questionnaire

got tis off LiA's OD... wanted to do it back then budden didn't.. so shall do it now... feeling darn sianz over my ED quiz results... argh..

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says.

... to leave school and continuing with simple examples of people making choices...

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?

Headphones for computer

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

Lara Croft? Or is that few minutes of Singapore Idol on the bus counted?

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is.

23:20

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?

23:11 (i'm ahead of time! :D )

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

The TV (my dad's watching), the fish tank's water pump, and the fishes suckin up pebbles n droppin them

7. When did you last step outside? what were you doing?

8am tis mornin... went to school to study :)

8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?

my suckky results for EDM quiz

9. What are you wearing?

erm... shin min daily news' t-shirt... thin n comfy... n shorts?

10. Did you dream last night?

hell yeah.... can't remember wat, but it's not a good dream as far as i can remember. keep wakin up in the middle of the night these days.. can't sleep well.

11. When did you last laugh?

back at school a few hrs ago? was havin discussion wif &dru n jeff

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

aR? i'm in the living room... alot of things on the wall wor... got lights, clock, calendar... erm.. some qi gong calligraphy (my dad's) and his picture of a boy n a ox? erm.. and a couple of 3M hooks... the door bell.. switches.... the power box... erm... shld be abt it i guess..

13. Seen anything weird lately?

how weiRd is wEiRd? erm.. how abt me always gettin chased out of classrooms at 6pm when it's supposed to be a time where normally no one is left?

14. What do you think of this quiz?

so-so ?

15. What is the last film you saw?

From the theaters u mean? actuallie.. i juz realised that i cldn't remember... shld be Ella Enchanted...

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?

will it happen? will i still live if that happens? :X okok.. erm...i'll buy some new gagdets i supposed? or mebbe i shld go space? ahahaa.. dunno... never reallie thought of it.. so even if the money falls down from the sky.. i also wun noe wat to do wif it

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.

what abt me that u don't know anyway?

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

well... wanted to say something great like making humans to be more selfless... budden... i tink a more practical thing wld be... for Singapore to remove that law that will come into effect at the end of the year..

19. Do you like to dance?

yeah? hmmm... i like mass dance.. think it's cool to have everyone dance together...

20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

tough one... don't even noe wat the child's surname will be... as for english names... i reallie dunno too... i tink 'stella' is nice... tink still got somemore.. but can't remember

21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

also tough... Ignatius? well.. also know of some good names... like andrew and adrian... dunno wat else.. hee... as for chinese names ar... a lot is suitable.. as long as the surname is not wu... then easy liao...

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?

that i won't noe.. can't tell the future... but i dun tink i'll forsake my frens n family to go there n live.. unless everyone also move :X

too latE? or beTta thaN neVER?

i made it a point to reallie listen during lectures tis week... felt so proud of myself... tink i sorta found back the hardworkin me.. budden still not 100% yet... nowadays i'm gettin sick of sittin int he chair for too long.. budden once i leave the chair.. i dun feel like sittin dwn again... my back hurts.. my shoulders too.. then today becuz of the stupid adapter of my discman.. resulted me in sprainin / overstretchin my neck n shoulder muscles.. so now it's aching too....
dunno wat to do.. no matter how much i stretch ey wun go away...

oh ya.. my eyes also ey hurt.. n not as if i'm starin at the computer alot. or issit withdrawal symptoms?! :X

ok...i tink for the future sems.. i shld staRdie conSistentLY!! (easier to be said than done -_-...) but i muZ try... cuz if every sem were to be like this sem... i tink i wun be able to hold out for long...

to all NUS peeps (i assume that those NTU peeps that i noe of has finish their exams or are abt to..:X) esp ECE ppl, jia you!!!~!!!! ><~~~~

ants, acknowledgement n aunties

quite abit of stuff happened today... so guess i'll juz start from the biggest news...
my eldest sis is pregnant! i.e. me gonna be aunt again... can imagine my house will be very noisy years down... wif my eldest sis's kid along wif my elder sis's 2..
tink when it comes to my turn of having a child or 2.. (if that ever happens... ) it'll be a long time to come... perhaps then my sisters' children wld all be in secondary school or smthin?

anyway.. back to.. the start of the day.. i din go for the last EE2005 tutorial.. partly cuz i cldn't get myself to move fast enuff n i badly wanted to burn some songs out to the cd... partly also i tink i wun listen.. anyway, my tutor has gone thru all the tutorials at lightning speed, leaving us awe-struck.. what to do?? i cldn't bear to penalise him in the student feedback cuz he's actualli quite a hardworking tutor. as for my cs1102c tutor.... hmmm... i marked him down reallie... but.. i decided not to be that cruel... gave the evaluator the benefit of the doubt.. but.. i still hope that he dun get to teach again unless he improves..else only students will suffer..

tried to be real attentive during EE2004 last lecture.. quite please wif myself... budden end up the lect finish earli n the lecturer started introducing SNDL... erm.. for those interested in silicon nano stuff then shld go check it out? i dun feel like reiteratin.. :X

then went to arts for lunch.. sat at the bench outside LT9 cuz there's quite a big grp of us... en after yvonne they all left.. onli left jeff, &dru n me... was ponderin over some EE2004 concepts when i spotted an ant crawling out of the slit in the table (table is made up of planks joint together)... then came out 2... 3... and in a while... almost like 20 over ants are on the table, gathered at the spot where &dru left his papaya juice before that... ants drinkin papaya juice.. :X so.. the topic went on to ants for a few mins before we get back to EE2004... a couple of times i almost tot &dru's gonna squash the ants n stopped him from restin his arm on the table... n the ants proved to be more distractin than ever... "creepy crawly" described by &dru.. then jeff took out the mosquito repeller.. that emits a super high frequency sound that's supposed to chase away mosquitos.. (obviously it din work on the ants... but i still tried.. haha) but in the end, the ants moved back to their hole becuz i sorta "dropped" my econs txt on the table (not on the ants obviously) and they suddenly went scattering back... wat was left was 2 ants... dunno it's that ey're daring or they're juz pure hungry.... managed to chase one back after further knockin the table.. the other one... onli managed to chase it back when &dru prodded it wif his pencil.... ok... end of documentry report.

was on my way to CTW tutorial (last one!) and i ran into gibson... hmmm... then he smiled at me? (or at least i tot so..? dun suppose there's anyone at my back) so i smile back? hmmm... tink its like the 1st time we greeted each other officially.... and i always felt that such things r reallie strange... its like... everytime, u see someone like ur fren's fren... always in a dilema to greet that person as well or not... esp when u never tok to the person before... and i never like it when i greet someone and they juz din react? :x so everytime i'll hesistate.. n end up i'll never be the one who initiate the greeting...><~~ hmmm.... actually, gibson's not the only case this sem... the other incident was &dru's fren... i tink i reallie keep hesistatin n wonderin if he'll react if i say hi... until he said hi... :X so reacted promptly to my relieve... :X

anyway, after bumping into gibson, i went to say hi to sf again.. cuz i saw the redbull thingy.. so wondered if she's there.. haa... then after my ctw, i went to E1.. then saw jinghow n his gf.. he reallie spents losta time wif her.. haa.. dunno wat's the word to descibe him.. devoted? en stayed back to stardie... wif jeff coming in n leaving then comin back then left.. cuz he got lotsa stuff to settle.. so strictly speakin i'm studyin on my own... got 'chased' out of the room at ard 535pm.. so went to comp lab to pass jeff his bag.. then end up doin abit of revision there.. then readin comics... baby blues, garfield, dilbert?

then tokin abt baby blues... hee.. went home n found out the news abt my sis.. ha! wat a coincidence rite?

MRT Sick

yeah, not car sick, but mrt sick...
waited 7 mins for the boon lay train to come... and barely made it on the train rite before the train door closed... luckily i'm full of "squeezing" mrt experience.
hey, i'm not the kind that will push my way in... i wait for space to be created and somehow it just do... :X there'll be a small empty leg space juz enough for me to step in... erm, appreciate that guy trying to make space for me, but i'm not as thin as a bamboo.. so gotta try other doors.
yeah.. reach jurong east, changed train.. didn't manage to get a seat anyway (too many ppl, me lazy to fight wif them :X) and stood all the way... stoning all the way.. then suddenly felt like puking.. tink was at marsilling there.. then bear wif it all the way back to khatib...

:S

my 8 characters clash wif lab technology?

haiz... screwed up my ED2 lab... also becuz of technology. the excel keep giving me probs... then the 1st comp we sat at has a faulty curve tracer..... ><~ *sobZ*

in the end even tho got half an hr more... it's as good as none

smtimes... it's reallie like life making fun of u... it's juz a matter of how much u can tolerate....

feel so much at wits end now... dunno wat i can do...

wat to do wat to do?!?!?!! *sighZ*

issit that woman feels insecure more easily than man?

on to waR!

haiz.. suddenly lost my motivation to study over the weekends... dunno why.. muz be someone stole it!

actually.. i tink it's becuz when i got the motivation, things keep happening n breaks it... well... but i can't blame those things.. only can blame my bad time management... ><~

ok.. so i'm gonna go back to war!!!!! i muZ study! yeS!!!!!

i muz persevere.. n never giv up!!!! like a shinobi!~ hehe.. oh ya.. the cursor i make myself one.. nice? :X u muz be wonderin why i stil got so much time to do tis.. haiz.. cuz i feel like it.. ok.. i'll go n catch up on the lost time on work

spoilt tap...

not at my house... but up in the sky...

it has been pouring non stop... raining for days infact... not that i really hate the rain so much, but it really makes my life even more inconvienient... i hope God will hire a plumber soon... :X

My days are like the weather now... a moment bright and shiny, another moment black and gloomy... i wanted to write an entry yesterday but i was (actually, i still am.. but not that bad now..) so pissed off with my cs1102c practical exam that i think the entry would become more like a curse on the TA and that computer.... so i abolished the thought...

Nothing much happened to me these days except the super pissed me off incident yesterday. My frens(from NUS that is) are in about the same condition as weeks ago... hope the weekends will do them some good..

As for those CO peeps... i had to say, i think i reallie kinda neglected them... luckily there's such a thing call online diary / blog... else i would hav lost track wif their daily life :X

Looking forward to the end of exams already, but that means i gotta work... sheesh.. i hope they give me shifts such that i can still afford to go out and play.. :P

oh ya, new's update about hugo.... she's getting weaker day by day.... and has not eaten anything since yesterday... she's like suffering and there's nothing we could do... my sis's gonna bring her to the vet again. not sure if she will be put to sleep... but in a sense, if there is totally no cure and she's just awaiting death.. perhaps that's a less painful way out?

p.s. about the spoilt tap.. i meant it as a joke... please dun take it seriously

may hugo rest in peace...

hugo's gone...
the vet decided that it's best that she be put to sleep...

will miss her.... afterall, she has been part of my life for 10 years... and she actually witness both my sisters getting married

hmm...
wanted to say more.. but there's really too much to say about her... sort of gotten used to her being not ard.. but the house seems extra quiet now n less smelly :X

she's a really cute and naughty puppy when she came.. all black.. and my mom fed her until she overweight =.= n her fur changed colour... till silverish... eh... a sign of aging perhaps...

