bZ school daE, lia's bdae, stay over, sleepy worlD

tue:
tutorials in the mornin... nearli got chased out of prof ang's class cuz his own students got no place to sit.. :x haiz... why they never change my tutor?!! he's not good lor.. haiz... en after tt went to bizad canteen for lunch wif &dru, sf n jh(joinin his gf again) tried the soup stall, overall grade (5.5 out of 10) :X i got salted veg soup.. en &dru got a yao shan dunno wat ji1 tang1... (he actuallie made a good effort to pronouce it :) )

&dru's soup too bland.. mine too salty.. haaha!
en went for lab after tt.. din hav much prob.. quite fun infact.. :P their printer jammed halfway tho.. end up i gotta help "fix" or rather, unjam the printer hahaa..
en pia home... n my mom made me eat some stuff..en pia dwn to CCK.. en met up wif jsim ey all, some were havin dinner.. then bot some stuff en headed to fajar lrt station, waited awhile for lia to come.. hee.. then went to her house...

her tv.. zai.. budden the shape abit not good..

xiaobai (lia's hamster) - veriiiiii cutE! veri tame reallie.. ahhhh~ *envies*

hahaa... en did wat everyone always do @ bdaes... en passed our time eatin.... n eating.. n eatin :S

more photos are on my fotoblog! http://eriolyuy.fotopages.com go see~~

played abit of bridge.. tried to study but can't.. so tried to go to slp..

had some nice yet horrible dream.. horrible cuz somehow i injured myself (w/o realisin until i saw losta blood at the back of my waist..) -_-

woke up.. feelin quite alrite... not that tired.. en had breakfast.. played daidee... en left to school.... was kinda late.... but earlier than the rest :X &dru... still sleepy... jeff... still @ his assignment :X looks like everyone din make much progress over the nite.. ahh.. nm... anyway, sorta survived the lect.. en went for lunch (3 of us plus sf, cheewooi n zf) .. budden &dru MIA after we bot our food n we all tot he fell Zzzed in the toilet... (hahaa.. but i did kinda figured that he met some fren n started another long conversation)

attended some charity tuition aid for cs1102c by prof tan but it's quite good.. n everyone was tryin to catch some winks before the lect started.. while i was on the net surfin off.. haa.. can't sleep in the lect hall properly.. cuz my backache's quite bad... haiz.. ole le..
yup.. after that en started discussin abt bigO stuff @ the canteen.. haha.. tink it's a long time since so many ppl sit dwn n discuss smthin together.. quite fun.. but confusin tho :X en took another foto! :D veri nice!
haaha.. happie.. oh ya, en we go macs eat ice cream.. en chatted en some of us left 1st... now i'm a mac's member :s tho i dun eat macs much.. but hee. got points... wun die :X

it's getting really hard to smile nowaday.
luckily, i'm not in the state of frowning all day. I still laugh, still smile, but somehow, just doesn't last as long.

looks like dear old mood swing is here to stay.

i'm starting to pick on my own problems again. pretty upset with myself...
why do i always restrict myself when i shouldn't?
why do i always fear stuff that other people normally don't?

even if problems are pointed out, i still make the same mistake... over... and over...

i fear loneliness... yet, in a sense, i'm used to loneliness... it's like stuck in the middle of it... not knowing to move front or back... not opening up is not because i don't trust people... i think i trust people quite easily infact... yet, i always got the notion that i'm troubling people with nonsense when they're busy enough on their own

everything's like stuck in the middle... not say good.. nor issit reallie that bad... but things seems to go stale n stagnant like these sometimes... suffocating :S

slained twice today

by econs n electronics...

econs... too many careless mistake... if mrs low were to see my paper, she sure wack me on the head ><~

electronics... tis one even more jialat... i noe how to do the 1st question one.. but onli found out that i did wrongly when i'm abt to go onto the 2nd question (the whole quiz onli got 2 qns).. so.... went back n changed my ans.. then qn 2 got stuck... brain pretty dead to tink properly.. argh.. buang le..

