thankiEWs

there's too many things to recap for year 2004... 2004 has its good and its bad...but when i look back, i realised that my life has changed so much.... i feel like i'm stuck in the middle of nowhere?

i dunno what to anticipate in the future... but i hope everyday wld juz be as nice and i'll be much more luckier :P

:::::::: a thankiew note :::::::::

== CO ==

wanna thankiew my bestest buddz... i dunno what to thank you for... there's too many... so i can onli say a reeeel BIG thankiEW!!! u're soooo nice, a great suppoRT, and someone gd to rely on! dunch strezZ! ORD lo! :X oh ya.... pls always remember to collect money lar... i tink now i noe why all ur unknown source where ur money went to liao :X

wanna thankiew dA 500++ yrs coW spiriT... for being soooo helpful in many wayZ :D tho u always soooo lazy to travel abit more... :X it's always nice to hav u arD! i noe u veri rich now lar... so when's a treat coming? heheheheee :X

wanna thankieW dA aUnT-TEE wiF a hammIe called Xiaobai... for so givin me face n stayin over :P i'm sorry like the whole entire last sem like never paid much attention to u... too bz... i tink i neglected alot of stufF!! sorRY!~!~~!!~!~~ tho i can't seem to catch up wif the RVCO tok of urs.... hee.. it's never-the-less great to hav u arD! so now u can play mj liao hor?

wanna thankiEW dA lil' girl who's always losing slp n not eatin dinner... thankiew for all ur letters n encouragement n yadda yadda.... pls lar..... slp more n eat more...... it's no wonder ppl say the wind can blow u off ur feet le... :P muz take good care of urself!!!!!!!!

wanNa thankIew dA mAtA :P who's been a great company at times and well... givin all the insights on law eh? :X a jnr to be proud of! cuz he's so active in alumni.. muahahahaa :P jia you jia you!!

== CPE ==

wanna thankiew my study buddy (or issit arbitrary buddy?)... thanks for all the stress u giv me... :S hahaa.. and being so nice n encouraging alwayZ, toleratin all my crap n so on :X hope i haven't troubled u too much. :p and beiNG so onZ for dA outingS!!! GREAt to hav u arD! fun!!! :P

wanna thankiew polar bear!!!! u've been a reallllll great fren despite half the time not being psychically near me since u're in grp B n i'm in A... u've given me so much advice! so much help! n encouragement too!!! ahhh! if i were to weigh wat i owe u in terms of cans of tuna.. i tink i owe u alot alot! :p thankiew thankiEW!

wanna thankiEw cinDeraLLA!!! aka fake malay girl's shifu :X u've been a greaT companY during exam period studyin man... tho i tink we shld avoid to destress ourselves by startin a conversation cuz waste lotsa time.. haha.. neverthelesS! u've been a great company to study in school! thankiEW!!!

wanna thankIEw fake malay girl! ur "heLLO!" tho reallie kinda too loud and imagin that the dist away we can hear it before even spottin u... but it does add a cheery note to the daY hehe :) u've been a great company.. n well.. at least did make me think sometimes that st nix isn't tHat bad huh??? hehee.. oh ya... a great pal at games.. hahaha... thx for introin all the fun games :P

wanna thAnkiEw gorgonitZ aka well oyster? (in terms of chinese interpretation)... haha.. ur lame jokes reallie crack us up man... diaoZ!!!! n u're still soooo good at ur studies despite missin quite a no. of lectureS?! wat are u?! :X

wanna thankiEW wee-boi (oops.. dis isn't wat i shld use but neber mind.. i dun tink u read tis :X) er... thanks for not coming to the lecture? so i dun hafta save so much seatS? wat the.. haha... erm... do... wake up... n remember ur exam dates n time k? i noe u're lucky but dun risk it :P

wanna thankiew OMY!!!! u've been a great pal man!! so glad i'm in the same class wif u! thankiew thankiew for all the help n sorry for all the trouble i gav u for the projecT! all da besT nxt yr n may naruto be as excitin as evA! wahahahaA!

== all FrenS not mentioned aboVE ==

yUP! wanna thankiew you all of u who've helped me in one way or another, encouraged me anyway... joked wif me, laff wif me sing wif me etc etc done anything wif me.. THANKIEW THANKIEW!! cuz too many ppl.. so can't afford to write out one by one..and due to the limited space in my "CPU" up there.... so i onli write those that i faced more everyday or recently.. thankiew thankiEW!! to all NUS frens, all CO frens all 20/01 class maties! hav a gREATER YEAR AHEAD!!! i luv u all, u all hav been part of my life n will always bE!!! greatly appreciateD!!

new yeaR stayoVA for AS!

venue: at js's house..

well, if i'm not wrong, it a swap from last year (or rather.. last last year... 2003 that is.. where x'mas is at his house n new year at moi house)

we ate good food.. all thanks to his mom... had fun... playin all the games.. and finally mj... glad his sis karine joined in.. haa... she's quite fun to hav... tho i'm amazed that she din learn anything abt mj or even bridge from her bro... :X

wanna thx js and his parents for lettin us hav the place n being such gooooooood hosts!! tho this new year is bound wif a tad of sadness (from both the tsunami incident n the closing down of mediaworks...)
well, still hope that this new year will be much much better one.

had a meeting for the committee members after that.. found out somethings... made me quite glad.. but in a sense, there's still many worryin factors... oh well, hope can sort it out... n i hope huangshen reallie is not gonna kill us like this... or i'll not let him off!!!

oh well.. HappiE new yeaR!

AS stayover & moi resultS

yesterday... part of the AS gang (jsim, xq, erik) came to my house in the afternn... played cluedo.. mastermind.. yadda yadda...
then went to watch Meet the Fockers at GV yishun wif lj, tyngfeng n kianhock joinin us

haa.. lame show.. quite funny.. but really full of sexual humour.. :X i still think that the baby's the cutest.. haha. .assssshoooooooooole (the baby's 1st word!)

after tt, tyngfeng n kh went home... while lj joined us as we walked back to khatib.. bot some stuff at 7-11 then went back to my house.. spent most of the time tokin n tinkin of wat to tok.. tried playin the rummy game tt js bot... for some reason, i keep winnin.. but onli played 3 rnds.. then i let xq take over.... en we tried watchin naruto... well, no help.. so proceeded to find more stuff to tok abt? after tt, me n js went to qie ikaruga.. then the rest started eatin cup noodles.. had to say js reallie quite zai.. he actuallie manage to reach the 5th lvl... tho he din manage to kill the lvl 4 king.. but to do that on the 1st time.. i tink he's good?

after tt, he had his noodles n watched the latest naruto ep while the rest of us chatted.. xq dozing off every now n then.. eventuallie she fell asleep.. n js went to sleep on the floor.. (when there's bed in the room :S

well, auntie got her dad to fetch her at ard 6am? then after sendin her off.. we all went back.. n started playin bridge till mornin.. :X it's the war between the spades and the hearts... *shakes head* :X

well, left ard 8.. went for breakfast.. then jie3 san4

er... my results ar... no good? or below my expectation.. but it's not the worst bah... i tink.. still i'm back to square one... my cap dropped back to the same of the very 1st sem... haiz.. i muz work harder liao!

oh... so it's x'mas?

Christmas is actually Jesus's birthday... well, a very grand birthday that everyone celebrates. Don't know when did Santa and Rudolf started comin into the picture... but anyway, the X'mas atmosphere used to be very... erm.. in chinese we call it nong2... means thick? :X

Tis year's slightly different, it seems like there's no X'mas atmosphere around... mebbe the best u can hav is to walk ard orchard road n u mite convince urself that X'mas is here... well.. that's it.. :S As for why there is no atmosphere, it's unknown... and I thought i'm the onli one who felt tis way.. it seems like from my observation, it's not only me...

And it seems like the turnout for X'mas outing wif the AS gang isn't gettin any better either... *sighz* and i'm getting my results back on X'mas (well, the only thing i can hope for is that Jesus will bless me wif good results since it's released on His burfday :X )

oh ya, btw, i'm a free thinker, but i respect the either Gods of both sides... haa.. (fence sitter u can call me..)

well, merry x'mas! to all those who still feel it... as for those who dun... may u find the true feeling of x'mas :P

fotos r up

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i numbed my hands..

all thanks to MS... that quest... that horrible freakin jump till u die quest... arGH!!

i hope my keyboard wun spoil reallie... having problems typin tis entry.. yet dunno why, i still feel like comin here to crap abit...

holz is passin pretty fast... dunno issit to my horror or to my relief? i've juz got the slight inkling that i'll be veri sian of holz soon.. er.. playin is fun... gamin is fun.. going out is fun... but always feel like my feets' r off the ground... bu4 ta1 shi2 lidat..

hmm.. today went to sing KTV wif sf n jerry... i tink i sang almost all the songs i wldn't dare to sing if infront of a big crowd.. n i get to sing Ayumi's song! finally.. a jap song.. but that's the onli one they hav that i noe liao.. sadness.
then in late afternn, met up wif annie to giv her some "pointers" for her blog... veri glad to see her actuallie.. she juz made me feel like i'm startin to miss NUS (yeah, believe it :P )

yey! i got the fotos to planet games from cameraman &dru.. dunno when will jinghow's one be up? or i shldn't wait?

a biG thankiEW!!!

wanna thank everyone, for their lovely n totful gifts, their good wishes n the burfdae songs for all that sang.

thankiew so much!!!!!

went out wif lj today.. then jsim joined us.. had a sinful er supposed dessert but becum lunch at swensens.. thx lj for the apple crumble treat! i lurVe apple crumble :D~ :X

then after tt, played ikaruga wif jsim at the arcade.. (n died in an awful state.. cuz their speed is so much faster... n the ctrl's too sensitive :X)

headed dwn to taka.. took some fotos.. n lj went to work (i hope u're feelin alrite now!) yeah.. en i went to hunt for my x'mas card :P en we went dwn for co prac... saw more snrs today.. n jnrs too.. quite happy to see them cuz long time never see them le...

then went for supper.. or issit dinner? budden jsim din go.. but he passed me my preZziE.. which i'm reallie shocked to get it.. cuz i never expect them to find it.. reallie.. i tot it's like out of stock or wat.. haa! thankiew thankiew

yup.. and thanks to all those who sang the bdae song for me.. tho i'm quite glad no one else is ard else i so paiseh.. :S

dinner's great.. tho we din get to all sit together.. but discussed quite alot of interestin things... well, n some hard facts too..

my snrs r tokin abt their fren who changed alot after going for dunno issit SEP or juz went abroad.. but the change is reallie so great.. they can't click as well anymore....

i noe it's inevitable humans change.. but i reallie hope that wun happen bah.... i dun wan to juz hold on to memories.. they're too fragile...