1st time i met her was the most unexpected... of cuz, my sister bot the dog w/o asking my mom (expected from my mom it'll be a straight NO to pets)... reach home, open the door, and one hyper active dog came charging at me.... yikeS! n she chased me around the house a couple of rounds until i climb up the chair... :S not that i'm afraid of dogs, but i always thought the theory "dogs wun chase u if u dun run" is true.. doesn't seem to apply to her.. well.. anyway...

too much to say. hahaa... and i'm still wondering when my sis wil get to collect her ash back... dunno where she's gonna put it?

will upload a pic of hugo.. when i hav the time :X

20 Questions to a Better Relationship

eXpressive: 7/10
Practical: 5/10
Physical: 2/10
Giver: 8/10


You are a XPIG--Expressive Practical Intellectual Giver. This makes you a Catch.

You are a magazine-cover, matinee idol dreamboat. Parents love you and want to set you up with their kids. However, first dates are tough because it takes time for your qualities to come out.

You are generous and kind. You think first and act later. You are cool in a conflict, but your practical side means if your partner throws out emotional appeals ("why can't we do what I want for a change?") they will grate on your nerves, even when the conflict is resolved.

You're a romantic. You enjoy the thrill of the hunt, and you don't just fall into bed with anyone. You pay close attention to your significant other's needs, and this makes you an excellent lover and partner. The problem is that your friends and lovers may find it so easy to express things to *you* that they lose sight of whether you feel as comfortable with *them*! This doesn't necessarily make you feel under-appreciated -- you're too well-adjusted and self-aware for that -- but you may feel restless. Thus you seek adventure in your life outside the relationship to prove and actualize yourself.

Of all the types, you would make the best parent.

You are coiffed.

Didja see "Big Fish"? 'Cause you're like Ewan MacGregor in "Big Fish."

Of the 134459 people who have taken this quiz, 9.2 % are this type.

me like veri relaXed?

hmm, that's what yvonne commented abt me today :X

mebbe...??? dunno it's juz me getting numb.. or me getting used to it...? :X

there's still many things to tink of, to trouble... everyone's so bz... sometimes i felt neglected.. but then again, i tink i'm neglectin other ppl too.. :x

anyway, now i'm tryin not to stress myself over schoolwork... i'll try to make myself enjoy it... find some way.... enjoy it as tho i'm watchin animes... guess that'll be reallie good... infact.. too ideal.. haa.. idea situations dun happen :\

think tis sem reallie pretty bad... i hope next sem will be much better... now is like i go to school, and see frens beside me all worn out in some way or another... want to sleep but can't... quite a torture reallie...argh.. dunno wat to do... *worried*

oh ya, n i'm seeing less n less ppl... in lects.. :S wat happened?!

36 days to start of exams
ahhhh~~~~ so fasT~!~!!~!~!!!~~!!! O_O~!!

saw LighT?

hmm... i realised that i always hav the tendency to be inspired by the animes i watch / mangas i read...

the most recent anime i completed was gundam seed... it struck me of cuz... but in a sense, not practical to the situation i am in now i tink.. so not much of help :X

been going on routines of whining about life.... getting upset wif myself n school... yadda yadda.. felt so sad at times that i reallie felt like cryin but u noe what...

no tears came out...

(ok... as a girl... i tink i'm a failure here... my tears dun come at the right time reallie... i watch touching stuff i can cry, people scold me i also cry... but when i'm sad i dun... *darn!* or is it that i'm not reallie that sad? watever. )

anyway... now all thanks to omy.... i'm readin naruto.. quite an impressive plot altho the characters (majority) their looks are pretty much average... n i admire naruto's never givin up spirit..

well, guess i'll make my life easier if i just like whatever i'm doing.... yup.. so stardie hard!!! n play too :P

looking back~

was tryin to study for the EE2004...

dunno why, i seem to have lost the motivation i once have... probably it's becuz i've got sooo demoralised in NUS...

i dug up one of my earlier diaries... then suddenly remembered that i used to be so systematic... everyday, i'll list down all my homework, making sure i finish them asap... now, everything last minute or i never get them done anyway...

can't seem to change back, cause somehow, i hated that kind of systematic life... perhaps i lead my life in a sense, opposite... shld have played more back then and stay as systematic as in the past only now...

but come to think of it, i think everyone will dislike me if that's the case.. i'm quite a cold person back then.. haa.. weird rite..

geez.. i better go to bed.. gettin hungry

sinking... self destructing... slowly....

why can't i juz face the truth...

why did i land myself up like this anyway..?

monday~

today's quite a good day i must say... the mood is much more light-hearted though the workload has never decreased.

was on time for EE2005 tutorial today, and i think the first time that i was earlier than my tutor. :X anyway, i stil didn't manage to do my tutorial... still pretty clueless about transistors (freak!)

lecture today is swapped with EE2008, which i think in a sense is good as the topic is still on laplace, not something totally new :) the bad thing is, there's lots of copying to do... and not to mention the lecturer (Sada, or i don't know why, Prof Ben seems to call him, tHE Sada..?) wrote much of the stuff in red... had a hard time trying to make out what he squeezed all over the notes really and hence, much time is spent on squinting, wild guessing and copying rather than listening :X

observations of the day:
- &dru: still yawning at an increasing rate as time passes and still having the tendency of walking the wrong direction. and did i mention, his lameness level hasn't went down (well, but still not my opponent for today :P)

- jeff: had sorethroat... but still talking very much... bought a large pack of $1 worth of hacks candy for his sorethroat.. which really tickled me as the pack of sweets is really exaggerating (even &dru went 'O' when he saw it)... i commented that hacks is not useful against sorethroat... then jeff said why not and said that it's for coughs... and i pointed out that precisely... he's not havin a cough but a sorethroat! :X

- sf: have cough, possibly sorethroat too, and was suffering from gastric flu before that. was quite bad and she couldn't go around saying "hello" :X and visited the health and wellness centre again to see doc. she better take care of herself man.

after lunch theme:
EE2005 lab discussion>< ; chinese "kungfu" ; childhood games

my lab's tml, so listen and tried to contribute with my little understanding on transistors. the discussion is helpful though :)

chinese "kungfu"... now, how did we come to that topic? hmmm, oh ya, cause sf mentioned about her xiang2 long2 18 zhang3... then jeff mentioned that he knew a fren who ran very fast and hit people on the back really hard... so we named it "jiu3 ying1 bai2 gu3 zhang3" :X so i told them about gav's "yi4 yang2 zhi3" and sq's "yu4 nu4 jian4 fa3" :X
then sf proceeded on an attempt to "block &dru's acupuncture", and i warned her of immobolizing &dru and having to carrying him all the way to the lab.

childhood games:
-who stole the cookie from the cookie pot...
-shen4 dan4 lao3 ren2 (the "see who can freeze the longest" game)
-hide and seek (jeff being inspired by me n sf on this topic.. went to hide behind the door wif my laptop while i was in the ladies... :S thanks &dru for the hint :X)

lame joke of the day:
jeff: i really need to bring binoculars next time
me: ha... eh, what is best at seeing red ah? (i thought got some scope or something thats why i asked...)
jeff: a bull
me: ok, then we must bring bullseye next time :X

untimely urge

don't get me wrong, not the urge to go to the ladies, but the urge to do other stuff.

always felt like doing other stuff when i'm not free or not supposed to... :X

anyway, suddenly felt like i should do a bit of cooking... so bought some mushrooms n stir-fried them! yummY :D~~~ taste like what my mom always cooked.. hehe

argh.

today got test... again... tis time, cs1102c

gettin used to it le.. dunno good or bad.......

things r changing too fast.... can't predict wats gonna happen nxt le... feel so insecure...

anyway, was alone when i reach school... went to yih to eat abit... saw yanyi..chatted wif her awhile.. n thx for her gd luck.. yup.. en went to mpsh n saw audrey so joined her.. en sf came.. en the rest one by one... saw the grp b ppl finally.. haa like polar bear, zhengyang, zhengrong, annie etc... en i realised i can't see my own grp's ppl :S well, but still saw them eventuallie.. but din tok to most of them much :(

the test... i juz hope i did it correctly

after the test, dunno why tis time everyone dispersed... jeff disappeared after awhile.. cheewooi also left soon... en saw &dru n sf... en &dru left too en saw christina, sally, annie n qianyi..

merina.. left too.... the grp b ppl.. all zao liao also...

why this time everyone like disperse so fasT? :S test too easy? nuttin to discuss??

er.. anyway, went to do my ctw project after that.. went to sengkang wif omy(late.. sorry jasmine) en ask ppl to do survey for us.. door by door... ran into a rabbit that's not in it's cage n hoppin out of the box after we put it in again.. so we stuff it bak to the cage wif other rabbits in the end.. argh.. it's soooooo cute~~~!~!!~!!~!~~~~! *sobz* i missed my ole rabbit

haiz... en went to write the outline of our intro.. splitted the job up.. n went home.. did abit of housework (cuz mom went on holz wif my sistersssss)

now defragmentin my hdd.. was shocked at the amt of fragmented files.. muz be that matlab 7 :\ haiz.. now gotta wait.. tink i go fold the clothes le.

on the surface may look like a change.. but deep inside there isn't...

bZ school daE, lia's bdae, stay over, sleepy worlD

tue:
tutorials in the mornin... nearli got chased out of prof ang's class cuz his own students got no place to sit.. :x haiz... why they never change my tutor?!! he's not good lor.. haiz... en after tt went to bizad canteen for lunch wif &dru, sf n jh(joinin his gf again) tried the soup stall, overall grade (5.5 out of 10) :X i got salted veg soup.. en &dru got a yao shan dunno wat ji1 tang1... (he actuallie made a good effort to pronouce it :) )

&dru's soup too bland.. mine too salty.. haaha!
en went for lab after tt.. din hav much prob.. quite fun infact.. :P their printer jammed halfway tho.. end up i gotta help "fix" or rather, unjam the printer hahaa..
en pia home... n my mom made me eat some stuff..en pia dwn to CCK.. en met up wif jsim ey all, some were havin dinner.. then bot some stuff en headed to fajar lrt station, waited awhile for lia to come.. hee.. then went to her house...

her tv.. zai.. budden the shape abit not good..

xiaobai (lia's hamster) - veriiiiii cutE! veri tame reallie.. ahhhh~ *envies*

hahaa... en did wat everyone always do @ bdaes... en passed our time eatin.... n eating.. n eatin :S

more photos are on my fotoblog! http://eriolyuy.fotopages.com go see~~

played abit of bridge.. tried to study but can't.. so tried to go to slp..

