[mood | stressed 
]
sat arriving!! i dunno if i shld add a "finally" or nt.. wanted more time to study... but i guess i also kinda giv up liao, juz feel like gettin it over n done wif...
haiz... dunno wat kind of results i'll get tis sem.. but i reallie wish i can stil push my CAP back to 2nd lower... *prays hard*
-last post until exams r over ._.
[mood | sleepy 
]
if only Zhou1 Gong1 wun summon me every now and then... totally disruptive n unproductive :(
as i'm praying fer exams to be over.. i'll think i'm courting death n i'll do the opposite... but either way it's sheer torture... becuz of lousy lecturers a also partly my fault...
realised that life isn't exactly that long either... approachin 21 at dec (not exactly hinting anything if u're thinking..) and i'm still studyin my life away wif one whole pi4 gu4 of debts yet to clear yet stil quite a no. of stuff i wanna do... and money seems to be inversely proportionate to time... u get more money means u hav less time cuz u use ur time to exchange fer cash... sheesh
after all these i'm feelin slpy again... Zhou1 Gong1!!! pls juz leave mi alone i'll go find u when i'm tired... :\
then again... 10 days to exams... and 14 days to jie3 tuo1?
[mood | relieved 
]
yup, the end of EE2001~! that huge 6mc project based module.
had a super rushed and sleepness night... and of cuz, we're following our tradition as the previous assessments :X
all i can say is... reallie owe it all to ty n jeff esp..
so after feastin n fattenin up ourselves wif Macs... its time we shld go on a diet... rest well and mug fer exams~ jiayou everyone!
Ahhh, i got tons of deadlines chasin after mi and i'm stil doing tis XD
Featuring, Saya from Blood+, a 3 episode ole anime... :X
Just thought the graphics nice and her drawing style is rather unique. Plot-wise i've mentioned.. so tata~
[mood | grateful 
]
as usual, work til v late in sch today for my 2001 proj... the progress was abit slower than i expected.. but at least the craft stil moves after ty droppin the rx and motor board o_o||| i nearli died of heart attack then (n prolly why i never giv him peace after tt.. sorry!!... :S)
ah.. then many other stuff happened.. i too tired to go into details...
main point: was rushin to the clementi mrt station.. dropped my wallet when going up escalator or smthin (obviously i'm oblivious abt it).. then at the platform..suddenli he juz handed mi my wallet.. leavin mi stumpped.. he prolly noticed tt n told mi i drop it below..
tink i onli said a couple of thx b4 he walked away... kinda regret i din thank him more... i wld hav prolly gone totally helpless n nuts if i lost it... all the cards n ic.. :S reallie thankiew thankiew.. tho i dun tink i can recognise him.. (but got abit of the same impression as that 'delicious' guy (name nt by mi) tt was/is workin at essential brew) i reallie wanna thank him again if got the chance
[mood | tired 
]
it's a monday morning.. n i'm feelin exhausted alreadi... >
anyway, it seems like 2 out of 3 of the anime i'm watchin hav ended... leavin onli Suzuka? Yup.. so went to download Blood+ to watch (the one that took over GSD's timeslot).. tho reallie kinda gory.. but i tink its plot is quite interestin. and has quite gd graphics toO.. and somehow, i manage to find akazukin cha cha on the torrents.. so happily d/led them too...
[mood | working 
]
tml,
or rather today, is another assessment for our vehicle before the grand
demo... like wat one of my teammates said, this project has really
"brighten up" NUS's night life.. wif sounds of engin turnin, smell of
solder and constant yakkin of either arguements or nonsensical sayings
due to crankiness.
seems like this whole week passed by just as
though it's all in a day.. pretty scary pace as it is really faster
than ever. As if i'm sittin on a shinkansen (though i haven't really
been on one b4...)
did wish quite alot that things wld slow down
abit for mi nxt week to catch up.. but i guess not.. datelines comes
nearer and i'm far from getting much done.
what else can i do 'cept those little escapes from work by switchin into "stone" mode?
I
can't wait for all these to be over... yet, i think i'm no longer
lookin fwd to the nxt sem, no longer yearnin to go to sch... guess i've
really reached the phase where i'm rather sick of NUS.... haiz... veri
sian
[mood | tired ]
felt so cut off from the rest of my world nowadays... (tho i've been going to bdae parties n so on) tink it's juz the busy-ness that's makin mi feel this way... seems like everyday is juz lab, proj, tutorials, more labs, more projects more tutorials and even more labs and projs and tutorials...
exams are nearing... 41 days lidat.. got ppl scoldin mi say i stressin them by countin dwn... but i reallie nid to inform myself to start studyin earli.. cuz my exams ends fast tis sem.. n starts earli too... haiZ
ydae stayed over in sch til today mornin to do 2001... tot wil make alot of progress but end up we found more mistakes to correct rather than progressin... =_=
then hq's grp also ended up stayin wif us.. haa.. quite interestin in a sense.. but reallie tirin to stay up lidat.. but i guess ty n jeff even more jialat then mi.. so i'm not reallie in a position to complain. :X
hope everything works by tues...
