Tuesday, August 21, 2007

十八岁的狂想曲

序曲

To enter AJC was my goal, and I’m glad that I’ve found a place where the majority of the people are closer to my frequency.

Finally, I can switch back to the Chinese channel… Not that I hate speaking in English, but to me, it lacks a certain sense of 亲切感。

但是, 加入安初华乐不是在我的预想之内, 而我在安初的生涯就渐渐的被安初华乐的一切盖过了……

第一乐章 – 龙腾 . 林中 . 花山

有时, 我想我当初是不是因为龙腾和花山而加入了华乐? 其实现在我也不清楚啦。 但当我听到龙腾时, 就感觉到有一股莫名的干劲而听到花山就仿佛踏进了一个世外桃源。 结果, 因为有几个认识的朋友要加入, 所以我也就一起参加了~

在华乐室里就如花山 — 在另一个世界; 乐队的人则是有如龙腾一样热情。

花山让我认识了我的乐器:高音笙
…… 不是因为它的话, 我想现在就可能不是现在吧。

我相信, 它是我用过看过最好的, 最有灵性的笙。
或许, 笙里真的有笙精在? 不然我怎么会认识了AS 里的每一个成员, 并且也加入了他们? 还有“uncle neng neng”, sm, gavin 等等。

有了笙=》参加collage day =》认识AS =》ICQ/IRC =》……

记得“uncle neng neng”一直追着我, 要听笙的recital;记得大家的antenna 一直在寻找着新的八卦; 记得xq 和 wz 的吵吵闹闹; 记得在online community 的爆笑故事 – 有牛精, 有F-cup Funnyz, 有auntie 等等……


第二乐章 – 飞天: 会飞的芦笋?

华乐室搬迁到楼上时真的是百感交错…… 少了我从来没见过的“屋顶老鼠”…… 少了一个可以每天早上聚集的地方, 似乎冷清多了。 但是每天早上能看见宗盛, 达冠和秀情在container block 心理起码能说声“还好有人在”。

飞上三楼似乎不够, 黄老师还要我们飞上天去。 其实“飞天” 还真的是越来越过瘾…… 就算人数不齐, 就算是只有我们AS 那几个人, 随便凑一下, 凑不到就用嘴巴哼也行, 都想把《飞天》 玩个痛快。 这或许才是真正的玩音乐吧!

我记得我常常听着mp3 吹《飞天》, 吹到入神, 结果有几次突然太大声吓到了其他人。 “金拍势”啊!!!

第三乐章 – 上海滩

到上海去~ 哼着上海滩的曲, 好好笑哦! 在白天我是时不时都在放空, 而晚上是我们狂欢的时候。 那时, 我永远都不明白为什么男生每晚都好像饿鬼似的, 怎么吃也吃不饱。 而且也和陈老师一起研究过, 宗盛和达冠喝醉酒后会怎样。 很可惜, 还是没机会见证一下。 每天就只顾着玩, 无忧无虑的多好!

第四乐章 – 谢谢侬

剩下的时间都过得很快, 一转眼就说要毕业了。 这时我开始感到彷徨…… AS还会在一起吗? 还会保持联络吗? 就算天下的宴席迟早都要散, 我还是希望这场宴席能越迟完越好。 我要和大家一起长大、变老, 成为名副其实的“老朋友”。

很令人庆幸的是, AS自到如今还没有解散吧…… 虽然要人数齐似乎很难, 但是还是很感谢大家对于这份友谊的重视; 更感谢大家没有从我的生活里离开。


Saturday, August 18, 2007

"The Reunion"

despite the not very big involvement from alumnico in this performance, it is definately something different from the past.. and marks a different experience, a different memory

