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it seems to have been quite sometime that i've came in to blog...

think partly is due to laziness (cuz with so much time constrains.. I think i have better things to do then blogging... haha)
and more importantly... there's nothing much to blog about...
life is now about projects n more projects n fyp n testS~

this semester... haha.. i hope i can end it with something spectacular (that means good results hor.. if u're feeling lame n tinkin of "spectacular" in the other sense... all i can say is... やめってください i.e. stop it.. lol)

anyway... of cuz still hav fun stuff happening ard... but realised i'm taking to little fotos of activities... everyone's getting lazy (despite the upgrade of cam pixels.. which i sadly stil haven't....) oh well =c

shall hope to have more fun after exams.. muahaha... (and you hear people saying.. "shyt, need to get a job".. well same fer mi)

oh well, after seeing L died 3 times (manga + movie + anime) i think i'll let L go back to Heavan soon... and shall go fer another round of blogskin change...

one small complain.. very mafan lei.. having to type in the full email to login... -_-"

wow... how true...

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to 'blow your top' but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away 'footprints' in the sand.

The way things are you are under considerable stress and you feel that there is little hope of matters righting themselves. Everyone about you seems to aggravate the problem even more. You feel that at this time you need to be alone and you are right - move back and give yourself a chance to breathe.

You know what you want and you are very dogmatic and demanding - especially in your emotional demands. You have specific ideas and beliefs and if these beliefs are not realised you can become extremely frustrated. You may not be that perfect but you are looking for perfection with the perfect partner.

You are experiencing extreme frustration at this point of time, trying to achieve security and peace of mind, but whatever you seem to do doesn't effect the situation. You are worn out and your energy is being seriously depleted. You may be experiencing what is known as 'heartache' - both mentally and physically. You are a listener and you listen and respond to everything that is going on around you. You feel that all that life has to offer should be within your grasp and you would like to participate in every part of it but the situation is such that every door seems to be closed to you. You just can't understand why that is. But it is - and what's more you feel powerless to change it.

You are worn out and lack both physical and mental energy. This lack of vitality has created an intolerance for any further excitement and you feel that you just cannot carry on; but you have been like that many times before and the situation passed. You again need to get away from it all - even if it is only for a little while. A relaxed body cannot contain a destructive emotion and the secret for you is to just relax.

probably tokin abt mi...

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redeemed~

qmax webcam~ not bad for a free gift... i tink?

alritez... back to work... argh... i wish it's over alreadi... whoever invented the idea of thesis.. geez...

not that a good thing...?

hmmm, dunno where i heard about this... saying that if one is too bent on one direction, he will tend to ignore other possible directions that's opened to him... and when one day hefound out that the direction he's going is not the one he really wants or is blocked... den he would have missed out on a lot of other chances of taking a detour or smthin...

dunno... i tink mebbe smtimes my vision is reallie too tunnel-ed... i may hav alreadi missed out on many other stuff liao...

addicted... ><~

congrats to Hana Kami, the 1st taiwan ou2 xiang4 ju4 that got me hooked..

(if future shows r all so gao3 xiao4... tink i'll be utterly glued to the tv... not to mention the shuai4 ge1s u can see in the show... ya sorry i can also b quite fu1 qian3 one =X )

tink my life reallie lack humour (n mebbe shuai4 ge1s) like this.. ha~~

holiday mood

although this CNY is nothing much special in particular... n i've been staying at home almost everyday... can't get myself out of that holiday mood... =S

so utterly stuck on 花样少年少女 :X
based on the Japanese shonen manga... (but somehow, in a little corner of my brain... it's startin to warn mi that i'm out of the age to read shonen manga.... eeek.. mebbe i shld hav read more when i'm younger.. ha!)

oh well, i guess it doesn't matter in keepin the heart young. ho ho ho...