[mood | not yet drunk 
]
went over to audrey's hse fer her 21st bdae celebration~
met up with mary, omy, von and cy @ mrt station then we walked there.. was expecting that she invite tons n tons of frens but it appears still quite alright leh =p i guess that no. of ppl is much more comfy n handle-able.. but stil too much food in the end
and as usual her father started askin us to eat whenever he sees us not eating. XD
many ppl described him as "funky" lol.. ya then audrey as expected fr the bdae girl is buzzin ard from frens to frens.. haa we all ate and chatted then took many fotos.. plenty of space afterall~ (we're at her hse downstairs... quite a nice place reallie)
ended up some of our class ppl, including mi, stayed till very late.. cuz got vodka... -_-
oh ya, i din mention rite.. we all were offered red wine... then i was offered vodka also (audrey's dad kip encouragin ppl to drink :x... and say we can juz stay over at her house.. ha) ok.. i tink is like half a cup of vodka or more mixed wif sprite... and after drinking i guess i felt kinda sleepy already.. tho my mind's still clear and i can still walk straight.. and took mi like abt one hour to snap out of that slpyness then now the guys wanna play zhong1 ji2 mi4 ma4...
my poor liver... haha. but i soon got out of the game.. (din drink much also... play cheat :X)
end up weijian drank the most i think... he tio 3 times in a row.. but think bernard n cp also drank quite abitz. then bernard felt unwell n KO-ed at audrey's hse.. end up onli mi, peiling, omy n sihui left after that.. by the time i reach home is like 2++am
*yawns*
[mood | full 
]
acutually went to orchard to get wrappers fer fren's bdae prezzie... after gettin that end up splurging (i tink gt 30 bucks?!)... i dun believe it.. haiz...
ok, i muz never go shoppin when i'm stressed and hav extra money in my pocket...NEVER!
48 days to exams.. and i still got 2 projects and 2 lab reports not cleared... tutorials.. forget it, i lost count. how to go on like this??? *faintX*
[mood | weird 
ah... she finally popped the question.. "so u got a bf yet?"
dunno since when, i've become accountable to her in this kinda stuff.. my mom's not even worried.. XD ok... so comes another round of fussin and her conclusion is that i shld go widen my social circle by spendin money to go live in the hall (saying that "it's the easiest way to get a bf!") or that i shld wear more clothes like halter necks etc etc n go wear contacts fER GOOD and.. i shld put findin a bf as one of my top priority of life..
i reallie dunno wat to say. -_-
[mood | blank 
]
decided that i shld wear my contacts today... got it in easily (good) but dunno why the right eye one keep dropping out... o.O
met up wif erik n went dwn... then bump into lj on the lrt.. haa so qiao.. smmore juz mentionin abt her in the conversation... reallie shuo1 cao2 cao1, cao cao dao4!!!!
hmmm.. tho i was expectin js to be wif her.. haa
reached fajar in no time.. then started all the card writing biz... haiz... dunno why, i reallie lost all the skills to crap, to lame to... haiz... the onli skill i've left i guess is to suan1 ppl.. but i dun reallie enjoy doing that too much.. argh... took veri long to tink.. then i guess i ended up writin nonsense inside xq's card... X(
the party was juz as i expected.. crowded and all~ managed to see weishan tho~ reallie long time no c her le. :) oh ya.. then caihong n xinyi also got go.. then see tk n ch arguing juz reminds mi of the j1 yrs.. haha! and of cuz, xq's buzzin ard from flower of frens to flower of frens.. lol like a bz bz bee~
it's good that u can get all ur frens together at one shot.. but i wld prefer to meet up grp by grp... cuz onli these way then can reallie celebrate together mah. =p
i muz be havin serious writer's block today... i can't think of wat else to say le... hmm... a summery, after tt ah p left while erik, tk, zn & sm went to play mj... erik's too lucky... n we left xq's hse ard 11+ but stil manage to catch the train :)
wearin contacts reallie makes my eyes tired
[mood | pleased 
]
been going to school everyday... it's as though there's no holz... haiz... so sad... stil din slp enuff.. then din complete my other stuff also.. sadded...
y lidat? so veri glad i never take a 6th module... i can die die die die and die smmore if i did... (actualli now alreadi quite jialat..)
oh ya, i finally got my butt down to go enroll fer drivinG lessons~! n sch reallie veri fast lor... i cramp everything together from 23rd nov til ard mid december (for now.. haven't book all 25 lessons... )
each day average 2 lessons.. haa... life's gonna be so exciting then :X lessons wil b from 1030 - 1425.. quite a nice time.. then afternn stil can go gai gai... hahaa
hope nothing collides n i can save the trouble of changing...