hmmm... anyway, aside from that, today's not that a bad dae..

mornin, zhuofeng came to find me to discuss our econs test.. en i went for mine... then when i came out he went for his (diff timeslot..) so waited for him lor... since stil got another same test.. then saw zhiliang.. chatted wif him... n he somehow managed to convince me that he's not the usual slackin arts student.. lined up wif 10 projects tis sem.. i reallie salute him.

then zl left.. zf came.. n went dwn to yih to eat.. since our paper wil be @ mpsh1 (that dreaded place.. well, actuallie, now i beginnin not to hate that place so much le.. :X) en saw junming while havin lunch.. he looks veri tired too... n he's in school to do proj! gosh... yr 1 onli leh.. :S nm..
en went to the study room @ yih to study.. en saw jinghow studyin alone.. haa.. so went to kajiao him.. he asked me questions.. then i realised that i'm not even there yet.. ><~ die.. so went to mug.. wif a pack of m&ms wif the hope of cheerin myself up... nxt time muz bring better chocos.. m&ms dun seem to do the trick much... but i guess it helps abit..

then dunno how long later jeff finally arrived.. then got more questions to question.. ahaha.. so started discussin.. er... ok.. then went back to panick mode... n finally dragged ourselves dwn to mpsh1...saw cheewooi.. then looked for sf cuz she say got qn to ask mi? budden i realised that even if she had asked.. i most prob can't ans.... en saw &dru, chris, merina n chuixia n zf i tink.. so went over... den dunno wat ey're tokin abt... so i tried to squeeze some last min info into my brain... den the dreadful door opened ><~ n i made another last attempt in tryin to remember the formula for difference amplifier.. er.. tink it's -(R2/R1)V1 + [(1+ R2/R1)/(1+R3/R4)]V2... den &dru turned back to take another glance @ tis formula toO... haa.. budden in the end.. had to derive it all over... cuz they added new components in @.@

after the test, we all started discussin the solutions.... i tried not to listen sometimes.. cuz i juz wanna live in a state of denial for time being.. but was darn glad that cheewooi got the same ans as mi.. hope i get qn 1 all rite at least... qianyi came over too.. i as i predicted she sure done everythin.. ahaa.. she's soooo smart... but she seem to hav quite abit of health related prob.. 1st i tink she got flu or smthin? then got rashes... then now she eyes swollen.. hope she gets better :
en the after exam discussion topic: hair... :S all started wif shengfang askin why &dru dyed his hair.. he actuallie dyed it before the filmin for his mno Zapp video... haa.. supposed to be joe mode.. (i spe the lead actor? *shrugz*) n i tink his role's abit weird.. dunno why he's a flasher.. then also a chef.. then in 12 dimension.. but i wanna watch!!! esp the scene where ey throw paos @ an "ole lady" :X so now i wanna get all ppl who did mno to show me their video.. hee.. tink it'll be interestin to see ur own frens act :P i've watch zf's one alreadi.. quite good :)

hmmm.. tink that's abt for the day.. tiring day... n the xi3 yuan1 lu4 II finally finished! yey! happie endin! i like

rainy season...

rain...

something that i really have mixed feelings about...

i hate rain: it makes my things wet... and has the potential of spoiling my stuff.. esp my lappy n spoil a nice outdoor plan for the day

i like rain: it brings some fond memories back...
and i've stopped bringing umbrellas... it weighs my bag down... dun like... i dun like keeping wet umbrellas... n more importantly, i tink it's becuz i've grew to rely on ppl who bring umbrellas.. :X

hmm... dunno wat else to say le... got many things on my mind... my mind doesn't wanna even tink abt them... so pls forgive me if i start sprouting nonsense... need sometime for my brain to sort out.. hopefully soon...

i find my sense of self through other people....