had some nice yet horrible dream.. horrible cuz somehow i injured myself (w/o realisin until i saw losta blood at the back of my waist..) -_-

woke up.. feelin quite alrite... not that tired.. en had breakfast.. played daidee... en left to school.... was kinda late.... but earlier than the rest :X &dru... still sleepy... jeff... still @ his assignment :X looks like everyone din make much progress over the nite.. ahh.. nm... anyway, sorta survived the lect.. en went for lunch (3 of us plus sf, cheewooi n zf) .. budden &dru MIA after we bot our food n we all tot he fell Zzzed in the toilet... (hahaa.. but i did kinda figured that he met some fren n started another long conversation)

attended some charity tuition aid for cs1102c by prof tan but it's quite good.. n everyone was tryin to catch some winks before the lect started.. while i was on the net surfin off.. haa.. can't sleep in the lect hall properly.. cuz my backache's quite bad... haiz.. ole le..
yup.. after that en started discussin abt bigO stuff @ the canteen.. haha.. tink it's a long time since so many ppl sit dwn n discuss smthin together.. quite fun.. but confusin tho :X en took another foto! :D veri nice!
haaha.. happie.. oh ya, en we go macs eat ice cream.. en chatted en some of us left 1st... now i'm a mac's member :s tho i dun eat macs much.. but hee. got points... wun die :X

it's getting really hard to smile nowaday.
luckily, i'm not in the state of frowning all day. I still laugh, still smile, but somehow, just doesn't last as long.

looks like dear old mood swing is here to stay.

i'm starting to pick on my own problems again. pretty upset with myself...
why do i always restrict myself when i shouldn't?
why do i always fear stuff that other people normally don't?

even if problems are pointed out, i still make the same mistake... over... and over...

i fear loneliness... yet, in a sense, i'm used to loneliness... it's like stuck in the middle of it... not knowing to move front or back... not opening up is not because i don't trust people... i think i trust people quite easily infact... yet, i always got the notion that i'm troubling people with nonsense when they're busy enough on their own

everything's like stuck in the middle... not say good.. nor issit reallie that bad... but things seems to go stale n stagnant like these sometimes... suffocating :S

slained twice today

by econs n electronics...

econs... too many careless mistake... if mrs low were to see my paper, she sure wack me on the head ><~

electronics... tis one even more jialat... i noe how to do the 1st question one.. but onli found out that i did wrongly when i'm abt to go onto the 2nd question (the whole quiz onli got 2 qns).. so.... went back n changed my ans.. then qn 2 got stuck... brain pretty dead to tink properly.. argh.. buang le..

hmmm... anyway, aside from that, today's not that a bad dae..

mornin, zhuofeng came to find me to discuss our econs test.. en i went for mine... then when i came out he went for his (diff timeslot..) so waited for him lor... since stil got another same test.. then saw zhiliang.. chatted wif him... n he somehow managed to convince me that he's not the usual slackin arts student.. lined up wif 10 projects tis sem.. i reallie salute him.

then zl left.. zf came.. n went dwn to yih to eat.. since our paper wil be @ mpsh1 (that dreaded place.. well, actuallie, now i beginnin not to hate that place so much le.. :X) en saw junming while havin lunch.. he looks veri tired too... n he's in school to do proj! gosh... yr 1 onli leh.. :S nm..
en went to the study room @ yih to study.. en saw jinghow studyin alone.. haa.. so went to kajiao him.. he asked me questions.. then i realised that i'm not even there yet.. ><~ die.. so went to mug.. wif a pack of m&ms wif the hope of cheerin myself up... nxt time muz bring better chocos.. m&ms dun seem to do the trick much... but i guess it helps abit..

then dunno how long later jeff finally arrived.. then got more questions to question.. ahaha.. so started discussin.. er... ok.. then went back to panick mode... n finally dragged ourselves dwn to mpsh1...saw cheewooi.. then looked for sf cuz she say got qn to ask mi? budden i realised that even if she had asked.. i most prob can't ans.... en saw &dru, chris, merina n chuixia n zf i tink.. so went over... den dunno wat ey're tokin abt... so i tried to squeeze some last min info into my brain... den the dreadful door opened ><~ n i made another last attempt in tryin to remember the formula for difference amplifier.. er.. tink it's -(R2/R1)V1 + [(1+ R2/R1)/(1+R3/R4)]V2... den &dru turned back to take another glance @ tis formula toO... haa.. budden in the end.. had to derive it all over... cuz they added new components in @.@

after the test, we all started discussin the solutions.... i tried not to listen sometimes.. cuz i juz wanna live in a state of denial for time being.. but was darn glad that cheewooi got the same ans as mi.. hope i get qn 1 all rite at least... qianyi came over too.. i as i predicted she sure done everythin.. ahaa.. she's soooo smart... but she seem to hav quite abit of health related prob.. 1st i tink she got flu or smthin? then got rashes... then now she eyes swollen.. hope she gets better :
en the after exam discussion topic: hair... :S all started wif shengfang askin why &dru dyed his hair.. he actuallie dyed it before the filmin for his mno Zapp video... haa.. supposed to be joe mode.. (i spe the lead actor? *shrugz*) n i tink his role's abit weird.. dunno why he's a flasher.. then also a chef.. then in 12 dimension.. but i wanna watch!!! esp the scene where ey throw paos @ an "ole lady" :X so now i wanna get all ppl who did mno to show me their video.. hee.. tink it'll be interestin to see ur own frens act :P i've watch zf's one alreadi.. quite good :)

hmmm.. tink that's abt for the day.. tiring day... n the xi3 yuan1 lu4 II finally finished! yey! happie endin! i like

rainy season...

rain...

something that i really have mixed feelings about...

i hate rain: it makes my things wet... and has the potential of spoiling my stuff.. esp my lappy n spoil a nice outdoor plan for the day

i like rain: it brings some fond memories back...
and i've stopped bringing umbrellas... it weighs my bag down... dun like... i dun like keeping wet umbrellas... n more importantly, i tink it's becuz i've grew to rely on ppl who bring umbrellas.. :X

hmm... dunno wat else to say le... got many things on my mind... my mind doesn't wanna even tink abt them... so pls forgive me if i start sprouting nonsense... need sometime for my brain to sort out.. hopefully soon...

i find my sense of self through other people....

a whole day @ NUS... n poor hugo! *sobz*

spend almost the whole day @ nus... went to get back my ezlink card fr Mr. Tan. :)

then stayed in EA-06-13 for the whole day... meiyee n jas came.. discussed our proj.. n left... i'm quite proud of myself for being able to finish 3 hrs of webcast tho :)

hmmm.. reach home n realised that my sis finally took hugo to the vet... but reel bad news came when she came back...

hugo's suffering from kidney failure...

it's quite serious.. but there's still a chance she can be treated if she recovers within 2 days (currently being hospitalised.).. if not.. the vet advice us to put her to sleep... :(

but even if she survive, she can't eat meat... (i tink she'll most prob go on a food strike cuz she's such a meat lover...)

in the 1st place... hope she wun freak out @ the hospital n die of fright *touchwood*

chopped my hair~

cut it short n layered n thin..... well, din turn out bad i tot..

why i cut my hair? well, it's becuz i got some chi4 ji1..... then after tt tot i mite be for the better, else i can always grow it back.. no harm done.. so yup. cUT!

after that, went out for badminton session wif the AS gang again.. shall be continued on the fotoblog @
http://eriolyuy.fotopages.com

rotten to average

my grade for programming. crap.. i actuallie din sleep one whole day juz bcuz of it.. well, the questions r reallie reallie tough...

however, reallie glad to have many helping hands for tis aside from my "personal" lab TA - polar bear.. heee.. always troubled him to help check my codes.. hope i'm not growing reliant on him.. but tis weeks one turn out he din help that much too cuz it's too hard..! well, for tis week's lab surprisingly, i was discussin it more wif jeff... haa.. he noes the algo but i'm better at implementation... we shld teach each other.. on thurs (da veri day that i din slp) did the lab wif jinghow... altho we made no progress... :X and as usual, jinghow's crapping @ lunch n almost overturned me n &dru's appetite (due to the stuff we're eating.. )

oh well.. prof hugh reallie made a big kill wif tis lab.. i wonder how bad it will be in future ><~

sleepy heAds -_-zzZzzz

hmmm... went to sleep @ 1am... so tot i shld wake up @ 5am to try n complete my cs1102c tutorial.. well, i did wake up... but kinda fell back asleep n overslept.. argh.. late!

ironically, it's like u c more ppl when u're late.. :X i saw ruijie, my ajco jnr.. learnt tt she in Sci fac now... en saw christina n merina..

well, tutorials is.. either rushed or boring.. en i hou4 zhe4 lian3 pi2 to go n chap &dru's class for cs1102c.. his tutor reaLLiE VERI niCE~~~ ahhh~ *envies* felt reel bad... en found out that there's other grp of ppl chappin their class aside fr us.. er.. today plus jh n sf smmore.. luckily got enuff chairs.. but not tables tho :S

hmmmm... went for lunch @ bizad again wif sf, jh n &dru after tt (jh joined his gf :s) ... &dru's reallie tired... he seh until he went walkin in the wrong direction.. n things like took so much more times longer to process in his brain... haiz.. i tink he shld nt neglect his sleep like tis... not gd.. smmore tis week got assessed lab :X (wait till engin day man.. i tink all the ece ppl will be half dead) same for the rest also.. but they dun seem to be that seh le...? :? reallie tink tis sem veri xiong.. it's like even &dru's tis tired... (as compared to past sems.. it has never been tis bad? )

back to the lunch.. the queue @ bizad reallie long lor.. haiz... everything long n slow.. was tinkin of the shortest queue.. budden dunno wat's so good abt that stall? (except for their normal noodles? er.. ok lar.. on the whole so-so) so went to queue @ western food.. aidi's @ the end of the queue.. so chatted wif her all the way.. en realised smthing... i never reallie chatted wif her properly b4? :X i tink :X oh.. then tis guy came behind me n ask if we're queuein for western food.. so i said shld b.. en aidi asked the lady infront of her... then she said she suppose so? At that point of time, we realised that half of the ppl at the back of the queue dun reallie noe what queue that's for -_-; haa... so ordered 2 fish n chip.. i'm amazed wif the uncle reallie.. he ask nxt until the end of the queue.. which is stil pretty far back... finally made it back wif the fish n chips :X then i remembered that i got cough n shldn't eat that :X

oh ya... then sf took some fotos wif &dru's cam again... :S i tink &dru's gonna be so bz if he were to send all the fotos we took daily.. (but i wonder how many r not lost durin the syncro wif his comp :X) er... i can't imagine when sf got her cam.. she mite end up juz takin foto everyday... actuallie tt's what i wan also... but paiseh :S

yup.. anyway, went to lib after they went for their mno tutorial.. slept abit.. read abit.. finished my assignment... then went pc cluster at E2 ard 3plus... stayed till ard 430 then i left :X

came home... zzzZzZed even more..

hmmmm...

tis entry will be @ http://eriolyuy.fotopages.com :X

what's the hacker's problem?!

argh.. will they stop hacking opendiary?!?! wat's so nice abt hackin such a site?!

go do smthin more productive and stop making my life miserable.. argh...

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new fotO bloG~!!!!