[fotos will be up soon.. along wif the ones taken at planet games :X]

pLanEt gAmEs!!~!!! @.@

[photos will be up after i consolidated @ fotopages.com]

ahh... finally gone to Science centre for planet games wif sf, &dru n jinghow... :p
well, science centre has undergone renovation n i almost cldn't recognise.. (the entrance is totally new...)

hmmm.. overall ratin... the planet games is kinda below my expectations bah.. but nevertheless, i stil hav a great time there :P and yey~!~! i finally landed the plane at changi airport :X hehe.. u'll noe wat's that abt later :X

erm.. ok.. so 1st we explored sci centre abit... cuz so long never go then all got abit suaku liao.. so started lookin at all those visual puzzles... see until my eyes @.@ got alot... reallie alot..
then visited the chicks.. or rather.. the eggs wif a chick :P chick veri cutE!!! kawaii ne!

then after that wondered to some place (seemingly more for kids.. but hell.. who cares :X) tested the sound travellin tube wif &dru.. but i took the children slide dwn n hurt my butt :X
eh.. tested quite abit of stuff there.. quite fun actuallie. en saw mice, hamters n so on.. etc etc until &dru suggested we wandered to the wrong place? :X so we finally went to planet games and spent some time on the gameboys outside.. then finally entered

1stly, arrived at the video games part.. reallie alot of games.. but ey're sooooo ole... infact.. it's sooo ole.. i can't imagine playin them :S but each of us got 4 tokens.. and being greedy beings.. we tried to get more tokens by playin their quiz... if get 5 qns rite.. we'll get a token.. but our best try is 3 qns rite.. oops :X
so after takin a good walk ard there.. we went on...hmm.. saw all the xbox n playstation etc.. n got occupied wif the xbox game.. some ninja game.. was stuck at that area.. cldn't get out.. then got &dru to tried.. to he definately grasp more moves.. but we left that ninja hanging ard (literally in the game) after many futile attempts.. then went to watch ppl play lan... after tt watch the 3D movie.. something stupid happened... not abt to say.. :X
well, found out that the 3D show's repeatin itself.. so we went to try those holographic game.. (parachute that kind) n got a hard time figurin how to move ourselves n dodgin the "astroids"... jinghow cut himself into half by standin over 2 spots.. haha diaoz...

after we spent quite abit of time playin the 3D stimulation those NUS peeps invented that time... i'll never get tired of it man.. haha :P there's 2 parts.. the one outside has the kois! haa.. so was throwin kois into virtual ponds then smashin the ponds (so to delete them...) :X fun!

then the flight stimulator caught our attention.. the screen is round! veri cool.. and supposed to land the typhoon at Changi airport.. the ctrls reallie hard cuz the joystix's super sensitive.. i crashed my plane.. so did the rest... come to tink of it.. sf din try it issit? anywayz.. then alot of kids n parents came.. many funny stuff happened.. but i'm glad i managed to land the plane

oh ya, then there's this computer havin a game that DSTA programmed for SAF? haha.. i happily threw grenades at the enemy (blowin them up! :D budden killed in the end still :\ ) well... as &dru said.. can't prone.. so veri prone to gettin killed eh.. ?
sf n jinghow's back at the 3D stimulation of the kois n so on.. haa.. so watch them play (poke in here n there to help) then went back to spend the 4 tokens... used it in some silly driving game.. (so hard to play.. =_=) then spend 2 on a shootin game.. er... ok.. my aiming sux like nobody's biz.... not like &dru's... tink i reallie man4 alot of pai1s... ><~ give me unlimited supply of bullets also no use.. heh
then the other coin at... at... some plane fighter game.. that's laggy n caused me to die becuz of that since i'm used to immediate reaction fr ikaruga (i.e. i can fire last min at enemies).. sadness..

oh well.. then made jinghow n sf took some farnie pics :X hee.. then rested for quite awhile.. after that went back to sci centre n walked ard until sci centre close..

then went for dinner? (i din eat.. cuz got dinner awaitin me at home liao).. dinner topic: game again.. haha!
after that we parted n i went home wif sf.. tired man....

oh ya.. thanks &dru for the prezziE :) veri cuTE! :D

20/01 class ouTinG!!

finally, another outin for 20/01 of AJC :P oh well, as expected.. we waited darn long.. dunno for ppl.. or for the idea of where to hav dinner :P seems like everyone din come on a totally empty tummy.. haha :P

well, 3 cameramen there :P n guess gary's the one wif the most hi-tech camera... dunno how many pixels.. but it cost 1k+ so watcha tink? :X

took pictures as we go..
i took quite abit.. mostly candid shots (cuz no one wanna cooperate.. so successful or not u can tell from the blurness of the fotos.. :P )

wun be uploadin the fotos here.. cuz i've uploaded them up at http://eriolyuy.fotopages.com

:) it's a great outing.. thanks for all the prez :) luv them lotS :D

subarashi desu!!

finally~ i dun hafta work.... tho still kinda annoyed that DFS smhow screwed my schedule up n so on.. but i'm still glad that i dun hafta work...

dread workin.. wldn't hav work if i'm not short of cash.. but hell... i get plenty of time to work in future.. so shld play more now.. muahahahaa!~~!!!

currently my skin is in a veri bad state... me eatin steriods again to ctrl it.. n i hope tis will be the last time... dun like steriods... :(

but now i'm veri relaxed.. like nuttin to worry for.. so nice... tis kinda life.. :P guess the hectic previous semester has made me learn to treasure my holidays more...

online games, outings, anyone?

oh ya.. it seems like MS is gettin hotter.. n obviously tis means that sf's ahead of time again like GB previously.. haha.. but i'm stil wonderin if i shld d/l that.. issit that nice?

in memory of my Grandma

will miss her lots tho i dun see her often... but she's reallie nice to me.. will always buy my fav pong piah from pontian when she comes to stay over at my house..
luv listenin to her n my mom speak in hakka... then i'll sit there n guess wat ey said.. haa
and she never scold mi before.. n i still kept the noisy elephant stuff toy she gav me when i was young...

hopes she'll go to ji2 le4 shi4 jie4 and reunite wif her mother (aka my greatgrandmother... passed away a few years back...) n her husband (my grandpa.. which.. i've never seen b4)

rest in peace.

finallY... over...?

well... darn glad that the exams are over...

thought i was in holiday mood... but apparently i'm not anymore.. or perhaps i never was? i'm juz glad that the exams are over.... budden i suddenly felt veri out of place... 3mths being stuffed under piles of hmwk n suddenly u break free... all i can describe is "stunned".

supposed to have many things to do .. but now like no mood... always lidat... exam time wish i can be doing this or that.. budden when time comes that... dun feel like it anymore...

really need time to tune my life again... and perhaps, i'll never get used to a life of simply sitting at home playing games all day long... I never like to play alone... used to play alone when i was young... and i really looked fwd to play wif my cousins back then... now, i prefer my friends' company... the bad thing about having siblings way older than you.. (ar... dun kill me sis :X)

i hope mongling call soon.. so at least i can settle my job.... get my schedule.. n start plannin outingS :P

ok.. that's the onli thing i look fwd to holz.. to see my frens again... come to tink of it... perhaps working is good huh.. at least i wun stay at home feeling lonely all over... diaoz

anyway, after that dreadful paper tis morning, took photos with my frens and went to the munching monkey? i din get the name wrong i hope... well, jinghow was being as crappy as ever.. too bad jeff din join us.. else i think it'll really be a crappy crappy meal.. haha... oh well, enjoyed my lunch and all the chatting as usual :) i had to say.. lunch time wif them is always my favourite! thinking of it already makes me smile.. hahaa yuck :X come to think of it.. like very long never have lunch wif my AS gang liao.. wah.. muz go for meal together too!!!

then after that went to go recover my ring file i left outside MPSH... while taking foto.. keep remindin myself not to forget.. and i DID... it's strange how my memory actually works.. i guess i'll never understand it myself... and thanks &dru for the company :)

well, in the end everyone ge4 zhou3 ge4 de4... jeff already went off.. to sls if i'm not wrong.. he got lotsa stuff to settle before his trip... so gonna be real bz... then after our lunch.. jh went to use the wireless in nus.. cuz he brot his lappy n he wanna use it becuz he brot it... sf went to sentosa to collect her islander card?.. cheewooi... went back to his hostel to pack of cuz.. else he will be shooed out soon.. :X
then &dru went home (i supposed, after his groceries shopping? for a moment i actually thought he's going to the supermarket :X )

yeah.. so i juz took 852 n sat all the way till yishun... bot book 15 of fruit basket.. (reallie long awaited.. they're slow man... those translators..) n bot a naruto book thats on their characters one.. but realised i'm not used to reading chinese for naruto.. can't catch the names :X

well.. that's about it... muz go hunt for games.. esp those multiplayers one.. than jio everyone to play! heheheee :)



[picture title: mo-yA-nin (means hazy ppl in jap.. hahaha! :X:X:X ) ]

a lame (or shld it be unlucky) day to start the exams wif...

hmmm... well, it seems like right after my econs exam in the morning... my luck went downhill straight.. geez.. dunno wassup...

1stly.. the sole of my right reebok shoe came out again! but i can't pull it out cuz the front was sewed to the shoe itself.. so can't walk properly.. let alone limp properly.. =_=

then... thank god i met benny on the way.. so borrowed pen knife from him n got rid of the dangling sole... n u noe wat? after walkin further more... my left sole came out too!! argh.. so i settled the right leg but the left one give me prob.. so limped or rather.. tried to drag my left foot there... tryin not to gather any attention to my shoes.. n tried to cut the strings holding the sole down to the shoe wif my keys (sadly.. i lost my small pen knife i tink during the orientation preperation at the ECE club room... so yeah.. din bother to bring another nowadays)... n the string was soooo tough... the keys dun seem to help... so wat i'm left is wif.... my lighter... so i burnt the rope (tryin not to burn my shoe n leg along wif it..) unpicked the string... n finally got rid of it..

by that time i darn sian diao liao.... den wanted to go some classroom but mostly like pretty filled.. or at least.. dun seem to hav any sockets left for me.. so as i decided that perhaps i shld go smwhere else... found out that i never bring the cheat sheet for EE2008 that i planned to finish... haiz.. ok.. so i'll juz do abit of CS1102C n go home in the evening... but...

johnson called and ask if i'm at home?! apparently he gotten the dates wrong... told me was sunday.. yikes.. ok.. but ey're gonna catch "The Incredibles" and asked if i wanna watch (i dun mind budden i guess i'll feel darn guilty if i do... fancy catching a movie on the 1st day of exams.. am i nutS?) so he said he'll get back to me later... n minutes after he put dwn.. my hp's batt died... =_=;

so i kept wonderin if i gotta wait for jeff to come also (i figured that he mite ask where i am.. but the thing is.... my hp's flat... then worried that jsim wanna contact me also.. ><~)
finally.. saw jeff so i told him that i gotta go (oops..) went to call jsim to inform him abt the dead hp... n now i'm back home... :X

good grief...

anyway... had lunch wif sf, &dru n kokfei... apparently sf still can't remember kokfei's name =_=||| i can't help tinking tt her memory is worse than jeffs.. or she shldn't try to remember askin everyones name since she can't remember.. one in the other out? haha :X yeah.. den kf's complainin that he's gotta go Queensland alone while &dru gets to go wif siong yang n yuanheng (who coincidentally got the same uni?) hmmm... mebbe somehow... i felt that i'm luckier that i dun get to go lar.. at least NUS still got some peeps that i noe.. tho mostly not as close or got their own cliques.. but at least i wun feel miserable alone out there???? will i? haa.. the mystery's not about to be solved anyway. so heck it!

geez.. juz recalled that today got creative fest.. n it seems that they got more new mp3 players on their shelf!!! aHHH~~~!!! reallie wish to get one now cuz i'm experiencing the bulkiness of my cd player.. n havin to burn a cd everytime a new song from da animes are released :X budden... i was wonderin.. perhaps gettin one also no use cuz in near future, can't download stuff from da net anymore.. :\ n anime soundtracks in singapore r too ex for my expenditure.. sux...