a whole day @ NUS... n poor hugo! *sobz*

spend almost the whole day @ nus... went to get back my ezlink card fr Mr. Tan. :)

then stayed in EA-06-13 for the whole day... meiyee n jas came.. discussed our proj.. n left... i'm quite proud of myself for being able to finish 3 hrs of webcast tho :)

hmmm.. reach home n realised that my sis finally took hugo to the vet... but reel bad news came when she came back...

hugo's suffering from kidney failure...

it's quite serious.. but there's still a chance she can be treated if she recovers within 2 days (currently being hospitalised.).. if not.. the vet advice us to put her to sleep... :(

but even if she survive, she can't eat meat... (i tink she'll most prob go on a food strike cuz she's such a meat lover...)

in the 1st place... hope she wun freak out @ the hospital n die of fright *touchwood*

chopped my hair~

cut it short n layered n thin..... well, din turn out bad i tot..

why i cut my hair? well, it's becuz i got some chi4 ji1..... then after tt tot i mite be for the better, else i can always grow it back.. no harm done.. so yup. cUT!

after that, went out for badminton session wif the AS gang again.. shall be continued on the fotoblog @
http://eriolyuy.fotopages.com

rotten to average

my grade for programming. crap.. i actuallie din sleep one whole day juz bcuz of it.. well, the questions r reallie reallie tough...

however, reallie glad to have many helping hands for tis aside from my "personal" lab TA - polar bear.. heee.. always troubled him to help check my codes.. hope i'm not growing reliant on him.. but tis weeks one turn out he din help that much too cuz it's too hard..! well, for tis week's lab surprisingly, i was discussin it more wif jeff... haa.. he noes the algo but i'm better at implementation... we shld teach each other.. on thurs (da veri day that i din slp) did the lab wif jinghow... altho we made no progress... :X and as usual, jinghow's crapping @ lunch n almost overturned me n &dru's appetite (due to the stuff we're eating.. )

oh well.. prof hugh reallie made a big kill wif tis lab.. i wonder how bad it will be in future ><~

sleepy heAds -_-zzZzzz

hmmm... went to sleep @ 1am... so tot i shld wake up @ 5am to try n complete my cs1102c tutorial.. well, i did wake up... but kinda fell back asleep n overslept.. argh.. late!

ironically, it's like u c more ppl when u're late.. :X i saw ruijie, my ajco jnr.. learnt tt she in Sci fac now... en saw christina n merina..

well, tutorials is.. either rushed or boring.. en i hou4 zhe4 lian3 pi2 to go n chap &dru's class for cs1102c.. his tutor reaLLiE VERI niCE~~~ ahhh~ *envies* felt reel bad... en found out that there's other grp of ppl chappin their class aside fr us.. er.. today plus jh n sf smmore.. luckily got enuff chairs.. but not tables tho :S

hmmmm... went for lunch @ bizad again wif sf, jh n &dru after tt (jh joined his gf :s) ... &dru's reallie tired... he seh until he went walkin in the wrong direction.. n things like took so much more times longer to process in his brain... haiz.. i tink he shld nt neglect his sleep like tis... not gd.. smmore tis week got assessed lab :X (wait till engin day man.. i tink all the ece ppl will be half dead) same for the rest also.. but they dun seem to be that seh le...? :? reallie tink tis sem veri xiong.. it's like even &dru's tis tired... (as compared to past sems.. it has never been tis bad? )

back to the lunch.. the queue @ bizad reallie long lor.. haiz... everything long n slow.. was tinkin of the shortest queue.. budden dunno wat's so good abt that stall? (except for their normal noodles? er.. ok lar.. on the whole so-so) so went to queue @ western food.. aidi's @ the end of the queue.. so chatted wif her all the way.. en realised smthing... i never reallie chatted wif her properly b4? :X i tink :X oh.. then tis guy came behind me n ask if we're queuein for western food.. so i said shld b.. en aidi asked the lady infront of her... then she said she suppose so? At that point of time, we realised that half of the ppl at the back of the queue dun reallie noe what queue that's for -_-; haa... so ordered 2 fish n chip.. i'm amazed wif the uncle reallie.. he ask nxt until the end of the queue.. which is stil pretty far back... finally made it back wif the fish n chips :X then i remembered that i got cough n shldn't eat that :X