Debu Note - Death Note Parody

No subtitles =S but I guess should be understandable from just watching...

anyway, "debu" in japanese means something like obese.. or well, along that line you know.


hahaa~ have a good laugh =P

yey~~~ boots!

muahahaha finally gotten a pair of boots~!!! drag so long le... =x tink it may be a bit out of season.. but i dun really care anyway =P

thanks to mom~!~!! fer her sponsership =X (tho she keep commenting the boots dun look like boots cuz her idea of boots is those straight n non saggy type... ._.")

anyway.. suddenli fyp there no emails coming in... suddenli both prof n phd student all went quiet... is this some kind of peace before the storm?????? or are they just both into the festive mood? (i hope it's the latter reallie....)

career fair ydae n today~

well i went mainly is ydae bah... met up wif sf, merina, sally, cx n ty (annie joined us when we reached there) at 10am lidat... den headed down...
2 floors worth of exhibition.. wow... and we kinda end up enquiring at almost every booth.. saw qy n her fren n polar bear they all blah blah blah.. ya lotsa ppl!~!

and also lotsa stuff... got tons of phamplets.. then some give souveniers also...

we walked around the whole place.. till 3pm... O_O no lunch still... and hands n legs on the verge of breakin.. so scary... =p

overall quite interesting actually... tho abit =s about the job scope comp engin ppl can do.. hahaa but seems worth a try for some of them? hmmmm den amd booth there got need for speed challenge.... wah... i din dare to try ydae.. today tried... my timing sux... =x that amd guy tending the game one... keep askin mi why my fren no license one can get a much better timing than mi... =s

anyway... i guess i got like tons of ball pens n notebooks.. good enuff to last mi a year + liao

long time no post...

haven't been reallie in the mood fer bloggin recently... caught up wif work (sch) and also trying to squeeze time out to play n slack n slp...

anyway... if any of u who juz arrived here wondered why i shift my blog n so on... dun ask le la... i sick of explaining... hahaa.. dun reallie like the url of the 1st blog anyway....

i'm juz look fwd to the day my prof can stop askin mi to do more stuff for my fyp so i can start on the thesis... grrr.... no time le la... i hope they all can stop assuming i'm not taking other modules / dun hav other commitments and can do the fyp 24hrs a day... =\

hope i can survive till cny...

the one phrase i reallie wanna say is.... good riddance!

some funny test

haha saw tis at lia's bloggy... den kinda rmb i attempted to do it but i din complete.. so here it is again~~~





hahaa... i dunno wat to say...

time and life? or work and money?

well, it seems like many people who's working are like working 14 hrs a day and doesn't hav much time left for anything else...

if it's a job u like n love it lots then nvm.. but if it's juz fer the marnie... to me it feels like as though you're losing urself in the job... marnie is impt.. but it's fer survival onli rite? why slog ur life out lidat... sayin tis.. i guess u all will prolly find mi wif a slack job that earns peanuts if i din find a job i wan.. so dun be surprised. hahahaaa

anyway... sudden changes r always scary... esp ppl who underwent tt...

gaming... is so dangerous!

one of my module's proj is to evaluate tis game tt's allocated to us... neverwinter nights... so end up i installed the game (tho was tinkin i shldn't install) and ended up i spend one whole morning n afternoon playin that game (so long is becuz the character creation took me long enough as it is.. and it's laggy... haiz.. my graphics card reallie cmi)

=S

one of the very reasons why eriol doesn't wanna play comp games... cuz if she gets addicted... she wun stop until she's sick of the game...

come to tink of it.. i haven't played a decent computer game fer sometime... (sry, that few hours of audition doesn't count... hahaa.. n i del that game frm my comp... good riddance)

i finally saw someone!~

ok.. u muz be tinkin i'm mad... =x

it's like after soooo long i finally saw more ppl in a day... haiz... i miss that feeling... to hav a grp of frens to hang out wif in sch...

so it started wif the unearthly 8am lect in the mornin... (ok la.. actually can count as i never reallie see chris n merina they all much oso.. but at least last week saw 'em le) den saw zy... den saw hq... den zf (who went on noc fer one year... n is like 1hr late fer lect)...

den after that.. went to eat lunch wif chris (ya it's earli lunch.. 10am =x) den eat finish le saw ndru.. den after tt i walk chris to her LT.. den i went to walk ard anyhow.. then saw zq, then andy... and sunflower (xy) den sok sang.. hahaa... den while waitin fer sf n merina fer meetin.. then annie came along wif merina~ haa.. den while sittin there supposedly discussin the project (more like digressing away on other stuff all the time) saw polar bear too.. and his gang of frens after a while later..