i felt everything in one day!

i tink today reallie experienced alot of different moods.... happiness, anger, sianess, streZz, suspense, worry... n wat else ar? alot lar.. makin my stomach feelin veri crummy now.. that feeling... dun feel well man.. ack~

haiz... tiring... veri tiring... dunno wat to do... infact, i can't do anything... aside from studyin... but the fact that knowing well that i lack behind reallie dun help... n today my conc was shorter than usual... ard late noon that time my brain self declared off n shut dwn...

stoned for the rest of the day... can say that my heart sank to the bottom of my tummy alreadi...

then i found out that zf also studyin until dunno day or nite... en ended up commentin that &dru's still sleeping veri late! (eh.. &dru, if u're readin tis Earli in dA mornin.. U betTa go sleeP woR! :X ) haiz..
anyway, tis sem is darn terrible... super duper terrible.. i dunno wat else to say.. but juz pray that future sems wun be like dat.. i'll reallie throw up one day if tis goes on... the streSs n pressure is overwhelming... n life becomes totally no life....

anyway, was pretty shock to receive a letter from lj, (if u're readin tis, thanks aloT!~!~~!~ )

haiz... now stuck at a point in my life where i dun feel like movin fwd nor backward.... dun reallie look that fwd to the holz actualli... but i dun wanna re live all this whole sem again. ok.. tink i'm not speakin sanely anymore.. gambatte everyone...

latest news... i din get in for SEP... erm... can say that it's expected.. but still i'm disappointed...

feeling veri tired now.. i tink i can almost sleep for a year!

>:|

i'm feeling all sort of bad feelings mixed up together... too many to describe... but i'm gonna do quite alot of complainin, lamenting, cursing.. watever u call it... if u tink u can't take this.. better dun read... i reallie need to let off steam... and it's not gonna be coherent...

ok... gd things 1st... wanna thank polar bear for offering to help buy coffee or gettin things from the canteen for me.. altho i didn't accept ur offer.. reallie thanks alot for even asking... me veri touched! :X

en wanna thank polar bear n jeff for studyin wif me... (altho for jeff's case... it's like when u put 2 crappy ppl together.. argh... ok. i tink i muz sit far away from him such that not within tokin distance...)

ok... now for the not nice things... if u wan to stop readin u still can...


i'm starting to doubt everything... perhaps in this whole world... the onli people who reallie cared abt me is my mom n dad...
i noe i'm selfish.. not abt to debate whether ppl are born selfish or not.. but i noe children r taught to be selfish.... well, in a subtle manner... -- to always think for urself 1st... learn to take good care of urself 1st... love urself 1st...

ok.... so i'm selfish... i kinda expect ppl to hold watever they said to me true.. (altho i noe it's kinda hard.. cuz i wonder if i kept to that also) then i expect ppl to reciprocate (ok.. mebbe i dun reciprocate much myself either... but.. point is i'm selfish.. n in the mood i am now.. i gonna juz have a attitude prob..)

the worse part is it always seems like one sided case... the arrow points a direction... erm like a link list.. but wat i wan is a doubly link list! aRGH

perhaps the best way to avoid all these is to not hold anyone of that great importance also... protect oneself from being more hurt by bonds... total darkness n lonliness...
but eventuallie.. wat awaits is death anyway

but tink of it more.. i can't do that.. i wun be able to bring myself to... once step out of that, i noe i'll never want to step in.. but will there be a day where i'll be forced to return?

dun give me hope, then take it away...
dun tell me things u dun mean...
dun make use of me...
i may be blunt... but i'm a veri sensitive person also...

juz kill me lar.. arGH

dA flash is wiLLinG buT the MinD is weaK!!!

onli left like 4-5 days to my exams... n i'm still capable of day dreaming... concentration span has decrease to a new low in my entire life!!!

sianz... dunno why lidat.. but i seem to hav no ctrl over it liao... somebodY help mi!! i nid to see someone mug perhaps...

jialat... dunno wat to do... wanted to go school today but somehow can't drag myself outta the house... the school tooo far... no motivation to go.. but i'll still try to go tml.... that's the onli wae le...

motivation!!! pls come back to mi! my concentration span also!!!

questionnaire

got tis off LiA's OD... wanted to do it back then budden didn't.. so shall do it now... feeling darn sianz over my ED quiz results... argh..

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says.

... to leave school and continuing with simple examples of people making choices...

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?

Headphones for computer

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

Lara Croft? Or is that few minutes of Singapore Idol on the bus counted?

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is.

23:20

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?

23:11 (i'm ahead of time! :D )

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

The TV (my dad's watching), the fish tank's water pump, and the fishes suckin up pebbles n droppin them

7. When did you last step outside? what were you doing?

8am tis mornin... went to school to study :)

8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?

my suckky results for EDM quiz

9. What are you wearing?

erm... shin min daily news' t-shirt... thin n comfy... n shorts?

10. Did you dream last night?

hell yeah.... can't remember wat, but it's not a good dream as far as i can remember. keep wakin up in the middle of the night these days.. can't sleep well.

11. When did you last laugh?

back at school a few hrs ago? was havin discussion wif &dru n jeff

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

aR? i'm in the living room... alot of things on the wall wor... got lights, clock, calendar... erm.. some qi gong calligraphy (my dad's) and his picture of a boy n a ox? erm.. and a couple of 3M hooks... the door bell.. switches.... the power box... erm... shld be abt it i guess..

13. Seen anything weird lately?

how weiRd is wEiRd? erm.. how abt me always gettin chased out of classrooms at 6pm when it's supposed to be a time where normally no one is left?

14. What do you think of this quiz?

so-so ?

15. What is the last film you saw?

From the theaters u mean? actuallie.. i juz realised that i cldn't remember... shld be Ella Enchanted...

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?

will it happen? will i still live if that happens? :X okok.. erm...i'll buy some new gagdets i supposed? or mebbe i shld go space? ahahaa.. dunno... never reallie thought of it.. so even if the money falls down from the sky.. i also wun noe wat to do wif it

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.

what abt me that u don't know anyway?

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

well... wanted to say something great like making humans to be more selfless... budden... i tink a more practical thing wld be... for Singapore to remove that law that will come into effect at the end of the year..

19. Do you like to dance?

yeah? hmmm... i like mass dance.. think it's cool to have everyone dance together...

20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

tough one... don't even noe wat the child's surname will be... as for english names... i reallie dunno too... i tink 'stella' is nice... tink still got somemore.. but can't remember

21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

also tough... Ignatius? well.. also know of some good names... like andrew and adrian... dunno wat else.. hee... as for chinese names ar... a lot is suitable.. as long as the surname is not wu... then easy liao...

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?

that i won't noe.. can't tell the future... but i dun tink i'll forsake my frens n family to go there n live.. unless everyone also move :X

too latE? or beTta thaN neVER?

i made it a point to reallie listen during lectures tis week... felt so proud of myself... tink i sorta found back the hardworkin me.. budden still not 100% yet... nowadays i'm gettin sick of sittin int he chair for too long.. budden once i leave the chair.. i dun feel like sittin dwn again... my back hurts.. my shoulders too.. then today becuz of the stupid adapter of my discman.. resulted me in sprainin / overstretchin my neck n shoulder muscles.. so now it's aching too....
dunno wat to do.. no matter how much i stretch ey wun go away...

oh ya.. my eyes also ey hurt.. n not as if i'm starin at the computer alot. or issit withdrawal symptoms?! :X

ok...i tink for the future sems.. i shld staRdie conSistentLY!! (easier to be said than done -_-...) but i muZ try... cuz if every sem were to be like this sem... i tink i wun be able to hold out for long...

to all NUS peeps (i assume that those NTU peeps that i noe of has finish their exams or are abt to..:X) esp ECE ppl, jia you!!!~!!!! ><~~~~

ants, acknowledgement n aunties

quite abit of stuff happened today... so guess i'll juz start from the biggest news...
my eldest sis is pregnant! i.e. me gonna be aunt again... can imagine my house will be very noisy years down... wif my eldest sis's kid along wif my elder sis's 2..
tink when it comes to my turn of having a child or 2.. (if that ever happens... ) it'll be a long time to come... perhaps then my sisters' children wld all be in secondary school or smthin?

anyway.. back to.. the start of the day.. i din go for the last EE2005 tutorial.. partly cuz i cldn't get myself to move fast enuff n i badly wanted to burn some songs out to the cd... partly also i tink i wun listen.. anyway, my tutor has gone thru all the tutorials at lightning speed, leaving us awe-struck.. what to do?? i cldn't bear to penalise him in the student feedback cuz he's actualli quite a hardworking tutor. as for my cs1102c tutor.... hmmm... i marked him down reallie... but.. i decided not to be that cruel... gave the evaluator the benefit of the doubt.. but.. i still hope that he dun get to teach again unless he improves..else only students will suffer..

tried to be real attentive during EE2004 last lecture.. quite please wif myself... budden end up the lect finish earli n the lecturer started introducing SNDL... erm.. for those interested in silicon nano stuff then shld go check it out? i dun feel like reiteratin.. :X

then went to arts for lunch.. sat at the bench outside LT9 cuz there's quite a big grp of us... en after yvonne they all left.. onli left jeff, &dru n me... was ponderin over some EE2004 concepts when i spotted an ant crawling out of the slit in the table (table is made up of planks joint together)... then came out 2... 3... and in a while... almost like 20 over ants are on the table, gathered at the spot where &dru left his papaya juice before that... ants drinkin papaya juice.. :X so.. the topic went on to ants for a few mins before we get back to EE2004... a couple of times i almost tot &dru's gonna squash the ants n stopped him from restin his arm on the table... n the ants proved to be more distractin than ever... "creepy crawly" described by &dru.. then jeff took out the mosquito repeller.. that emits a super high frequency sound that's supposed to chase away mosquitos.. (obviously it din work on the ants... but i still tried.. haha) but in the end, the ants moved back to their hole becuz i sorta "dropped" my econs txt on the table (not on the ants obviously) and they suddenly went scattering back... wat was left was 2 ants... dunno it's that ey're daring or they're juz pure hungry.... managed to chase one back after further knockin the table.. the other one... onli managed to chase it back when &dru prodded it wif his pencil.... ok... end of documentry report.

was on my way to CTW tutorial (last one!) and i ran into gibson... hmmm... then he smiled at me? (or at least i tot so..? dun suppose there's anyone at my back) so i smile back? hmmm... tink its like the 1st time we greeted each other officially.... and i always felt that such things r reallie strange... its like... everytime, u see someone like ur fren's fren... always in a dilema to greet that person as well or not... esp when u never tok to the person before... and i never like it when i greet someone and they juz din react? :x so everytime i'll hesistate.. n end up i'll never be the one who initiate the greeting...><~~ hmmm.... actually, gibson's not the only case this sem... the other incident was &dru's fren... i tink i reallie keep hesistatin n wonderin if he'll react if i say hi... until he said hi... :X so reacted promptly to my relieve... :X

anyway, after bumping into gibson, i went to say hi to sf again.. cuz i saw the redbull thingy.. so wondered if she's there.. haa... then after my ctw, i went to E1.. then saw jinghow n his gf.. he reallie spents losta time wif her.. haa.. dunno wat's the word to descibe him.. devoted? en stayed back to stardie... wif jeff coming in n leaving then comin back then left.. cuz he got lotsa stuff to settle.. so strictly speakin i'm studyin on my own... got 'chased' out of the room at ard 535pm.. so went to comp lab to pass jeff his bag.. then end up doin abit of revision there.. then readin comics... baby blues, garfield, dilbert?

then tokin abt baby blues... hee.. went home n found out the news abt my sis.. ha! wat a coincidence rite?