oh ya... then sf took some fotos wif &dru's cam again... :S i tink &dru's gonna be so bz if he were to send all the fotos we took daily.. (but i wonder how many r not lost durin the syncro wif his comp :X) er... i can't imagine when sf got her cam.. she mite end up juz takin foto everyday... actuallie tt's what i wan also... but paiseh :S

yup.. anyway, went to lib after they went for their mno tutorial.. slept abit.. read abit.. finished my assignment... then went pc cluster at E2 ard 3plus... stayed till ard 430 then i left :X

came home... zzzZzZed even more..

hmmmm...

tis entry will be @ http://eriolyuy.fotopages.com :X

what's the hacker's problem?!

argh.. will they stop hacking opendiary?!?! wat's so nice abt hackin such a site?!

go do smthin more productive and stop making my life miserable.. argh...

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new fotO bloG~!!!!

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i noe blog spot seems to hav the same functions.. budden i tink that one is better.. n i'm not abt to rid myself off tis template... hehee...
go visit it when possible..
i shld be takin more n more fotos soon! i hope :X

1 day work @ creative fest

well, the job is pretty borin actuallie.. cuz i din get to promote anything but stand at the redemption counter for free gifts. so was helpin ppl register for this free 5 song downloads from soundbuzz for some mp3 players they bot

and reallie alot alot alot of ppl bot mp3 players.. its as if they dun nid money lidat... n many many many of them went out of stock... so ppl hafta preorder instead...

well, nuttin much happened.. met a few funny customers.. some weird ones.. some totally annoyin n bossy ones... well, that's all... the excitin part onli came in later... after the long debrieft wif Mr. Sim Wong Hu (is that how u spell?) tokin...

yeah.. staff sale... brought out the urge from everyone.. cuz if dun buy reallie like veri veri veri lugi... hahaa... so i bot a digicam! :D so finally got it off my chest.. bot one.. happy. done. juz nid to get an sd card n tt's it :) hope tis cam will last mi for a long long time...

but lidat end up i dao4 tie1 my pay.. cuz onli earn like 50 bucks.. en i bot the cam at 149...so eventualli still let sim wong hu earn 100 from me? :X

but oh well, a gd chance to buy digicam at <200 bucks

die.. havent finish any of my tutorials.. n i'm feelin darn dead

seems like a week off~!

ok, i juz noticed that the last entry is on the 31st of aug..

this means that i've been so bz these days that i din even hav the time to sit down n tink of wat happened, let alone write them down..

these days are reallie overwhelming... what happened exactly?! i also dunno.. i onli remember spendin alot of time on labs... one day on my EE2005 lab.. n the rest on my cs1102c's lab... currently sleep deprived n haf plenty of tutorials to do n i stil gotta work on sunday.. reallie untimely.. argh! nm... at least i'll earn abit of money.. splurging these days! somebody stop me!!!!

eh... *sighs* seems like i missed out a lot. i feel abit detached fr the world outside already (imagine i'll be feeling like these every 2 weeks.. gosh..)

anyway, reallie had to thank lotsa ppl for their help n advice be it helpin me to test my programme or offering logical help... seems like i got more of logic problem this sem rather than the syntax...

apologies if i neglected anyone in the process, i reallie hope not..

i muz eat less, i muz spend less n i muz excercise... i nid more time!!!

