no title... can't think of one...

[mood | indescribable]

guess i din reallie wake up on the right side of my bed.. or somehow... today juz doesn't seem right... but then again... nuttin was ever totally right... always gotta live wif the insecurity inside mi... juz that dunno why felt it more today bah... *sigh*

hmmm.... today's quite a nuttin to do day.... it's not like i got no tutorials to do or stuff to catch up on.. but i'm not in the mood.... regret eating the whole mac EVM cuz it juz caused another bloaty tummy for the rest of the day.... *curse*

well, a fren of mine (i shan't name) asked mi if i notice a change in another fren of mine (shall kip it confidentaial) over the holz... was quite shocked at the question... cuz i notice a change perhaps even before the holz bah... well.. changes are gradual afterall... but i realized that i cldn't be that bothered anymore... perhaps.. the change in that fren caused my reaction towards him/her to become more indifferent.... anyway.. that ain't reallie the crux.. haa... i was juz thinkin.. how will i react if someone tells mi that i've changed... (erm.. that is if anyone's gonna tell mi... -.-) can't tink of an ans to that

hmmm... was reading some spoilers of GSD ep 44.. and someone pointed out that dulindal's Destiny plan is similar to wat's happening in A Brave New World... so i managed to find the online copy.. and read a few chapters... n realised that i cldn't go on... the book's quite cheam... but the world.... is simply... i shld call it.. a meaningless world... cuz nutting is real... nuttin natural...

sick...

rainy day, sch, and a bdae party~

[mood | peaceful ]

haiz... went to sch fer project meetin today.. n it had to rain... :( the meeting... i tink stil not that productive.. but we lack time also.. n weather also no good..

rushed home... n prepared to go fer gunz's bdae celebration.. tot me n xi di fen arranged to meet at wdls at 5pm (that's what i tot..) then ended up i'll be late fer like 20 mins... but in the end found out that he tot it's 5pm at khatib.. so end up he even later then mi... ha. ha. i'm reallie not fated to b late! lolx

took bus 961 down... and was kinda earli.. so i went into the petshop there n saw many many cute puppies!!! X3 oh ya... and there's a husky too! lazin ard.. wanted to touch it but perish the tot cuz dunno who's its owner.. :X however, the shop has a veri veri strong smell of dogs... ya.. so din stay long..

gunz house nid quite a bit of effort to go... cuz it's at the top of the slope... haa.. n someone complained non stop >_>
and his hse is like 4 storeys.... :O  and 2 cute dogs!! erm.. hubby and ah-orh (as in orh = black).. but i onli interacted wif hubby... a rather tamed jack russell...

spend the rest of the time catching up wif frens... saw a few ppl i haven't seen since i left jc... tho i dun reallie noe them well.. they actualli remember mi? hahaha... well... and the least expected ppl to see there is shiqi... dun ask mi why she's there cuz i dunno....

onli 2 wks n i'm half paralysed... wat nxt?

[mood | exhausted ]

super duper tiring week... esp today... walked all over sim lim area wif ty n jeff... tryin to look fer parts to buy... searching for stuff is reallie super tiring.....

in the end i can't find a nice cheap solder to buy... the cheapest i saw was 3 bucks but the tip of the soldering tool is like so big... (smaller better so wun hav a big bolt of solder melted) ty n jeff sayz go sand it to make it sharp... =_=

i literally had to drag myself home... dunno if i was hungry or wat... but make myself eat an old chang kee springroll b4 going home... fear that my legs will grow too weak to even stand my way home (peak hour.. seats = dream on)

my leg stil veri suan.. n i'm damn slpy.. but i haben done my tutorials!!! HOW?!?!

tml... go sch again... sat leh.. sianz.... stupid paper design.. kns

- out of my mind -

[mood | blank ]

not meaning that i'm nuts.. but rather i'm spacing out.. (mebbe too much?)

was shoppin alone fer burfday prez @ orchard n bumped into jianshen, fukang, qiling n chris outside heeren... o_o
and i was like in the midst of spacing out.. so after sayin hi i dunno how to react.. lol...
after qiling went on abt recallin my name (n how many weilin/weiling-s he knew) then i dunno wat to say.... then fukang started headin for taka.. so said bye to them
tink i heard chris askin if i was too shocked or smthin.. lol

haiz.. i always space out when i go shoppin alone... :X

yet again..