MRT Sick

yeah, not car sick, but mrt sick...
waited 7 mins for the boon lay train to come... and barely made it on the train rite before the train door closed... luckily i'm full of "squeezing" mrt experience.
hey, i'm not the kind that will push my way in... i wait for space to be created and somehow it just do... :X there'll be a small empty leg space juz enough for me to step in... erm, appreciate that guy trying to make space for me, but i'm not as thin as a bamboo.. so gotta try other doors.
yeah.. reach jurong east, changed train.. didn't manage to get a seat anyway (too many ppl, me lazy to fight wif them :X) and stood all the way... stoning all the way.. then suddenly felt like puking.. tink was at marsilling there.. then bear wif it all the way back to khatib...

:S

my 8 characters clash wif lab technology?

haiz... screwed up my ED2 lab... also becuz of technology. the excel keep giving me probs... then the 1st comp we sat at has a faulty curve tracer..... ><~ *sobZ*

in the end even tho got half an hr more... it's as good as none

smtimes... it's reallie like life making fun of u... it's juz a matter of how much u can tolerate....

feel so much at wits end now... dunno wat i can do...

wat to do wat to do?!?!?!! *sighZ*

issit that woman feels insecure more easily than man?

on to waR!

haiz.. suddenly lost my motivation to study over the weekends... dunno why.. muz be someone stole it!

actually.. i tink it's becuz when i got the motivation, things keep happening n breaks it... well... but i can't blame those things.. only can blame my bad time management... ><~

ok.. so i'm gonna go back to war!!!!! i muZ study! yeS!!!!!

i muz persevere.. n never giv up!!!! like a shinobi!~ hehe.. oh ya.. the cursor i make myself one.. nice? :X u muz be wonderin why i stil got so much time to do tis.. haiz.. cuz i feel like it.. ok.. i'll go n catch up on the lost time on work

spoilt tap...

not at my house... but up in the sky...

it has been pouring non stop... raining for days infact... not that i really hate the rain so much, but it really makes my life even more inconvienient... i hope God will hire a plumber soon... :X

My days are like the weather now... a moment bright and shiny, another moment black and gloomy... i wanted to write an entry yesterday but i was (actually, i still am.. but not that bad now..) so pissed off with my cs1102c practical exam that i think the entry would become more like a curse on the TA and that computer.... so i abolished the thought...

Nothing much happened to me these days except the super pissed me off incident yesterday. My frens(from NUS that is) are in about the same condition as weeks ago... hope the weekends will do them some good..

As for those CO peeps... i had to say, i think i reallie kinda neglected them... luckily there's such a thing call online diary / blog... else i would hav lost track wif their daily life :X

Looking forward to the end of exams already, but that means i gotta work... sheesh.. i hope they give me shifts such that i can still afford to go out and play.. :P

oh ya, new's update about hugo.... she's getting weaker day by day.... and has not eaten anything since yesterday... she's like suffering and there's nothing we could do... my sis's gonna bring her to the vet again. not sure if she will be put to sleep... but in a sense, if there is totally no cure and she's just awaiting death.. perhaps that's a less painful way out?

p.s. about the spoilt tap.. i meant it as a joke... please dun take it seriously

may hugo rest in peace...

hugo's gone...
the vet decided that it's best that she be put to sleep...

will miss her.... afterall, she has been part of my life for 10 years... and she actually witness both my sisters getting married

hmm...
wanted to say more.. but there's really too much to say about her... sort of gotten used to her being not ard.. but the house seems extra quiet now n less smelly :X

she's a really cute and naughty puppy when she came.. all black.. and my mom fed her until she overweight =.= n her fur changed colour... till silverish... eh... a sign of aging perhaps...

1st time i met her was the most unexpected... of cuz, my sister bot the dog w/o asking my mom (expected from my mom it'll be a straight NO to pets)... reach home, open the door, and one hyper active dog came charging at me.... yikeS! n she chased me around the house a couple of rounds until i climb up the chair... :S not that i'm afraid of dogs, but i always thought the theory "dogs wun chase u if u dun run" is true.. doesn't seem to apply to her.. well.. anyway...

too much to say. hahaa... and i'm still wondering when my sis wil get to collect her ash back... dunno where she's gonna put it?

will upload a pic of hugo.. when i hav the time :X

20 Questions to a Better Relationship

eXpressive: 7/10
Practical: 5/10
Physical: 2/10
Giver: 8/10


You are a XPIG--Expressive Practical Intellectual Giver. This makes you a Catch.

You are a magazine-cover, matinee idol dreamboat. Parents love you and want to set you up with their kids. However, first dates are tough because it takes time for your qualities to come out.

You are generous and kind. You think first and act later. You are cool in a conflict, but your practical side means if your partner throws out emotional appeals ("why can't we do what I want for a change?") they will grate on your nerves, even when the conflict is resolved.

You're a romantic. You enjoy the thrill of the hunt, and you don't just fall into bed with anyone. You pay close attention to your significant other's needs, and this makes you an excellent lover and partner. The problem is that your friends and lovers may find it so easy to express things to *you* that they lose sight of whether you feel as comfortable with *them*! This doesn't necessarily make you feel under-appreciated -- you're too well-adjusted and self-aware for that -- but you may feel restless. Thus you seek adventure in your life outside the relationship to prove and actualize yourself.

Of all the types, you would make the best parent.

You are coiffed.

Didja see "Big Fish"? 'Cause you're like Ewan MacGregor in "Big Fish."

Of the 134459 people who have taken this quiz, 9.2 % are this type.

me like veri relaXed?

hmm, that's what yvonne commented abt me today :X

mebbe...??? dunno it's juz me getting numb.. or me getting used to it...? :X

there's still many things to tink of, to trouble... everyone's so bz... sometimes i felt neglected.. but then again, i tink i'm neglectin other ppl too.. :x

anyway, now i'm tryin not to stress myself over schoolwork... i'll try to make myself enjoy it... find some way.... enjoy it as tho i'm watchin animes... guess that'll be reallie good... infact.. too ideal.. haa.. idea situations dun happen :\

think tis sem reallie pretty bad... i hope next sem will be much better... now is like i go to school, and see frens beside me all worn out in some way or another... want to sleep but can't... quite a torture reallie...argh.. dunno wat to do... *worried*

oh ya, n i'm seeing less n less ppl... in lects.. :S wat happened?!

36 days to start of exams
ahhhh~~~~ so fasT~!~!!~!~!!!~~!!! O_O~!!

saw LighT?

hmm... i realised that i always hav the tendency to be inspired by the animes i watch / mangas i read...

the most recent anime i completed was gundam seed... it struck me of cuz... but in a sense, not practical to the situation i am in now i tink.. so not much of help :X

been going on routines of whining about life.... getting upset wif myself n school... yadda yadda.. felt so sad at times that i reallie felt like cryin but u noe what...

no tears came out...

(ok... as a girl... i tink i'm a failure here... my tears dun come at the right time reallie... i watch touching stuff i can cry, people scold me i also cry... but when i'm sad i dun... *darn!* or is it that i'm not reallie that sad? watever. )

anyway... now all thanks to omy.... i'm readin naruto.. quite an impressive plot altho the characters (majority) their looks are pretty much average... n i admire naruto's never givin up spirit..

well, guess i'll make my life easier if i just like whatever i'm doing.... yup.. so stardie hard!!! n play too :P

looking back~

was tryin to study for the EE2004...

dunno why, i seem to have lost the motivation i once have... probably it's becuz i've got sooo demoralised in NUS...

i dug up one of my earlier diaries... then suddenly remembered that i used to be so systematic... everyday, i'll list down all my homework, making sure i finish them asap... now, everything last minute or i never get them done anyway...

can't seem to change back, cause somehow, i hated that kind of systematic life... perhaps i lead my life in a sense, opposite... shld have played more back then and stay as systematic as in the past only now...

but come to think of it, i think everyone will dislike me if that's the case.. i'm quite a cold person back then.. haa.. weird rite..

geez.. i better go to bed.. gettin hungry

sinking... self destructing... slowly....

why can't i juz face the truth...

why did i land myself up like this anyway..?

monday~

today's quite a good day i must say... the mood is much more light-hearted though the workload has never decreased.

was on time for EE2005 tutorial today, and i think the first time that i was earlier than my tutor. :X anyway, i stil didn't manage to do my tutorial... still pretty clueless about transistors (freak!)

lecture today is swapped with EE2008, which i think in a sense is good as the topic is still on laplace, not something totally new :) the bad thing is, there's lots of copying to do... and not to mention the lecturer (Sada, or i don't know why, Prof Ben seems to call him, tHE Sada..?) wrote much of the stuff in red... had a hard time trying to make out what he squeezed all over the notes really and hence, much time is spent on squinting, wild guessing and copying rather than listening :X

observations of the day:
- &dru: still yawning at an increasing rate as time passes and still having the tendency of walking the wrong direction. and did i mention, his lameness level hasn't went down (well, but still not my opponent for today :P)

- jeff: had sorethroat... but still talking very much... bought a large pack of $1 worth of hacks candy for his sorethroat.. which really tickled me as the pack of sweets is really exaggerating (even &dru went 'O' when he saw it)... i commented that hacks is not useful against sorethroat... then jeff said why not and said that it's for coughs... and i pointed out that precisely... he's not havin a cough but a sorethroat! :X

- sf: have cough, possibly sorethroat too, and was suffering from gastric flu before that. was quite bad and she couldn't go around saying "hello" :X and visited the health and wellness centre again to see doc. she better take care of herself man.

after lunch theme:
EE2005 lab discussion>< ; chinese "kungfu" ; childhood games

my lab's tml, so listen and tried to contribute with my little understanding on transistors. the discussion is helpful though :)

chinese "kungfu"... now, how did we come to that topic? hmmm, oh ya, cause sf mentioned about her xiang2 long2 18 zhang3... then jeff mentioned that he knew a fren who ran very fast and hit people on the back really hard... so we named it "jiu3 ying1 bai2 gu3 zhang3" :X so i told them about gav's "yi4 yang2 zhi3" and sq's "yu4 nu4 jian4 fa3" :X
then sf proceeded on an attempt to "block &dru's acupuncture", and i warned her of immobolizing &dru and having to carrying him all the way to the lab.

childhood games:
-who stole the cookie from the cookie pot...
-shen4 dan4 lao3 ren2 (the "see who can freeze the longest" game)
-hide and seek (jeff being inspired by me n sf on this topic.. went to hide behind the door wif my laptop while i was in the ladies... :S thanks &dru for the hint :X)

lame joke of the day:
jeff: i really need to bring binoculars next time
me: ha... eh, what is best at seeing red ah? (i thought got some scope or something thats why i asked...)
jeff: a bull
me: ok, then we must bring bullseye next time :X

untimely urge

don't get me wrong, not the urge to go to the ladies, but the urge to do other stuff.