1st crash, 1st lab..

hmmm.... crashed &dru's tutorial grp for CS1102C wif meiyee today... sorta expected zf n andy to crash.. but i din expect yvonne n yng yng to crash it also? :S and i was super worried that the class haf not enuff space that those actual ppl of the class can't seat..

luckily, everyone fit in... *phewZ* then when the tutor suddenly say he wans to mark attendence, i squirmed.. n &dru turned back n shot me a "oh-o" look.. :X luckily the tutor din shoo us off... his tutor reallie much better lar.. i wonder if i can continue crashing...

after tt, went for lunch @ biz-ad canteen wif &dru, kokfei, sf n cuixia(sf's mno fren).. well, saw the fried mantou i veri happy... en bot noodles from that stall n 2 mantous.. budden end up dunno why i full alreadi when i finish the mantous.. dunno issit becuz of the oil.. or i pass my hunger period by too much.. i tink i reallie gotta eat veri little for lunch.. cuz i'll feel hungry before tt then i'll buy smthin fr dilys... haiz... ok! set! eat less! spend less!

uh.. then rotted ard wif kokfei n meiyee while waitin for lab to start.. my lab tutor's quite alrite. except he seems to like to suan ppl abit.. heck lar.. en meiyee burnt the op-amp.. (the funniest thing that happened today.. we hav quite a good laff about it for the rest of the day..) n it's like smoking.. reallie smoking.. haha.. (n the best part is when the tutor is sayin that if u all see smoke or smell smthing quickly switch off the power n she tot like who will burnt one.. )

my area stinked for quite a while reallie.. n we kapoed the burnt op-amp :X

i wonder if they throw away the resistors we used also.. if they do.. i also wanna kapo... then the breadboard leh? do they throw that away too? :X dunch tink so.. i wan one!!!

sprained my ankle... finally?

i finally sprained my ankle... :S the gd thing is... i'm not maimed right at the start.. ie. i still can walk home n so on...

the bad thing is.. i'm becomin pretty crippled le... after pulling back 12kg of rice + sugar for my mom... i hope i stil can walk tml.. :S

drats....

n the other bad thing that happened today.. suddenly my eg1314 teacher wanted an mc from me.. wth... this is uni leh... where go ppl stil nid mc one.... i onli c her once a week.. en now she ask how i get? hope the receipt will do... :
dotx...

some test off sf's blog :X

http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php

personality test yet again. tink it's true for the me in the past.. of cuz i've changed.. somehow... for the good or the worst.. u shall judge

You are Blue Wolf, who is open, cheerful and a carefree type of person.
You possess very original atmosphere, and do not like to adjust yourself to others.
You prefer to act on your own and as you like it.
Therefore, at first people think you as a cool person, but once they get to know you, and trust is born, they will understand your good sense of humor and a friendly nature.
You tend to be indifferent and candid to opposite sex as well, so men think you as very bold woman.
But you are actually a soft hearted person.
You have no thought of depending on others.
You believe other people are other, you are you.
And will go on living your own way.
You will not be influenced by emotions.
You are true to your life as well.
Because you tend to be indifferent to the people and situation around you, you give an impression of being thoughtless person.
But once asked to do something, you will carry it out by putting in ever effort you possess.
You are very responsible person.
You tend to change your mind quickly.
And because you like changes, people think you as temperamental.
You have great energy to be able to carry out many things at once, and even if you are busy, once you set your mind, you will definitely carry it out.
You are unique type of woman.
You take time to find the best romance.
You look for honest person, and would act cautiously towards them.
When you get married, you will be good at carrying out housework, and will be able to create a happy family.

weekends n tutorials

spend my whole weekend @ home... for the 1st time in quite a while i tink

i like it.. but i hate to see that pile of tutorials which i can't do... n that stupid bignum programme that always seems to hav some probs.. n that picky coursemaster..