haiz... chris end of tis month bdae leh.. but it's a wed... i wonder can i skip prac fer once n go eat wif 'em =X

wow

i finally msged some of the almost un-used no.s in my hp... those ajco peeps of my batch which i kinda lost contact wif?

and nicholas and xu wei actually replied... but doubt both of them can make it fer the farewell.. darn.

haha.. but managed to find out that nicholas is actually in smu studyin biz&acc?! he dun look like one who will go smu lei.. kinda shocked.. hahaa... that mugger... last time co keep takin out notes to read.. now tell mi go uni muz enjoy... =s

hahaa.. but glad my contact's still not that outdated =p

=(

=( sianz... i hope tis is not the start of another round of depression period...

dinner~

had dinner wif jia ydae over at the hk cafe at merina sq~ din see that gal fer like a year alreadi... n her rebonded hair's gone o_o

had a nice time chattin wif her =P too bad it's like kinda rushed.. haha.. n she's flyin back to aussie on weds. =x
i had to say.. she reallie din change much...

oh ya... she was tellin mi abt how guys nowadays propose to their gfs... instead of sayin stuff like "wil u pls marry mi" etc. they now say things like "do you want to buy a hdb flat with me?"

wth kind of proposal is tis...

and so she concluded the topic by tellin mi if my future bf ever say stuff like tis i shld object...
then i added that i'll also slap him up down left n right on top of it... XD

reallie.. wat's the world coming to these days... =x

red~!

oh well, not total red.. but red still.. muahahaha... =X

kukup trip~ (6 - 7 Jan)

all thanks to lilian who initated this askin if anyone was onz... n surprisingly.. the turnout fer the trip is very good! 20 people!! =D
so in the end, we split into 2 vans.. 10-10 each... just nice =P (tho the van can still take like 2 more person each actually)

van1 people departed from woodlands.. their van is the one that ran on techno songs... lol... pom chi pom chi pom chi... =X despite they left the place later... they managed to caught up wif us van2. reason? u'll find out why later.

van2 people departed from amk... we're quite on time... which is wow~ (yeah cuz co ppl seem to have a tendency to be late... eh.. dunno why... it runs innately in our blood) yup.. and our van runs on... old songs... hahaha... whoopz...

when we reached johor.. n after havin our breakfast blah blah... i realised that our driver is always tryin to catch up wif the van1... i at 1st tot our driver will chiong alot (he look like he will chiong... written all over his face n clothes? but the van1 one more powerful) and perhaps also becuz they running on techno song.. so boost their speed.. *Crapz* so it's a no wonder that they caught up wif us sooo fast. lol...

anywayz, we reach kukup real fast i tink... faster than wat i've expected... but when we alighted frm the van... the 1st thing that greeted us is the stench of fishy smell... one whiff n u noe u can buy lotsa salted fish back if u like 'em (sry i dun... cuz houseflies love 'em).. managed to get used to the smell anyway... =p well... we shopped ard tho din buy much... but i guess by our behaviour.. it's impossible to still let ppl think we're msians.. LOL (we're not but i guess tt's what i like to do when i go other countries esp msia.. act local =X)

wun go into other details le la.. the food there's quite good... tho i wish fer more variety... in terms of seafood... then... other than the houseflies there's nothin much to complain abt.. (yeah veri little mosquitoes! =x) the bbq-ed chicken wings r yummy... cannot find in sg de.. cuz those bbq-ers r so pro... den... lodging is great... many many beds~ =D aircon got fan oso.. choose which u like... got lotsa bathrooms (so no fighting fer bathrooms) n plenty of space.. can cook water oso (hahaa.. duh)... den i guess wat's fun oso is that u can juz walk ard the kampong area n juz explore bah... too bad not enuff time else i wan try walkin back to the mainland... (possible accordin to our guide Dennis)

for other stuff and pics can go here and see bah http://ajcalumnico.blogspot.com
hehe.. it's the blog fer alumni.. finally up~ but nid more feedback on design... smthing juz doesn't reallie match.. tink is the backgrd but i dunno wat else to match it wif... grrr