always felt like doing other stuff when i'm not free or not supposed to... :X

anyway, suddenly felt like i should do a bit of cooking... so bought some mushrooms n stir-fried them! yummY :D~~~ taste like what my mom always cooked.. hehe

argh.

today got test... again... tis time, cs1102c

gettin used to it le.. dunno good or bad.......

things r changing too fast.... can't predict wats gonna happen nxt le... feel so insecure...

anyway, was alone when i reach school... went to yih to eat abit... saw yanyi..chatted wif her awhile.. n thx for her gd luck.. yup.. en went to mpsh n saw audrey so joined her.. en sf came.. en the rest one by one... saw the grp b ppl finally.. haa like polar bear, zhengyang, zhengrong, annie etc... en i realised i can't see my own grp's ppl :S well, but still saw them eventuallie.. but din tok to most of them much :(

the test... i juz hope i did it correctly

after the test, dunno why tis time everyone dispersed... jeff disappeared after awhile.. cheewooi also left soon... en saw &dru n sf... en &dru left too en saw christina, sally, annie n qianyi..

merina.. left too.... the grp b ppl.. all zao liao also...

why this time everyone like disperse so fasT? :S test too easy? nuttin to discuss??

er.. anyway, went to do my ctw project after that.. went to sengkang wif omy(late.. sorry jasmine) en ask ppl to do survey for us.. door by door... ran into a rabbit that's not in it's cage n hoppin out of the box after we put it in again.. so we stuff it bak to the cage wif other rabbits in the end.. argh.. it's soooooo cute~~~!~!!~!!~!~~~~! *sobz* i missed my ole rabbit

haiz... en went to write the outline of our intro.. splitted the job up.. n went home.. did abit of housework (cuz mom went on holz wif my sistersssss)

now defragmentin my hdd.. was shocked at the amt of fragmented files.. muz be that matlab 7 :\ haiz.. now gotta wait.. tink i go fold the clothes le.

on the surface may look like a change.. but deep inside there isn't...

bZ school daE, lia's bdae, stay over, sleepy worlD

tue:
tutorials in the mornin... nearli got chased out of prof ang's class cuz his own students got no place to sit.. :x haiz... why they never change my tutor?!! he's not good lor.. haiz... en after tt went to bizad canteen for lunch wif &dru, sf n jh(joinin his gf again) tried the soup stall, overall grade (5.5 out of 10) :X i got salted veg soup.. en &dru got a yao shan dunno wat ji1 tang1... (he actuallie made a good effort to pronouce it :) )

&dru's soup too bland.. mine too salty.. haaha!
en went for lab after tt.. din hav much prob.. quite fun infact.. :P their printer jammed halfway tho.. end up i gotta help "fix" or rather, unjam the printer hahaa..
en pia home... n my mom made me eat some stuff..en pia dwn to CCK.. en met up wif jsim ey all, some were havin dinner.. then bot some stuff en headed to fajar lrt station, waited awhile for lia to come.. hee.. then went to her house...

her tv.. zai.. budden the shape abit not good..

xiaobai (lia's hamster) - veriiiiii cutE! veri tame reallie.. ahhhh~ *envies*

hahaa... en did wat everyone always do @ bdaes... en passed our time eatin.... n eating.. n eatin :S

more photos are on my fotoblog! http://eriolyuy.fotopages.com go see~~

played abit of bridge.. tried to study but can't.. so tried to go to slp..

had some nice yet horrible dream.. horrible cuz somehow i injured myself (w/o realisin until i saw losta blood at the back of my waist..) -_-

woke up.. feelin quite alrite... not that tired.. en had breakfast.. played daidee... en left to school.... was kinda late.... but earlier than the rest :X &dru... still sleepy... jeff... still @ his assignment :X looks like everyone din make much progress over the nite.. ahh.. nm... anyway, sorta survived the lect.. en went for lunch (3 of us plus sf, cheewooi n zf) .. budden &dru MIA after we bot our food n we all tot he fell Zzzed in the toilet... (hahaa.. but i did kinda figured that he met some fren n started another long conversation)

attended some charity tuition aid for cs1102c by prof tan but it's quite good.. n everyone was tryin to catch some winks before the lect started.. while i was on the net surfin off.. haa.. can't sleep in the lect hall properly.. cuz my backache's quite bad... haiz.. ole le..
yup.. after that en started discussin abt bigO stuff @ the canteen.. haha.. tink it's a long time since so many ppl sit dwn n discuss smthin together.. quite fun.. but confusin tho :X en took another foto! :D veri nice!
haaha.. happie.. oh ya, en we go macs eat ice cream.. en chatted en some of us left 1st... now i'm a mac's member :s tho i dun eat macs much.. but hee. got points... wun die :X

it's getting really hard to smile nowaday.
luckily, i'm not in the state of frowning all day. I still laugh, still smile, but somehow, just doesn't last as long.

looks like dear old mood swing is here to stay.

i'm starting to pick on my own problems again. pretty upset with myself...
why do i always restrict myself when i shouldn't?
why do i always fear stuff that other people normally don't?

even if problems are pointed out, i still make the same mistake... over... and over...

i fear loneliness... yet, in a sense, i'm used to loneliness... it's like stuck in the middle of it... not knowing to move front or back... not opening up is not because i don't trust people... i think i trust people quite easily infact... yet, i always got the notion that i'm troubling people with nonsense when they're busy enough on their own

everything's like stuck in the middle... not say good.. nor issit reallie that bad... but things seems to go stale n stagnant like these sometimes... suffocating :S

slained twice today

by econs n electronics...

econs... too many careless mistake... if mrs low were to see my paper, she sure wack me on the head ><~

electronics... tis one even more jialat... i noe how to do the 1st question one.. but onli found out that i did wrongly when i'm abt to go onto the 2nd question (the whole quiz onli got 2 qns).. so.... went back n changed my ans.. then qn 2 got stuck... brain pretty dead to tink properly.. argh.. buang le..

hmmm... anyway, aside from that, today's not that a bad dae..

mornin, zhuofeng came to find me to discuss our econs test.. en i went for mine... then when i came out he went for his (diff timeslot..) so waited for him lor... since stil got another same test.. then saw zhiliang.. chatted wif him... n he somehow managed to convince me that he's not the usual slackin arts student.. lined up wif 10 projects tis sem.. i reallie salute him.

then zl left.. zf came.. n went dwn to yih to eat.. since our paper wil be @ mpsh1 (that dreaded place.. well, actuallie, now i beginnin not to hate that place so much le.. :X) en saw junming while havin lunch.. he looks veri tired too... n he's in school to do proj! gosh... yr 1 onli leh.. :S nm..
en went to the study room @ yih to study.. en saw jinghow studyin alone.. haa.. so went to kajiao him.. he asked me questions.. then i realised that i'm not even there yet.. ><~ die.. so went to mug.. wif a pack of m&ms wif the hope of cheerin myself up... nxt time muz bring better chocos.. m&ms dun seem to do the trick much... but i guess it helps abit..

then dunno how long later jeff finally arrived.. then got more questions to question.. ahaha.. so started discussin.. er... ok.. then went back to panick mode... n finally dragged ourselves dwn to mpsh1...saw cheewooi.. then looked for sf cuz she say got qn to ask mi? budden i realised that even if she had asked.. i most prob can't ans.... en saw &dru, chris, merina n chuixia n zf i tink.. so went over... den dunno wat ey're tokin abt... so i tried to squeeze some last min info into my brain... den the dreadful door opened ><~ n i made another last attempt in tryin to remember the formula for difference amplifier.. er.. tink it's -(R2/R1)V1 + [(1+ R2/R1)/(1+R3/R4)]V2... den &dru turned back to take another glance @ tis formula toO... haa.. budden in the end.. had to derive it all over... cuz they added new components in @.@

after the test, we all started discussin the solutions.... i tried not to listen sometimes.. cuz i juz wanna live in a state of denial for time being.. but was darn glad that cheewooi got the same ans as mi.. hope i get qn 1 all rite at least... qianyi came over too.. i as i predicted she sure done everythin.. ahaa.. she's soooo smart... but she seem to hav quite abit of health related prob.. 1st i tink she got flu or smthin? then got rashes... then now she eyes swollen.. hope she gets better :
en the after exam discussion topic: hair... :S all started wif shengfang askin why &dru dyed his hair.. he actuallie dyed it before the filmin for his mno Zapp video... haa.. supposed to be joe mode.. (i spe the lead actor? *shrugz*) n i tink his role's abit weird.. dunno why he's a flasher.. then also a chef.. then in 12 dimension.. but i wanna watch!!! esp the scene where ey throw paos @ an "ole lady" :X so now i wanna get all ppl who did mno to show me their video.. hee.. tink it'll be interestin to see ur own frens act :P i've watch zf's one alreadi.. quite good :)

hmmm.. tink that's abt for the day.. tiring day... n the xi3 yuan1 lu4 II finally finished! yey! happie endin! i like

rainy season...

rain...

something that i really have mixed feelings about...

i hate rain: it makes my things wet... and has the potential of spoiling my stuff.. esp my lappy n spoil a nice outdoor plan for the day

i like rain: it brings some fond memories back...
and i've stopped bringing umbrellas... it weighs my bag down... dun like... i dun like keeping wet umbrellas... n more importantly, i tink it's becuz i've grew to rely on ppl who bring umbrellas.. :X

hmm... dunno wat else to say le... got many things on my mind... my mind doesn't wanna even tink abt them... so pls forgive me if i start sprouting nonsense... need sometime for my brain to sort out.. hopefully soon...

i find my sense of self through other people....

a whole day @ NUS... n poor hugo! *sobz*

spend almost the whole day @ nus... went to get back my ezlink card fr Mr. Tan. :)

then stayed in EA-06-13 for the whole day... meiyee n jas came.. discussed our proj.. n left... i'm quite proud of myself for being able to finish 3 hrs of webcast tho :)

hmmm.. reach home n realised that my sis finally took hugo to the vet... but reel bad news came when she came back...

hugo's suffering from kidney failure...

it's quite serious.. but there's still a chance she can be treated if she recovers within 2 days (currently being hospitalised.).. if not.. the vet advice us to put her to sleep... :(

but even if she survive, she can't eat meat... (i tink she'll most prob go on a food strike cuz she's such a meat lover...)

in the 1st place... hope she wun freak out @ the hospital n die of fright *touchwood*

chopped my hair~

cut it short n layered n thin..... well, din turn out bad i tot..

why i cut my hair? well, it's becuz i got some chi4 ji1..... then after tt tot i mite be for the better, else i can always grow it back.. no harm done.. so yup. cUT!

after that, went out for badminton session wif the AS gang again.. shall be continued on the fotoblog @
http://eriolyuy.fotopages.com

rotten to average

my grade for programming. crap.. i actuallie din sleep one whole day juz bcuz of it.. well, the questions r reallie reallie tough...

