getting emo
probably due to the mixture of feelings i get everyday... got kind of depressed with stuff, yet i'm still capable of feeling happy~ but when the happiness slowly drains off... emptiness seeps in...
just... so empty...
my heart and my brain contradict each other, to follow my heart or to stay rational... daily debates never ending...
the past is not something i can keep holding on to, yet when i look forward to see nothing i feel like just stopping and continue to look back forever...
perhaps, life is juz like a shackle tying me down... but perhaps death wun free me anyway
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haiz...i guess sometimes it's hard to be alive.. but then, it would be harder on the pple we leave behind if we weren't...
ryn: no lar... it's ok...coz in the end, kh asked me to go out and i dint really want to go out either... so i suppose all i really wanted to do was just to stay home and rest my mind/heart/soul from everything?
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