[mood | bored ]

happi burfday to S'pore! but i guess for almost all the yrs i'm alive... S'pore's burfday's always a boring day fer mi.. cuz smhow.. i'll juz be rottin off at home n not in a mood to even play... i yearn to do the tutorials but it's mad to do them cuz i dun understand a bit...

ydae's da 1st day of sch.. the feeling's totally different i shld say... i dun feel light-hearted.. prolly tt's bcuz i got 6 hrs of lect str8... quite yuckky.. n exhausting... haa.. then 2ndly.. no one is excited abt sch.. everyone's tired n exhausted (oi oi.. 1st day onli.. but oops.. mi too) or juz simply sian... *sighz*

i hope the whole sem wun be as dead as that...

hmm.. tis sem i got 4 day week it seems.. wed's my free day.. so gotta excersize lotsa self ctrl on stuff else i'll juz stone my time away.. ya not play.. stone... i'm stil gd at stoning...

broke-ness

[mood | tired ]

it's a sunday morning n i felt (at least my eyes felt) as if i din slp the whole nite at all~  z_z

haha.. finally decided i shld come n complain how broke i am... uh... actualli not like it's gonna help in anyway.. bleh. :X ok... my fault for not working longer during the holz... ;_; so... my new resolution for the semester aside from raising up my CAP will be to scrimp n save.. even if it means i eat less! (dunno how much i can save tho... cuz tis yr's full of 21st burfday fer many frens... *shrugX*)

still... must save.

haiz.. so tired... and it's onli like 10:10 in the morning.. Zzzzzzz

juz bored?

[mood | restless ]

feeling kinda bored... so here i am~~

well... sch's startin nxt week... n i guess i'm starting to feel more serious n less playful... (even lookin at maple story fer long bores me.. :S but then again... i guess it mite apply to my notes too XD)

can roughly imagine how the nxt sem wil be like bah... and perhaps... at the end of my final year.. i'll be slightly more glad to leave the uni and start working... another apprehensive phrase of life... but then again... i guess i shldn't worry too much...

i realise these few days i've been reminding myself that i'm alreadi 20 (infact wil go 21 tis yr..) haa... i guess i'm still not used to tinkin that i'll be an adult soon... being a kid's nice la... 'cept that u dun get as much freedom frm parents....

things kip changing becuz time exist...

i wonder how will the world and everyone change to be like in future... wat about me..?

oh kill me...

[mood drained ]

went back to NUS tis mornin fer a half n hour + briefing for EE2001... and they wanted us to make an amphibious vehicle tis time.. a combi of last 2 yr's proj?! (the yr before was car.. last yr was boat) *lost fer words*

and due to the earli unexpected ending time.. went to slack in the engin canteen (that i realise i'm pretty sick @ the sight of it despite havin more aromatic smell n nicer lookin stalls ard :X) waited fer jeff to come... then we juz joined hq's grp n chatted bits... mainly ty n them discussing stuff.. i'm more of an audience there.

and it rained.... decided it's abt time to leave fer orchard n ty n jeff also wanted to leave (ey going m'sia) and ended up we brought up the plan fer the proj n started discussin... so end up leaving sch ard 12+ and i missed the train n waited like 8 - 9 mins.... but.. I wasn't late.. lolx

oh.. was meetin jh n &dru fer lunch @ wheelock's Sakae.. since it's &dru's burfday tml (tho it's jh's suggestion that we meet up fer lunch.. guess since the ktv session is shelved... abit glad cuz i stil got no songs to sing.. haha but jh like abit sad.. cuz it's alreadi shelved fer mths..)

after that seemingly long lunch? (tot we took quite some time to even order the food n after that stil stayed on...) jh went to mit his gf, while i went to find my niece's burfday prezzie while &dru headed off to do his own shoppin...

shldn't hav went to that toy 'r us in paragon.. so little stuff.. then din notice taka's basement got toy fair until the last moment... my leg was juz abt to cramp any min... (guess walkin ard in heels is still abit too much fer mi..)

*is tired*
suddenli... the apprehensive feeling abt the new sem is back again.. oh i hate that feeling...

equivalent exchange...