however, reallie glad to have many helping hands for tis aside from my "personal" lab TA - polar bear.. heee.. always troubled him to help check my codes.. hope i'm not growing reliant on him.. but tis weeks one turn out he din help that much too cuz it's too hard..! well, for tis week's lab surprisingly, i was discussin it more wif jeff... haa.. he noes the algo but i'm better at implementation... we shld teach each other.. on thurs (da veri day that i din slp) did the lab wif jinghow... altho we made no progress... :X and as usual, jinghow's crapping @ lunch n almost overturned me n &dru's appetite (due to the stuff we're eating.. )

oh well.. prof hugh reallie made a big kill wif tis lab.. i wonder how bad it will be in future ><~

sleepy heAds -_-zzZzzz

hmmm... went to sleep @ 1am... so tot i shld wake up @ 5am to try n complete my cs1102c tutorial.. well, i did wake up... but kinda fell back asleep n overslept.. argh.. late!

ironically, it's like u c more ppl when u're late.. :X i saw ruijie, my ajco jnr.. learnt tt she in Sci fac now... en saw christina n merina..

well, tutorials is.. either rushed or boring.. en i hou4 zhe4 lian3 pi2 to go n chap &dru's class for cs1102c.. his tutor reaLLiE VERI niCE~~~ ahhh~ *envies* felt reel bad... en found out that there's other grp of ppl chappin their class aside fr us.. er.. today plus jh n sf smmore.. luckily got enuff chairs.. but not tables tho :S

hmmmm... went for lunch @ bizad again wif sf, jh n &dru after tt (jh joined his gf :s) ... &dru's reallie tired... he seh until he went walkin in the wrong direction.. n things like took so much more times longer to process in his brain... haiz.. i tink he shld nt neglect his sleep like tis... not gd.. smmore tis week got assessed lab :X (wait till engin day man.. i tink all the ece ppl will be half dead) same for the rest also.. but they dun seem to be that seh le...? :? reallie tink tis sem veri xiong.. it's like even &dru's tis tired... (as compared to past sems.. it has never been tis bad? )

back to the lunch.. the queue @ bizad reallie long lor.. haiz... everything long n slow.. was tinkin of the shortest queue.. budden dunno wat's so good abt that stall? (except for their normal noodles? er.. ok lar.. on the whole so-so) so went to queue @ western food.. aidi's @ the end of the queue.. so chatted wif her all the way.. en realised smthing... i never reallie chatted wif her properly b4? :X i tink :X oh.. then tis guy came behind me n ask if we're queuein for western food.. so i said shld b.. en aidi asked the lady infront of her... then she said she suppose so? At that point of time, we realised that half of the ppl at the back of the queue dun reallie noe what queue that's for -_-; haa... so ordered 2 fish n chip.. i'm amazed wif the uncle reallie.. he ask nxt until the end of the queue.. which is stil pretty far back... finally made it back wif the fish n chips :X then i remembered that i got cough n shldn't eat that :X

oh ya... then sf took some fotos wif &dru's cam again... :S i tink &dru's gonna be so bz if he were to send all the fotos we took daily.. (but i wonder how many r not lost durin the syncro wif his comp :X) er... i can't imagine when sf got her cam.. she mite end up juz takin foto everyday... actuallie tt's what i wan also... but paiseh :S

yup.. anyway, went to lib after they went for their mno tutorial.. slept abit.. read abit.. finished my assignment... then went pc cluster at E2 ard 3plus... stayed till ard 430 then i left :X

came home... zzzZzZed even more..

hmmmm...

tis entry will be @ http://eriolyuy.fotopages.com :X

what's the hacker's problem?!

argh.. will they stop hacking opendiary?!?! wat's so nice abt hackin such a site?!

go do smthin more productive and stop making my life miserable.. argh...

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new fotO bloG~!!!!

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i noe blog spot seems to hav the same functions.. budden i tink that one is better.. n i'm not abt to rid myself off tis template... hehee...
go visit it when possible..
i shld be takin more n more fotos soon! i hope :X

1 day work @ creative fest

well, the job is pretty borin actuallie.. cuz i din get to promote anything but stand at the redemption counter for free gifts. so was helpin ppl register for this free 5 song downloads from soundbuzz for some mp3 players they bot

and reallie alot alot alot of ppl bot mp3 players.. its as if they dun nid money lidat... n many many many of them went out of stock... so ppl hafta preorder instead...

well, nuttin much happened.. met a few funny customers.. some weird ones.. some totally annoyin n bossy ones... well, that's all... the excitin part onli came in later... after the long debrieft wif Mr. Sim Wong Hu (is that how u spell?) tokin...

yeah.. staff sale... brought out the urge from everyone.. cuz if dun buy reallie like veri veri veri lugi... hahaa... so i bot a digicam! :D so finally got it off my chest.. bot one.. happy. done. juz nid to get an sd card n tt's it :) hope tis cam will last mi for a long long time...

but lidat end up i dao4 tie1 my pay.. cuz onli earn like 50 bucks.. en i bot the cam at 149...so eventualli still let sim wong hu earn 100 from me? :X

but oh well, a gd chance to buy digicam at <200 bucks

die.. havent finish any of my tutorials.. n i'm feelin darn dead

seems like a week off~!

ok, i juz noticed that the last entry is on the 31st of aug..

this means that i've been so bz these days that i din even hav the time to sit down n tink of wat happened, let alone write them down..

these days are reallie overwhelming... what happened exactly?! i also dunno.. i onli remember spendin alot of time on labs... one day on my EE2005 lab.. n the rest on my cs1102c's lab... currently sleep deprived n haf plenty of tutorials to do n i stil gotta work on sunday.. reallie untimely.. argh! nm... at least i'll earn abit of money.. splurging these days! somebody stop me!!!!

eh... *sighs* seems like i missed out a lot. i feel abit detached fr the world outside already (imagine i'll be feeling like these every 2 weeks.. gosh..)

anyway, reallie had to thank lotsa ppl for their help n advice be it helpin me to test my programme or offering logical help... seems like i got more of logic problem this sem rather than the syntax...

apologies if i neglected anyone in the process, i reallie hope not..

i muz eat less, i muz spend less n i muz excercise... i nid more time!!!

1st crash, 1st lab..

hmmm.... crashed &dru's tutorial grp for CS1102C wif meiyee today... sorta expected zf n andy to crash.. but i din expect yvonne n yng yng to crash it also? :S and i was super worried that the class haf not enuff space that those actual ppl of the class can't seat..

luckily, everyone fit in... *phewZ* then when the tutor suddenly say he wans to mark attendence, i squirmed.. n &dru turned back n shot me a "oh-o" look.. :X luckily the tutor din shoo us off... his tutor reallie much better lar.. i wonder if i can continue crashing...

after tt, went for lunch @ biz-ad canteen wif &dru, kokfei, sf n cuixia(sf's mno fren).. well, saw the fried mantou i veri happy... en bot noodles from that stall n 2 mantous.. budden end up dunno why i full alreadi when i finish the mantous.. dunno issit becuz of the oil.. or i pass my hunger period by too much.. i tink i reallie gotta eat veri little for lunch.. cuz i'll feel hungry before tt then i'll buy smthin fr dilys... haiz... ok! set! eat less! spend less!

uh.. then rotted ard wif kokfei n meiyee while waitin for lab to start.. my lab tutor's quite alrite. except he seems to like to suan ppl abit.. heck lar.. en meiyee burnt the op-amp.. (the funniest thing that happened today.. we hav quite a good laff about it for the rest of the day..) n it's like smoking.. reallie smoking.. haha.. (n the best part is when the tutor is sayin that if u all see smoke or smell smthing quickly switch off the power n she tot like who will burnt one.. )

my area stinked for quite a while reallie.. n we kapoed the burnt op-amp :X

i wonder if they throw away the resistors we used also.. if they do.. i also wanna kapo... then the breadboard leh? do they throw that away too? :X dunch tink so.. i wan one!!!

sprained my ankle... finally?

i finally sprained my ankle... :S the gd thing is... i'm not maimed right at the start.. ie. i still can walk home n so on...

the bad thing is.. i'm becomin pretty crippled le... after pulling back 12kg of rice + sugar for my mom... i hope i stil can walk tml.. :S

drats....

n the other bad thing that happened today.. suddenly my eg1314 teacher wanted an mc from me.. wth... this is uni leh... where go ppl stil nid mc one.... i onli c her once a week.. en now she ask how i get? hope the receipt will do... :
dotx...

some test off sf's blog :X

http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php

personality test yet again. tink it's true for the me in the past.. of cuz i've changed.. somehow... for the good or the worst.. u shall judge

You are Blue Wolf, who is open, cheerful and a carefree type of person.
You possess very original atmosphere, and do not like to adjust yourself to others.
You prefer to act on your own and as you like it.
Therefore, at first people think you as a cool person, but once they get to know you, and trust is born, they will understand your good sense of humor and a friendly nature.
You tend to be indifferent and candid to opposite sex as well, so men think you as very bold woman.
But you are actually a soft hearted person.
You have no thought of depending on others.
You believe other people are other, you are you.
And will go on living your own way.
You will not be influenced by emotions.
You are true to your life as well.
Because you tend to be indifferent to the people and situation around you, you give an impression of being thoughtless person.
But once asked to do something, you will carry it out by putting in ever effort you possess.
You are very responsible person.
You tend to change your mind quickly.
And because you like changes, people think you as temperamental.
You have great energy to be able to carry out many things at once, and even if you are busy, once you set your mind, you will definitely carry it out.
You are unique type of woman.
You take time to find the best romance.
You look for honest person, and would act cautiously towards them.
When you get married, you will be good at carrying out housework, and will be able to create a happy family.

weekends n tutorials

spend my whole weekend @ home... for the 1st time in quite a while i tink

i like it.. but i hate to see that pile of tutorials which i can't do... n that stupid bignum programme that always seems to hav some probs.. n that picky coursemaster..

:
n the whole weekend i'm prayin that my econs notes wil be found... *sighs*

still praying..

oh ya, n i revamped my blog abit.. hehe... finally got my LCD n saw things in the right light i shld say..

still stuck at my tutorials.. n i'm now tinkin of ideas to turn down the creative wkend job offer.. it's too untimely i tink.. cuz i nxt wk shld be quite tiring... n i tink i nid to catch up on many stuff.. i stil can't conc well in lectures... i shld reallie pressurize myself wif hardworkin ppl like kiat an n &dru...

i nid peer pressure! i nid to study!! i nid to mug! i nid to pay attention!!!! i nid to learn to like my modules n my lecturerS~!

shucks. so many things... i'm juz gettin more n more lazy.. :S

cOmEx?!

wasn't my plan to go today at all, but end up going there cuz i din feel like going home n waste my time.. and end up buyin my LCD there also :S haa.. fast sia?

today's a day full of lectures... hmmm... was so sleepy in the mornin.. so sleepy that i din even bother to look n see if i anyone in my sight i noe them... then tot that i mite not be able to spot &dru since i'll be reachin there when the lect is startin (cuz alot alot of ppl.. n lookin @ backviews dunch giv u much clues....) so actuallie msged &dru to mafan him to msg me the seats coordinates.. but end up i found him still... caught him replyin my sms... tink his O2 has slowed down his reply, infact futher slowed dwn his reaction speed.. :S oh well, it's stil new technology still...