(disclaimer: might be bringing up some sensitive issues around... so sorry~)

what's so different?
- the 1st time i work wif ppl not juz from co... ppl who was from co but never joined alumni... (like bernard)... ppl whom i used to noe... this guy that was from cat high and knew him thru zeyi kor...
- the 1st time polar bear came to watch my perf as my bf? (when u think back it's always kinda weird... cuz my prev concert he was there wif catherine =X haha~ )
- the 1st time gotta sing on stage wif the co peeps
- the 1st time we all tried to dance to old songs..
- the 1st time i played hopscotch... da feng chui wif the co peeps
- the 1st time playing that... pim pom pim pom game wif tk (who veri amusingly keep putting out scissors for dunno how many times in a row once the game is speed up... ok la.. end up i also abit lidat... )
- js n xq? (tho i suspect our dear lia has become the audience more than once)  and many others r no longer part of the performing team...
- the 1st time see chen lao shi join us on stage n sing song.. lol

- wat's more...  it marks the end of playing in CO for tk and jianwei... =s
tk even had a “封胡仪式” 
which ends up involving me cause i lend him my gong since the prev concert...
well, though i'm glad to get my gong back (cuz my hu is so lonely w/o the gong...) budden it's kinda sad that he's not playing anymore...

 tk and his gong-less hu... (so happi?)

 
tk: na... give u back...
wl: muahaha! i finally get back my gong! :X

 so tk diao-ed mi fer being so happy at his retirement...

 and sealed up his er hu... forever...
well... bye bye to the 500+ year old cow spirit from the face of the CO performing world... but we'll be expecting u to contribute in strength n money to the alumni... hahahaa!!

anyway, back to serious topic... on the retirement frm co... actually i also felt abit like retiring... budden i was tinkin.. wldn't it be nice if i can retire after playing fei1 tian1 the last time? that was my no. 1 fav CO song reallie... but i guess it wld be quite impossible to play it wif the full AS gang le bah. =\

anyway, thanks to all those fer supporting the concert in one way or another~
and sry to polar bear fer nt pei-in u after the concert... hope u hav a great time catching up wif ur fren anyway... that goes fer the rest too~

Friday, August 17, 2007

RHCT... noT~

in the end i failed the test for achieving RHCT... expected la cuz in the end i kinda screwed it up... too kanjiong + bad memory certainly dun help...

but i guess this way i learn more cuz i can rmb le...
tho... i hope my RO wun suan mi becuz i din pass... i guess my source of pressure wld be frm him (tho it's self implemented)... tho he never suan mi before... doesn't mean he never wil rite..

shucks.. haiz nm.. juz hope i can put all the knowledge i learn to use.. den not that wasted.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

tired...

tink i'm not a veri nice person to tok to when i'm tired n about to go slp... like can become veri grouchy easily... =s haiz... felt so sorry towards polar bear fer my temper... actually i'm juz angry with myself...

i guess i dun reallie like myself a lot... haha and being an working adult is reallie no fun... money matters alreadi make my head spin le... wah i dun wan to tink abt the future... i dun wan to be in tons of debts.. nooooooooo~!!~!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, July 29, 2007

parents...

joined polar bear's parents fer dinner last nite over @ bugis...

one thing i just can't help noting... his parents are like mine.. in the sense that... the father will always walk way way up ahead leaving the mother far far behind... eh... why lidat?

is it something that runs in their era? cuz i think it's quite sad.. dunno why the husband wants to walk so fast... hahaa my dad dun seem to hav a answer.. my mom doesn't bother... she says eventually he'll still stop to wait fer her anyway. LOL

i guess in future, i'll make sure i walk fast enuff... =x

Thursday, July 26, 2007

some back tracks?

due to the lack of bloggin... (oops) i guess i've like missed out on a few events (recent and not recent but those not recent ones, i guess forget it for now... hahaha!)

anyway, wif my new commitments :X my life is almost fully packed le
ok, it's not supposed to sound negative ok? anyway, i'm still very glad to be able to meet up with groups of frens (though i just missed one yesterday~!! argh!) and even more glad that i'm not too broke to spend abit. =p tho time is always quite packed and i find myself rushin here and there even for a while... i can say is, everything till now has been worth it. =p

due to career reasons, camera isn't exactly something i could bring along with me... so sadly some short yet nice moments (like even rushin down to starbucks to just drink latte fer less than an hr) left uncaptured... i hav to be dependent on fren's cam =p and gladly stil gotten some nice fotos~ (**wun post some cuz i figured that i dun look nice in 'em =X)

 


Wednesday, July 25, 2007

so outta time!