[mood | contemplative ]

when u gain smthin u lose smthin???
hmm.. dunno..  ha!

crashin NTU

[mood | irate ]

went to crash NTU today... met up wif js at adm to go dwn and bumped into ll at adm mrt statn... haa.. n concluded that our batch co guys like onli got cm go nus... (found out later fr xq stil got wz i tink..? )

ya... NTU not bad.... but i guess i too used to NUS le... cuz it's quite different so go there also not veri xi guan... the ppl there seem different... (as if like everyone got a NTU chop on them LOL.. no NUS-sy look???) yup.. bumped into quite a no. of ppl in the end.. saw Daryl and Zhenwei... then later saw gunz.. and also saw my former colleague fr Creativex (a fellow scanner~ lolx) then saw Wang qiong and tis girl also from AJ one.. but i can't remember her name... oh ya!! juz remembered! she's from cm's class one... (not ruth.. lol) ya.. then wq also takin comp engin.. lol.. but not surprisin...

so in the end xq never come find mi n ahp... so we juz continued waitin for tk n js... then headed for amk for dinner.. end up eatin at this sumo house (that mi n my mom's supposed to go n try out smday... ) ate the cheap katsu don set for 2.90 lidat... ya... then veri full le.. actualli their chicken veri little... (well u look at the price..) but stil ok la... alot of rice -_-

ya.. then went dwn fer prac... hs actualli tell us go out prac.. n we become chased from place to place.. sadness....

went home.. found out that my father's driving license is invalid n nids to be returned... but accordin to previous letters which ask him to go for eyesight test.. they onli mention class 4 and class 5 license... they never mention class 2 and 3.... idiotic rite??? now they say the whole license invalid... wth... damn pissed...

'_'

[mood indescribable ]

don't know why, today feeling so sian.... esp when it comes to mapling... mebbe becuz i din get any drops or is ossy also quite boring for me but yeah... i think it's abt time i shld stop playin le... mebbe not 100% stop but shld play much much much less.

the new semester is arriving reeeeeeeel soon. still feel abit apprehensive abt it cuz i noe nxt sem's gonna be tough.. but den again.. i suddenli got the chong1 dong2 to pia pia and pia...

gratefulness~

[mood | grateful ]

feeling very grateful now~ hahaa.. dunno why? juz suddenli felt that i'm veri hapi wif my life :S but guess i'm growing a tad too lazy fer it...

going on a diet... i reallie shld

[mood | full ]

gahz.. who won't be full?!?!! after eatin @ cafe cartel on fri... havin a buffet @ my sis's hse fer baby warming on sat.. then went fer another sinful lunch + tea + snackin @ essential brews on sun...
feels quite sick actualli.. to suddenli eat tis much... tho all of them is reallie nice n delicious food!~~ :D but... haha. i better let my tummy rest
essential brews @ holland V~ quite a nice place wif nice ambience.. food abit ex but their desserts r veri worth it fer the portion! everything there gotta do wif tea i tink... even the apple crumble's sauce is green tea.. but yey! i love apple crumble!!~~!!!~!!~!! :9~ *burP* oopz :X

20/01 class outing~

quite succesful~~~ really hafta thank audrey n cp :P

many came~ and zw reallie hav a real change in image! so hip suddenli LOL XD
the rest din change that much bah... then i found out something.. hehehe.. shan't say :X

that cafe cartel reallie quite good cuz so ulu... alot of ppl din noe it existed... but then.. it serves pretty slowly Zzz :X

after tt went esplanade slacked abit b4 going home :)

nice seeing everyone!

yeyS~!

[mood accomplished ]

finally stop procrasinating n made a webby!.. but i got no content fer it.. so it's juz the main page n the menu bars~ general layout wil stay that way..

if u wanna go take a look then go http://www.geocities.com/edo_meow
stil dun hav anythin to put inside tho :(
and shut that annoyin yahoo add then it'll look nicer... haiz if onli i got my own server (dream on man! no money)

feel free to leave comments :P

har?

[mood weird ]

had a veri weird dream last nite.... so the rest of the day kip feelin weird weird one

the routine of everyday hafta be waken up by the doorbell at 8am then mi going back to slp for another hour is startin to irk me.... wonder when i'll finally snap.. hope not :X

for once, i'm not lookin fwd to the start of a new semester... totally absolutely not lookin fwd to it...

haiz.. den dunno wat i wanna say liao... kip feelin like givin tis place another revamp... but i guess i shld go try makin a webpage.. budden no ling2 gan3.... so sianx.....

reallie the mind is willing but flesh is weak....

treat

[mood apathetic ]

hmmm~ went fer ktv wif zx, cm, ll n merv~ sang tons of songs :X tho i can't find much songs on my own... (end up ppl dian3 den i juz sing if i noe) so guess i reallie shldn't go ktv-in liao
after tt went to swensens fer dinner but we had our "appetizers" 1st~ apple crumble n banana crumble!!!!~~!! :D~ i stil prefer apple for crumbles :P
then by then already too full.. so end up when erik arrive... shared a bake rice wif ll and shared fried mushroomies wif everyone...
tok abt quite weird topics over dinner i guess... i never expect those stuff? hmmm
ya.. we treated cm to the ktv n the meal fer mafanin him so much fer the chalet bah.. (if i'm not wrong he had to move back the furnitures n so on.. :X)
after that.. ended up play pool.... cm too zai liao.. unbeatable =.=
yup.. went home after tt~

erm... sry if i never jio anyone else... tink most ppl are busy n shld juz kip it small bah~ :x sry sry