hmmm.. will i be able to pass wif less than 25 lessons? i hope.. save $$! AHAA
[mood | bloated ]
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[mood | thankful 
]
today is a veri eventful day i muz say... earli in the morning for ee2001 lab is individual assessment... went well i hope. :X then skipped 2007 lect again! argH.. bad influence fr jeff, ndru n jinghow! XD
ya went fer lunch wif jeff then went back to lab.. blue shirt (erm.. the lab coordinator cum lab tech...) veri nice.. actualli drew the circuit fer jeff.
met up wif sf then went dwn fer 3206 lab... mi n sf muz be darn noisy :X haha.. but the lab GA quite nice.. veri approachable.. n he seems to take my crappy jokes pretty well.... :X but end up overshot time...
then... went to fotocopy abit of scores.. go buy cookies fr coop! then headed dwn to aj fer co.. today's attendance abit sad.. but end up alrite la.. tho sad that ole sheng stil lou feng one.. :(
then dunno wat i tripped over leh... while tryin to switch the aircon.. actualli fell dwn... it's not that painful actualli.. but so paiseh... hahaa XD
[mood | bouncy 
]
it's always wonderful to escape from tutorials! XD went out fer a short while wif da AS gang~ yey! erm... tho we did no more substantial stuff than juz eatting, chatting n shoppin.. i was darn glad i didn't decide to giv it a miss.. afterall, it's been sometime we're all out together?
tho i guess i laffed abit too much thru out... but that's what u get when u dun get much chances to laff out loud in one whole week or more (note: verbal LOLx are not counted :X)..
:)
[mood | worried 
]
to program in assembly code is pure nutx.. nutx nutx nutX! ><~
(smmore is almost like learn it all by yourself.. seniors are right that the lecture is almost of no help at all T_T)
*faintX*
[mood | stressed ]
what is meant to be lost will be lost no matter what?
hmmm... in the morning.. suddenli realised that i cldn't find that clip anymore... o.O 1st reaction: fumble my bag to see if it dropped inside... (happened many times)... hmmm.. then concluded i've lost it most prolly...
then when i was going to the canteen to buy fruit... the ring hung to my chibi Edward hp accessory dropped... then 2 guys saw it n picked it up fer mi.... erm.. it's not a ring u wear on ur finger.. but i guess it looks kinda like it when they pass mi (cuz the hoop part broke off le... ) hope they aren't wondering why i have such a huge ring (it's too big to be worn!) *laffs*
and days ago my comb suddenli decided to break.. sadz... reallie sad man.. i din throw it away... not until i find a better one... it's a free gift fr matric fair.. but it lasted soooo long! haiz X(
i found the clip back on my desk... hmm guess quite lucky bah.. most of the time.. i can't find back what i've lost...
[mood | drunk... NOT!]
went holland V wif tk, xq & lj.. and had a brocolli chez'tato fer dinnER (@ brekos) den went dwn to essential brews fer apple crumble!!!! (but somehow.. it shrunk in size ;_; WHY???)
end up tk 'dumped' us after tt to go hm do tutorials?!!?!?! (haiz.. juz can't manage to psycho him to stay...) and we went to drink cocktail at.... the bar beside wala wala.. XD die... i forgot the name alreadi... i forgot the name of my drink too.. lime smthing... xq highly recommended while both she n lj tried smthin else.. well i guess it's better to go smwhere wif a wider range of cocktail bah... and i muz try ice wine someday!!!!! someone buy fer mi! hahahaha XD
after tt went xq's hse to twang... was quite slpy le.. (guess becuz of lack of slp + liquor) haa.. then somehow la.. managed to stay 70% awake watchin 50 first dates then playin bridge (tat time i guess i half dead liao).. then i K.O. fer a lil while then wake up n went home?
din catch any decent slp stil.. haiz :P
[mood | sick 
]
i'm reallie gonna go on a diet... *looks wif horror fr the weighin scale* *coughs*
hafta try to excercise more... cuz now it seems like walking fast can be abit too much fer mi body?!?!?! becoming so weak is so unforgivable...
today's q. a bad day for mi... cuz end up reach sch le stil gotta rush the paper report (and i was tryin to make sure it din become last min work but it did.. :( ) then the computer gav mi probs... ARGHHHHHHH all the way til i finally managed to print the right stuff out.... topped up 10 bucks into jeff's cashcard... (cuz now i no money... so i'll become quite giam...) i wonder will i get the money back... haaaaaa... well, gotta thx ty fer bringin mi moi wallet tho... i was reallie too tired to go back to the lab n back to the printing room again...
after that i guess i haven't been feeling well... 2007 lect was boring n mebbe i shld say lonely too... cuz my clique of ppl (actualli i dunno if i shld stil call it a clique cuz it seems pretty much splitted :S ) all din come.... n jeff went to join jh, ndru n his gang of frens fer lunch @ arts?!
sch's no fun when frens r not ard.. i rather b workin like tis...
