(was quite sad for the guys who got 2nd... cuz they were leading all the way... but unluckily.. the flights are always so late that those at the back caught up!) then we went on to Hoodwinked =p n after tt was some ghost show on tv.. while xq showed us tis 'Hard Gay'? clip from japan... -_-

en 3 of was chattin wif erik online n end up on the fone.. til 4am. O_O come to tink of it... half the stuff we said r simply crap. hahaa =S

slept for ard 4 hrs.. then went for breakfast n home~! but i din go catch back on my slp cuz the rest of the day continues fr here =X

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

it's only a monday

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i arrived at the office tis morning alreadi in 'want to slp' mode liao.. haa.. jialat...
then stone ard (greet colleagues gd morning) until ard 11 lidat.. then got work to do le... haa (q happy at 1st.. cuz i dun like stoning ard... but.. )
then tis morning got tis lady called Karen come.. tink the co. took up another small proj... then kh wans mi to go help (so i'll be exposed to pre-production process instead of juz post production which is wat i'm mainly doing now..) i'm fine wif it.. but they say the project v rushed.. so juz makes mi wonder if i'll be dead bz in future (oh no.. stil got alumni prac wor o_o)
anyway, kh's one of the... higher 'authorities' haa ard the co. i guess... tho he doesn't sit upstairs wif n and a (my sup.. and today got someone called the co. lookin for him... pronounced his name in a super hilarious way... we all broke out laffin hearing it.. keke)
then had lunch wif my colleagues.. those ppl in the design team r reallie funny... so laffed throughout lunch (after eatin it that is) n sat there for wat it seems like a rather long time.. then went back n cont work... but tis time got more work.. so somehow end up OTing til quite late... =( hope weds wun lidat... was super hungry.. but i guess i kinda forget abt it when they started playin some 3D animation.. Hoodwink i tink.. on the dvd player. hahaa =X

big boss coming back on wed!! *jittery*

Saturday, May 13, 2006

little updates

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have been to internship for four days liao... still quite ok now.. except the cranky computers there.. colleagues are all rather nice (and interesting in their own ways reallie.. haha)

yup.. so i guess i'll add more abt the internship after a longer period bah...

ydae met up wif xh, js n xq for dinner at subway before ajco concert... had to say that subway's sandwich is reallie healthy! so many vegeS!! but a tad ex.. if onli it's cheaper... n... shorter... 6 inch is a tad too much... if onli it's like 4 inch? yup.. headed dwn to the concert only to see the horrendous queue at the entrance to the theatre.. (but also becuz of the horrendous queue which we can no longer make out where is the end of the queue... )so end up we juz cut queue in =X sry to those who queued so long.. =S
i prefer the 1st half of the concert... the 2nd half is simply not my taste. oh well *shrugs*
and after tt went for supper at maxwell... (funny thing is during work time i lunch keep going there to buy... i stil go suggest that place -_-) ya.. nvm... then went home that time bump into bh, zeyi, wif yanli they all n a cello jnr.. her.. shuming issit? huihan's batch de. but end up zeyi n yanli tt gang (haa i lazy) took cab home... so left bh n shuming.. who dropped off at amk.
keep tryin to convince bh to come back for alumni but like darn hard... grr

anyway, end up tis mornin cldn't wake up to go joggin (actualli i did wake up.. cuz my mom suddenli come ask mi if i got work or not... onli realised later she probably asked becuz my alarm went off... n she switched it off -_-) diao... ah.. nvm..

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

五个人

got tis from tk n lj's blog... tho i remember i saw it smwhere before.. issit xq's blog? anyway.. feel like doing it.. hehee... feel like bending the rules tho... can i write more? =X

The rules:
-write something about 5 different people.
-you CANNOT say who they are.
-if someone asks which is about them, you CANNOT tell.
-it might be you, it might not be.
-in no particular order.