@ http://eriolyuy.fotopages.com !
i noe blog spot seems to hav the same functions.. budden i tink that one is better.. n i'm not abt to rid myself off tis template... hehee...
go visit it when possible..
i shld be takin more n more fotos soon! i hope :X

1 day work @ creative fest

well, the job is pretty borin actuallie.. cuz i din get to promote anything but stand at the redemption counter for free gifts. so was helpin ppl register for this free 5 song downloads from soundbuzz for some mp3 players they bot

and reallie alot alot alot of ppl bot mp3 players.. its as if they dun nid money lidat... n many many many of them went out of stock... so ppl hafta preorder instead...

well, nuttin much happened.. met a few funny customers.. some weird ones.. some totally annoyin n bossy ones... well, that's all... the excitin part onli came in later... after the long debrieft wif Mr. Sim Wong Hu (is that how u spell?) tokin...

yeah.. staff sale... brought out the urge from everyone.. cuz if dun buy reallie like veri veri veri lugi... hahaa... so i bot a digicam! :D so finally got it off my chest.. bot one.. happy. done. juz nid to get an sd card n tt's it :) hope tis cam will last mi for a long long time...

but lidat end up i dao4 tie1 my pay.. cuz onli earn like 50 bucks.. en i bot the cam at 149...so eventualli still let sim wong hu earn 100 from me? :X

but oh well, a gd chance to buy digicam at <200 bucks

die.. havent finish any of my tutorials.. n i'm feelin darn dead

seems like a week off~!

ok, i juz noticed that the last entry is on the 31st of aug..

this means that i've been so bz these days that i din even hav the time to sit down n tink of wat happened, let alone write them down..

these days are reallie overwhelming... what happened exactly?! i also dunno.. i onli remember spendin alot of time on labs... one day on my EE2005 lab.. n the rest on my cs1102c's lab... currently sleep deprived n haf plenty of tutorials to do n i stil gotta work on sunday.. reallie untimely.. argh! nm... at least i'll earn abit of money.. splurging these days! somebody stop me!!!!

eh... *sighs* seems like i missed out a lot. i feel abit detached fr the world outside already (imagine i'll be feeling like these every 2 weeks.. gosh..)

anyway, reallie had to thank lotsa ppl for their help n advice be it helpin me to test my programme or offering logical help... seems like i got more of logic problem this sem rather than the syntax...

apologies if i neglected anyone in the process, i reallie hope not..

i muz eat less, i muz spend less n i muz excercise... i nid more time!!!

1st crash, 1st lab..

hmmm.... crashed &dru's tutorial grp for CS1102C wif meiyee today... sorta expected zf n andy to crash.. but i din expect yvonne n yng yng to crash it also? :S and i was super worried that the class haf not enuff space that those actual ppl of the class can't seat..

luckily, everyone fit in... *phewZ* then when the tutor suddenly say he wans to mark attendence, i squirmed.. n &dru turned back n shot me a "oh-o" look.. :X luckily the tutor din shoo us off... his tutor reallie much better lar.. i wonder if i can continue crashing...

after tt, went for lunch @ biz-ad canteen wif &dru, kokfei, sf n cuixia(sf's mno fren).. well, saw the fried mantou i veri happy... en bot noodles from that stall n 2 mantous.. budden end up dunno why i full alreadi when i finish the mantous.. dunno issit becuz of the oil.. or i pass my hunger period by too much.. i tink i reallie gotta eat veri little for lunch.. cuz i'll feel hungry before tt then i'll buy smthin fr dilys... haiz... ok! set! eat less! spend less!

uh.. then rotted ard wif kokfei n meiyee while waitin for lab to start.. my lab tutor's quite alrite. except he seems to like to suan ppl abit.. heck lar.. en meiyee burnt the op-amp.. (the funniest thing that happened today.. we hav quite a good laff about it for the rest of the day..) n it's like smoking.. reallie smoking.. haha.. (n the best part is when the tutor is sayin that if u all see smoke or smell smthing quickly switch off the power n she tot like who will burnt one.. )

my area stinked for quite a while reallie.. n we kapoed the burnt op-amp :X

i wonder if they throw away the resistors we used also.. if they do.. i also wanna kapo... then the breadboard leh? do they throw that away too? :X dunch tink so.. i wan one!!!

sprained my ankle... finally?

i finally sprained my ankle... :S the gd thing is... i'm not maimed right at the start.. ie. i still can walk home n so on...

the bad thing is.. i'm becomin pretty crippled le... after pulling back 12kg of rice + sugar for my mom... i hope i stil can walk tml.. :S

drats....

n the other bad thing that happened today.. suddenly my eg1314 teacher wanted an mc from me.. wth... this is uni leh... where go ppl stil nid mc one.... i onli c her once a week.. en now she ask how i get? hope the receipt will do... :
dotx...

some test off sf's blog :X

http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php

personality test yet again. tink it's true for the me in the past.. of cuz i've changed.. somehow... for the good or the worst.. u shall judge

You are Blue Wolf, who is open, cheerful and a carefree type of person.
You possess very original atmosphere, and do not like to adjust yourself to others.
You prefer to act on your own and as you like it.
Therefore, at first people think you as a cool person, but once they get to know you, and trust is born, they will understand your good sense of humor and a friendly nature.
You tend to be indifferent and candid to opposite sex as well, so men think you as very bold woman.
But you are actually a soft hearted person.
You have no thought of depending on others.
You believe other people are other, you are you.
And will go on living your own way.
You will not be influenced by emotions.
You are true to your life as well.
Because you tend to be indifferent to the people and situation around you, you give an impression of being thoughtless person.
But once asked to do something, you will carry it out by putting in ever effort you possess.
You are very responsible person.
You tend to change your mind quickly.
And because you like changes, people think you as temperamental.
You have great energy to be able to carry out many things at once, and even if you are busy, once you set your mind, you will definitely carry it out.
You are unique type of woman.
You take time to find the best romance.
You look for honest person, and would act cautiously towards them.
When you get married, you will be good at carrying out housework, and will be able to create a happy family.

weekends n tutorials

spend my whole weekend @ home... for the 1st time in quite a while i tink

i like it.. but i hate to see that pile of tutorials which i can't do... n that stupid bignum programme that always seems to hav some probs.. n that picky coursemaster..

:
n the whole weekend i'm prayin that my econs notes wil be found... *sighs*

still praying..

oh ya, n i revamped my blog abit.. hehe... finally got my LCD n saw things in the right light i shld say..

still stuck at my tutorials.. n i'm now tinkin of ideas to turn down the creative wkend job offer.. it's too untimely i tink.. cuz i nxt wk shld be quite tiring... n i tink i nid to catch up on many stuff.. i stil can't conc well in lectures... i shld reallie pressurize myself wif hardworkin ppl like kiat an n &dru...

i nid peer pressure! i nid to study!! i nid to mug! i nid to pay attention!!!! i nid to learn to like my modules n my lecturerS~!

shucks. so many things... i'm juz gettin more n more lazy.. :S

cOmEx?!

wasn't my plan to go today at all, but end up going there cuz i din feel like going home n waste my time.. and end up buyin my LCD there also :S haa.. fast sia?

today's a day full of lectures... hmmm... was so sleepy in the mornin.. so sleepy that i din even bother to look n see if i anyone in my sight i noe them... then tot that i mite not be able to spot &dru since i'll be reachin there when the lect is startin (cuz alot alot of ppl.. n lookin @ backviews dunch giv u much clues....) so actuallie msged &dru to mafan him to msg me the seats coordinates.. but end up i found him still... caught him replyin my sms... tink his O2 has slowed down his reply, infact futher slowed dwn his reaction speed.. :S oh well, it's stil new technology still...

managed to keep my brain awake but eyes closed 50% of the time durin heng's lecture... quite alrite.. altho til a pt i tink i'm abit confused.. but tink no prob, shld be able to sort it out myself... afterall, in uni, u're more or less on ur own.. most lecturers can't be depended on... :
sf onli came at the nxt lect if i'm not wrong... well, en i was more awake by then... was tokin abt the MNO book "Zapp" which is reallie nice.. like wat annie said... got this super funny line "hi, my name is Old Macdonald E.I.E.I.O..." reallie funny!! haa.. that E.I.E.I.O actuallie stands for some engineer dunno wat stuff lar... yup.. wif that i listened rather intently to the lecturer.. EE2004... en after tt lect, went out to get food @ dilys... saw jeff sittin outside of the LT, he actuallie wore his no.3 today (i tink it's the 1st time i saw him wear black shoes... n jeans?! he always in berms n sandles..) then realised that he's going comex.. (which i din get to go ydae..) yup.. en went to queue for food... was abt to order when &dru actuallie popped up beside me... en he ordered after me (obviously he cut the queue... n there's a whole hoard of ppl lining up behind.. )... told him that if he get's walloped i'm not gonna help him or anything :X n he said that he was queuein up until when he saw andy cut queue.. so he cut also :S

doesn't matter.. no one was hurt in the end.... then go on to EE2005... aside from laffin at the lecturer's cute(.. erm.. i dunno if cute is reallie the word. ) actions... n so on... n still laggin behind the tutorials.. oh well, of cuz, i did kinda stoned off ard the last hr cuz tt's the end of my conc span.. n i believe it's the same for many others in the LT...

went for lunch @ techno-edge again... sorry to jeff again.. one more week, n can go other place to eat liao :X saw hanqiang, tianyao... onli bot sandwich for lunch n a cup of soursop juice....tok kok...said hi to ashok n chatted abit (well, &dru doing most of the chattin.. :X)..tok more kok... en i spilled my juice over my file... en &dru wanted to shift my file away from the juice gatherin on the table. but somehow the juice almost got onto my notes instead... so he decided to be mean n said that his plan wasn't successful :\ (but it did.. realised that my notes did tio.. sad...)

after tt was ctw lect.. en econs.... was dozin off @ econs cuz i'm reallie too tired... en after tt met up wif ky to pass him the cert n the token of appreciation.. hee.. hope he likes it.. n veri nice of him to treat me to a packet of jelly beans.. veri nicE!

en took 96 to clementi... shopped ard there abit.. went to the mrt station... n boarded the train to town instead..

nxt stop.. comex fair.!

long lab day..

reallie long.. fun... but too long.... :S

well and back~

finally i'm well, bye bye to fever, puking n bloatiness :P

was feelin kinda bo liao cuz lab haven started... so basically go to school for 2 tutorials onli :S

well, the EE2004 tutor's a china guy.. well, still not so bad.. but my cs1102c's tutor's an indian.. (i.e. language barrier again.. :S) well, and i dun reallie like the way he teaches.. so i'm considerin of hoppin classes? :X

in the middle of tis 2 tutorials got a break (or rather, it's becuz our EE2008 tutorial haven't started..) so was sittin outside wif meiyee.. en jeff joined us after his class, en came along &dru n kiat an. many ppl walked pass us.. like sf, qianyi, christina, polar bear, n i saw tianyao for the veri 1st time since school started at dilys.. hehe. saw annie.. budden she in walk in our direction again... haiz... so buay gum... :S

after tt.. went for lunch wif &dru n kiat an.. meiyee went home straight.. jeff said he's meetin smone for lunch @ arts

the engin canteen was horridbly crowded, n since i'm still recoverin, ie. i had to avoid losta food.. there isn't much choice left... saw kk @ the canteen also... en saw tianyao (again.. haha) en queued at the yong tau foo stall for a veri veri long time before i got my food.. haiz.. always so slow.. sianz....

yeah.. then &dru left 1st becuz he got MNO tutorial... n i got him to inform sf abt it incase she forgets again.. hahaa :S

en me went home after tt too...

stomach flu epidemic...