i'm so short of time to come online... now that i dun hav much time to even think about bloggin...

ack...

anyway, some updates:

tis week... supposed to be more free since polar bear's off on ICTs... but ended up i was sick on sunday onwards (till today i consider myself recovering more significantly) so i was bz tryin to recover...

then polar bear bot mi harry potty (or wat tk wld call it mao mao - as in furry/hairy :S) and i juz can't keep my hands off the book... well, once u start u can't stop?

and i'm stil occupied wif co pracs on certain day n nite.. argh so reallie no time to come online... at work also can't go online much since there's limited access to webbys n also have to prevent myself from hoggin the comp... argh...

suddenli i got so deteched from the net... but i guess i nid more slp now.. so i shall go slp.. after one more chapter of mao mao. haha

btw, the tix for "The Reunion" (pdtn by AJC alumni as a whole... CO of cuz got perform) is up fer grabs... need details pls lemme noe.. nid to cfm the tix by tis fri.. so lemme noe... can always email mi.. my gmail that is...

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

happy burfday to polar bear~

it's polar bear's burfday~~ yey~!!!

muahahahaa old liao!!!! =X

anyway, sorry for the sloppy planning... haha... =X

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

commencement~

today really marks the last day of mi @ nus~

well, it's a pity quite an amount of cpe peeps din take part in the ceremony nor came down to take more photos. the cpe grp foto's not very complete.. haiz.

but still, it is as chaotic and ever. and hot... lol! but it's fun to catch ppl and take fotos with 'em... now the problem is... i gotta go ask for photos from others...  =p

so... anyone got fotos to send mi? can do it via yousendit.. since i dun hav the chance to stay online so much nowadays :S thx~

well, the whole commencement ceremony was rather short... and i guess some people really just disappeared shortly after that...  haiz... so in the end no big gathering after that... nxt time bah~

still, managed to hav a nice dinner @ crystal jade... their porridge is reallie goot!

Saturday, July 07, 2007

new environment

guess i've mentioned to some that i've moved to my new workplace location...
i'm really havin probs about revealing details here... so work related entries will always be not reallie work related. haha! and names wun be mentioned here....

the project i think is pretty big... and i'm there wif a portion of the members that's under ST... and i'm the only gal there.. haha... fer some reason, i'm so damn glad that there's the course organised fer us before i moved over... cuz i get to noe the person who's in the same proj as mi.. which is good.

well, they are q nice chaps on the whole (some nicer some not that nice haha) and i haven't been doing much work these 2 days (ydae and the day before) cuz we're in the process of "expanding" our office and is moving lotsa stuff around... not to mention untangling cables... (tons of them)
at the sight of it really can faint..

then also helped our new "neighbours" to move in... tiring job these 2 days.. tho i din reallie carry alot of stuff... (since the guys wun let mi)

well, hope the work's quite handable.. den i gues i'll reallie enjoy workin there!

Saturday, June 30, 2007

updates

ever since i've started working in ST, i feel very cut off from the internet.. becuz of the sensitivity of information there, i don't reallie hav access to internet and they've barred of many websites...

well... so hence the little blogging cuz i've got so much stuff to surf and check once i reach home, i simply feel too lazy to blog after that =P

currently still undergoing a course (which is quite long) and eventually stil not that bad bah.. cuz my course-colleagues are relatively more noisy LOL... yeah noise is good... i guess that's wat's lackin in ST's office. =p

hmmm, den actually managed to collect my gown on last sat before i had to trouble another person to help mi collect my gown... and managed to take some fotos! =D but hor.. my hair tooo messy le.. sob. anyway, i'm nt gonna post the fotos up cuz qianyi requested that she dun wanna showcase her face... but hor... she onli made the request to mi i tink (if u can infer tis... lol)

i'm kinda lookin fwd to the actual commencement day... despite knowing how chaotic it will be... but hell~ hey, do come take foto wif mi if u tink u're free.. can ask mi fer the date n time =P

(was thinkin of posting it here.. but it's weird since this place is open to public)