1. this person i want him to be my blood brother most... but sadly he isn't quite one... he's v funny, never fail to make mi laff... despite being a very normal person, he has definately influenced mi n my life in many little ways... haa... hope he'll slog out a chun1 tian1 n quickly find a gf =p

2. this person made mi realised that probably what i thought is love is actually not, who i thought is a close fren is actually not, who i thought will be important in my life is actually not... and... though i tink tis person's presence (a veri think presence) is no longer needed... i'm thankful for the lessons learnt frm tis person

3. this person is a good fren of mine... n one of my closest fren... learnt lots too from tis person... definately had loads of fun crappin, arguing yadda yadda... of cuz.... it only proves that ppl of opp gender can definately remain as great frens =) (dotx...)

4. tis person... simply disappeared from my life juz like tis (no...that person still alive somewhere on earth...) used to be quite a close fren during pri sch days.. even until earli sec sch days we're the only ones of the schbus khaki left... but end up... tis person suddenli as if memory erased... no longer register mi as someone she noe liao... leaving mi totally.. dumbfounded.... till today.. i still can't help wondering why... did i do smthing wrong?

5. tis person... is someone who i can tok to lots face to face yet on the net always like dunno wat to say to tis person...a close fren too... weird huh.. haa.. tis person also quite weird... haa... tho understood that his childhood isn't anymore happier than mine's... but he like tie too much knots for himself to handle... glad he's untie-in some but hope he can untie all bah... he definately look more cheerful nowadays... n he definately look better being cheerful~ diaoz

(ok.. bending the rule.. i wanna say more! raWR!!)

6. tis person... is probably the 1st one i quarrelled wif before even noeing tis person.. dunno why he/she pick on mi for no reason.. (then again mebbe not pick.. but back then it's reallie the 1st time i saw tis kinda person i tot) haa.. but bu4 cao3 bu4 xiang1 shi4.. haa... eventually still frens.. stil got keep contact... n well, can say tis person changed quite abit bah... dunno if the word matured is suitable.. but shld be for the better.. hehee~ now tis person occasionally started smsin mi "self invented" quotes.. tho i wonder if there's alreadi some gu3 ren2 that said smthin similar.. hahaa

7. someone i used to be? worried for.. now no nid worry le (i tink)... haa.. cuz that person "grow up" liao... lol actualli... ya.. hope can grow up more tho... a person that lacks certain ctrl.. =p

8. someone that help mi lots lots lots lots... yet always say never help much... tis person n frens v v v lihai... n v v v nice n helpful.... dunno how i can make it thru my uni life if i dunno u!!! ahhhh... my en1 ren1.... gah.. pengz.. XD.. owe tis person tons of tuna...

9. tis someone i dun noe as long as all those mentioned above... but has been a great fren n listener till now.... honto ni arigatou!!!!!~~!!! a fellow jap speaker.. (tho now lvl higher than mi liao).. but stil like to "speak" jap with tis someone.. hahaa =) so glad to hav tis fren =p

10. tis fren of mine is truely cute in his/her own ways... frank n daring at certain things.. yet smtimes juz v niu niu nie nie lidat de.. hahaa... a walking oxymoron!!! whoops.. dun kill mi... but tis fren certainly made life much more interesting... =p may u quickly find someone soon.. hahaha

okie.. tink i end here... nid go bathe...=s

Sunday, May 07, 2006

internship starts...

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becoming paranoid n worried that i wun fit in the co. n i'll be sian abt the job v v soon... hope not =s hafta spend the rest of my holz there de.. sobz...

life seems to be stale to mi now... not that it is that boring these days... but i juz can't help feeling sian diao... go sch too bz also sian... holz also seem sian.... is life gonna feel like tis all the way huh? suddenli feel like rearing a hamster... (actualli i wanted hamsters long ago...) but the tot of the kids at home, watever i feel also becomes a naught le... got any animal here will get killed by them... (wan2 si3) sian.... supposedly kids tie down their parents.. but i feel like i'm restricted by them (when they're not even my kids... )

haiz.. may my internship b v v interesting...