woke up in the mornin, felt that my stomach's super zhang4... no appetite.... then later my temp starts to go up... felt so weak n rubbery.. esp when the wind started blowing...

dun even hav the stamina to stay online for long.. so went back to sleep.. had panadol...

plan of going to sls to buy the LCD monitor is twart... n i dun feel like leaving my bed at all... puked like 2 to 3 times also... wasted the ling2 yang2 my mom bot... then din even dare to drink any water... juz stayed in bed n slept...

my brother-in-law came over wif my niece n nephew.... then found out that my sis also lidat... then my niece threw up also.. and everyone hav almost the same symptons (except me got the fever..) and found out that my nephew's culprit (cuz he also got stomach flu couple of days ago...)

argh! why i so suay... not as if i got come into direct contact wif him for veri long... yeah.. so all the sickly ones went to see the doc together... all took the same med... had the medicine... one med after every half n hour (quite a torture but better than havin u throw up all the medicine n wasting it..) yup.. din eat anything. juz drank some glucoine.. n went to sleep...

felt reallie terrible cuz i wanna go school tml.. but at tis state i noe i can't lar.. n i can't go ard spreadin that virus cuz it's pretty contagious...

thankiew jsim, audrey, &dru n meiyee for ur concerns n help (hee.. my tutorials :X )

i will b back in school tml~~ and i better go finish my tutorials... :(

shoWerS of bLesSin..

muz be becuz of johnson's "holy water"... haa.. crapZ :X

well, juz updated my OD.. then tot i shld update this too :S will get pretty bz like that ar.. :X

hmm, today late for lecture again.. i juz can't seem to adjust to the time that i wun be late... if i go LT7a then i guess i'll be juz on time.. :X still can't adjust..

oh ya, actuallie.. i already knew that i'll be late.. cuz i saw many "late indicators".. 1stly, i saw sf @ the mrt station.. then later saw andy n yvonne.. hahaa.. jialat.. i met all the 3 late indicators :X
erm.. then saw christina also.. den learnt that she moved to bishan!? (wassup wif bishan nowadays.. :X ) yeah.. if i were her.. i rather stay in PGP.. oh well, it's ex there tho

was hoping that &dru will be earli (so that can get better seats :X) haiz.. mi veri bad hor.. but anyway, my plot also din fall thru lar.. end up we're still earlier than him... :S his punctuality also gettin pretty bad.. hahahaa :X oopz... perhaps he saw thru my plot *shruGZ*

got jeff's msg tink after &dru came... kinda expected that jeff wil be reallie late today.. haha.. since he stayed up to do the lab.. oh ya, his bdae today too.. hehe..

lectures are not anymore entertaining i tink.. rested my eyes when i listen to heng read out from the notes.. (again....) en i tink EE2004 still not bad.. then the EE2005.. well, tink the vol is slightly higher... so hear better.. but i can't look at the screen cuz tt lecturer keep flashin n shakin his laser pointer.. reallie make me see stars @.@

@ the end of the lect.. i finally saw polar beaR!~ hehe.. 1st time since lesson started i tink.. haha... but din tok to him for long lar.. en left for lunch wif &dru, jeff n cheewooi.. er.. tink jeff din wanna go engin canteen n eat one.. but i got CTW :S so i ask him pei us eat.. haha :X n he obliged.. ahaa.. thankiew thankiew :X gonna set fri as engin canteen day.. haha... bo bian.. until my CTW lect stops.. i can't go anywhere else to eat..

had muslim food.. orange plate one...(followed &dru) tink the food not baD :P come to tink of it, &dru seems to be havin muslim food or indian food most of the time recently eh? :s
yup.. n by the time we got our food back.. cheewooi had a headstart.. haha.. (of cuz, continued wif crappings abt who can eat faster..) jeff's nt back yet.. n &dru decided not to wait.. (since jeff always eat so fast..) so we all started eatin too.. jeff came back pretty late.. so in the end we all finished before him :X yeah.. en was crapping abt stuff.. dunno abt jeff as a farmer? en do cow herding... n chasing the chickens :X haa.. nm... then dunno tok abt wat.. en jeff's sayin he wans a plane license... n cw commented that he wans license for everything.. so i suggested an mrt license... :X oopz yeah.. then crapped abt the requirements for pilots.. n future car... :X

i never felt so crappy since holz.. :S headed for LT7a after tt, went wif jeff since he's going home too. en bumped into 2 Indians.... and jeff helped them to get to the deans office.. i really noticed something very true about wat my ex-boss said.. find it pretty amusing.. :X

en bumped into sally! n went for CTW.. after that rushed down to arts... n walked in the rain to LT8... :X was almost drenched.. (ok.. mebbe not that but i'm 30% wet by the rain at least)... n had to go in by the front door cuz it's the shortest path from that unsheltered bus stop... let benny n CK saw my lang2 bei4 yang4.. ><~

saw hanqiang n zhengyang @ the econs lect :D

go home that time also end up stil walked in the rain when crossin from central lib to busstop.. CK ask me why i never bring umbrella... tink somehow, i'm used to not bringing le..since sems b4..

not veRi muCh thE sAme...

well, tink the days in school's gettin less noisy... veri much less noisy..

abit not used to it :S

and the big grp of us kinda splitted back into our small grps... and perhaps it's bcuz the tutorials haven't start.. still dun see alot of ppl ard...

now mainly me hanging ard wif &dru, jeffrey, cheewooi shengfang also bah.. but half the time she's sayin hi to her er ge n da ge n dunno whoever she knew from the engin camp.. :S yeah.. kinda partin our company more now... en still got see christina, merina, sally n qian yi hanging ard.. but i tink wun see them as freq cuz now our tutorial locations all different..

en andy's no longer hanging ard much wif yvonne, yng yng n zf le.. he joined his own grp of frens.. (and i found out today from his frens that he's a slow eater too :X ) haha.. ok.. out of the topic..

en i tink w/o hanqiang ard.. its like his gang of ppl (like kiat an n so on?) also dun hang together le.. kiat an most of the time hang ard wif gibson n etc :X

then tink annie hangs ard wif tianyao now bah...

hmmm... dunno leh.. dunno it's becuz after the holz.. too long liao.. everyone not warm up or wat.. *shrugX*

suddenly, i see alot of significance of every single ppl....

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ORieNtation FOTOs :)

http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?p=999&gid=4960163&uid=2503162 >> OrienTAtion FOTOS~! courtesy of Jeff's digicam :X

hope to get more

1sT dAY of SchoOL

hmm. end up late :S well, by ard 5 mins.. but the LT's alreadi almost filled up.. heng &dru was earli enuff to still leave 2 seats for me n sf.. else gotta sit at the stairs liao :X

hmmm.. altho the lectures abit boring.. but i tink i was in a more light hearted mood there.. the stressful place that actuallie help mi destress fr other stuff :S

hmm, learnt tt &dru got elected as the vice chairman of juggling club... haa... now he hav attendence to kip le :X

en mi went to blandy's hostel... not bad.. nice n neat.. 'cept tt abit boring cuz she's alone... the onli thing to do is to face the comp le.. :S perhaps, it's good that ey hav hall activities..

*i pray for another enjoyable sem*

oh ya, got the orientation from jeff.. nicE! but quite incomplete.. i hope tianyao n xiaoming will send theirs soon

an organisation: will collaspe if no one is willing to commit

Last day of orientation at SENTOSA~!!!

yup, today's the last day! muahahahaaa..

met up wif annie on the mrt today.. went dwn to harbourfront together.. (late of cuz.. hahaha) yup... en, also learnt that lj cfm comin to chap the orientation! (good! we're in need of girls.. hahahaa) yup.. so met up wif lj (and bumped into tianyao) at the habourfront mrt, en went to find the rest at the bus interchanged.. somehow, sat down.. n started playin daidee (originally spe to be bridge.. but christopher realised he forgot how to play that) yup... en after one rnd or so, i let some one take over? (i forgot who.) en went to settle the attendence stuff wif &dru... waited for a few more chaps to come.. en went for lunch at the hawker centre there...

after findin seats, i went back to the mrt station to look for vibhu.. that chap never tell me whether he's comin or not (in the end he din come?! n never inform me smmore.. argh.. nm..) yup... en juz got anything n ate.. (anything happens to be beehoon... a huge plate which i onli cleared like 50% of it..) yup... en lj n cj onli ate like one pc of prata each!?!!? omg..

yup... en was abt to leave for sentosa when tianyao suddenly called back (he wanted to go in n get volleyball 1st..) to say that he lost a couple of cards at the hawker centre.. so &dru n weiping stayed to look (but can't find it.. n tianyao went back to look for it in the end) and ey took the nxt bus.. haa.. tis time, we reach palawan beach much much faster.. no more jungle trail as jeff said :X yup.. en put down our stuff. settled down... n splitted ourselves up into 2 grps, one play ultima frisbee n the other soccer.. i was in the frisbee one.. (and of cuz, din managed to touch the frisbee much due to my height.... but not as bad as my orientation last year.. cuz the guys played low (due to wind)) was in and out of the game, haa.. en after that...got reel tired.. n rested.. (suddenly tot everyone mite not hav the energy to play again... yikes..)

yup.. en dragged lj n cj to go play volleyball... juz hit ard lar.. the ball alwayz stray off when the guy beside me hit.. :X then almost hit a bunch of girls who's suntannin at the corner behind me... en tianyao dunno get chairs fr where.. n we started playin captains ball? everyone played... n still the ball keeps going out.. (wonder why the bunch of girls dun wanna move n rather sit there n get hit by the balls..) then we played so long until i tot i gonna get a stroke or smthin.. so called for waterbreak (muahahaa..) then i guess ppl all went back to slack.. en annie ey all went to play volleyball i tink.. (ie no more ball for captains ball..) en we witness tianyao climbin a short coconut tree... haa.. it's quite funny... en more ogls (zhenrong's gang) join us...en got qijia n alvin teachin us how to play the "tuo1 game" haa.. erm, cuz the guys majority already took off their tops.. so its like nuttin left to tuo... so... lipsticks again :X yup.. in the end everyone is forfeited... haha.. :S after that, becuz of havin lipstick all over the body.. all went into the water.. and started our ultima frisbee in the water.. haha

well, i also din stay thru out the whole game lar.. sometimes by skin's burnin so went up n put more sunblock, then tianyao splashed sea water into my eyes. (which already tio the sea water..) so went to take off my contacts.. (for a moment, i cldn't find the contacts cuz it shifted up... :X . shldn't hav rubbed my eyes..) yup..took off my contacts, managed to make my way back n locate my glasses.. haa. en played awhile.. en went to help out to fill water bombs..

then after a while.. benny n lj had to go.. so the avalon took some fotos (tink it looks pretty lame :X) yeah.. en continued on wif the water bomb game after we filled like 100++ bombs.. the yr4 snrs took over tis game lar.. me n &dru ran out of ideas... then annie also duno much abt the games.. n the gamemaster (hanqiang) didn't join us cuz he went to buy food wif kiat an?

hmmm.. that game i din play.. but i kena all the strayed off bombs.. bobo shooters... *dionk* en i tink christopher tried to bomb me after the game.. he called my name.. threw the bomb at me n i caught it (wif the tot he's gonna pass to me at 1st..) :S ok.. nm.. haha..