Saturday, June 16, 2007

lalalalaaa? updates

i'm so sorry that the taiwan post and photos ain't up yet... i'm still in the process of uploading photos (yes so horribly slow i am... )

anyway, last whole week was spent @ nus.. at the most zen-pace ever.. (tho my mind is preoccupied wif worry-ing over another matter but..) and Dr. Ang Chuan Heng (andrew's cs1102c tutor and also the mod's prof) taught us another refresher lesson for C++! oh he's so nice.. tho the lect is kinda long and i got restless everytime.. but.. he's still so nice n fatherly (or as omy said.. - koala like.. veri ci2 xiang2)

1st time i felt so glad to go nus in such a long time... but yeah that part of the training's come to an end~

actually managed to eat @ engin's indonesian stall again~ (fer the last time?) yummy~

and bumped into qianyi ydae! haha..

aye.. i miss the school days when i can see many frens.. i guess that's the only fun part of school le.

well, hope can get the fotos up soon bah.. haha but i guess i'll keep myself preoccupied wif outings =p i guess when i started work.. i really feel like playin even more.. wahaha

Sunday, June 03, 2007

tagged :x

Game rules:
"People who are tagged should write a blogpost of 6 weird things about them. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says ‘you are tagged’ in their comments.”

alamak... got tagged by lj... tis one is hard.. cuz i dunno how weird i can go until people tell mi...

6 weird things abt mi>>>
-1-
I talk to myself? Well, sometimes I think i'm talking to someone.. but i'm actually conversing with myself... i'm not sure if that's a case of thinking aloud... but there's certainly more than one mi inside myself... (has an inner voice... or issit.. have a couple of inner voice?) well, if you people watch PotC 3, the scene of multiple Jack Sparrows said it... though i'm not that extreme for sure... and my imagination's not so vivid to the point of hallucinating many images of myself... but the voice is there... ... i can hear it...

-2-
eating instant mee almost dry... hmmm how to say? the instant mee i cook is not those soaked in MSG soup... which of cuz is becuz my mom did it tis way... and i never realised that people eat like instant mee like that of cup noodles (all soaked in soup) until during a chalet session when i cooked instant mee for the rest (and they got a shock of their lives.. hahaa)~

-3-
killing ants with scotch-tape.. or rather, sticking 'em all up~ i dunno if u call tis cruel tho.. haha.. well u noe when there's times that there'll be a long trial of ants along the walls or cabinates... the fastest way i get rid of them... (taught by my mom) is to use abit of masking tape.. and stick 'em all up... veri clean and no mess since they're stuck to the tape fer good... haha =p

-4-
coffee's not good for me brain...
i know that many people drink coffee to perk themselves... but for me, it works the opposite way... the more tired i am, the more i shouldn't drink it... for me, tired + coffee = brain dead straight away... so dead that i cannot feel anything else except to space out and stone.. and yes, it happened when i was having a test.. so from den on... i never dared to drink coffee before exams nor tests...
the only coffee that managed to kept me awake throughout the night was ya kun's.. but i guess even though i'm physically perked.. perhaps mentally i'm still zonked out.. haha

-5-
if there's anything more weird about it, it'll be my dreams... they're totally weird most of the times and are nonsensical... so i got so used to them that any dream that is realistic creeps me out... i don't know why my dreams are weird... perhaps i'm subconciously a weird and nonsensical person?

-6-
why not you help mi fill up tis part... haha... leave it in da comments =P cuz it's reallie hard to noe in wat sense u're weird until ppl told u it is...

6 person tagged to do this:
- shengfang
- merina
- annie
- whoever's reading and is not tagged before~ hahaa

Saturday, June 02, 2007

work?

oh well, the taiwan trip post is gonna take some time since the photos are not collated... damn =X
anyway, some of you know that i've started working... since the 28th May...
as for where i'm working @ i guess i shan't publicise online... and job scope also... i better not say.. wahaha.. but basically i'm a software engineer...

hell, din expect myself to become one in the end.. but nvm. =p will see how things go since things r rather much stagnant these days... while i await the arrival of my pc/lappy and my clearence (which somehow they predict it wun be so soon? :S) sigh

omy's in the same line in mi.. but diff proj... so she wun be moving anywhere else 'cept upstairs ydae.. well... now i gotta rot off alone.. makes things worse.. so i tink i'll go upstairs to visit her more freq... since i'm helping out in the same proj.. =P ydae go up and i managed to "骗吃"... tea break veri scrumptous nia... nice~ hahaa...