managed to keep my brain awake but eyes closed 50% of the time durin heng's lecture... quite alrite.. altho til a pt i tink i'm abit confused.. but tink no prob, shld be able to sort it out myself... afterall, in uni, u're more or less on ur own.. most lecturers can't be depended on... :
sf onli came at the nxt lect if i'm not wrong... well, en i was more awake by then... was tokin abt the MNO book "Zapp" which is reallie nice.. like wat annie said... got this super funny line "hi, my name is Old Macdonald E.I.E.I.O..." reallie funny!! haa.. that E.I.E.I.O actuallie stands for some engineer dunno wat stuff lar... yup.. wif that i listened rather intently to the lecturer.. EE2004... en after tt lect, went out to get food @ dilys... saw jeff sittin outside of the LT, he actuallie wore his no.3 today (i tink it's the 1st time i saw him wear black shoes... n jeans?! he always in berms n sandles..) then realised that he's going comex.. (which i din get to go ydae..) yup.. en went to queue for food... was abt to order when &dru actuallie popped up beside me... en he ordered after me (obviously he cut the queue... n there's a whole hoard of ppl lining up behind.. )... told him that if he get's walloped i'm not gonna help him or anything :X n he said that he was queuein up until when he saw andy cut queue.. so he cut also :S

doesn't matter.. no one was hurt in the end.... then go on to EE2005... aside from laffin at the lecturer's cute(.. erm.. i dunno if cute is reallie the word. ) actions... n so on... n still laggin behind the tutorials.. oh well, of cuz, i did kinda stoned off ard the last hr cuz tt's the end of my conc span.. n i believe it's the same for many others in the LT...

went for lunch @ techno-edge again... sorry to jeff again.. one more week, n can go other place to eat liao :X saw hanqiang, tianyao... onli bot sandwich for lunch n a cup of soursop juice....tok kok...said hi to ashok n chatted abit (well, &dru doing most of the chattin.. :X)..tok more kok... en i spilled my juice over my file... en &dru wanted to shift my file away from the juice gatherin on the table. but somehow the juice almost got onto my notes instead... so he decided to be mean n said that his plan wasn't successful :\ (but it did.. realised that my notes did tio.. sad...)

after tt was ctw lect.. en econs.... was dozin off @ econs cuz i'm reallie too tired... en after tt met up wif ky to pass him the cert n the token of appreciation.. hee.. hope he likes it.. n veri nice of him to treat me to a packet of jelly beans.. veri nicE!

en took 96 to clementi... shopped ard there abit.. went to the mrt station... n boarded the train to town instead..

nxt stop.. comex fair.!

long lab day..

reallie long.. fun... but too long.... :S

well and back~

finally i'm well, bye bye to fever, puking n bloatiness :P

was feelin kinda bo liao cuz lab haven started... so basically go to school for 2 tutorials onli :S

well, the EE2004 tutor's a china guy.. well, still not so bad.. but my cs1102c's tutor's an indian.. (i.e. language barrier again.. :S) well, and i dun reallie like the way he teaches.. so i'm considerin of hoppin classes? :X

in the middle of tis 2 tutorials got a break (or rather, it's becuz our EE2008 tutorial haven't started..) so was sittin outside wif meiyee.. en jeff joined us after his class, en came along &dru n kiat an. many ppl walked pass us.. like sf, qianyi, christina, polar bear, n i saw tianyao for the veri 1st time since school started at dilys.. hehe. saw annie.. budden she in walk in our direction again... haiz... so buay gum... :S

after tt.. went for lunch wif &dru n kiat an.. meiyee went home straight.. jeff said he's meetin smone for lunch @ arts

the engin canteen was horridbly crowded, n since i'm still recoverin, ie. i had to avoid losta food.. there isn't much choice left... saw kk @ the canteen also... en saw tianyao (again.. haha) en queued at the yong tau foo stall for a veri veri long time before i got my food.. haiz.. always so slow.. sianz....

yeah.. then &dru left 1st becuz he got MNO tutorial... n i got him to inform sf abt it incase she forgets again.. hahaa :S

en me went home after tt too...

stomach flu epidemic...

woke up in the mornin, felt that my stomach's super zhang4... no appetite.... then later my temp starts to go up... felt so weak n rubbery.. esp when the wind started blowing...

dun even hav the stamina to stay online for long.. so went back to sleep.. had panadol...

plan of going to sls to buy the LCD monitor is twart... n i dun feel like leaving my bed at all... puked like 2 to 3 times also... wasted the ling2 yang2 my mom bot... then din even dare to drink any water... juz stayed in bed n slept...

my brother-in-law came over wif my niece n nephew.... then found out that my sis also lidat... then my niece threw up also.. and everyone hav almost the same symptons (except me got the fever..) and found out that my nephew's culprit (cuz he also got stomach flu couple of days ago...)

argh! why i so suay... not as if i got come into direct contact wif him for veri long... yeah.. so all the sickly ones went to see the doc together... all took the same med... had the medicine... one med after every half n hour (quite a torture but better than havin u throw up all the medicine n wasting it..) yup.. din eat anything. juz drank some glucoine.. n went to sleep...

felt reallie terrible cuz i wanna go school tml.. but at tis state i noe i can't lar.. n i can't go ard spreadin that virus cuz it's pretty contagious...

thankiew jsim, audrey, &dru n meiyee for ur concerns n help (hee.. my tutorials :X )

i will b back in school tml~~ and i better go finish my tutorials... :(

shoWerS of bLesSin..

muz be becuz of johnson's "holy water"... haa.. crapZ :X

well, juz updated my OD.. then tot i shld update this too :S will get pretty bz like that ar.. :X

hmm, today late for lecture again.. i juz can't seem to adjust to the time that i wun be late... if i go LT7a then i guess i'll be juz on time.. :X still can't adjust..

oh ya, actuallie.. i already knew that i'll be late.. cuz i saw many "late indicators".. 1stly, i saw sf @ the mrt station.. then later saw andy n yvonne.. hahaa.. jialat.. i met all the 3 late indicators :X
erm.. then saw christina also.. den learnt that she moved to bishan!? (wassup wif bishan nowadays.. :X ) yeah.. if i were her.. i rather stay in PGP.. oh well, it's ex there tho

was hoping that &dru will be earli (so that can get better seats :X) haiz.. mi veri bad hor.. but anyway, my plot also din fall thru lar.. end up we're still earlier than him... :S his punctuality also gettin pretty bad.. hahahaa :X oopz... perhaps he saw thru my plot *shruGZ*

got jeff's msg tink after &dru came... kinda expected that jeff wil be reallie late today.. haha.. since he stayed up to do the lab.. oh ya, his bdae today too.. hehe..

lectures are not anymore entertaining i tink.. rested my eyes when i listen to heng read out from the notes.. (again....) en i tink EE2004 still not bad.. then the EE2005.. well, tink the vol is slightly higher... so hear better.. but i can't look at the screen cuz tt lecturer keep flashin n shakin his laser pointer.. reallie make me see stars @.@

@ the end of the lect.. i finally saw polar beaR!~ hehe.. 1st time since lesson started i tink.. haha... but din tok to him for long lar.. en left for lunch wif &dru, jeff n cheewooi.. er.. tink jeff din wanna go engin canteen n eat one.. but i got CTW :S so i ask him pei us eat.. haha :X n he obliged.. ahaa.. thankiew thankiew :X gonna set fri as engin canteen day.. haha... bo bian.. until my CTW lect stops.. i can't go anywhere else to eat..

had muslim food.. orange plate one...(followed &dru) tink the food not baD :P come to tink of it, &dru seems to be havin muslim food or indian food most of the time recently eh? :s
yup.. n by the time we got our food back.. cheewooi had a headstart.. haha.. (of cuz, continued wif crappings abt who can eat faster..) jeff's nt back yet.. n &dru decided not to wait.. (since jeff always eat so fast..) so we all started eatin too.. jeff came back pretty late.. so in the end we all finished before him :X yeah.. en was crapping abt stuff.. dunno abt jeff as a farmer? en do cow herding... n chasing the chickens :X haa.. nm... then dunno tok abt wat.. en jeff's sayin he wans a plane license... n cw commented that he wans license for everything.. so i suggested an mrt license... :X oopz yeah.. then crapped abt the requirements for pilots.. n future car... :X

i never felt so crappy since holz.. :S headed for LT7a after tt, went wif jeff since he's going home too. en bumped into 2 Indians.... and jeff helped them to get to the deans office.. i really noticed something very true about wat my ex-boss said.. find it pretty amusing.. :X

en bumped into sally! n went for CTW.. after that rushed down to arts... n walked in the rain to LT8... :X was almost drenched.. (ok.. mebbe not that but i'm 30% wet by the rain at least)... n had to go in by the front door cuz it's the shortest path from that unsheltered bus stop... let benny n CK saw my lang2 bei4 yang4.. ><~

saw hanqiang n zhengyang @ the econs lect :D

go home that time also end up stil walked in the rain when crossin from central lib to busstop.. CK ask me why i never bring umbrella... tink somehow, i'm used to not bringing le..since sems b4..

not veRi muCh thE sAme...

well, tink the days in school's gettin less noisy... veri much less noisy..

abit not used to it :S

and the big grp of us kinda splitted back into our small grps... and perhaps it's bcuz the tutorials haven't start.. still dun see alot of ppl ard...

now mainly me hanging ard wif &dru, jeffrey, cheewooi shengfang also bah.. but half the time she's sayin hi to her er ge n da ge n dunno whoever she knew from the engin camp.. :S yeah.. kinda partin our company more now... en still got see christina, merina, sally n qian yi hanging ard.. but i tink wun see them as freq cuz now our tutorial locations all different..

en andy's no longer hanging ard much wif yvonne, yng yng n zf le.. he joined his own grp of frens.. (and i found out today from his frens that he's a slow eater too :X ) haha.. ok.. out of the topic..

en i tink w/o hanqiang ard.. its like his gang of ppl (like kiat an n so on?) also dun hang together le.. kiat an most of the time hang ard wif gibson n etc :X

then tink annie hangs ard wif tianyao now bah...

hmmm... dunno leh.. dunno it's becuz after the holz.. too long liao.. everyone not warm up or wat.. *shrugX*

suddenly, i see alot of significance of every single ppl....

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ORieNtation FOTOs :)

http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?p=999&gid=4960163&uid=2503162 >> OrienTAtion FOTOS~! courtesy of Jeff's digicam :X

hope to get more

1sT dAY of SchoOL

hmm. end up late :S well, by ard 5 mins.. but the LT's alreadi almost filled up.. heng &dru was earli enuff to still leave 2 seats for me n sf.. else gotta sit at the stairs liao :X

hmmm.. altho the lectures abit boring.. but i tink i was in a more light hearted mood there.. the stressful place that actuallie help mi destress fr other stuff :S

hmm, learnt tt &dru got elected as the vice chairman of juggling club... haa... now he hav attendence to kip le :X

en mi went to blandy's hostel... not bad.. nice n neat.. 'cept tt abit boring cuz she's alone... the onli thing to do is to face the comp le.. :S perhaps, it's good that ey hav hall activities..