yup, went to wash up after that n started the bbq.. dunno who suggested that me n cj n kiat an shld go marinate the stingray.. :S yup.. sambal sauce... en tianyao pass us his green tea shampoo to use as soap.. so me n cj's hands reallie stinked after that.. cuz the sambal sauce smell we din managed to rid off it.. n now, plus green tea.. phew.. *pinch nose..* so hafta tahan my smelly hands for the rest of the day... argh.. en we got a small mobile pit lar.. en juz peng some stuff there lor.... a small grp of us, mainly kiat an &dru, nicholas, jian kai, joseph (and some other wandering souls.. haa) n me there... yup... en occasionally jeff brot us some food fr the main pit.. din eat till veri full.. but well, it's fine lar.. en sally came ^_^ yup.. en also held the election for the year rep for both EEE n CPE...yup.. not bad... :P

my grp got quite a no. of nominees eh.. hehee.. too bad benny isn't there.. else wld hav dragged him up too..

so now... for EEE, prez: mingfeng
vprez: Ernest (my og)

CPE, prez: kelvin
vprez: Cheekiang (my og)

hee... hope avalon will stay bonded thruout their nus years~ :D

Orientation Day 2

hmmm... tot i was gonna be late, and i was, but the thing is, i'm still the 1st one to reach there... perhaps i'm really destined to be early?! (in a sense, it's good :X) yeah... then &dru came after that.. n for quite some time, no one else came (which made me wonder if we got the place wrongly..) finally~ zhenrong came! haha.. en ppl started streaming in...

well, the attendance today isn't that good... but i shld say that all the fun ppl are down lar.. so things somehow worked out altho there's last min changes n so on...

yup, played the telematches n so on... i played in the 1st game (which i reallie dun wanna play at 1st) which is the dip hair in water.. haha.. i see the guys veri sad lar.. all hair so short :X yup.. obviously my team won. haha.. well, as for the rest of the telematch, things din go that smoothly lar.. but somehow, my team also hecked the results.. haaa..
en went for a break.. en started the foot-a-thlon.... well, i had to say they ain't that smart in a sense.... haa.. or rather, shld i say ey veri lao3 shi2..? went all over to find the ans.. .:X yup.. bumped into polar bear in the middle of the game.. so he tagged along to kaypoh.. hahaha.. oh ya, shenghwee's wif moi grp too.. zhenrong went to help weiping wif solaris.. (&dru's grp, but &dru's the gamemaster..) well.. apparently, after the game i realised that the other stations like no body went.. so &dru's station's the bziest.. haa.. :P and i guess alot of ppl muz be wonderin who so sadistic (me!) to let them touch a raw cracked egg for the blindfold game.. hehee...eh... i never put chicken head already veri good liao hor.. almost put that in :X

yup... so somehow, my grp won (i dunno how also.. ) yup.. got the prize.. n they decided to split it up n bring it all tml for sentosa to eat :P

en my grp and some ogls n some yr4 snrs (or issit one yr 4 snr?) went to hav dinner at clementi... hehe.. onZ sia~ my grp

gogo avalon (well, i tink we kinda reallie prefered abalone now :X)

orientation day 1..

morning: chaos... hiccups happened again :X oh well *shrugz*

my team: avalon (abalone?! yeah.. sounds like it.. so called ourselves bao4 yu2 for a while.. :X jeff's complainin we're makin him hungry)

ice breaker games: not bad, quite fun, in the end most of them all took part actively.. quite fun.. wif lotsa face that has been tu2 ya1 by me :X

well, today tiring.. somehow.. dunno why... den tok alot of cok wif my grp ppl cuz lunch time too long :X yeah... but not bad lar the guys.. n my grp onli got one girl (not includin me that is..) haa.. jialat.. this time girls veri veri little.. dunno where all go to liao.. tink the guys quite sad also :X
the ogls went to eat at clementi after that.. :P watch an potential catfight but no outbreak in the end :X

matric fair...

 
"excuse me, are you a freshmen?"
*smile* "no."
tink quite a couple of ppl asked me this.. perhaps i ain't that stale afterall, or at least, i kinda look fresh.. muahahaaa.. :S
went back to nus to help out for the orientation booth (think at tis point of time, it's better than me stayin at home bah...) quite boring actuallie... have to keep smiling keep askin ppl the same stuff... and i suspect cpe ppl juz bluffed me that ey are not n walked off :\ sad... yeah.. en got tired somehow... en annie's into her "mood swings" again? she told us not to sian sian.. but i tink she's worse in the face cuz she looks sian n lian hei hei.. :X but i'm glad she went for a long lunch... wif tianyao? :X ey 2 not a couple lar.. but if ey ever become one.. ey reallie gonna be a huan1 xi3 yuan1 jia1.. :S
anyway, today at the booth got annie, hanqiang, kiat an, tianyao, zhenrong, ivana n me.. :X not all at the same time cuz onli got 4 passes lar.. quite boring.. but heng got frens come visit the booth lar.. haa.. like zhengyang, nianjuan, shenghwee, chinmay, ashok, jerry n &dru. oh ya, i forgot to say, xiaoming also went to sign up at the booth :X he reallie in cpe?!?
but i dun like my break time.. nuttin to do.. n alone.. darn glad that i found shenghwee n chatted wif him for a while.. else i tink i gonna rot til like dunno wat...
packed up ard 515pm... n left the place ard 540pm.. &dru's done wif his juggling club stuff so came to help too.. so we brought the stuff down to the ece club room, &dru's helpin to carry the pvc poles lar.. en annie tied her 3 helium balloons onto the pole... n i was laffin sayin that normally ppl carry loads on their shoulder are downwards.. why is his anti gravity.. :X en annie added 2 red paper bags to the back of &dru's pipe.. n she started callin him the samsui man? :S she suggested that he wear the red bag on his head.. :X
yup, anyway, end of the samsui man... we reached ece club room n started discussin things there.. n rotted.. i was so tired i tink i'm in quite a daze.. en the rest are all crapping again... (wif &dru gettin rather lost in the end still... cuz it's all in chinese...) yup.. en hanqiang keep sayin wanna go eat dinner..so we left... n at the bus stop.. annie suddenly let go (deliberately) of her balloons.. en end up there starin at the balloons fly... nice scene la.. but... i tot that's illegal.. yeah, en ey started crappin again.. dunno how end up talkin abt guys in s'pore no qing2 qu4.... en &dru asked me wat it is... n i realised i dunno how to translate... :X so told him it's something like being romantic... en hanqiang ey all start to help translate also.. haa (guess no one wans to listen to annie tok :X )
yup.. but i din join them for dinner.. in the end onli hq, ka n &dru went to eat.. the rest all went home.
was sleepin all the way back on the mrt

haiz...

dunno wat else i can do...*sigh*

finallY~!

went dwn to sim lim square to help my ex boss check the cstar cd.. no prob.. so means my boss's comp got prob liao.. en went back to RELC to pass back the cd n helped to install that thing again... stayed for half n hour plus plus en left the office wif eugene (snr of all snr there.. haa) en went to return n renew n borrow book in the orchard lib.. en headed back to bugis.. shoppin ard... en waited for zx ey all to come.. en headed to lena's school for meeting...

attendence.. 7.5/8.. why leh.. cuz ey kept sayin that jsim's "soul" is there.. (his views on the agenda printed out by erik that is.. :X) en did abit of voting, crapping laffing.. n zx's constant time keeping.. oh ya, got a "guest".. its lena's giraffe... hurrmph? (i dun even noe if i got the spellin rite.. :X)  ok... meeting ended at ard 10++pm... headed home after that, everyone braindead

new look~

nice? :P

juz makin sure that tis place isn't gone.. mite come to revamp it.. if i picked up javascript that is... :X
God knows when.. :X

Hmm, i wonder why i can never make the whole blog stretch into full length.. very hard to read like this

Aug 07

alrite.. today's the 3rd n the last day.. quite a saddenin day.. cuz v. lil ppl came..
jh got a swollen foot (cuz he cut his toe.. en never bothered abt it. which i deduced that it led to infection since we walked ard barefooted..)

yeah... en jeff's dehydrated to the extend that the doctor told him to stay at home n pump water (haha~) ok.. he's stil so healthy y'dae.. (wonders wat happened overnite)

en cheewooi din come cuz he got things to settle..

&dru joined us in the middle of the amazing escapade (which i find it too hot to play wif my burns n under the noon hot sun..)

yep.. dun realie like the game... en poor &dru got quite disheartened in the end.. cuz at 1st.. he's stil got the "we're gonna win man!" attitude.. but.. haiz.. not many is interested..

en the game dragged reel long.. haiz.. yeah.. en the finale item was darn last min.. n i cld stay for it cuz i went for co prac...

but heard fr &dru tt it's not well coordinated?

but i hope ey enjoyed it tho :)

oh ya.. and that uncle (qinghui) abandoned us again... haiz... sadded

Aug 06

yep... went to sentosa today..
went there feeling quite happy.. but it had to rain before we set off so we stayed at WTC to have our lunch (more of stoning) en set off on the buz...

well.. sf's stil disturbin jh on the buz lar.. haha.. keep callin him china boi.. :p but he always give a very farnie look when we do tt.. nm.. yep.. en jeffery onli meetin us there... so we reach there.. got off the wrong stop.. so walked fr siloso beach to somewhere near palawan beach... en started wif our games.. captian frisbee(very xiong to play wif guys lor.. onli tall peeps like &drew n hi jumpers like jeffery keep gettin the frisbee.. i like stand there fer nuttin -_-.. oh ya.. n the causalties are.. sh broke the chair n cut his leg.. while jh cut his toe)... soccer (used jh's slippers as markers for goal post. haha! stick it into the sand..).. en some water games.. haiz.. got quite a bad sun burn in the end...

then also played dog n bone.. yeah.. jh also got a bad sunburn.. infact.. he's almost red (crab?).. en the whole grp of uz walked (wet fr head to toe) to 7-11 at the nearby monorail station.. bought things to eat (n jeff accused all of us 4 temptin him..).. en watch some monkey show.. en even went to play on the play grd (of cuz.. most of the guys wldn't wanna join in.. haha!)

yeah.. en headed back to bathe...

haiz.. got sand all over ar... en the sunburns reallie pricky...

en after watchin the OGLS n some grp ppl(shenghwee, ashok n &drew ey all.. buryin the cards n diggin them up again (n &drew juz batheD?)... we started playin asshole.. en later heartattack (which is reallie rough on my account.. esp when i heart attacked. to hav so many hands piled up roughly on mine isn't my kind of idea for gaming...)

yeah..after tt was bbq.. but our grp juz sat down n played the hunter(aka polar bear) haha.. enjoyed playin

that quite alot (had to thank &drew for thinkin of this.. i never knew ey like the game so much..my past experience is ppl fall asleep playin it. but guess it's the timing we play haha)... en ey most of the time find me very suspicous.. n i "died" a wronged death many times.. well.. en i tink &drew also freq get wronged cuz he juz tries to debate to much out of it.. (reallie had to laff when i remember the pek cek look he hav when we gave him the suspicious look.. and "you guys are really wrong.." oh ya.. en stil got jh's laffin fits.. he juz can't stop lar...) hahaa.. yeah.. en also yvoone n her fren yingying also joined us.. so more ppl the merrier..

but becuz of that.. we din get much food too..

en many of them left... left onli &drew, jh, sf n me.. en &drew also dun wanna stay.. so i decided i shld go home.. en jh also followed suit.. leavin sf there.. but she got other frens to keep company bah..

so at 1st we took a ride ard on the monorail.. wif sf, sh, &drew n jh... sf kept wavin byebye to ppl.. en got &drew to teach me card trick.. hehee.. after tt.. we got our bags en we took monorail to the pass.. walked to harbourfront mrt.. en jh went to take buz while we took the mrt..

finally reach hm ard 1130 lidat... reel late..Zzzz

Aug 05

hmmm.... went for the 1st prac today... sheng reallie lil ppl.. got two alumni seniors there... both playin zhongyin sheng.. en i get to play the new gao yin sheng!!! by the zhao liang hong also!! same as aj's one. but more stylo (cuz black pipes) n louder~ but the buttons position abit out of place.. (ie not rite behind)
yeah.. but not bad stil :D


but i stil wanna play erhu~ haiz.. gotta wait..

en the Mr Er(sheng's lao shi) gave me one score

en we juz started practisin.. i fumbled here n there lar.. had to say that my side readin isn't that good.. en i can't remember my C diao also.. gotta go memorise liao...