Thursday, May 24, 2007

back from taiwan

back in sg~ and missing taiwan's weather especially...


hmmm... will post up my entries when the fotos are collated bah~ =P stay tuned?

Thursday, May 10, 2007

taiwan trip prelude... lame tots

the trip's not far off and everyone starts to think of what to bring...
some of us prolly wish to bring less clothes there n just wash 'em..

well, in the midst of listing down what to bring... omy asked mi if i'm gonna bring a laundry bag...

omy says:
btw u got buy lanudry bag one not ar?

Eriol - At World's End says:
ar? u mean those throw in washin machine de?

omy says:
yup yup not necc hor

Eriol - At World's End says:
i'll be handwashing bah
so i dun tink it's necc
i'm not good wif washing machines actually
LOL

omy says:
orh.. i see.. hand wash no scrubber..

Eriol - At World's End says:
arh
use hand scrub ?
lol
u stil nid washin board ar?
i wonder..

omy says:
hahah.. cos more used to scrubber also

Eriol - At World's End says:
if they even got a basin to use...
eh, why not we juz take our clothes to the river side

omy says:
ya lor.. tt's y dunnoe possible to handwash

Eriol - At World's End says:
take one pole n whack

omy says:
-_-

Eriol - At World's End says:
like the olden days
LOL

omy says:
ha!

Eriol - At World's End says:
sorry
i juz suddenli tot of it
find it veri funny


Tuesday, May 08, 2007

some updates?

here's some updates:
3rd of may: another round of boardgames at holland v's settlers tis time round... well, as usual i'm not very impressed with the collection of games they have there... the service is on average... i guess not very good also.. all thanks to that young chap who went "are you all willing to listen to instructions? you all are uni students right... blah blah"
hello? this is not the way to treat customers... do you look down on your customers or smthing?

oh well... watevers... i guess i had a fun time watching the rest play... end up the sequence and lobo77 game is the most fun...

4th of May: back @ pitstop wif tk, js n lia... well before that was a short trip to sls wif polar bear~ managed to get my sd card n decided not to get my ink refill anyway... (think i reallie wun be printing much :X) well... den end up i'm the earliest to reach.. followed by jsim n lia... well tk's late... cuz he went to get a "fur" cut... i guess cow spirit's do haf lotsa fur... cuz he's late fer his fur cut appt and ended up being late fer almost an hour... well, had a few games... last one reallie rushed... i'm sry that we hafta kill js's men off lidat.. (correction.. he kamikazed) in order to end the game fast... oh well :S nxt time?
while js rushed off to give tuition... we went to eat fish n chips @... (i still dunno wat it's called)... had a veri full dinner... n headed on to shop after that~ 

7th may: headed to jb wif merina earlier then the supposed meeting time fer cpe outing... well, shocked to find out that eventually onli left von n ty aside from us.. :S haiz...
but well, i guess we juz need to source fer better shoppin places than city sq.. (gettin sick of the place?) but we're running short of time by then when von n ty joined us... so walked around... din really shop after that.. and headed down to taman tebrau... the famous seafood place... n had...  a great deal of seafood~ or rather.. not that much... 2 seafood, 1 land, 1 veg and rest r drinks n dessert (on the house wow!) =9~

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

hmmmmmmmm....

well, not the best experience for the 1st time... (@ central branch that is..)
it's like.. if one person in the grp kinda noes the game rite... den the ppl there dun bother abt u anymore.. (even though there isn't any customers to serve...)

maybe, i'm too used to pitstop's service~

went wif sf, merina n yng ydae... after their last paper... well... we reached pretty earli... but guess it's nice of them to let us wait ard...
juz the service on the game part abit.. :S aiyah

anyway... played like 3 games which i've played before.. the triangular blokus (forgot the name)... ticket to ride... cluzzle (which none of the workers there noe how to play! omg)... haha... and den played other games like st. petersberg and Tanz Der Hornochsen (which the person say, in translation, means eat shyt :x)

oh well... if not for the cheap 10 bucks package fer students n can play 4 hrs.. totally nothing much worth abt going settlers

sry to ppl who r supportive of settlers... juz my point of view... perhap's it's not always like this.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

it's all in the name?