:
n the whole weekend i'm prayin that my econs notes wil be found... *sighs*

still praying..

oh ya, n i revamped my blog abit.. hehe... finally got my LCD n saw things in the right light i shld say..

still stuck at my tutorials.. n i'm now tinkin of ideas to turn down the creative wkend job offer.. it's too untimely i tink.. cuz i nxt wk shld be quite tiring... n i tink i nid to catch up on many stuff.. i stil can't conc well in lectures... i shld reallie pressurize myself wif hardworkin ppl like kiat an n &dru...

i nid peer pressure! i nid to study!! i nid to mug! i nid to pay attention!!!! i nid to learn to like my modules n my lecturerS~!

shucks. so many things... i'm juz gettin more n more lazy.. :S

cOmEx?!

wasn't my plan to go today at all, but end up going there cuz i din feel like going home n waste my time.. and end up buyin my LCD there also :S haa.. fast sia?

today's a day full of lectures... hmmm... was so sleepy in the mornin.. so sleepy that i din even bother to look n see if i anyone in my sight i noe them... then tot that i mite not be able to spot &dru since i'll be reachin there when the lect is startin (cuz alot alot of ppl.. n lookin @ backviews dunch giv u much clues....) so actuallie msged &dru to mafan him to msg me the seats coordinates.. but end up i found him still... caught him replyin my sms... tink his O2 has slowed down his reply, infact futher slowed dwn his reaction speed.. :S oh well, it's stil new technology still...

managed to keep my brain awake but eyes closed 50% of the time durin heng's lecture... quite alrite.. altho til a pt i tink i'm abit confused.. but tink no prob, shld be able to sort it out myself... afterall, in uni, u're more or less on ur own.. most lecturers can't be depended on... :
sf onli came at the nxt lect if i'm not wrong... well, en i was more awake by then... was tokin abt the MNO book "Zapp" which is reallie nice.. like wat annie said... got this super funny line "hi, my name is Old Macdonald E.I.E.I.O..." reallie funny!! haa.. that E.I.E.I.O actuallie stands for some engineer dunno wat stuff lar... yup.. wif that i listened rather intently to the lecturer.. EE2004... en after tt lect, went out to get food @ dilys... saw jeff sittin outside of the LT, he actuallie wore his no.3 today (i tink it's the 1st time i saw him wear black shoes... n jeans?! he always in berms n sandles..) then realised that he's going comex.. (which i din get to go ydae..) yup.. en went to queue for food... was abt to order when &dru actuallie popped up beside me... en he ordered after me (obviously he cut the queue... n there's a whole hoard of ppl lining up behind.. )... told him that if he get's walloped i'm not gonna help him or anything :X n he said that he was queuein up until when he saw andy cut queue.. so he cut also :S

doesn't matter.. no one was hurt in the end.... then go on to EE2005... aside from laffin at the lecturer's cute(.. erm.. i dunno if cute is reallie the word. ) actions... n so on... n still laggin behind the tutorials.. oh well, of cuz, i did kinda stoned off ard the last hr cuz tt's the end of my conc span.. n i believe it's the same for many others in the LT...

went for lunch @ techno-edge again... sorry to jeff again.. one more week, n can go other place to eat liao :X saw hanqiang, tianyao... onli bot sandwich for lunch n a cup of soursop juice....tok kok...said hi to ashok n chatted abit (well, &dru doing most of the chattin.. :X)..tok more kok... en i spilled my juice over my file... en &dru wanted to shift my file away from the juice gatherin on the table. but somehow the juice almost got onto my notes instead... so he decided to be mean n said that his plan wasn't successful :\ (but it did.. realised that my notes did tio.. sad...)

after tt was ctw lect.. en econs.... was dozin off @ econs cuz i'm reallie too tired... en after tt met up wif ky to pass him the cert n the token of appreciation.. hee.. hope he likes it.. n veri nice of him to treat me to a packet of jelly beans.. veri nicE!

en took 96 to clementi... shopped ard there abit.. went to the mrt station... n boarded the train to town instead..

nxt stop.. comex fair.!

long lab day..

reallie long.. fun... but too long.... :S