*i pray for another enjoyable sem*

oh ya, got the orientation from jeff.. nicE! but quite incomplete.. i hope tianyao n xiaoming will send theirs soon

an organisation: will collaspe if no one is willing to commit

Last day of orientation at SENTOSA~!!!

yup, today's the last day! muahahahaaa..

met up wif annie on the mrt today.. went dwn to harbourfront together.. (late of cuz.. hahaha) yup... en, also learnt that lj cfm comin to chap the orientation! (good! we're in need of girls.. hahahaa) yup.. so met up wif lj (and bumped into tianyao) at the habourfront mrt, en went to find the rest at the bus interchanged.. somehow, sat down.. n started playin daidee (originally spe to be bridge.. but christopher realised he forgot how to play that) yup... en after one rnd or so, i let some one take over? (i forgot who.) en went to settle the attendence stuff wif &dru... waited for a few more chaps to come.. en went for lunch at the hawker centre there...

after findin seats, i went back to the mrt station to look for vibhu.. that chap never tell me whether he's comin or not (in the end he din come?! n never inform me smmore.. argh.. nm..) yup... en juz got anything n ate.. (anything happens to be beehoon... a huge plate which i onli cleared like 50% of it..) yup... en lj n cj onli ate like one pc of prata each!?!!? omg..

yup... en was abt to leave for sentosa when tianyao suddenly called back (he wanted to go in n get volleyball 1st..) to say that he lost a couple of cards at the hawker centre.. so &dru n weiping stayed to look (but can't find it.. n tianyao went back to look for it in the end) and ey took the nxt bus.. haa.. tis time, we reach palawan beach much much faster.. no more jungle trail as jeff said :X yup.. en put down our stuff. settled down... n splitted ourselves up into 2 grps, one play ultima frisbee n the other soccer.. i was in the frisbee one.. (and of cuz, din managed to touch the frisbee much due to my height.... but not as bad as my orientation last year.. cuz the guys played low (due to wind)) was in and out of the game, haa.. en after that...got reel tired.. n rested.. (suddenly tot everyone mite not hav the energy to play again... yikes..)

yup.. en dragged lj n cj to go play volleyball... juz hit ard lar.. the ball alwayz stray off when the guy beside me hit.. :X then almost hit a bunch of girls who's suntannin at the corner behind me... en tianyao dunno get chairs fr where.. n we started playin captains ball? everyone played... n still the ball keeps going out.. (wonder why the bunch of girls dun wanna move n rather sit there n get hit by the balls..) then we played so long until i tot i gonna get a stroke or smthin.. so called for waterbreak (muahahaa..) then i guess ppl all went back to slack.. en annie ey all went to play volleyball i tink.. (ie no more ball for captains ball..) en we witness tianyao climbin a short coconut tree... haa.. it's quite funny... en more ogls (zhenrong's gang) join us...en got qijia n alvin teachin us how to play the "tuo1 game" haa.. erm, cuz the guys majority already took off their tops.. so its like nuttin left to tuo... so... lipsticks again :X yup.. in the end everyone is forfeited... haha.. :S after that, becuz of havin lipstick all over the body.. all went into the water.. and started our ultima frisbee in the water.. haha

well, i also din stay thru out the whole game lar.. sometimes by skin's burnin so went up n put more sunblock, then tianyao splashed sea water into my eyes. (which already tio the sea water..) so went to take off my contacts.. (for a moment, i cldn't find the contacts cuz it shifted up... :X . shldn't hav rubbed my eyes..) yup..took off my contacts, managed to make my way back n locate my glasses.. haa. en played awhile.. en went to help out to fill water bombs..

then after a while.. benny n lj had to go.. so the avalon took some fotos (tink it looks pretty lame :X) yeah.. en continued on wif the water bomb game after we filled like 100++ bombs.. the yr4 snrs took over tis game lar.. me n &dru ran out of ideas... then annie also duno much abt the games.. n the gamemaster (hanqiang) didn't join us cuz he went to buy food wif kiat an?

hmmm.. that game i din play.. but i kena all the strayed off bombs.. bobo shooters... *dionk* en i tink christopher tried to bomb me after the game.. he called my name.. threw the bomb at me n i caught it (wif the tot he's gonna pass to me at 1st..) :S ok.. nm.. haha..

yup, went to wash up after that n started the bbq.. dunno who suggested that me n cj n kiat an shld go marinate the stingray.. :S yup.. sambal sauce... en tianyao pass us his green tea shampoo to use as soap.. so me n cj's hands reallie stinked after that.. cuz the sambal sauce smell we din managed to rid off it.. n now, plus green tea.. phew.. *pinch nose..* so hafta tahan my smelly hands for the rest of the day... argh.. en we got a small mobile pit lar.. en juz peng some stuff there lor.... a small grp of us, mainly kiat an &dru, nicholas, jian kai, joseph (and some other wandering souls.. haa) n me there... yup... en occasionally jeff brot us some food fr the main pit.. din eat till veri full.. but well, it's fine lar.. en sally came ^_^ yup.. en also held the election for the year rep for both EEE n CPE...yup.. not bad... :P

my grp got quite a no. of nominees eh.. hehee.. too bad benny isn't there.. else wld hav dragged him up too..

so now... for EEE, prez: mingfeng
vprez: Ernest (my og)

CPE, prez: kelvin
vprez: Cheekiang (my og)

hee... hope avalon will stay bonded thruout their nus years~ :D

Orientation Day 2

hmmm... tot i was gonna be late, and i was, but the thing is, i'm still the 1st one to reach there... perhaps i'm really destined to be early?! (in a sense, it's good :X) yeah... then &dru came after that.. n for quite some time, no one else came (which made me wonder if we got the place wrongly..) finally~ zhenrong came! haha.. en ppl started streaming in...

well, the attendance today isn't that good... but i shld say that all the fun ppl are down lar.. so things somehow worked out altho there's last min changes n so on...

yup, played the telematches n so on... i played in the 1st game (which i reallie dun wanna play at 1st) which is the dip hair in water.. haha.. i see the guys veri sad lar.. all hair so short :X yup.. obviously my team won. haha.. well, as for the rest of the telematch, things din go that smoothly lar.. but somehow, my team also hecked the results.. haaa..
en went for a break.. en started the foot-a-thlon.... well, i had to say they ain't that smart in a sense.... haa.. or rather, shld i say ey veri lao3 shi2..? went all over to find the ans.. .:X yup.. bumped into polar bear in the middle of the game.. so he tagged along to kaypoh.. hahaha.. oh ya, shenghwee's wif moi grp too.. zhenrong went to help weiping wif solaris.. (&dru's grp, but &dru's the gamemaster..) well.. apparently, after the game i realised that the other stations like no body went.. so &dru's station's the bziest.. haa.. :P and i guess alot of ppl muz be wonderin who so sadistic (me!) to let them touch a raw cracked egg for the blindfold game.. hehee...eh... i never put chicken head already veri good liao hor.. almost put that in :X

yup... so somehow, my grp won (i dunno how also.. ) yup.. got the prize.. n they decided to split it up n bring it all tml for sentosa to eat :P

en my grp and some ogls n some yr4 snrs (or issit one yr 4 snr?) went to hav dinner at clementi... hehe.. onZ sia~ my grp

gogo avalon (well, i tink we kinda reallie prefered abalone now :X)

orientation day 1..

morning: chaos... hiccups happened again :X oh well *shrugz*

my team: avalon (abalone?! yeah.. sounds like it.. so called ourselves bao4 yu2 for a while.. :X jeff's complainin we're makin him hungry)

ice breaker games: not bad, quite fun, in the end most of them all took part actively.. quite fun.. wif lotsa face that has been tu2 ya1 by me :X

well, today tiring.. somehow.. dunno why... den tok alot of cok wif my grp ppl cuz lunch time too long :X yeah... but not bad lar the guys.. n my grp onli got one girl (not includin me that is..) haa.. jialat.. this time girls veri veri little.. dunno where all go to liao.. tink the guys quite sad also :X
the ogls went to eat at clementi after that.. :P watch an potential catfight but no outbreak in the end :X

matric fair...

 
"excuse me, are you a freshmen?"
*smile* "no."
tink quite a couple of ppl asked me this.. perhaps i ain't that stale afterall, or at least, i kinda look fresh.. muahahaaa.. :S
went back to nus to help out for the orientation booth (think at tis point of time, it's better than me stayin at home bah...) quite boring actuallie... have to keep smiling keep askin ppl the same stuff... and i suspect cpe ppl juz bluffed me that ey are not n walked off :\ sad... yeah.. en got tired somehow... en annie's into her "mood swings" again? she told us not to sian sian.. but i tink she's worse in the face cuz she looks sian n lian hei hei.. :X but i'm glad she went for a long lunch... wif tianyao? :X ey 2 not a couple lar.. but if ey ever become one.. ey reallie gonna be a huan1 xi3 yuan1 jia1.. :S
anyway, today at the booth got annie, hanqiang, kiat an, tianyao, zhenrong, ivana n me.. :X not all at the same time cuz onli got 4 passes lar.. quite boring.. but heng got frens come visit the booth lar.. haa.. like zhengyang, nianjuan, shenghwee, chinmay, ashok, jerry n &dru. oh ya, i forgot to say, xiaoming also went to sign up at the booth :X he reallie in cpe?!?
but i dun like my break time.. nuttin to do.. n alone.. darn glad that i found shenghwee n chatted wif him for a while.. else i tink i gonna rot til like dunno wat...
packed up ard 515pm... n left the place ard 540pm.. &dru's done wif his juggling club stuff so came to help too.. so we brought the stuff down to the ece club room, &dru's helpin to carry the pvc poles lar.. en annie tied her 3 helium balloons onto the pole... n i was laffin sayin that normally ppl carry loads on their shoulder are downwards.. why is his anti gravity.. :X en annie added 2 red paper bags to the back of &dru's pipe.. n she started callin him the samsui man? :S she suggested that he wear the red bag on his head.. :X
yup, anyway, end of the samsui man... we reached ece club room n started discussin things there.. n rotted.. i was so tired i tink i'm in quite a daze.. en the rest are all crapping again... (wif &dru gettin rather lost in the end still... cuz it's all in chinese...) yup.. en hanqiang keep sayin wanna go eat dinner..so we left... n at the bus stop.. annie suddenly let go (deliberately) of her balloons.. en end up there starin at the balloons fly... nice scene la.. but... i tot that's illegal.. yeah, en ey started crappin again.. dunno how end up talkin abt guys in s'pore no qing2 qu4.... en &dru asked me wat it is... n i realised i dunno how to translate... :X so told him it's something like being romantic... en hanqiang ey all start to help translate also.. haa (guess no one wans to listen to annie tok :X )
yup.. but i din join them for dinner.. in the end onli hq, ka n &dru went to eat.. the rest all went home.
was sleepin all the way back on the mrt

haiz...

dunno wat else i can do...*sigh*

finallY~!

went dwn to sim lim square to help my ex boss check the cstar cd.. no prob.. so means my boss's comp got prob liao.. en went back to RELC to pass back the cd n helped to install that thing again... stayed for half n hour plus plus en left the office wif eugene (snr of all snr there.. haa) en went to return n renew n borrow book in the orchard lib.. en headed back to bugis.. shoppin ard... en waited for zx ey all to come.. en headed to lena's school for meeting...

attendence.. 7.5/8.. why leh.. cuz ey kept sayin that jsim's "soul" is there.. (his views on the agenda printed out by erik that is.. :X) en did abit of voting, crapping laffing.. n zx's constant time keeping.. oh ya, got a "guest".. its lena's giraffe... hurrmph? (i dun even noe if i got the spellin rite.. :X)  ok... meeting ended at ard 10++pm... headed home after that, everyone braindead

new look~

nice? :P

juz makin sure that tis place isn't gone.. mite come to revamp it.. if i picked up javascript that is... :X
God knows when.. :X