Long time no c freNS :P

[mood chipper ]

finally met up wif xi di fen, gunz & shupei today~ it's bcuz xi di fen's bdae is tml and he offered to treat us to lunch! so nice hor! (condition: to bring a gift :X)

met xi di fen @ orchard mrt today durin noon.. was abit shocked wif his dress style cuz i never saw him dress tis way (funkier?) and smmore he died his hair n styled it :P then met gunz outside tangs
originally planned to go to tis magicwok @ far east but cfmed that it closed down :X... so ended up at the indonesian restaurant @ paragon... sp onli joined us after we started eatin (infact.. halfway down to it)
gunz din change much bah.. haha but found out that he cut his own hair? quite good skill really~ cuz it's very even! (see some potential here?)
learn that sp's going for exchange nxt sem @ perth! so good.. haiya.. her results quite zai one.. so not surprising
after tt sp went back to work.. then we juz walked ard orchard chattin~ haha it's nice to get together and catch up again :)

hope to see them again soon :P

oh ya.. reallie hafta thank gunz for pei-in mi walk all o'er orchard juz to find gifts for my sisters.. so mafan to get gifts fer them~ thx thx gunz!

back from "chalet"

[mood | sleepy ]

went cm's house (one of his hse) for alumnico chalet on fri... juz realise that place is very close to amk :p quite a good location bah..
was kinda worried that i'll lose my way.. luckily i din o.o... reach liao and found out ll's the onli girl there? haha.. mebbe it's a gd thing i went on fri instead of sat... they were tokin abt tis guy that kept lurkin ard the house n wanted to make frens wif them :X i din see that guy tho.. lol
hmm... ppl there got cm, sy, bh, fk, ql, js(not jsim), ll, erik... so played mj for a while... (started 2 tables.. den ql neber play) but our table stopped becuz everyone din reallie hav luck and we liu2 ju2 like dunno for how many rounds... so went over to the other room n i found interest in the e-keyboard there :X then started playin the beat mania game on that keyboard ya.. then juz tok cok n so on.. (initially wanted to play card game.... budden becuz of the keyboard haha XD)
after tt merv came.. ya... so meddled on wif the keyboard n guitar (tt's in that room too) then played asshole while those play mj starts playin bridge.. went out to eat prata at like dunno wat time (near 3am???) after that.. everyone came back n some of us went to slp.. esp ll who's so slpy :P en i tried to slp... then merv n cm also... then the rest came later (and they hafta take the floor :X oops) well, the aircon's kinda cold.. so din reallie slp also... hear some ppl snore a while here n there haha.. then smtimes chatted abit... en got drag out of bed by ll :X
en we went back to that mj room to slack.. and play keyboard (again?) then cm woke up.. so 3 of us juz stayed there n meddle wif the keyboard... after tt i kept sayin i hungry :X so went out buy food..
after that, went back and spend almost the rest of the afternn in that room.. zl, xh n kc came.. so did je, zy n his gf... then near evenin.. mi went to play ps wif ll n ql.. then yl, rj n amelia came also.. but they all never stay for the nite bah... at nite went ktv after jsim n lj arrive.. by then gy n sw also came liao..
gy treated us to icecream~ (those veri ex one. haha so nice of him :P) ya.. den i din sing much cuz i got no voice left (all thx to ql's cold jokes on fri nite :X)
well.. then sing finish le went back play ps awhile.. then was slackin ard... n merv drag mi go watch Final Destination 2... yuckky movie.. :S n i didn't watch most of the scene of the freaky gory deaths.. sick.
din slp in the end.. watch them play uno stako, heart attack then play 2 rounds of asshole.. played game of life (by then everyone esle went to Zzz le).. then played carrom wif rj.. then dozed until 8am :S... cuz so slpy.. so din stay on.. had breakfast wif jsim n lj.. then went home n KO all the way til 6pm

arghx

[mood | tired ]

1st n foremost, congrats to lj fer passin her driving tesT~ *applauds*

today is a veri tiring day... hand pain leg pain head also pain...

dun wanna go into the details... but today's not a good day fer mi...

tink i'll juz grow to become more n more apathetic... -_-