Aug 04

hmmm... went wif a quite sian feeling.. budden managed to settle down abit.. overally the orientation not that bad lar... altho the games we play is abit old.. but stil quite ok... cuz it's very short..
but very tiring... cuz we've been runnin ard the whole of engin block the whole day... X_X

yep..en also learned that aside from yvonne's in cpe.. i learned that sengfang (st nicks classmate) also went cpe..*shocked*

yeah.. en for orientation prog... i'm in grp 3... the OGLs got.. qinghui, shenghwee, liyun n ashok... en the grp members got jeffery, andrew, krithika, jinhow, cheewooi n sengfang... yeah.. tink tt's abt all...

hmmm... quite a nice grp.. but sadly.. none of them in the same tutorial grp as me... =_= haiz.. nm...

the cpe reallie v lil ppl :P

rare species sia?

btw, we always say that the prizes we get from the competitions are "HongKong" chips (snds like HK trips ar :p)

Aug 02

erm.. the results for QET is out! and to my disappointment.. i tio the english academic module... but after checkin out the list.. i realised that everyone i noe takin QET tio that module.. and i suspected that those who "din pass" the QET then hafta take the basic english module...
so i counted as heng rite???? :p


haiz.. reading harry potter Order of the Phoenix (borrowed fr tk.. thankS!!)... felt that my temper soar as Harry Potter's soar... n oh well... realised that i'm losing grip of my temper too.... hmmm.. muz control!!!

started readin the book on fri... en i'm now already near the end of the book.. but my eyes are on the verge of dropping out.. darn glad ey ain't swollen anymore..


en went for the investiture for the j1s today...

hmmm... i shld say it's not as fun as our batch's one...

cuz this yr's j1 not as fun as the j2 batch? hahaa.. /me remember seein the jnrs moppin the floor n prayin :p


erm.. yeah... en felt abit numb to wat they're undergoing... hmm.. cuz mebbe i felt too much of it when it happened anyway... yeah... en from now on.. it's highly possible to see a reenact of havin seniors outside the co room mugging for their As and having things like study grp coming out.. n freq visits to wlds lib to study.. :)

Jul 31

haiz... juz tot tt age is catchin up on me... i've no long hav the mood for this kinda stuff.. esp the fair....

reach that earli.. so got my matric card n transit link card earli too.. haha...anyway.. see some common engin ppl.. ie.. some ppl juz dun follow scheduleS?

yeah... en after that.. was havin the hardest time in my life deciding btwn toshiba or hp notebook.... bought the hp one.. cuz the ram n memory blah blah is higher.. n price lower than toshiba's n lighter also.. no money la.. but alot of ppl bought toshiba laptops... oh well... as long as hp works fine... i dun need such a good brand like toshiba lar...

yeah.. en waited darn long to pay the $20 deposit for the laptop

en finally get to leave that time.. i waited dunno how long outside mpsh 2 to get into the matri fair..

the fair's not very glam lar.. some of the cca's booths are tucked away in a corner.. can barely see them...

wanna join alot of stuff.. but as usual.. i dun hav the time... dun tink i can even make it for the fencing course... *sobz*

yeah.. en i got sign up for nusco.. thing most prob going there too bah... since i'll get to learn 2hu..

well.. wanna join the anime club... but dun tink i can cope? =_= haiz...


darn tired.. dragged home wif 2 big n heavy bags..

the great NUS salE!!

blahblahblah.. hahah~~~ juz wanna update this abit.. ok. gtg :p

this was the test i took... from the webby provided on herro's OD...

Who You Are

You're a woman who always reaches out to help
You're a pillar of strength and stability for the people in your life. You're responsible, loyal, and hardworking. In a crisis, you're definitely the one your friends and co-workers come running to. In fact, you're known for your common sense advice and business savvy. Your life is very ordered and busy since you're always juggling your career, family and friends, and community involvement. But you have room in your life for someone special. You're not someone who "wears her heart on his sleeve" so those close to you don't always know how you feel. However, they always know they can count on you to do what you say and say what you mean.


What's dating all about to you?
You're a true romantic. To you, finding a loving relationship is a mission or journey with clear goals and even a timeline. Falling in love is an especially magical experience. You're suddenly free from the rules and thinking that guide your life. You usually keep your feelings and life under control. But remember, the bigger the dam, the bigger the flood when it breaks!

You face two major challenges in finding the love of your life. First, it's easy for you to get too focused on finding Mr. Right and getting married, rather than "going with the flow" and seeing where dates lead you. Second, you're at risk for missing a great man because he doesn't initially seem to meet your standards.

How unique is your type?
Your personality profile is similar to a number of women your age. Looking at over 10,000 women who have taken the test, about 29.6% (or about 1 in 3 women) have very similar beliefs, values, and habits. Of course, the way these qualities are expressed in you is what makes you so unique.

Quirks men notice
Like all women, you have your strengths as well as your quirks and shortcomings. Ultimately, you want to find someone who will love and accept you "warts and all." Though you have lots of friends, it's important to have at least one person in your life who understands.

-Some days when you're in a bad mood and can't hide it, co-workers or friends take it personally and think you're upset at them.
-The organization and time-management skills that serve you so well in your career can spill over into your personal life and at times make you seem controlling and impatient.
-You're more cautious about getting into a commitment or saying "I love you" than most other women.

Do men like your type?
Notice that 95% of men are generally attracted to your personality type. 86% say they are VERY attracted. With the millions of people on Match.com, that translates into lots of potential matches.


Who You're Looking For

He'll be an enigma
You're looking for a very balanced man. He'll have clear goals in life and dreams he hopes to pursue. He's not always the most practical or realistic thinker, but his passion and excitement about his ideas are contagious. He also manages to balance a clear rational side with a more compassionate and caring side. He manages to enjoy one-on-one times as well as getting together with his larger network of friends. He'll constantly be juggling things in his life but will still find a place for you. Sound too good to be true? Men who are truly balanced like this are rare, but they do exist and would be an excellent fit for you.

Overall, it's important for you to be with someone who is almost always cheerful and has an optimistic outlook on life. The ideal person you're seeking shares a number of positive qualities with you, including:

-No strong similarities were detected, which suggests that you may be more attracted to certain "opposite qualities." Please read the next sections to see if you may be seeking someone with different or opposite qualities to balance your own habits and style.

Number of men your type
Men with the exact type of personality you prefer are rare gems. Looking at over 10,000 men who have taken this test, only 7% (or 1 in 14 men) have the exact combination of similarities and contrasts in personality you find extremely appealing.


However, there's a larger group, 27% (or 1 in 4 men), who have most, but not all, of the qualities and habits you like. These subgroups are charted below.

Almost three-fourths (71%) of the men have at least some of the traits you find attractive.

But you'd have a negative reaction to 29% (or 1 in 4 men), who have some or many of the characteristics you clearly dislike.

Opposites sometimes attract
You want to share your life with someone who has the same values, goals, and style you have. Research has shown that couples who have more in common tend to stay together longer. Still, sometimes differences can help create a "spark" and excitement about each other. Part of you wants to be more like him, or at least have his unique style in your life. He could be good for you in many ways:

-His happy and optimistic nature will brighten up your mood and outlook on life.
-Because his eyes are always on the future, he can help you plan ahead and get excited about goals without being bogged down in day-to-day practicalities.

Quirks you can tolerate
The truth is that everyone is potentially "high maintenance." We all have our quirks and shortcomings. The key to long-term harmony is finding a man who can tolerate (or maybe even enjoy) your "quirks," or the little personal oddities that make you unique. You seem okay with several common quirks that might come along with your "ideal" man:

-You can enjoy his enthusiasm for new ideas without taking his plans, which are often unrealistic, too seriously.
-There will be days when you think he's simply "too happy" all the time. Doesn't anything get him down? Is he human?

Downside of your "ideal"
In addition to his quirks, your "ideal" personality type may have other qualities that are more frustrating or challenging to deal with. Under stress, his quirks can become serious "flaws." But remember, these quirks are the "flip side of the coin," or the extreme end of qualities you otherwise find appealing. So, be prepared if:

-Because he has a very positive take on life, he's probably not the best shoulder to cry on. At times his cheerfulness may seem fake or shallow and make it hard to connect with him.
-He may talk a lot about his career ambitions and dreams for how to improve your community or the environment, but never takes practical steps to get there.

Deal breakers
You seem ready to adapt to the good and frustrating qualities of the men you're looking for, but there are types of men you clearly do NOT like. Men's habits and attitudes you'd have a hard time putting up with include:

-our responses suggest that you are pretty accepting and tolerant of shortcomings. No major personality "deal breakers" or reasons to rule out potential dates were identified.

haiz.. huangshen reallie made us wait man! i tink everybody almost thought tt we're juz gonna spend the rest of the day rottin away in the store...

yep.. so in the end the prac ended ard 9.30pm... en we drag until like ten en leave.... haha.. sorrie to Miss Xiao...

yep.. en went to yishun BK to eat... din bring coupon... en realised i no money wif me!!! in the end borrowed a dollar fr js to buy a taro turnover... haiz.. pai sehz...

juz a small outin wif jia n weishang... 1st accompanied jia to her agency or overseas schoolin... en went to orchard n walked ard as we wait for weishang...
spend most of the time walking around and chatting cuz we got no money to do anythin substantial.. well.. we did take some neoprints tho... cuz i tot since jia wld be going abroad, shld take some photos bah.. hee ^^;

en after that we went to walk ard fer a while more n en went to eat at swensens.. :p haiz.. but feel so broke now.. en we kept tokin abt our ex classmates blah blah... en when i was abt to leave for co prac but ended up got persuaded by jia n weishang to stay n walk ard somemore..
aiyah.. en we walked all the way to PS... en bought cream puff fr chou factory at one dollar each (half price) ... en went home..