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

1st after exam gai gai trip wif frens

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the day before (sunday)... reallie decided that i shldn't juz stay at home n keep watchin dcj le.. haahaa.. somehow managed to get lj n erik out fer shoppin trip? on monday (which is labour day). our aim is to make sure lj spend her remaining 30bucks worth of wisma voucher tt we got fer her bdae previously. haa... en we also spend hours on the fone wif hl crappin till weeee hours.. (kenna nagged by my mom last nite for that -_-)

anyway, monday morning end up to be another round of dcj-ing cuz my modem suddenli can't work O_O... i opened it up... then after meddlin wif it for sometime.. i suddenli concluded cld be my pc's usb drive for some reason din initialise... haa. so restarted the comp n it's fine.. but then i alreadi unconnected everything.. n dcj's playin.. haaa.. so end up i switch off my comp n went to conc on the latter. XD had a hard time peeling myself off the tv.... n i wasn't late fer da appointment (supposedly 1330hrs @ orchard).. not like mr. erik who's late by a whoppin 20mins. =p but was glad i wasn't late cuz lj was earli.. haa.. the poor gal muz be mobbed by the hoards of ppl coming out fr the station... it's a public holz.... the place is like totally packed... as bad as a sunday.. or issit worsE? o_O

we headed to popular to take a look at some stuff... which after tt annie called n i hafta explain to her some programmin stuff.. ahhh sry lj! after tt we met up wif erik n left for.... food republic... (i was quite hungry after watchin a whole mornin of dcj... ahh the food!) end up having dao1 xiao1 mian4... for 5bucks, but it's a huge bowl... couldn't quite stand up after that le... =S after a v v full lunch... we started the shoppin... went almost every shop in wisma i tink... topshop's having some weird season of retro clothes.. when i mean retro.. it's reallie retro... it's almost all polka dots n checkers (i thought i saw this table cloth like dress there and of cuz the all famous.. itsy bitsy tiny weeny yellow polka dot bikini).. ya.. all looks weird and i've assured myself i got no clothes to buy tis season. hahaaa XD
saw many other clothes fr other shops... n wif mi n lj going abit crazy here n there.. haa... nearly drove erik to exasperation (nah.. juz exaggerating) but we did think of puttin a nice butterfly hair pin on him n some spag strap top. XD
finally we all got tired n decided to go get some drink... settled at yoshinoya... got our drinks.. n started snappin fotos of each other for some unknown reason... ppl ard us muz be tinkin that we're mad.. ha!
n after a unanimous decision by erik n xq(who is wif sharon @ tt time) keke... dinner is decided to be at carl's jr. so we headed dwn... after learning that sharon n xq actually alreadi reached suntec (was... shocked... cuz we din tink we sat at yoshi fer that long)... but end up it's rainin n onli lj had the brolly.. so 3 of us tried to squeeze under the brolly... was tinkin the sight will b quite a joke.. haa.. thankgoodness it isn't raining elephants... but the bus (no.14) sure took long enuff to come... n there's so many ppl at the bus stop that i hafta strain my neck to see any approaching bus.. (can't tiptoe since i'm on heels alreadi)... ya... so much so for the chinese phrase.. wait till neck grow long le.. haa
as expected.. when we reach xq will be complainin that we took so long... eh.. no.. she's alreadi too tired fr the complainin to sharon that we took so long.. hahaa... anyway, tis time i had this.. sourdough bacon burger? it's breadlike.. haa... quite nice albeit the slight oilyness.. (seems like the bread is buttered.. haa) then xq's one is low carb.... i.e. wrapped in a cabbage instead... so upon first sight.. it seems like she sank her teeth into a whole bunch of cabbage raw... O_O the cabbage vampire?
after a filling (abit too filling) dinner... we made our way dwn to chijmes... wif mi being the freeloader.. wahahaa XD (cuz actually only 4 of them shared the martini passcard... i tagged along.. somehow =X) eh.... saw tis super huge Milo event going on in suntec wif tons of ppl moving ard wif a tin of Milo in their hands.. haaa... dunno why Milo needs to do this... aren't they popular enuff alreadi?
we reach chijmes at ard 9.... n sadly 3 of the martinis are not avail... as for the rest... can refer to xq's blog.. oops.. paiseh.. i lazy.. hahaa..