You entered: You Weilin

There are 9 letters in your name.
Those 9 letters total to 52
There are 5 vowels and 4 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 7

The characteristics of #7 are: Analysis, understanding, knowledge, awareness, studious, meditating. (omg.. haha... XD)

The expression or destiny for #7:
Thought, analysis, introspection, and seclusiveness are all characteristics of the expression number 7. The hallmark of the number 7 is a good mind, and especially good at searching out and finding the truth. You are so very capable of analyzing, judging and discriminating, that very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You are the type of person that can really get involved in a search for wisdom or hidden truths, often becoming an authority on whatever it is your are focusing on. This can easily be of a technical or scientific nature, or it may be religious or occult, it matters very little, you pursue knowledge with the same sort of vigor. You can make a very fine teacher, or because of a natural inclination toward the spiritual, you may become deeply emerged in religious affairs or even psychic explorations. You tend to operate on a rather different wavelength, and many of your friends may not really know you very well. The positive aspects of the 7 expression are that you can be a true perfectionist in a very positive sense of the word. You are very logical, and usually employ a quite rational approach to most things you do. You can be so rational at times that you almost seem to lack emotion, and when you are faced with an emotional situation, you may have a bit of a problem coping with it. You have excellent capabilities to study and learn really deep and difficult subjects, and to search for hidden fundamentals. At full maturity you are likely to be a very peaceful and poised individual.

If there is an over supply of the number 7 in your makeup, the negative aspects of the number may be apparent. The chief negative of 7 relates to the limited degree of trust that you may have in people. A tendency to be highly introverted can make you a bit on the self-centered side, certainly very much self-contained . Because of this, you are not very adaptable, and you may tend to be overly critical and intolerant. You really like to work alone, at your own pace and in your own way. You neither show or understand emotions very well.

Your Soul Urge number is: 5

A Soul Urge number of 5 means:
The 5 soul urge or motivation would like to follow a life of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected happening. The idea of travel and freedom to roam intrigues you. You are very much the adventurer at heart. Not particularly concerned about your future or about getting ahead, you can seem superficial and unmotivated. (so true~)

In a positive sense, the energies of the number 5 make you very adaptable and versatile. You have a natural resourcefulness and enthusiasm that may mark you as a progressive with a good mind and active imagination. You seem to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter. You are attracted to the unusual and the fast paced.

You may be overly restless and impatient at times. You may dislike the routine work that you are engaged in, and tend to jump from activity to activity, without ever finishing anything. You may have difficulty with responsibility. You don't want to be tied down to a relationship, and it may be hard to commit to one person.

Your Inner Dream number is: 2

An Inner Dream number of 2 means:
You dream of close and meaningful relationships, cooperation with those around you; family and friends. You want to be a peacemaker and mediator. You present an image that you are a very pliable and easygoing person who would be very easy to get along with. (accurate!!!)


http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp
(courtesy of TK~)

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

oopz

it seems to have been quite sometime that i've came in to blog...

think partly is due to laziness (cuz with so much time constrains.. I think i have better things to do then blogging... haha)
and more importantly... there's nothing much to blog about...
life is now about projects n more projects n fyp n testS~

this semester... haha.. i hope i can end it with something spectacular (that means good results hor.. if u're feeling lame n tinkin of "spectacular" in the other sense... all i can say is... やめってください i.e. stop it.. lol)

anyway... of cuz still hav fun stuff happening ard... but realised i'm taking to little fotos of activities... everyone's getting lazy (despite the upgrade of cam pixels.. which i sadly stil haven't....) oh well =c

shall hope to have more fun after exams.. muahaha... (and you hear people saying.. "shyt, need to get a job".. well same fer mi)

oh well, after seeing L died 3 times (manga + movie + anime) i think i'll let L go back to Heavan soon... and shall go fer another round of blogskin change...

one small complain.. very mafan lei.. having to type in the full email to login... -_-"