Hmm, today managed to jio mary, omy n peiling to go watch Bruce Almighty at Cathay. Tot the show's reallie farnie~ *laffs* love almost every farnie part of the show.. haha... reallie goofy :D

en after tt, on the way to the hereen, a sales gal stopped us and started promoting this perfume tt's darn cheap (A huo4 ba..) but the way she promote is so exaggerating... til the 4 of us dropped our jaws.. hee... en after tt, once we step into hereen, another person stopped us to tell us abt dunno wad donation blah blah sentosa blah blah, en in e end we juz donated some money n left the person... argh... dunno why so many ppl come find us.. =_=
en after walkin ard HMV for a while, peiling left to go work.. en we stayed on a while b4 leaving... en once we stepped out of HMV, a guy from Urban Magik offered to perform card magic for us... en asked me to sign on a piece of card after picking one.. en he picked another one himself en gave me my own card and asked me to step on it while he step on his.. in a wink of an eye, he told me to take out the card under my shoes n it's his carD! wow! en he told omy to sign on a card en w/o lookin at it, he put the card in his stack of cards and the card appeared on the top... en after tt, he juz compressed the cards in his hands n the whole deck disappeared leavin onli omy's card... *jaws dropped* unbelievable~ amazing~ haha.. en omy get to keep the card.. hee

en we kept talkin abt the magic show.. en went to far east n walk walk.. en to lucky plaza as we waited for audrey to turn up... en we had claypot rice at lucky plaza en we went on to walk ard in taka and bumped into yvoone not long after... en went ard shoppin wif her since she's free to join us...
en we bump into a lady at guess tt was holdin on to a giant stack of clothes n stil lookin for more?! so freaky!
as for yvonne. she's reallie good at shoppin, we ran from shops to shops n she bought quite alot... :O
haiz... if i were to spend like her... my bank sure drop to 0 soon....

ARGH~ the most unbelievable thing happened.. dunno how come.... my hp. no. got connected wif another no. everytime call that no. my hp wil ring... argh... en got this filipino maid who somehow know of the no. thru her fren then kept callin that no. and ended up i keep receivein data calls... argh.. dunno lar... haiz... en now she say she wanna make frens wif me... *ack*

erm.. ydae was juz another lousy day in my life.... tink i juz got PMS bah?? en gettin paranoid n stuff....
but... of cuz.. to some extent i dun tink i am...
well never mind... sorry to js n tk... tink i juz annoyed them... haiz...
mebbe i'll juz quit being sensative n be a block head for a while....

today went out wif mom.. actuallie was quite reluctant to get out of the house when i saw the big hot sun... but went out anyway so i won't catch any stupid mood swings again...
my mom brought me a sleevless shirt.... no buttons... only got 4 strings to tie.. heee.. tot it's quite nice :)
yeah.. en walked ard AMK.. en my mom went to collect the dumplings she ordered.. she love it alot n always try to get the auntie to help her make some...
en passed by St Nicks.... haiz.... have an urge to go in and see but hell lar today's sunday.. haa
yep... en went to northpt... makan en walk ard abit en went home liao

ahhh~ finally had my basic theory test today.... *grinds teeth*
hope i pass.... but tink i will bah... quite confident hahaa... :X
i better dun say it so soon =_=�

28/05/2003
finally, today have alumni CO prac againZ...was getting quite happy over it since I don't have to rot at home... but the bad news came when bh called to tell me that one of the button went off key and wanted me to fix it again! *pek cek* do send the sheng for maintainence at least once a year lor... it's not a easy thing to fix it and even when i do fix it. it's not 100% fixed.... better get professionals lar..
yeah.. so i spend abt 40mins fixing that sheng... (somehow, i felt strongly to give up on it and go play erhu...) then by the time i join in the da zu.. like it's abt to end??? haiz.... anyway, gotta thank ll for offering to help me :)
yeah... after da zu it's 30mins of xiao zu... but after going thru the chuan ge abit.. i sian diao againz... i simply dun like practising alone...... but the ironic thing is.. i need to remember my fingerings.. forgotten almost everything.. en the songs alumni chose always got those sharp n flats one... @.@
after lazin ard... en me n daddie en adrian started the na mo o mi tuo fuo thingy in the CO room... en i went off to go n ka jiao the erhu players... en tried n help them out abit by helping them da3 pai1 zi3
after tt, prac ended.. adrian left... js rushed back to his camp... en xx went back to work! (poor thing...) en ll n zx went home... the rest of us (andrew,jj,hl,shihui,guoyong,gav,jianwei,zn,liyan n me) went to bishan mac to chat n eat lo.. the final discussion was abt chalet... en jj called up his fren to ask abt the pulau ubin one n we found out tt the promotion package is quite a good deal... now we onli need to noe when is the promotion up til... but tink ey might be considering changi chalet.. hehe...
en we discussed until the mac ppl chased us out...
late liao. go sleep le

yeah~~! my OD's finally fixed~~ hahaa. so guess i'll be using my OD liao.. but wil try n update stuff in here too~~

i wonder when FOD is going to get my OD fixeD?... sianz
today din do much... tried to sit down n study for my BTT.. but juz found out tt my hand's gettin quite weak when it comes to pen holdin.. ack~ help :p

happie mummy's day...
haiz.... :)

haiz... this year's mother's day like nuttin much bah.. en go to tt crammy restaurant tt's so disorganised..... haiz....

Yeah~~~ AJCO got gold n is going into the finals.. hahaa.. felt so glad for them.. cuz their hardwork finally paid off...anyway, the results came reallie later.. so instead of joinin them straight away, i went to meet up wif js 1st.. en went to draw money.. buy bubble tea.. n peanut butter waffle (i din buy this) ... then we "fly" to meet the jnrs at aj.
By the time I got there, ey are almost ready to leave liao... so juz waited for them to say their long goodbyes to each other haha.. n en proceed to amk kfc.. well, reallie glad to see all of them so happy.. it's good lor... :)
din do much there.. juz ate n chatted.. the onli alumni that are there are xx, zx, js n me... en suddenly zx came up wif the idea of trickin jj usin SCH's name in the bookin date of SCH for the alumni concert...haha.. aiyah.. now he's demandin the kfc buddy meal as a compensation....


today's a nice day :)

haiz.. dunno issit tt my brain is laggin terribly or wat...i actually dreamt of aliens and something seemingly like virus??? dunno lar... can't remember much of the virus part... or mebbe the virus is the aliens... (hehheh dreamcatcher? )
but... somehow, i dreamt tt the aliens are going ard killin ppl bah... en i was like runnin here runnin there... run until i woke up =_=
chasin aliens isn't a v. fun thing esp when i got no weapons to go against them or smthin...somemore ey're like rompin all ova the place... worried abt others gettin killed and myself as well... Zzzz haiz...

today went for an interview for part time job at ET Management... but they onli offer to pay $4/hr... quite low.. but i like the time... 9-1pm... i mean.. beats stayin at home n rot rite? hehee... hope i get the job :p

5/5/03
hmmm.. went to sign up for basic theory test today ... n passed js's recorder to lj on my wae there... i wonder if tt indian guy who always sat at the general office outside can recognise me liao.. hahaa

5/4/03
meant to stay at home today.. but ended up going out wif my mom to toa payoh.. b4 tt js passed the the tape he recorded for the karaoke session... i heard it when i reached home.. and it's darn farnie...
haha.. en at nite went to meet gavin for a while... juz to chat???
oh well.. haiz... dunno why, felt tt life like this is kinda sad (i'm not onli referrin to myself...)
xi wang ming tian hui geng hao....

5/3/03
kept pouring in the mornin.. haiz.. bad way to start a day lor i tink..
en finally made it to school.. en juz sit n listened to the jnrs prac again.. this time, got jj, tk, js, yl n sh lor. haha.. more ppl.. good hor? then waited for xq en headed towards yishun for lunch... had old chang kee :) en went to yishun safra's ktv for karaoke... (jj onli join us for lunch.. wy joined us after tt.. n yl n sh left halfway durin the co prac) the service there sucked big time.. and it's ex.. makes the whole thing even more unworth it.. i'll never go there again... esp if tt stupid guy stil workin there.. he reallie got attitude prob ar! but tink we tried our best to make the money worth it bah? choosed lots of songs n all these hahaa.. kept singing n singing whether we haf the mike or can reach the note or not.. haiz... glad tt i din sing myself hoarse tho.. :p
haiz.. nm.. a lesson learnt bah... n i hope tt guy gets sacked.. a person like him shldn't stay in the service line..

5/2/03
oh well.. now walkin to yishun seemed to be such a common thing to me liao.. cuz i kept going to popular bkshop.. today went there to buy assesment books for my tutee... i onli bought some... cuz i dun wanna dump a whole load on him.. but he's not tt understandin lar.. giv him so little hmwk he stil wanna bargin... haiz.. give him hmwk like selling veges to aunties like dat.. tao jia huan jia one... felt amused yet angry... haiz... but tink he really need to buck up his english lor... haiz... and he's so careless in his maths..

5/1/03
hmmm... realised that i haven wrote in my OD for 2 days liao... have nuttin much to say, cuz i'm doing almost the same thing at home.. and i'm going broke.. seriously broke...

today supposed to go for class outing one.. but ended up onli a few guys going.. so i backed out since i not close to them... and decided to juz go to see the jnrs prac and shun bian pei jsim since i doubt any other alumni is there.. so he won't feel tt extra... ha.. but i arrived later then him.. so he went thru the experience of everybody starin at him as he comes... i went thru tt too in past.. haha.. but i tink now ey all see me until ey used to it le ba... wanted to jio tk down... but he din wan
so we simply set thru the whole prac... not bad lar.. but then comes the alarming news..... huangshen wanna choose feitian for the finals incase we got in! which left everyone gaspin wif jaws dropped... well.. it's not tt a hard song.. but not tt a easy one either.. =_=
good luck to the jnrs!

yeah.. en after tt jioed some ppl to go lunch together.. but ended up a big group of ppl came along.. haha.. like a teenage gang lidat... haha.. aiyah.. en of cuz got all the draggin n tinkin of where to eat (which always happens...) we ended up eatin at the newest S-11 a big grp of us.. tink we quite noisy... en we ordered zhu chao (not horfun lar.. still ate rice but ordered dishes..).. en split the cost.. en it started raining...
haiz.. in the end we all stuck there.. en called tk to ask if he wans to join us cuz js cancelled his outin :p but cldn't hear wat tk's sayin en ended up kept passin the phone ard cuz we all cannot hear...
haiz... en we split up.. those tt wanna play lan go plan lan.. those went home went home.. en left wif js erik lj yulin n me... en we juz sat ard at kfc n chat.. en js, erik n lj went to watch X-men2 ... as for me.. i too broke to watch le. so i went home instead.. n found out tt i missed my RAVE!!!! argh... forgot today's thurs... haiz.....

to get list~

guess i still have endless unaffordable stuff to buy...

• wacom
• wireless adapter for lappy
• scanner
• graphics card
• light box
• electronic piano or keyboard (that is if they're gonna remove the piano at home)
• violin... (i kinda noe nuts abt it.. but i still wan one.. =x)
• blah blah blah... a car? wahahaa.. tink tis one can forget it...